Chapter- Thirty

It made you feel bad thinking the way wonwoo was talking. Aimlessly sitting on the sofa again, you were thinking those. Suddenly a muscular hand made it's way to hold your jawline and made your face looking upwards.

'What my Fairyssi is thinking? Is everything ok?'

You startled by his action and mingyu noticed your little tremble too.

He smiled but that looked more like a smirk because of his outfit.

He looks so ready and going somewhere.

'Mingyu!'

You felt excited suddenly seeing him. The previous some days you could barely see him for some minutes or when it's time to practice with all. By those times you continuously look at him but he seems so busy and when there are all members, it can't happen that you give some extra time to mingyu. even holding hands or hugging you can't do it in front of all. Mingyu doesn't seem to eye contact with you all the time, he does it rarely and it feels like the first time when you made eye contact in practice room in predebut. But by that time mingyu was the one who did it more frequently. Though mingyu's eye contacts are warm and sometimes in between practice, he comes close to you without you knowing that you might so busy with the practice and suddenly you hear his voice from very close to you. You don't know how come you are like this pervert, you wanna hug him a lot. Ahh it's not perverted you know, maybe this is what you're in, it calls LOVE.

Mingyu knows by that time you guys can't meet everyday for hectic schedule and he understands you miss him like babies. You get tired easily when it comes to dancing and everyone knows this. Mingyu comes to you sometimes and he moves some of the hair from your forehead and asks you in a low voice 'are you tired?'. Even most of the time he takes good care of you though you just think he doesn't look at you so frequently. Watching him like this, you were extremely happy.

'Ahh my Fairyssi! Did you have your breakfast?'

Mingyu was talking standing in a bend position close to your face.

'yeah!'

You answered softly and grabbed his hand that was already on your face.

'Are you going somewhere?'

'Hm yes!'

Mingyu answered with a sigh that he tried to hide.

Your eyes enlarged a bit but you didn't make any sound out of surprise. You really wanted mingyu to join today. Even you were kinda sure that everyone is free but now mingyu is the one who has to go.

'What happened y/n?'

Mingyu noticed your eye expression and he was very close to you and was attentively looking at you, while rubbing your lips.

'Mingyu, when will you return? We all have a party...

You took some time and you noticed mingyu was more attentive touching your earrings.

'Hm that scoups's one!'

'So.. so you are not going?'

You asked him with fear thinking if the answer is negative, though you kinda were sure about it.

Mingyu sat on the mat in front of the sofa with his knees, where you were sitting. In made the level of your eyes equal.

'You'll feel bad if I don't go,Fairyssi!'

You nodded and tried to say something but before that mingyu took your hands and grabbed them tight out of affection.

'What happened?'

You asked him as you found mingyu was serious about something. But it's actually ok from you, he most of the time can't join and you're too habituated with this.

'I never meant to hurt you like this y/n! I'm sorry.'

He looked at you intensely for having an answer.

'M-mingyu it's totally ok. Why are you being sorry?'

Mingyu was still grabbing both of youf wrist.

'Can't you enjoy with other members? Aren't they like your family?'

Mingyu knows you love and care others too but you don't get along with them so easily like you do with mingyu. Mingyu feels like sometimes you feel insecure about them. Though he never talked to you in this topic, he really wants you to be happy with all.

'Ah yes, they are.. I'll enjoy mingyu, you don't worry.'

You told with your puppy eyes.

Mingy looked down and after a silence, he kissed your palm that made a sweet sound.

'It will take some more time to come I think. I'll tryna come quick, ok?'

Mingyu stood up and proceeded to leave but you told

'Mingyu let's take you to car.'

'Sure, come.'

You came with mingyu to the main gate by holding his arm. You were walking so closely to mingyu and were in thought of various things, so you looked quit.

Mingyu noticed it and finally asked you

'Is everything ok?'

'Hm?'

You didn't hear what he said and looked at mingyu. He was looking so ethereal with the sun reflected on his toned skin.

'Mingyu, your dress is so beautiful.'

