Chapter- Seventeen

Mingyu was busy talking with someone in his veranda. You were waiting sitting at his bed. You were just ready to go on the party that you and Seungkwan had to attend from Seventeen. You wanted atleast five or six of them bit they keep busy these days. You and Seungkwan are somewhat free. You came here to meet Mingyu before you go there. But he kept talking in the phone for a long time. You don't care who is he talking about but now you're done waiting for him. You thought to leave the room and then Mingyu came from the veranda.

And he pretended to be shook at your costume. He didn't know about the party and you were going.

'My Fairyssi looking like a bride! What happens y/n? Going anywhere?'

It was evening and maybe Mingyu was worried now about your going somewhere by this time. He came to you and sit beside you rubbing your hand with his.

Mingyu is looking so good with a black tshirt. He was not in the dorm for the whole afternoon, he just came and so you thought to go and see him.

Did he changed his perfume? It's not the very same. Or just you are wrong!

Mingyu blew at your face watching you looking at him and not answering anything. After that you came to your sense and asked him

'What were you talking about?'

You just were so into mingyu's charm and didn't notice what was he talking about. These days going so tiresome for you. Specially the dance practices making you so vulnerable and you didn't have that much time to see or have a little chat with Mingyu. Though Mingyu came to your room for giving you tea and telling you to have your meal, but you wanted to have some time to spend with him.

And these days you were experiencing various bad dreams about Gyu, these dreams are finally being that one dream again at last and you're so tired to see that tiresome dream so often. Mingyu Tzuyu fact made you so frustrated and hectic from inside of you. All these things were enough to miss Mingyu for you. And it does really make sense for you to look at him like this. This guy would just never know how much you love him from your whole life. You know words will never be enough to describe your love towards him and even you wont know how depth your love is.

Mingyu cupped your face telling

'Are you thinking anything Fairyssi? Is anything wrong?'

Mingyu asked you because of your blank look at him.

You took his hand in yours and said

'It's nothing Gyu. I'm going at the *** party with Boo.'

Mingyu maybe was surprised at your words as you were going there only with Seungkwan. How can Seungkwan protect you alone if anything happens!

Thinking about something he asked you again

'Only seungkwan is going with you y/n?'

He asked you in a serious and surprised face like it can't happen.

You nodded as a positive reply and left his bed in order to go away.

'I was missing you Gyu! I wanted to see you a lot'.

You murmured it while walking towards the door. But suddenly Mingyu held your wrist and made you turn to him.

'What happened? '

You were surprised at this and asked him at his action. You were so in into your thought that it made you so surprise all of a sudden.

Mingyu fixed some of your forehead hair with his finger and he softly held your face by his one hand, and by the othe he was holding your waist.

' y/n, I mean..Seungkwan is a baby as you. Why..

Before he ended his words you tried to leave from his grip saying

'We are not babies anymore Gyu. Nothing wrong will happen. Don't worry. I've to go.'

You replied him as you knew something like this can happen as Mingyu is so so protective when it comes to your matter.

'Y/n, try to understand what I'm saying. at least you don't tell me you are not having your personal guard.'

You tried to remove the grip from mingyu in your waist as it was getting stronger.

'Mingyu!'

You whinned to move away from him but instead of leaving you Mingyu further pinned you to the wall to tell you something further about this but you kinda loudly told him in annoyance

'Gyu, I'm really not going to take hundred of bodyguards for me. The normal guards are going, where's the problem? '

Mingyu's overprotective side sometimes makes you feel annoying. You are adult now what's the problem!

You were trying hard to remove his hands from your wrists but he actually were holding it so tight, causing pain in your hands.

'You're taking your unnie guard for your safety y/n.'

Mingyu told you trying to make you understand but you are so stubborn and this thing made you more pissed off that everytime Mingyu treats you like you can't do anything alone.

'I'm not taking her gyu.'

You screamed at him looking at his eyes and he got frustrated at you. He shut his eyes off in annoyance that you were getting stubborn day by day and asked you lowering his voice, tried to soften his voice

'What's wrong if you take her with you? If you need she'll go anywhere that you need, where Seungkwan might not go.'

'You don't have to worry gyu. I'll be okay, I'm getting late Mingyu. Why don't you understand? '

Holding your bare arms mingyu closed his face to yours and told

'Okay, if you want to. Be safe okay?'

You nodded and about to leave him but he again made you pinned on the wall and said

'Why you get surprised in every of my action? Ahh cute..'

'Mingyu, Seungkwan is waiting for a long time. I've to hurry.'

Mingyu didn't reply to you and lowered his face to you neck and suddenly kissed you there intensely. You didn't know what was happening and it was actually so sudden. It really was not supposed to be.

You closed your eyes shut at the intimacy grasping mingyu's shoulder clothing. Mingyu was crazy while kissing, he really started biting too. You called him by his name trying to tell him to stop but you were not in the situation to tell anything. Why he is like this!

You tried to tell him

'M-mingyu.. ah please.. I've to go..'

You tried to push him away with your hands and after a moment when he done he looked at you and licked off his lips with a wide smile on his face.

'You are looking so good Fairyssi!'

