Treat Me Like A Bomb

(Brittany's Pov)

I watch as she makes the proposal and everyone agrees although the I can see some unhappy faces and I frown.

"Yeah, totally" Quinn says faking it, till she makes it.

"Forget it" Santana says flopping on her bed and getting on her phone out. She's sitting right across from me.

"Santana, we will do it since you want us to go. I mean who knows, maybe we will have fun" kurt says smiling and Santana smiles back but I see her upset.

What's wrong~brittany

Their only doing it because they treat me like a bomb. Afraid that if I don't agree, I'll go off.~Sanny.

Well are you?

No~Sanny

What do you want to do Santana

I want to just have fun with my friends and relax, I don't care the place or the time~Sanny.

I tap on Shane's shoulder and nod my head no.

"Britt says no and so do I. Im not going to a cold ass place where my balls will get more warmth then I do" Shane's says and I laugh. Half the room looks surprised and the other are smiling high. I immediately forgot they never heard my laugh before and I blush and hide under shane. One thing I try to do less of now that I don't talk, Is limit the attention I get. That's why it's been feeling so weird to have Santana around me almost 5 hours out of the day with work plus after work and for her to have full on fledge conversations with me. People think I went mute because I got bullied a lot but that wasn't the reason, but I let them believe what they want. Shane doesn't even know why I stopped talking.

"Britt, is that true" Santana says and winks when everyone's not looking. I kept my eyes down and nodded my head yes. I hear whispers and gasps and they all suddenly look at Santana to see how she responds.

"Okay, Since no one is going to say no except you. I feel like you have the honor of picking where we go. You got to the end of the day" she says smiling while winking and I see it's 6pm. I walk over to Santana and sit next to her and write it'll be my honor on her hand and get one of her famous laughs. I would kill a man just to hear it for just a second longer.

"While that's settled, Hobbit you need to leave Brittany's room. You annoy her and she's freaked out about how much you can talk" Santana says and I elbow her and glare at her. She tries to have a stare down with me and then sighs.

"I mean, brittany thinks it would be best for you to move back in with me and I feel like that's also a good idea. Happy" she says looking at me and I hug her while she laughs.

"Hey look at that, satan haves a soft spot" kurt mumbles and get elbowed by Blaine. Everyone starts laughing and I think that We're a family, they just don't know it yet.

"Hey, I have an idea. Why don't we go see Santana's audition she still haven't done, then we go get some dinner and hear Brittany's place of choice" shane says and everyone agrees.

(Santana's Pov)

I immediately frown when they say this and start to breath heavily but no one is aware because there all talking and laughing and etc. I'm about to have a panic attack when brittany straddles me and grabs my face. She breaths in and out deeply in big breaths and I figured that's what she's trying to tell me to do. I start to breath slowly and after about five minutes, Im breathing normally again.

"I haven't had a panic attack since I was 12, can you believe that" I say smiling and she winks at me. She tries to get up but I hold her still.

"Thank you, I don't know what I would've done without your help" I say and she smiles and I let her get up. Im one hundred percent telling the truth when I said that. I use to get panic attacks real badly when I was little but they stopped as i got older. I threw away all meds I needed (inhalers) because I thought I was done, so she saved my life. My hero.

(20 minutes later)

We arrive at the club and I decide to do a song change on the last second.

"Why are we here" Quinn says squinting.

"Where here, because I've been singing secretly but only in here. I quit glee club when we were younger and vowed to never sing again because of all the pain it brought me. However, now every time I sing its likes my own therapy. I use music to heal just like millions of others. I decided to sing a song that I dedicate to all of you, my best friends" I say and sit down at the piano while the band play the other instruments.

I've been roaming around

Always looking down at all I see

Painted faces, fill the places I cant reach

You know that I could use somebody

You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you, And all you know, And

how you speak

Countless lovers under cover of the street

You know that I could use somebody

You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you

Off in the night, while you live it up, I'm

off to sleep

Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat

I hope it's gonna make you notice

I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me

Someone like me

Someone like me, somebody

Someone like you, somebody

Someone like you, somebody

Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around,

Always looking down at all I see

I hear a round of applauses and bravos and smile. When I'm done, I'm breathing a little bit heavier giving it my all and even though a lot of people look at this song as just another plain old song, this song has meaning. I sung it for brittany in secret and I have plenty more to come.

(45 minutes later)

"Who would've known that the devil could sing" Blaine says and I glare at him. I had quit before he joined. when we were seniors.

"I think you sound beautiful" shane says "and I can tell brittany does too, because she couldn't stop starring at you. I literally had to, ow" he says glaring at an annoyed brittany and I laugh.

(Half an hour later)

"Well ladies an gentlemen, we have all finished dinner and it's time for brittany to tell us where we're going for break" I say.

"Drum roll gay berry" I say and she tries but it's off beat. I scoff at her and look at puck. He winks and then starts drumming. I watch as brittany gets up from the bar and  run to the dj booth she uses the projector to write something. We all guess until it's all there.

"You got to be kidding me" kurt says annoyed.

"Shut it, lady hummel. If brittany wants to go there, then where going" I say and brittany laughs and writes sike.

"Okay good, don't get me wrong I love Disney world but the character costumes are kinda creepy" Sam says and. I scoff.

"How come trouty mouth, you blend right in. Brittany writes another location and I  laugh at this one.

"Brittany, are you trying to get someone killed" Mercedes says.

"I think it's a good idea" Quinn says.

"It will be fun, just got to book some plane tickets" shane says.

"I always wanted to go" Tina says and Mike smiles.

"I just want to dance" brittany writes on the screen and we all laugh.

"Hey, we're all going to hell anyways. Might as well have fun on the way down"