Near the car, you both were standing at the main gate. Mingyu's one hand was in his pocket, and you were holding his other hand. While saying so you touched his tiddies and automatically you had an overwhelmed reaction on your face.

'You look like husband.'

You didn't know what you told. Mingyu was kinda flustered by your action of touching his body so easily like babies, again you just said what!

Though you were standing close to him, inches away. He suddenly pulled you toward him and made your body fall on his. He grabbed around your waist so you don't fall.

'Mingyu!'

You didn't know this was coming. His rapid action made you flinched.

'Don't try to play hard Fairyssi!'

'Ahh I'm not, mingyu. I just told what I felt. You look so good.'

You told pouting.

Ahh you have to look at sky when you're talking with gyu. He is so wildly tall and you're completely opposite.

Mingyu smiled and took some hair strand behind your ear telling

'How come you look this pretty everytime?'

Mingyu told looking down.

Mingyu doesn't seem to compliment you very often. He pretends yeah he has got the prettiest girl as his girlfriend. So he doesn't have to say. But the shiny day make you look dazzling, the sun Rays fall on your beautiful golden hair made it look like something that shouldn't be touched. If touched it may can just vanish.

Mingyu's little compliment made you blush like tomatoes, you could understand it but there's no way to hid it ugh. Mingyu noticed it too and he knows it, you got very shy in this kinda matter.

'It's okay, you can blush like apple don't need to hide yourself from me. You look prettier when you're shy.'

This time you couldn't just accept it and drove your face into his stomach by holding around his waist with your hands.

'Mingyu, don't say this please.'

Mingyu smiled and stroke his fingers through your silky shiney hair.

'Can't I say what I feel?'

'Ahh you can but don't make stories please.'

'Aish you don't wanna believe that you're the prettiest girl ever exist?'

Mingyu told holding your face upwards towards him. This time you got really nervous looking at his fixed face.

You noticed his Adam's apple coming downwards. He gulped for what!

'Mingyuu don't look like this please!'

You told whining with your puppy eyes.

'Ah how should I look then?'

'In Any way but please don't pretend like you are pervert.'

Saying so you again hugged mingyu.

'Okay I won't, my sexy Fairyssi!'

Mingyu's words made you tremble suddenly in his embrace. What got into mingyu today! You loosened the hug and looked at mingyu upwards with a kinda scared face. He doesn't talk to you like this.

Mingyu looked down at you like this.

He noticed your off bit reaction and told

'Can't I say what I feel?'

You didn't answer and looked at the surroundings. Jun made some flower plants grow and their beautiful fragrant can be smelled.

'Mingyu..

Before you finished mingyu told again

'You're hot, sexy! Everybody knows it. Where's the problem if I say so?'

You waited a bit and you didn't know your eyes got watery all of a sudden. What mingyu tries to say!

'Come here, why are you standing so far from me?'

Saying so mingyu softly grabbed your hands and dragged you closer to him.

'Come on y/n, why are you mad? Isn't it so normal if I compliment you?'

You nodded at his softly speaking. Mingyu wanted to make you understand that you should be habituated with these things. You're fully adult, in relationship for long five years still your soul is like little baby's. Though you have some great attitudes that you do sometimes by fighting with other members or by taking cigarettes without any care, you feel so vulnerable to this kinda things. Mingyu know it clearly.

'Say y/n, is it wrong that I told you're..

Before he finished you told

'Yes mingyu you're right.'

You didn't want to let mingyu tell those again.

'So what if I have.. great body?'

'So can't I just say it?'

'Yes yes you can. Aren't you being late for where you were going?'

'Hm, nah!'

'Don't tryna change the topic y/nssi!'

Mingyu told again noticing.

'I'm not liking the topic mingyu!'

You told pouting looking at mingyu with your scared eyes.

'Leave it mingyu!'

'Ahh you got scared so easily Fairyssi!'

Mingyu laughed out looking at you.

'It's not funny mingyu.'

It's not it that mingyu made fun of your being scared so easily. But he laughed at last to make you feel relieved. Though for the moment he told whatever he actually wanted to tell you.

And you too could understand the whole thing. The environment that he made was really true.