You thought Mingyu maybe would take a lot of time while doing these, but thanks to him that he was quick enough.

Your eyes were totally enlarged and eyebrows were raised up at his sudden action. You were shaking a bit too. Though Mingyu is your boyfriend from quite a long time but when this type of thing comes, you really can't process what's going on and gulped or trembled at this.

Mingyu started laughing at your state and softly took you in his arms saying

'Aww Fairyssi. I shouldn't do this. I'm sorry okay?'

You hugged him back holding his waist for your huge height difference and nodded lightly. Huh you missed this hug so much. You could easily come to mingyu and just hug him but now things are changed in your eyes. You think you just can't hold the appropriate right to do this. Though Mingyu never made you feel in this way but you know it very clearly. It has changed. When everything was normal, you barely had fight with Mingyu and it was a really sweet relationship between you. But now you feel everytime you're talking to him, it ends with a little fight or your annoyance. Even Mingyu did never forcefully hold your hands, the way he these days do, if you don't listen to him. He was not like this at all. You don't know if he's annoyed at you or it's the just another new side of love to him. Though he is taking more care of you than before, noticing you hiding away from him when you can..

Maybe it was a long hug and Mingyu was caressing your hair softly while singing something in English. He was moving slowly like dancing taking you in his arms.

'Yea Mingyu hyung, it's not the time please.'

Seungkwan seemed to be pissed off for being late because of you. Both of your looked at the door and found a really angry Boo cursing both of you.

You were in your own thought and in Mingyu's warm entrance. After watching Seungkwan you remembered that actually what you were going to do. Yeah it's already late, Seungkwan is right. He can do that.

Mingyu smiled sweetly at Seungkwan and told him

'Take care of her Seungkwan.'

You removed your hand from Mingyu and said him bye without looking at him. Mingyu could realise that you were not happy. Even you looking ill these days.

'Bye gyu. We'll return early.'

You said approaching to Boo and held his wrist softly.

Seungkwan maybe was trying to assure Mingyu by telling that he will take care of you but you dragged him with you.

'I'm sorry Boo. You know he was talking with someone with phone for a long time.'

Seungkwan raised his eyebrows in concern and asked you like conspiracies

'What do you think? Was that Tzuyu?'

You just reply casually that you didn't know. You told these things to Seungkwan but unlike everytime, he is not giving that much attention in this problem. Seungkwan believes his Mingyu hyung a lot. Maybe that's why he thinks this is just an assumption, not true.

You two were walking through a corridor in downstairs for departure and you two were having gossip of besties. You guys were in hurry and talking continuously so you didn't notice that Wonwoo was standing on the end of the corridor, straight looking at you.

You flinched a bit to see him thinking for a nanosecond that he must be a ghost as he was total silent. As you were holding boo's hand, he understood that you trembled a little when you saw Wonwoo. So Seungkwan started laughing like crazy.

Wonwoo walked towards you and told Seungkwan

'Seungkwan I've something to say her. You go and get in the car. '

Seungkwan went telling you to come quickly.

Wonwoo was standing in front of you with his both hands inside of his pants.

You thought you should tell him something as a formality as you are not close with him. But before you said anything, he started speaking looking at your neck and again on eyes

'It looks beautiful on you but y/n.. I'm sorry I shouldn't say this. You're going to party and there'll be many people.'

You thought maybe it's for your short dress or something. It's not like revealing but still.. you were looking at your dress if it's actually bad.

Suddenly Wonwoo already sticked a patch on your neck saying

'No your dress is beautiful. I was telling about this.'

Looking at the patch you remembered here maybe Mingyu put a bite mark while.. Ugh this guy! You became red as tomatoes in front of wonwoo. You were dying in embarrassment and were standing like a fool, with enlarged eyes on him. You thought how Wonwoo just knew or was he carrying the patch with him for giving you or he had the patch with him from before.

You didn't know what to say here. It was super awkward and you looked down not knowing what to say now.

Wonwoo gave you a heartwarming smile for which you were not prepared at all. Why he smiles so beautifully?

'Go safely.'

While saying 'go safely' he put his hand in your nape and caressed the hair softly with his fingertips. And went away without having your answer.

It was for a second and he did that in affection, that he does with dino or vernon. But.. you stood there alone like steel for a little more.

It's so gorgeous everywhere in the party. You didn't think like the whole kpop artists would gather like this. Actually it was not. Whenever you see people are more than normal count, you just think of it like the whole country is here.

You were walking with Seungkwan holding his arm and had to talk with a lot of people. You're not good in Korean communication so you have to face struggle for your pronunciation, or inserting English words when you don't know the Korean. It embarrasses you when you're with other people aside Seventeen.

After passing like one hour, someone called out your name and held your hands saying

'Y/n? You took so much time joining.'

You looked at her finding that it was Dahyun from twice. You're not that close but sometimes when this type of events occur, you guys have a little chat. Or sometimes she calls you and talks to you for a long time.

It was very good time in the party with Seungkwan and Dahyun. Dahyun seemed like she only came in the party from her group. She most of the time was with you, spending time.

