Chapter 16 - Back Home. But With Good Or Bad News?

Chapter 16 - Back Home. But With Good Or Bad News?

Madison's P.O.V.

~*~ A Few Hours Later ~*~

"Eurgh... My head..."I muttered, clutching my head.

I had a large banging noise inside my head, as I was clearly lead out across a floor. My vision soon came back and I looked round to see I was in a large orange room. It looked awfully like the TARDIS....

Oh no.... My memory started coming back to me in quick flashes.

Beach. Note. Doctor. Beach, again. Two Doctors. Dalek. Other Doctor dead. Cliff top. Jumping. Doctor. Sonic Screwdriver. Darkness.

"DOCTOR!" I yelled, sitting up quickly.

I soon regreted it, as the pounding my head only became worse. I felt faint, so I lead back down, as the sound of footsteps closed in. I looked over to see a black pair of shoes by my head.

"Maddy? You alright?" The Doctor asked, peering over me.

"WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING IN THE TARDIS?" I shouted, sitting up, but much slower.

"Haha, yeah.... About that.." He laughed nervously, running a hand through his hair.

"Actually better question, why am I not dead?" I asked, jumping to my feet.

"Now when you say that, do you mean from the first time or from a few hours ago?"

"A FEW HOURS AGO? EURGH! Fine, both!" I stressed, getting more frustrated.

"The first time, with River, U.N.I.T took you away and said they would look after you properly. But it turns out they were just using you for a project. They found this energy which could bring you back to life, but it was also a teleport. They didn't know it would take you to the Parallel Universe." He explained, placing a hand on my shoulder.

"You left me with U.N.I.T? AFTER EVERYTHING THAT DID TO ME LAST TIME?"

"Yeah, I know, Maddy. But I thought they changed their ways. You had just died in my arms and I didn't know what to do with you! I had to leave that warehouse before I did something I regretted." He argued.

"Whatever. Why am I alive now? I was on the cliff tops, by the beach. With you, Amy, Rory and the other Doctor. Hang on.... Where is the other Doctor? I know he died, but where is he?" I rushed, looking round in hope of seeing him.

"Yeah, you were on the cliff tops. I had to use the Sonic to knock you out, as you wouldn't come with us. After I carried you back down, me, Amy and Rory all went back through the teleport that the TARDIS made. We've been back for a few hours now, and we did land on Earth. Proper Earth that is. Amy and Rory have popped home for a bit, to give us some space. I was going back to get them later. We're just in space now." He smiled, not answering my full questions.

"You still haven't answered me, where it the other Doctor?" I repeated, looking him straight in the eyes.

"He's still in the other Universe. We had to leave him there, I'm sorry Maddy. We couldn't do anything more." He sighed, before walking away.

"Nothing more we could do? We could have done loads more! What do you mean we just left him there? Why didn't you bring him? He's just left dead on a beach! DOCTOR!" I yelled, running after him.

"No we couldn't, Madison and you know that. He had to stay there, he had people who loved him in that world. I know he had died, but I'd want them to find him dead than to never find him again. You have to understand that." He insisted.

"I loved him and I now I can never find him again. Can't you just open up the teleport again? Please, I'll stay with you, I just need to send him off properly. Please!" I cried.

"I'm sorry, but we can't. It's impossible."

"It's not impossible, you did it! Don't make me go to U.N.I.T to use their teleport!"

"Don't you dare. You're never going back there, none of us are." He snapped, before turning to the console.

"U.N.I.T caused this mess and they can fix this! I need to say goodbye to him or try to save him! Please, Doctor!"

"You know, I never expected it to be like this."

"What?" I asked, raising an eyebrow at him.

"I spent three months sulking around in the TARDIS, because I had lost you. Then I found out you were alive and I did everything I could to get you back. Next I find out you've only been gone three months and you've already got with another man. Then, when I try to bring you home with me, you choose him. What is with that, hey, Madison?" He ranted, as his eyes flashed with anger.

"How does it feel? Huh? When the person you love chooses somebody else because they don't want others to get hurt. Sound familiar? BECAUSE THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID TO ME WITH RIVER!" I shouted.