'Don't be like this vulnerable y/n. Aren't you an adult by now?'

'I'm not vulnerable!'

'You are.'

Mingyu told mocking.

'I'm getting late I think.'

'I know.'

'Should I give you a kiss for your taking me to gate?'

'Hm?'

You surprisingly looked at mingyu when you understood what he told.

'Ah sure.'

Mingyu had to bend all the way to your lips to kiss you. Taking his lips so close to yours he looked at your eyes to say

'How should I kiss you?'

'What?'

'Should I make it sticky or salivating?'

(Imagine yourself as woozi's place)

'No way mingyu!'

'Why not?.. hey y/n! Should I be jealous if anyone looking at my pretty gorgeous y/n for so long?'

'What? Suddenly?'

You were trying to find who was looking at you but before this mingyu took your face by squeezing it with his hand and started kissing you like he said.

Mingyu thought hoshi would have go away finding mingyu kissing you like this, but he waited for quite a bit more while looking at you two with his tiger gaze. Hoshi found out clearly mingyu was smirking through the kiss looking at hoshi.

The kiss took long as mingyu waited until hoshi disappeared from the balcony.

'I'm sorry even if you hate saliva things.'

Mingyu told while trying to catch breathe and he looked happy you don't know for what. He wiped the saliva away from your lips with his fingers. You felt him gross doing this.

You couldn't say anything for your increased heart rate.

You didn't know he gonna kiss you this wild. Ahh you shouldn't have agreed.

'I should go ok?'

'Mingyu!.. did you just kiss me because you felt jealous?'

You felt so bad thinking it like this. You thought maybe really mingyu just did it to show someone that how much of you mingyu bears.

You told holding mingyu's forearm.

'Ahh what are you saying y/n? I'm never jealous of it. This type of things can't defeat my love towards you.'

Saying so mingyu kissed your forehead.

Mingyu noticed you still were standing up like you didn't believe him.

He came towards you and took both of your palms bending to you

'Don't you believe me y/n? I love you so much that people's eyes towards you or even if you somehow fall for any other person, those things can never make me feel jealous at all.'

You looked at his eyes realizing the dept of his words. But you're jealous for everything, for his love towards anybody else. You feel so so bad whenever you remember the fact.

'Love shouldn't bear jealousy, right y/n?'

Saying so mingyu smiled looking at your eyes that touched your heart to the full.

You walked step by step slowly behind mingyu when he was getting in the car.

While starting driving mingyu looked at you again and found you standing there.

'Go inside Fairyssi!'

Mingyu told loudly so you can hear.

He told you to go quickly as there's not bodyguard around you. And it's kinda open in out of the main gate.

You waved at him smiling sweetly that was enough to fluster mingyu again. He immediately grabbed his chest looking at you.

'I'll come soon baby.'

'Okay!'

You told with your hair blowing in windy air.

After his going you left a long breathe thinking he wouldn't join today. You moved back to the house with little steps. Ahh the flowers are really something. You thought to have a visit to the yards.

Watching you walking in the garden a staff came running towards you.

'Aaa I'm okay. Don't worry.'

'You don't seem to come here at all. You need anything?'

The woman told in concern.

'No I'm okay.'

Having your answer she ran to the main gate and found there were no gate man there. Then she casually started running up down to let the manager know about the irregularities of the gate man. Ahh these people take a lot care of you pretending you can't even walk alone.

Walking slowly you came to a yard behind to the house and sat there in the grass. Here little daisies can be seen. You felt good under the sun. Here sometimes joshua comes for making Clays and for letting them dry. And sometimes wine lover members come here to have wines in the table of joshua. Yes it can be called Joshua's very personal place where you came and sat down.

'Ahh isn't it y/n?'

You looked back finding Joshua was coming with two cups of tea in his hand. Ahh he knows you came here and so he made tea too.

You smiled broadly looking at him.

Joshua came to you and sat near you on the grass. He handed one cup to you by placing it beside you.

'You're here?'

'Can't I be Joshuaaa?'

'You surely can, but you like to lock yourself into your little room. I was wondering.'

'Hahaha'

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