Seungkwan was not there for some time and he maybe went somewhere to make the party more lively. You were sitting on a sofa with Dahyun and was looking at your nail, that's decorated with a dark color.

'Are you tensed y/n? What are you thinking?'

You looked at Dahyun who was sitting beside you and was having some drink.

'Nothing. Why?'

You tried to smile forcefully but it didn't help at all. You're never a party man and these days you always keep thinking about Mingyu, about the past days.. and a lot of things.

'You look gloomy from the beginning. Is everything okay?'

Dahyun put her hand on your shoulder asking you with concern. This girl is really so caring but you don't wanna say your boring stories to anyone, moreover in a dazzling party like this.

'I'm okay Unnie.'

Dahyun sipped some drink and smiled telling you

'You kept calling me unnie from the beginning.'

You didn't answer anything because you didn't want to talk. Dahyun added

'By the way, are you so tensed up because of Jun oppa? Does he still make fun of his love towards you?'

You smiled at her words. Jun used to do this in front of everyone, even in front of Mingyu. He kept telling his love for you and told you why you just don't accept him. And everyone would laugh at him as they thought Jun was acting to entertain all.

You also thought may be he was just funny, little did you and the others know that he really loved you. And you realized it many time later, when Jun stopped doing so. You felt bad for him. You remember you cried a lot by that time thinking about Jun, who didn't manage to get your love.

But it was Jun himself who assured you telling it was okay for him, he never wanted you. He said he just loved you by his way, he never expected to get back his love. You remember that night you cried a lot when Jun told all the things to you and he was standing at the rooftop, watching the cityscape. You were still crying sitting a little far from him, hiding your face with your hands.

After some moment Jun told you in annoyance

'why are you crying y/n? Did I ever tell you I need your love? I didn't. Look at you, you look super ugly while you cry.'

You ran downstairs from the rooftop and straight went to Mingyu's room. You hugged him so tight and were crying like crazy. The baby Gyu couldn't process anything what was happening! Why were you crying?

You replied Dahyun

'He is a crazy guy. No he acts like super cool these days.'

'That oppa freaked me out when out of nowhere he screamed that he had relationship with you in a party. He was funny. Do you remember y/n?'

You nodded smiling.

Just Seventeen knows about Mingyu and your relationship. Even you didn't tell Dahyun that he's your boyfriend. You guys kept it normal secret to out people. Though Dahyun treats you like near one but you didn't just tell her about this. But now from when you saw Dahyun, a question you wanted to ask Dahyun a lot. But you didn't find a way how should you ask her.

'Are all the members doing good?'

Dahyun smiled brightly when you asked about her members and gave a positive answer. She added a few of things about them but you wanted to hear about Tzuyu.

You sipped a very little of drink and distorted your face because of the hard drink as you don't drink at all.

'Our one of member Mingyu.. use to have good friendship with Tzuyu. They have many function to do together these days.'

You said casually pretending you don't have any deal with this. Dahyun became so happy to hear this. She said in excitement

'Oh y/n I forgot this. You know this is so beautiful story. Does Mingyu oppa show off about Tzuyu? Did you notice?'

Shaking your head you meant that you didn't see anything.

'I don't know unnie. What happened?'

'I see you don't know. Though nobody knows without Twice and Mingyu, I thought he might tell Seventeen about this. Maybe he's not ready.'

'What happened?'

You told coldly having all the drink in your mouth at once.

'Tasty!'

Dahyun continued

'Maybe I shouldn't tell you as they don't reveal this. But I guess it won't matter as you're a Seventeen members.'

You took the bottle and poured it into the glass but your hand trembled a bit and the drink spilled on the table.

'You okay y/n?'

Dahyun asked you noticing this that maybe you were getting drunk but you assured her telling you were okay. And also told her to continue.

And she ended shortly saying

'They are dating. Maybe by some days they will reveal it officially.'

'It's so good to hear.'

You fake smiled and had your drink smoothly. You didn't know it was so relaxing to have a drink while you're in a very painful state.

'Yeah Tzuyu wants it to be revealed. She says if it's not official and secret, then there's a chance to have break up. Haha she's so crazy.'

'Tzuyu unnie is really so intelligent.'

'Yeah whatever. Y/n, don't drink much. You're getting red.'

Dahyun told you out of concern as you were dozing a little. But you told

'Haha no unnie it's fine. I'm okay.'

You told her normally pretending you're not drunk.

'I wanna use the restroom unnie.'

You stood up and went for restroom but were struggling balancing while walking. Dahyun kept looking at you in a worried face. You really looked drunk.

You managed to go the restroom and was standing in front of the mirror holding the basin to have a balance. Your high heels made it tougher. The water felt so cold to you and you just were playing with the water with hands. You just came here to have a space. You're shaking too much listening the confirmation of the relationship. You were not sure at all and still there was a little hope in your mind. You felt like you should scream to your heart out. But you didn't. There were tears in the corner of your eyes but you were trying hard not to fell them off.

'I wanted to see you a lot, hot mess!'

Hearing the familiar voice you looked at the mirror to see him. You should be astonished to see him but right now you didn't have any energy in you. Beside you were feeling dizzy a lot.

He added

'I missed you every second in the military.'

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