8. Fast fight

KENDALL

I woke up in Cara's arms. I could literally stay there forever, but my boyfriend was probably already waiting for me. 

Cara was already awake, and she was looking at me.

"Good morning." I said and smiled.

"Morning." she just said.

I escaped Cara's arms and sat up in the big bed. I stretched and yawned loudly.

"Why don't we just stay like this forever?" Cara asked and looked up at me.

"I have to go back to my boyfriend," I explained and met her disappointed gaze. "I'm sorry."

She sat up and sighed. I could see that she wasn't as tired as yesterday, but still very tired.

"Cara you should go back to sleep," I told her.

"I'm not tired," she clearly lied. "I don't want you to leave."

I smiled. I really start to liking Cara more. She's so sweet to me, and she actually truly cares for me even if she doesn't admit it. But that's just because she probably has a reputation to keep.

"I don't want to leave either, but I have to go."

She lightly whined while she stretched out her whole body in the bed.

"I know. Can I see you tomorrow?" she asked and looked at me with hope.

"We'll see." I couldn't promise her anything.

I made myself ready, and hugged Cara goodbye.

"See you tomorrow?" she asked hopefully again.

"Can't promise, but I'll try."

She gave me a weak smile.

I left her apartment and started to walk home. I wanted to walk home because I needed some air. And I am honestly thinking better in the fresh morning air than any other time on the day. I got so much on my mind. I had to think of a way to get forgiven by Harry, and honestly, Cara is kind of making me a bit confused. I don't know why, but it feels like she is hiding something from me. The first second, she is irritated on me by being so happy, the next second it's almost the other way around. 

Cara has changed since I first met her, which just was for some days ago. I think it's great that she is more nice now, but I just want to know why she is so different now. Actually I don't have to know, but as I said, I am so confused right now by everything. 

When I entered our apartment that I shared with Harry, I saw him staring at me.

"Hey baby," I greeted and gave him a peck.

I have to say, I was a little scared. I don't think he would hit me, that isn't Harry, but I still was a bit scared.

"What happened last night?" he immediately asked.

I looked at him, fake confused with furrowed eyebrows.

"What do you mean? Except that you woke me up AND my friend in the middle of the night just to accuse me for cheating?" 

"You slept in the same bed as your friend!?" he asked shocked. He was already angry at me.

"She's a girl! I'm not cheating Harry! You can meet her yourself if you want to!" 

"No," he said and grabbed my arms. He leaned forward and... smelled my hair? What is he doing?

"What are you doing?" I asked, really confused.

"You even smell like her," he said and spit on the wooden floor. "It smells like puke."

"Are you out of your mind!? Did you just spit on the floor? And just so you know, I love her scent!" I defended both me and Cara.

"Oh yeah? You love her scent? That doesn't make me suspicious at all!" now he was yelling at me.

"What do you even want out from this!? It almost seems like you want me to be cheating, because otherwise you would've trusted me!" I said desperate. I am already confused, and I didn't need this too.

He was silent. His face softened, and now he looked more sad.

"I'm sorry Kendall. I shouldn't have yelled at you. I'm sorry for not believing you."

I looked at him, more confused than ever.

"It's... It's okay Harry, forget it. I'm also sorry that I didn't call you yesterday."I said and kissed him.

"We're okay, right?" he asked and smiled to me while holding me in his arms.

"We're okay." I nodded.

So that was that. Me and Harry were okay, but I still was confused. The only name that popped up in my mind was Cara's, and I don't know why. Everything was pretty much confusing for me. I wouldn't call her weird, but she still kinda is weird sometimes I have to admit.

Me and Harry watched a movie, and then we just talked for the rest of the day. I truly love him. He's such a gentleman too, even though he was pretty mad at me this morning, but he had a reason. I would also be pretty mad at him if I thought that he was cheating on me. 

But something I realized was that Harry acted a bit... weird. He was almost too nice, and too kind and it felt like he wanted to make something up to me. Like he felt bad for me, so he had to do this. I don't know, I'm sure I'm just overreacting. I'm sure he just wants to be nice to me because I am his girlfriend. 

Yeah, that must be it.

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