14th May 1950

Chapter 14

14th May 1950

On Saturday, Jade, Jasmine and I went to the countryside again, as planned, and Jesy and Leigh-Anne accepted the invitation and joined us, Norma also managed to come and I was delighted, and after a long talk with Jade, we decided to invite my mother too.

Although it was rather awkward at first, as the hours went by and thanks to Jesy and Leigh's jovial nature, the tension vanished, leaving room only for cheerfulness and laughter.

As always Jasmine seemed happier than ever and I lost myself watching her happily running through the green fields and flowering trees. I wondered what it would be like to see her grow up, send her to school and help her with her homework together with Jade. All the dreams I had had months before returned and, unlike in the past, seemed more attainable.

I stroked my belly thinking about when another child would join our strange and unusual family, I wondered if one day we would be able to live our love story in the sunlight, I wondered if there would come a time when we would be accepted.

Jade's hand reached for mine and squeezed it, then placed it on my belly and rubbed soothing circles, I looked at her lovingly and then felt it.

"Oh my God!" cried Jade looking at me touched, "Did you feel that?" she asked continuing to move her hand, I looked at her and nodded with a huge smile on my lips.

"Is everything alright?" my mother asked alarmed as everyone turned and watched us waiting for an answer.

"Y-yes" I stammered, "The baby... kicked" I said with emotion in my voice. I looked at Jade again and saw happy tears streaming down her face, I couldn't help but smile wishing I could kiss her for a long time and express all the love I felt for her.

Everyone smiled and even my mother looked at us with admiration and pride.

We spent the rest of the day in total peace, cuddled by the rustle of the leaves moving in the fresh air, the sound of the water flowing in the stream just behind us and above all Jasmine's infectious laughter.

Jade walked up to me and squeezed my hand, "So, the 3rd of June is Jasmine's birthday..." she said hesitantly, "I would love it if you were there, she would too" she said smiling.

A huge smile broke out on my face and I nodded, "Of course I'll be there!" I shouted enthusiastically drawing everyone's attention, minus Jasmine's thankfully, "What would you like to do?" I asked lowering my voice.

"Oh... I don't know, we've never done big things, but I managed to save up money to get her a cake" she told me proudly.

"That's great, Jade!" I said, stroking her cheek and saw her smile as a blush stained her cheeks.

I saw my mother watching every interaction between Jade and me but I found no anger or disgust in her eyes, only peace.

"What do you say we plan an outing? We could go to the beach and if it's warm enough even go swimming"

Jade lowered her gaze and I wondered if I had said something bad, "Is something wrong?" I asked her.

She hesitated and looked around, she saw that everyone was watching us and I looked at them silently asking them to stop, which they did. My mother got up and walked over to Jasmine, I looked at her curiously, as Jade did and then I saw her pick up one of the dolls and start playing with the little girl, shortly after Norma joined them.

I was happy to see that scene and if I hadn't been there I probably wouldn't have believed it.

Jesy and Leigh smiled at us and got up with the excuse of going for a walk and stretching their legs, leaving us alone.

"Jade, baby" I said turning her face towards me, "What's wrong?"

"Jasmine can't swim" she hesitated.

"She's four, I don't see the problem" I told her clearly confused.

"We've never had a swim together, you know. Since I came to London I've never been to the sea or let alone swimming pools, I remember in Egypt I was always in the water, I loved the sea, but Jasmine has never seen it" she told me sadly, "I've never been able to teach her" she finally admitted.

"Then all the more reason to go" I said wiping away the one tear that wet her face.

"Really?" she asked, smiling. I smiled back and nodded.

"Only if you want to"

"Oh my God! Yes! I would love that so much, Pez" she squealed happily and kissed my face stopping when she remembered we weren't alone, we looked around and saw our mothers busy playing with Jasmine and no sign of our friends.

Jade came closer and left a very brief kiss on my lips, just enough to let me know how grateful she was.

"Perrie, I don't know how to thank you. You don't know how much it means to me" she told me with emotion.

"You don't have to thank me. I do it because I want to, I want to see this smile every day"

"If I could I'd give you the world, Perrie, and I promise I'll do everything I can to give you everything you deserve" she said resting her forehead on mine and I felt her warm breath hit my lips.

