Chapter- Sixteen

Everyone gathered at the recording room except you. You were in your room locking yourself up. You don't wanna meet anyone today. You wanna have a lot of space.

After Mingyu fact from the previous night, the pictures and again morning's incident together made you feel bad enough to stay here like this. You were having a mental breakdown and nobody knows. But suddenly someone knocked your door. You were sitting in your bed wrapping your hands around your folded knee. You tilted your head to the direction of the door; a drop of tear dropped from your eyes touching your face. You looked away from the door and didn't care who it was. You don't wanna respond to anything right now.

But again the knock can be heard but with a soft voice

'Fairyssi, please open the door.'

You thought maybe it was Jisoo or Dino but you really couldn't think that it was Mingyu. He comes to your room, but not so often. He let you do what you want, so he just never comes to call you for any reason. And you were Totally in the thought that Mingyu doesn't care of you now, he does only care of Tzuyu and..

Breaking your thoughts he again called you out

'Y/n, please just for one time open the door. I wanna see you.'

...

'Are you still angry? Y/n please don't stay like this..

You opened the door revealing the tall Mingyu. He pouted as soon as saw you standing other side of the door, looking at him with puffy eyes, and eyebrows were lifted up for the worries that you were going through.

Mingyu knew you must be were crying by this time and now he got sure to see your red eyes and puffy face. He felt sad but thought not to bother you by telling why you were crying. As some time ago the same thing was the reason why you are crying now.

You didn't ask him anything and walked away from there and sat on the sofa tilting your face to your knees. Mingyu's pout couldn't melt you this time.

Mingyu smiled a bit at your action. He closed the door and walked to you and sat beside you. He took some of the hair strands that loosened from your bun and placed it behind your ear. By this time you were thinking about the upcoming days, you were unsure of the fact that, will Mingyu still be there like this? And you don't also know why Mingyu still taking care of you, he just can tell you about the break up..

Mingyu got closer to you and held your face softly tilting his head too. His face was inches away from you and he looked so cute. He brushed his nose with yours and told you

'I'm sorry y/n.'

Hearing his sad voice more tears were running from your eyes and you wiped them with your palm saying in a crying voice

'Go away!'

Mingyu pouted again in front of you and in a second he lifted you and placed you in his lap, like you're a small puppy.

'Ahh my Ajiaaa.. you lost so much weight.'

You were on the top of his thighs, and placing your legs around his waist on the sofa. Mingyu got you so close to him and called you by his puppy's name, which is his pet from his childhood. Mingyu was looking at you and told

'Ahh my small baby, don't cry. It really hurts when I see you crying. I can't tell you how it feels!'

He told you taking your hand to his and kissing your palm softly. He said those words looking at your hand and he looked really worried.

This time you hugged him holding his nape tightly. And started sobbing in his shoulder. In your mind there's a lot of things, things about the fear of losing him. But maybe Mingyu just thinking about the incident of today morning. He still thinking you were angry with him for that reason.

He wrapped his muscular arms around your small body, hugging with full body. He caressed your nape to make you feel calm but you didn't stop crying even a bit.

He told you softly in order to feel you okay

'Don't cry y/n. It will be okay.'

Mingyu got really tensed about you. You were crying literally from yesterday night, when you called him, Though he only heard your crying voice. He saw you crying again in the morning and even now.

You were not cry baby, cry on simple things. But Mingyu didn't have any idea. He really wanted to know your worries but the way you told him to go away, he's sure you would not just tell him. But he didn't ask you about this if it gets worst but he ended up saying

'You want to see your family?'

You didn't tell anything but didn't stop crying too.

'It's okay y/n. We can talk to the manager if you need vacation.'

You didn't respond to it and so Mingyu asked another question petting your back softly

'Is there something you can't tell me? Okay y/n, if you need space I'll give you but..

He stopped too when found even if he asked you thousand questions you wouldn't answer him. Mingyu tried to calm you down in every possible way, but he felt your body was trembling with tears and he felt extremely sad by that time. He held you tightly wrapping you and passed some moments in silence taking a deep breath.