"Oh is that was this is? REVENGE! Your little way of getting back at me, because I tried to stop you getting killed! THE MINUTED YOU GOT SHOT OF ME, YOU SLET WITH ANOTHER MAN, FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM AND COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT ME!"

"You want to know something, Doctor? I got with him because he was you! He was the closest thing I could have to you, since you weren't around. Yeah, I loved him but he was not like you! He was the complete opposite. He was around because he had lost his loved ones, just like I had! I chose him because he was dying and if I told him that, he might have fought for a life! But no, he gave up everything just so you were happy! I ONLY FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM BECAUSE I THOUGHT I WOULD BE GETTING YOU BACK!" I screamed, earning a silenced TARDIS.

"Maddy, I.. I.."

"No, don't. How could you say I forgot about you! I dreamed about you every night. You were the only thing I really thought about everyday! I think even the other Doctor knew I loved you more than him! But he still stuck by me and made me feel loved!"

"You love me more than him?" He asked, quite shocked by my outbursts.

"Loved. HOW COULD YOU DO ALL OF THIS TO ME? JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT ANOTHER DEATH ON YOUR LIFE SPAN! I hate you." I breathed, seething with anger.

"No, Maddy, please. Don't say that." He begged, reaching forward for me.

"I mean it. Leave me alone. I want to be with the other Doctor now and he's dead. I wanted to die to be with him and you wouldn't let me, because you were being selfish again! I hate you... I hate you. I HATE YOU!" I cried, as I began to cry.

"Madison Brown, I am so so sorry." He whispered, pulling me into a hug.

"I hate you. I want him back.... He can't be dead, he can't be! Please, bring him back. Ahhhhhhhhh! I hate this." I shouted, hitting my hands against his chest.

I soon gave up on hitting and screaming at him, as I just stood and sobbed into his chest for hours. I had given up completely. I know I should be happy that The Doctor is here with me in the TARDIS, but I still felt like I had lost a part of him. We didn't speak, we didn't need to. He pulled me over to the chair by the console and sat on his lap, as I continued to cry.

I tried to think about good things to cheer me up, by that grey could just wouldn't shift. All the bad memories of the other Doctor just filled my head, along with my secret that I'm keeping from everyone.

Eventually, after what seemed like days, The Doctor moved me from his lap and onto the chair. He muttered something like 'be right back',before running off into the TARDIS. I wasn't listening, I didn't care. I was somebody to just hug me and promise me everything was going to get better. And mean it.

I slowly lifted my legs over the edge of the chair, and attempted to stand up. My legs were a little shaky, but I managed down the stair and towards the doors. I carefully opened them up to reveal the sight I had truly missed.

The Universe.

The mixture and explosion of colours surround the black sky in front of me, as planets, close and far, as whizzed passed me. Everything was peaceful and calm, just the way it should be. It wasn't hot or cold, or bad or good. It wasn't loud or silent, or huge or small. It was just right, just perfect. Just how I liked the Universe.

I sat down on the edge of the door way, and stuck my legs out. I closed my eyes, as I took in the noise, the smells and the taste of the Universe which I had missed dearly. But of course, even perfection can get ruined.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" The Doctor asked, sitting down beside me.

"Yeah. Perfect." I whispered, not being able to look over at him.

"Bit like you. I didn't get a chance to say, you look really good. For someone who died a few months ago, you're not looking bad!" He joked, earning a small smile from me.

"Cheers. You don't scrub up bad either." I smirked.

"Haha. But you got to see me everyday, in a way. I haven't seen you in three months. I missed you."

"It wasn't like that. Yeah, I was seeing you, but it wasn't you."

"Oh right." He muttered, moving closer to me.

"What was it like? When I died?" I asked, not being able to look him in the eye.

"Surely you should be asking yourself that." He replied, not understanding.

"No, I mean, how did it feel? To you?"

"Simply. It hurt. My heart broke like it always does, but even more because it was you. I wanted to just cry and cry and for you to just wake up, as if it was just a big joke. I'd never wanted somebody to come back so much in my life. I missed you so much and I felt so alone." He explained, looking tearful.