"You don't have to do anything. You don't have to give me anything, Jade. You are already my world" the words came out of my mouth before I could really understand their meaning, I looked at Jade fearfully being afraid that I might have scared her but instead I saw her smile.

"You are my world too" she finally replied.

When we got home that afternoon my mother took me aside and hugged me like she used to do years before, when she comforted me in the hours of fear.

"I get it now" she said simply, not adding anything else, but I knew in that moment that she had come back to me and would support and encourage me even though she could not fully understand. I understood that that was what it meant to be a mother, to always be there even if I would not always understand or share my children's actions.

My mother was a woman of another generation, she had been taught even more backward behaviour and values than I had been taught, she needed time to understand, and perhaps she never fully did, but she stayed and was supportive despite everything.

When she left I entered the house where Jade was waiting for me, "How did it go?" she asked, stroking my hair.

"Good!" I laughed incredulously, "I, well, I think she understood" I said reflecting on what her look had communicated to me. Jade smiled and hugged me, she took my lips sucking them for a long time until they became swollen and sensitive and I felt my body heat up.

"I know what you did today" she said pulling away from the kiss, I frowned and she stroked my cheek, "A year ago" she rested her forehead against mine, "I know you did it so I wouldn't have to think about it and I'm grateful" she whispered against my lips.

"How are you?" I asked her cautiously knowing the subject was sensitive.

"It's not an easy day, but it's so much better with you" she smiled, "If they had told me a year ago that I would be here today, in your arms, with someone who cares for me without wanting anything in return, I would have thought they were insane" she wrapped her arms around my neck resting her face on my shoulder, "Thank you, love" she whispered and I felt my heart stop.

Jade realised and lifted her head up sharply looking at me with panicked eyes, "Oh my God... I... I-" I put my finger on her lip preventing her from continuing to ramble.

"I like it" I told her smiling, "I like it when you call me baby, but I like love more" I admitted, "Say it again".

"My love" she whispered on my lips and that was all it took to turn me on completely, I began to kiss her pushing her slowly against the wall, those three words that were increasingly insistent to come out. I broke away from the kiss to look into the deep chocolate eyes of the woman I loved, I found a mix of emotions and couldn't help but be thankful for everything she had given me and made me discover.

"I want you" she said breathing heavily. I looked at her uncertainly not wanting to push myself too far on a tough day, but I saw the honesty in her eyes when she spoke, "Make love to me, Perrie"

TW SMUT

I took her hand and dragged her up the stairs and into the room, I turned sharply and pinned her body between mine and the wall and began to rub my body against hers as my hands roamed touching all of her exposed skin, "You're overdressed" I whispered kissing her neck, she moaned and drew me to her by sliding one leg between mine and moving it so that my centre pressed against her thigh.

I found the zip of her dress and with a fluid motion I slid it free of the fabric, I unfastened her bra and pounced on her breasts, but I felt her hand stop me, I looked up at her, her gaze made my legs tremble, I saw her smirk as I tried to swallow, she hastily unbuttoned my shirt and removed it, my bra followed shortly after and I found myself with my upper body naked and exposed under her dark eyes.

Instinctively I went to cover my belly feeling less confident about my body every day, but Jade stopped me, "Don't you dare" she growled gently holding my wrists and sending a rush of arousal straight to my centre, "You're so beautiful" she said softly drawing me to her for a fiery kiss.

Her mouth descended and went to my breasts starting to work on them in the way she knew I liked, I moaned and leaned against her shoulders to keep my balance no longer trusting my legs which felt like jelly.

As Jade continued to wonderfully torture my nipples I ran my hand down her toned body and reached up to the height of her sex, I touched it and felt the wetness through the fabric of her panties, I heard her moan as soon as my fingers brushed her clit and I slipped my hand inside her panties and began to rub it.

Jade bit my breast in surprise and pleasure, I threw my head back and whimpered in enjoyment mixed with pain and immediately she pulled away, looking at me with concern, "I'm sorry" she apologised.

"Again" I said in a pleading voice and she looked at me uncertainly, "I said again" I gasped.