After a while he wanted to remove the hug in order to see your face or wipe your tears away but you didn't remove it and said with broken voice

'Please, Stay like this g-gyu.'

Mingyu smiled and asked you in access of you talking

'For what time? Aren't you giving me the time limit?'

'For a minute please.'

You held him tight and thought maybe mingyu seriously asked you the time so you replied him as soon as possible.

You can feel his heartbeat. For a moment you thought maybe you were not you, you just dived into mingyu. You closed your eyes even more tight.

'Fairyssi, I can't breathe. Can you hold me a little.. no no it's fine. '

He talked those against his sayings because you were proceeding to remove the hug to hear his discomfort and Mingyu didn't want it that you removing it. Atleast he can take your this one request.

..

'Everyone's waiting for you in the recording, my puppy will go right?'

'Hm'

You replied him shortly and removed the hug from him.

'I'm coming just tell them to wait a little more.'

You were about to go from his lap but he again pulled you grabbing your wrist.

'Everything's okay now? Are you feeling suffocated? '

He asked you wiping the tears from your face.

You nodded in a positive reply

'I'm fine gyu.'

'Really?'

You nodded again looking down. Mingyu is straight looking at your eyes. For some reason you felt shy looking directly at his eyes but he made it worse saying

'Then give me a kiss.'

He did this pose, placing his index finger on his lips. Even he closed his eyes for the kiss.

You kept silent for a moment and again wanted to move away from him but he wrapped his hand around your waist tightly, so you couldn't move. Mingyu noticed your movement that you again did try to move away, so he opened his eyes, looking at you for saying something. But before that you closed your face to his and softly touched his lips with yours. Mingyu thought you wouldn't give him the kiss, but how can you not keep his request.

Mingyu stopped what he was about to tell for your action and again closed his eyes holding your lower waist by his two hands. Your hands travelled mingyu's shoulder and as you were on his lap, your some messy hair strands made their way to mingyu's body. You sucked his lips for a little time and wanted to pull away but he made the kiss more intense holding your lips back by his teeth. He started kissing you then. It was a slow kiss than other ones. As mingyu doesn't kiss slowly, he is an aggressive kisser, but he was doing now so softly and slowly that it became more delicate and sweet.

Maybe the kiss would last more if your new formed tear drops wouldn't dropped on mingyu's cheek. He realized you were crying and removed the kiss. You were looking down not to make eye contact with him.

You were missing him so much and Hoshi's information about him and the girl made you more frustrated, you were thinking about losing him in between the kiss. You couldn't believe it that for you mingyu can't continue his date properly. And maybe one day he will tell that he needs break up. Where will you go by that time? The blanks that formed in you just after getting the fear of losing him, you don't know how would it feel to lose him finally. You don't wanna lose this man.

You wished to thousands of Dandelions for this man, just after you met him like this. Then why all over these, he will leave you?

Mingyu wiped your tears with his hands and pinched your cheek softly. He asked you then

'You missed me baby!'

You nodded pouting. No you don't wanna cry again.

You moved away from him and told him to join them, you were coming.

.....

You changed your dress and went to the recording which is in the other building of the dorm.

Your face was quite puffy and eyes were red. Though you washed your face again and again to have a fresh vibe but anyone can say your state glancing at you.

The other members thought you guys must have fought so you did take so much time and Mingyu had to convince you for this long time.

When mingyu went there from your room alone, they asked him what's wrong and he worriedly told them that you were not in good state, maybe in mental breakdown but he didn't know what was that.

Jun tried to assure Mingyu telling

'She must have been going through mood swings. You don't worry gyu.'

Mingyu sat on the sofa beside Jun brushing his hair with his fingers out of frustration, and replied

'No hyung! She is crying from yesterday night, when I was not here. She called me and I knew she was crying hearing her voice.'

Jun couldn't reply to it as he had no idea.

Woozi suddendly said

'Jeonghan, scoups, wonwoo and I were in the dorm last night. But we didn't see anything wrong. She had her dinner with us too, not in her room alone.'

Jeonghan joined him saying

'But, we slept early yesterday. Huh don't know what's going on. She's still a baby, Mingyu. Why don't you take good care of her?'