"That's how I'm feeling now. About the other Doctor." I replied, leaning against his arm.

"You're feeling alone? I'm here for you, Madison. You should know that."

"I don't hate you, by the way. I was just upset. I could never hate you." I stated, smiling faintly.

"I hope so. I could never hate you either." He replied, putting an arm around my shoulders.

"Good. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to shout at you earlier. I was a compete bitch to you."

"Ah well. Doesn't matter."

"Yes, it does. I don't deserve you. I shout at you, tell you I don't love you, choose other people to be with, try to kill my self in front of you, punched you many times in the chest. Then you just stuck by me through everything. You're so amazing, you know that?" I ranted, kissing his cheek.

"Maddy, I'm going to ask you something and I want you to be honest. I don't care if It'll hurt me, just....

"Yes, I love you." I interrupted.

"How did you...."

"I just told you about every horrible thing I've done to you recently, and kissed your cheek. Now you want me to be honest with you, of course you want to know if I love you. And yes, of course I do." I answered.

"Why did you say you didn't then and that you wanted to be with him?" He asked.

"I don't know. I was upset by the other Doctor's death and just wanted him back. I would have been the same if it was the opposite way round. I do love him, but he's gone now and I only loved him for a few weeks. I've loved you for ages and I have you now."

"Good, you have got me. Oh, you've um... got something on your face... On your lips.." He stuttered, leaning towards my face.

"Where? Here?" I asked, pointing to my face.

"Here, let me."

He leaned in quickly and pressed him lips to mine. We were soon in a full make-out session, as he ran his hand through my hair and I pulled him close by his shoulders. I had missed this, so much! He eventually pulled away, breathless from our kissing, and rested his head against mine.

"Woah. I missed that. A lot!" He laughed, still out of breath.

"Yeah, same!" I giggled.

"In general, I just missed you completely." He joked, pulling me onto his lap.

"Well, you don't have to miss me anymore. You're stuck with me forever!" I replied, leaning against his chest.

"Fine by me. Me, you, Amy and Rory, traveling the Universe. Amy and Rory have each other, and I have you. Just the two of us!"

"Three of us." I muttered under my breath.

"Why, who else is joining us?" He asked.

"What? No one. I didn't say anything."

"Yeah you did. You said the three of us, and if it's me and you, who else is there? Cause I'm pretty sure relationships have just two people!" He laughed.

"Nothing, forget I said anything." I whispered, getting up from his lap and going to walk away.

"Woah, Maddy. What is it? Did I say something wrong?" The Doctor inquired, grabbing my hand.

"No, no! You're fine..."

"Was it because I said relationship? We can take things slow, I don't mind!"

"Doctor, it wasn't you! Don't worry! Forget you heard anything." I smiled, trying to kiss him again.

"Hey, no kissing until you tell me. Something we said made you get upset, so tell me."

"Doctor, just drop it. I don't want to talk about it." I snapped.

"Well I do. Just tell me! Please!" He begged, holding my hand tighter.

"No! It's none of your business. Just leave it, please."

"Madison Lauren Kristin Brown, tell me now."

"Don't use my whole name on me!" I sassed, rolling my eyes.

"Tell me! I said that it was 'just the two of us'. Then you said 'three of us'. River's not around anymore and neither is the other Doctor, is that what you're worried about?"

"No, it's not! It's nothing like that! I don't want to talk about with you, SO JUST DROP IT!" I yelled, throwing my hands up in a strop.

"No, Maddy! I want to know what's wrong! TELL ME NOW!" He demanded.

"Oh for crying out loud! I'M PREGANANT! There I've said it, happy now? THE OTHER DOCTOR GOT ME PREGNANT AFTER I DRUNKENLY SLEPT WITH HIM! I'M GOING TO HAVE A BABY!"

A.N. SHE'S HAVING A BABY! Well done to the people who guessed about this happening in the last few chapter!

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-Thank you, Happy reading and Keep on Smiling Whovians!

-Danielle :* :) xx