Emotional San Vs Scared San

(Brittany's Pov)

Today is the day. After two weeks of hell and more hell, were finally on winter break. We all decided it be best to fly instead of a three day road trip which would probably turn into a week road trip. I look around watching everyone load up the cars to and a month ago, I would've figured that I would've only had shane these next couple of years, not a second family. Im getting so close to them that I actually thought about speaking the other day but i decided to hold off.

"Britt, you okay" Santana says looking at me with concern written all over her face. I smile and nod at her that I'm okay. she theb carries on her conversation with Mercedes.

we eventually all get in three different cars to get to the airport. one car has Mike, Tina, Sam, Mercedes. The other car has Puck, Quinn, Rachel and Dani. The last one is me, Santana, Blaine, Kurt and Shane. I'm still upset with the fact that dani is coming. She's mean to me and always flirt with Santana in front of me. It's bullying and I won't tolerate it.

"Brittany, why are you making that face" Shane asks and I point at Dani and scoff by accident. I go wide eye and I see a smirking Shane.

"I think Someone is jealous that there not the only one giving Santana attention" he says but I get in the car.

If I'm being honest, I don't know what I feel towards Santana. One minute I feel like I could give her a chance an become vulnerable again and then the other minute I think back to what happen to the last people I loved and choose to keep that though out of my head.

"okay, you guys ready" Quinn says through a walkie talkie and I smile. The guys agreed on walkie talkies for communication since its like a six hour drive to the airport in Baltimore. We decided to fly from there because its cheaper.

"Ready......" Mike says.

"Ready, over and out Kurt says in the passenger seat. I volunteered to drive since this was my idea, but also because I'm a good driver. I know the road and routes because of when I was in dirt biking season age 7-18 all we did was travel and my father showed me the roads. I suck at school but I have many other talents. I throw the walkie talkie at Shane and earn a glare. I see Santana starring at me curiously as I text on my phone. Shane gets a message from me and nods okay.

"Quinn and Mike, Brittany says you want to get straight on I-95 south and we have to try to beat rush hour" Shane says while I start the car.

"Hey Santana, can you switch seats with me. I want to sit next to Blaine and need to keep an eye on Shane" Kurt says and I keep my eyes on the view in front of me.

"If Britt's okay with it" she says and I feel them all looking at me. I turn around and see Shane smiling like an idiot nodding yes, I smile and shrug my shoulders. Santana and Kurt switch spots and now she's in the passenger seat.

"You guys ready" Quinn says and I see Mike and Quinn have already left. I put the car in reverse and then catch up with them on the highway.

(Santana's Pov)

"Brittany,can I just say you are truly an amazing driver" Rachel says and I scoff. Of course unibrow would be kissing her ass Shes been claiming for weeks that she's going to get brittany to talk first. however, people who stop talking normally have a good reason for it. I watch as brittany smile at the compliment.

"Britt, you didn't tell them" Mike says and she scrunched up her nose in confusion and I smile.

"Let it go mike" I hear Shane growl and I frown at his behavior.

"Let what go, all I was wondering is how can she drive the way she do" Rachel says.

"From dirt biking, she use to travel a lot and dirt biked and etc" Shane says rushing off the call but I see brittany smiling at him and he winks at her through the rear view mirror.

"Who taught you" puck asks and I've never seen someone expression change so quickly. Her smile drops and she becomes stiff. I grab the walkie talkie and press the button.

"I swear to god, who ever answers that question is going to need a hospital. Shane wanted to drop the subject and so do I. All you need to know is brittany use to dirt bike and that's how she got her skills. Now if I hear you opened up your damn mouth anymore boy Chang, I will literally reach through this walkie talkie and break your damn neck, got it?

"Yes" he says quietly.

(2 hours later)

It's been pretty quiet on the walkie talkie ever since my threat but Blaine, Shane and kurt are talking about something in the back but I've been secretly watching brittany dance and smile to whatever comes on. She gets a text and checks it when we stopped because of rush hour. Shes all smiles and happy then she reads the text and scoff and glare in the mirror and a smirking Shane. I watch as she throws the phone at Shane and I laugh at his response.

"I'm in such an abusive relationship. All you do is throw things at me. Brittany Pierce this has gone on for too long, I'm breaking up with you. Don't cry, I know it hurts but it's for the better" Shane says and brittany pouts before she starts crying and I think she's serious until Shane sighs.

"Fine, ill take you back. If only that pout wasn't so darn hypnotizing. You are such a heart breaker baby doll" he says and she just winks and smirks. I see how she interacts with Shane compared to the gang and its totally different. They're like brother and sister, while she treats us like friends. They glare, hit, bite, punch and tease like we do to each other yet she holds back and politely smile when it comes to us and its frustrating. You act silly when you feel comfortable and I feel like she feels the total opposite of that.

"Santana, you okay" Kurt asks and everyone looks at me.

"Yeah" I say looking out the window.

"Santana, brittany said do you want to stop and get some air or food or something" Shane says and I look at Britt watching me with concern and I smile at her. I love that she cares for me. It's no secret that I don't have any parents, and my grandmother disowns me so I have no one. I mean I have the gang but they.......

"Santana" Shane says waving his hand in my face back and forth. I frown and smack his hand away and see brittany laugh.

"I'm good Britt but thanks for asking" I say and continue to look out the window.

(At plane flight)

I'm standing in line about to board and I'm shaking a little but try to keep it to myself. We got 10 minutes till we have to board so I try to walk off instead of stand here.

"Get your ass back here Lopez" Puck says getting everyone attention.

"I'm going to the bathroom" I say smiling politely.

" Santana I seen you go 5 minutes ago" Rachel says and growl at her.

"Nobody ask your mother fucking opinion Rachel" I say and try to walk away but brittany grabs my arm and look concerned. I look down but feel her gaze on me.

"Let go" I growl at her and I'll never forget the fear in her eyes. I walk off quickly to the bathroom and decide I'm not going. I can't go, not after now.