Mingyu looked other side in irony that Jeonghan is trying to make fight with him by blaming him but now it's not the time to fight. He felt tired thinking about you.

Boo, Dokyeom and Vernon were in the recording room busy in recording so they didn't know about it. Minghao, scoups, jisoo they were busy too setting things up.

Dino was quiet all the time listening to their hyung. He felt sad for you. He thought you must missing your family these days and needed a vacation.

There was just a person who felt somewhat relaxing. He sipped coffee and stretched his hand on the sofa sitting in a relaxing position, smiled evil.

He is hoshi the one who called you last night to give you the pictures of mingyu and Tzuyu that he collected after a lot of hardships.

After a moment Mingyu looked at Woozi for telling

'Woozi hyung, maybe y/n won't be able to record today. She kinda feels sick I guess and her voice is not well.'

Before mingyu ended Woozi replied hurriedly

'Yeah yeah sure. She will do her part any other day. I'll manage that.'

You didn't have to worry about the vocal recordings as you are a rapper but you know time harder is coming for all of you. You guys are so busy these days for arranging a concert in Japan. All the members are so soft to you as you are the maknae but you know you have to be responsible in your job.

You entered the room and made your seat beside Jun and Jeonghan folding your legs on the sofa. They didn't react at all as they don't want to make you feel embarrassed. But Dino asked you softly

'Y/n, want some coffee? Or tea?'

Yes though Dino is the one who acted like he didn't know you at all and try to make fights with you but you knew he is the one who understands most the situation you going through.

You nodded looking at him saying

'Yeah go get some tea for me.'

You told this like you were ordering your younger brother and in a very cracked voice, that everyone laughs at you.

You looked at them in dead stare saying

'What's the funny here?'

Jeonghan wrapped his arm around your shoulder smiling and said

'Y/naah, That was cute, so we smiled. You didn't have your breakfast too, jisoo told me. He is so worried, what about breakfast?'

You pretended like you didn't hear him as you don't like having meal at all. But he asked you again whinned

'I know mingyu is not a good guy, but why are you skipping meal for him? Just don't care about him, what's he saying!'

Jeonghan told you in a way like he was so sure that all the reason is mingyu who doesn't take good care of you. He really seems to have a fight with mingyu, as many days passed since they fought.

You smiled and didn't say anything. You feel shy always if everyone mention Mingyu's name while talking to you. You nodded that you understood and would not skip your meal again.

You were talking with Woozi about the recording and that time Minghao, Seungkwan and Vernon entered this room from the recording.

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Dino went to the kitchen for making tea but Mingyu stopped him and Dino got flinched because he didn't know Mingyu was there too. Mingyu told him that he wanted to make tea for you.

Dino laughed at the care that mingyu trying to give you, maybe really he thought Jeonghan's saying is true.

'As you wish Mingyu hyung.'

Dino told him and added that he needed a cup of tea too.

Mingyu replied

'Ahh, I understand. That's the reason you told y/n if she needs it.. okay okay I'm making it. These maknaes order like we are not the hyungs.'

After a while Mingyu brought it for you and handed it to you. You took the cup and looked at Jeonghan saying

'See jeonghan, he takes good care of me.'

You talked this sarcastically that again everyone laughed.

It was an enjoyable and a little tiresome for all of you in the recording studio. But as everyone's here, you all feel good. You love your Seventeen family so much.

You were walking with Vernon and Seungkwan through the corridor and Seungkwan maybe was busy talking in the phone. Vernon was waking silently beside you keeping his hands in his pocket. But after a while he asked you slowly

'You look puffy y/n! You cried?'

You nodded as a positive replying and Vernon suddenly looked at you.

Vernon is good at staring. He was shocked that you really cried. He knew yeah maybe you cried but he didn't think that you would just answer it like this.

He stared at you for some moment and he looked away and asked you again slowly

'Is anything wrong?'

You don't know if you should tell him or not but these guys always want you to be happy, so you didn't tell him anything and taking some moment you replied

'No vernona! It's fine actually. '

Vernon took some time too to reply and told you again

'You told everything to Seungkwan. I hope if anything's going wrong, you would tell it too to him.'