She returned to my breast and bit it again, another rush of pain and pleasure hit me and I moaned, I ran my fingers down her slit and collected all the wetness, my mouth watered and I couldn't help but bring my fingers to my mouth to taste her and enjoy her sweet flavour.

In a rush of audacity and excitement I pulled Jade off me and nailed her to the wall, she looked at me surprised but her gaze changed when she saw me kneeling in front of her wet sex.

I grabbed her panties and slid them down her golden legs, without warning I pounced on her pussy and licked her taking in all her flavour and letting her moans guide me, I took one of her legs and rested it on my shoulder continuing to eat her as I felt her hands reach for my head and squeeze my hair.

I sucked her clit and Jade brought my head so close to her pussy that my nose was pressed against her skin and my face was completely wet from her wetness, I felt the pulsing between my legs becoming more and more insistent and I started to tighten my legs to create friction but it was not enough to satisfy me.

Jade noticed and pulled my hair making me look up at her, "Touch yourself" she said through clenched teeth, I felt my heart skip a beat and hesitated, "I want you to take off your damn skirt and touch yourself while you fuck me with your tongue" she ordered.

Never before had she spoken to me like that and I felt the excitement build up and explode between my legs, I couldn't resist and did as ordered, I unzipped my skirt and let it slide to the floor, my panties followed soon after and before she could say anything else I resumed eating her, with one hand I had her leg pinned on my shoulder and with the other I began to touch myself.

I looked up and saw her watching me with lust in her eyes, I smiled to myself and went back to my task, "Fuck! Baby, like that!" Jade screamed as I took her clit between my teeth and nibbled on it before sucking on it, her screams sent me into ecstasy and I sped up my movements on my pussy, I moaned feeling the pleasure reach me and felt Jade's grip on my hair tighten.

"Fuck!" a stifled scream escaped my lips, Jade's hips moved chasing my tongue and I let her straddle my face and make me hers.

"Fuck! Baby! I'm going to cum!" she screamed dripping with pleasure, "Don't stop! Don't stop!" she sounded desperate.

I didn't and seconds later she unravelled coming all over my face and it was enough for me to follow her and unravel as she did.

"On the bed. Now" she ordered, helping me up.

She lay down and I moved to do the same but she stopped me, "Sit" she said through clenched teeth, I looked at her confused, "On my face" I opened my eyes wide and a blush spread across my face but I couldn't deny that the idea attracted me and turned me on, I hesitated uncertainly and Jade looked at me expectantly, her eyes told me she wouldn't give up and I felt my legs turn like melted butter from the intensity of her gaze.

Slowly I advanced on the bed and reached her face, I left a long kiss on her plump lips before stepping over her and placing my thighs around her cheeks, but her hand stopped me, I looked at her expectantly and saw her smiling, "The other way" she said leaving no room for reply.

I turned as she wanted and lowered myself, immediately her tongue attacked my clit and I arched my back turning into a mess of moans and whimpers, I looked down and carefully analysed her body beneath me, her soft, swollen breasts bouncing slightly as she breathed heavily, my eyes followed all the lines of her curves and stopped right between her thighs.

My mouth watered and there was nothing I could do to stop myself, staying in position I lowered my face to her sex, rested my hands on her thighs and began to lick her, I felt Jade moaning beneath me and my arousal grow even more.

As I felt her tongue move in and out of me I began to bite her clit, my moans mingled with hers and I knew I was going to cum soon, that position was driving me crazy and my mind seemed to go blank as the only thing left was pure pleasure.

"Fuck!" I screamed as Jade ran her tongue all along my slit and rubbed my clit with her thumb.

"God! Love! This feels so good!" I heard her whimper as I sped up my tapping and sucking.

Jade came back inside me and started fucking me with her tongue, my walls were already moulding around her and I felt my orgasm growing, "You feel so fucking good" I gasped arching my back and moving my hips against her face.

"Are you close?" I heard her gasp and moaned. Her desperate tone of voice sent a rush of adrenaline through me and balancing myself on one hand I pounced again to lick her like she was a cake, while with my other hand I entered her fucking her deep and fast, "Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" she screamed and I could already feel her muscles tightening around my fingers.

"Baby, I'm almost there" I told her in a trembling voice, "Please don't stop" I begged her.

Jade rubbed my clit quicker and her tongue strokes became faster and deeper, I felt my walls tighten around her as hers tightened around me and at the same moment a stifled scream came out of our mouths as our bodies trembled with the most intense orgasm I had ever experienced.

SMUT End

I rested my face on her thigh and gasped for breath trying to find it, beneath me I felt Jade's chest rise and fall at a rapid pace panting for air as well.

"Fuck" I heard her say in an exhausted tone and a smile tugged at my lips knowing I had that effect on her, "You're going to be the death of me, woman" she said still out of breath and I laughed silently still trying to regain my strength.

I rolled off her collapsing onto the bed and felt her hand squeeze mine, "Come here" she said quietly.

"I don't think I can move for the next few hours... or days" I said wryly intertwining our fingers.

She laughed and looked at me lovingly, "Neither do I" she said amused.

"Have I ever told you that you're the most delicious thing I've ever eaten?" I said smiling looking up at the ceiling before realising I'd said it out loud and covering my face with both hands to escape embarrassment.

"Perrie!" I heard her shout amused, "Where did the innocent girl I met go?" she taunted me barely holding back her laughter.

"She met you!" I replied again covering my face.

"Well, I like this naughty version" she said seductively.

"Oh, please stop it! We'll never talk about this again" I replied laughing ashamedly.

"Yes, yes, we will talk about it-" I interrupted her by jumping on top of her and starting to kiss her mouth and all over her face, her laughter filled the room and we rolled around in bed for hours kissing, hugging and talking about everything.

Talking about our future together.

"Get up" I told her hours later as I listened to her heartbeat by resting my head on her chest, she looked at me over her shoulder with confusion but stayed where she was, "Come on, Jeed, please!" I exclaimed in a childish voice.

"If you wanted me to get up you wouldn't have had to fuck me so good" she said defiantly and I laughed at her.

"Get up, or this" I said seriously pointing at my pussy, "You won't see it anymore" I said teasingly.

A second later Jade was standing next to the bedside table looking at me with confusion, I couldn't help but laugh at her very quick reaction to my blackmail and I got up too, I went to the wardrobe and pulled out a large shirt, "Put this on and sit down" I told her pointing to the small armchair next to the window.

She looked even more confused but adjusted her shirt and went to sit down, her naked legs dangled from the armrest, the shirt was buttoned only at the last two buttons leaving her body mostly exposed, allowing only the curve of her breasts to be seen.

The semi-transparent fabric highlighted the nipples beneath it and the soft moonlight and the small bedside lamp created the perfect atmosphere to impress the most beautiful sight I had ever seen.

"What now?" she asked with eyes full of curiosity.

"Wait" I whispered and walked out of the room, I returned a short while later and saw Jade in the same position, she looked at me with curiosity and anticipation.

I took out my camera and pointed it at her, "Do you want to photograph me?" she asked surprised, "Like this?" she pointed at her semi-naked body.

"I want to capture this moment, I want to have something that is just for me" I told her adjusting the camera settings, "I want to be the only one who can see you like this" I said finally smiling at her.

She looked at me intensely, " You're already the only one, you'll always be the only one" she replied, still looking deeply at me.

I saw her deep caramel eyes shine and at that moment I took the photograph, she smiled a second later and I smiled back, then I put the camera down on the dresser and walked over to her, I sat on her legs and caught her mouth with mine.

"Jade" I called her attention back as a lump grew in my throat.

She looked at me with those love filled eyes of hers and I lost myself in them feeling transported a thousand miles away, I saw her whole life in those golden eyes and I saw my future too.

"Yes?" she answered quietly.

I felt my heart stop and the blood flow through my veins slowly, my senses were filled with her and all I could see or think about was her, as if nothing else existed in the world, as if it was just the two of us and that was all I needed.

"I love you" 

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A/N - Dedicated to my babe sdedwards25 ❤️ Happy Birthday, baby ❤️

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Thank you for reading and take care 🌈🍪

- C