Vernon thinks he doesn't deserve to listen to your worries, though you treated him as your bestie but he thinks you have more friendship with Seungkwan and Dino.

You laughed at his statement and told

'Why can't I tell you Vernon?'

Vernon didn't know the answer as he is a good listener and he knows you give him more priority to vernon that boo or Dino though you are not that much free to him as Dino and Seungkwan.

Seungkwan was walking behind you and he was done talking in the phone. He heard this and said

'Because you will tell me Y/n. And not Vernon. He will only listen to my stories understand? '

You laughed again at boo's words. They act like.. huh anyway

You guys reached to the library that belongs to Wonwoo and noticed Wonwoo was there, with somebody.

Mingyu was talking with Wonwoo and they found you guys looking at them intensely like they were doing something wrong. Wonwoo smiled and called you guys to join them.

Mingyu and Wonwoo were talking about you, Wonwoo called him here for that. He was assuring him telling

'You should take y/n to somewhere relaxing...

They were gossiping about this and found you guys were there standing looking at them. Wonwoo felt it cute that you three were looking at them in the same way like anime besties.

If you had no relationship with Mingyu, the other members would just accept this fact that Mingyu Wonwoo are in relationship. But now they can't and Wonwoo finds it cute when specially you look at them jealously whenever find them together.

You, Seungkwan and Vernon went there for having some chat in this cool room but these guys were already there. You three kinda felt pissed off too to find them though it's Wonwoo's library.

Wonwoo told you all to have a seat in the middle table that was placed in the room, where once you accidentally hugged Wonwoo thinking it was Mingyu.

You three sat on the sofa but couldn't continue your chats for their presence but Wonwoo went somewhere to treat you something. Just like you, the other maknaes also can't be free in front of Wonwoo for his cool aura and now you guys started laughing screaming talking sitting there, completely ignoring a worried Mingyu who was sitting on a sofa looking at you.

Mingyu knows you are a happy kid, always having fun with your friends likethis. But recently for someday you are acting weird. He finds you crying or sitting alone sadly recently. Even he noticed that you don't go to his room for having a sleepover. Or you just trying to meet Mingyu less.. in any way did you find out about Mingyu-tzuyu fact? No how can it possible?

Mingyu felt too much worried these days thinking about this issue, that how would he tell you about this, or how he ended up the relationship with Tzuyu. He most of the time felt confused about this and these made him super worried, who will he lose.

You suddenly found him sitting silently in a corner and felt a bit guilty for not taking him in your chat. You called out his name

'Mingyu, why are you not tellking anything? '

Seungkwan pressed his palm against his mouth for stopping the laugh as he said

'He is waiting for Wonwoo hyung, why don't you understand y/n? Leave them alone.'

You left Mingyu alone and joined Verkwan again and it was so fun to gossip with them and laughing. But you were noticing from time to time that Mingyu's mind was not in this room, he was really silent for the whole time and even he is looking at his phone, just scrolling down. He is feeling blank that you understood just seeing him. What's wrong with him? Is he thinking about you? That he did wrong going in a relationship with Tzuyu without telling you. Is he messing things up thinking how could he leave you? You knew very clearly that even if Mingyu just cheats on you, he still won't just leave you. Maybe their new made relationship was not pre-planned. And obviously he didn't want to do it too. But what can he do? Just like the way you fall for him, maybe now he falls for other girl maybe more than you. It's not really his fault. You can't just tell that he cheats on you. Maybe his love changes, that doesn't mean he did it willingly to make you feel hurt.

You felt sad after knowing about their relationship but now you felt much more sad looking at Mingyu who was literally having a great breakdown in him. You really understood the whole fact that what he was thinking. He can't leave you and he can't be with you at a time.

You felt that maybe he is feeling more bad that you were feeling. You realised how much pressure he had to take by that time. Your heart ached too much looking at his worried face.

You remembered the dream that you saw today, and it's miraculously the same that you are thinking now.

You wanted to help this guy, who is the love of your life, your first love. You wanted to tell him that it will be okay.

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