Chapter- Fifteen

'Mingyu!'

You called out him again by his name.

You were running through a dark forest. Your toes are aching too much as they don't have shoes on. You are running crazily in search of Mingyu.

Maybe that dream changed a little bit. In this part mingyu should also call you

'Fairyssi..'

But he didn't. You ran through the jungle and after sometime you reached the river. A very sorrowful tone of violin can be heard. You know very clearly that it's your tone that you play when you are sad. But there's something more pathetic in the tone that you couldn't stand there just hearing that sound.

You looked here and there for Mingyu but he wasn't anywhere. Suddenly you heard someone is laughing piercingthe sound of your violin.

That sound of laughter is so sweet but just after you heard the laugh, you become so sad and stopped running.

It was a girly sound of laughter. And she was laughing at someone's joke.

You were standing a little far from them, where they were sitting like close ones. They were sitting in the sand of river and there was the familiar raft at the corner too by which Mingyu went away leaving you alone at the end of the dream. The end of the anchor of the raft was in the girl's hand. She was holding that in an artistic way while was sitting with the very familiar guy.

You couldn't see their faces since they were showing their back. But you could easily figure them out.

'What flower are you? Let me have your fragrance. You know every girl has their own flower fragrance.'

Mingyu was saying these to the girl while placing his nose to the crook of her neck.

Mingyu told often about the girly flower fragrance too and after that he usually tickles you. Here in the dream he is telling her about the fragrance too. Does he find you and her the same?

You were standing there watching them. You didnt know what to do now. If mingyu went on the raft, should you just let them go or not?

Mingyu's eyes met you while he was hugging the girl. You didn't look away and saw mingyu's eyes were getting teary to see you.

When mingyu removed the hug from the girl, he stood up to face you. At that time Tzuyu also stood up following mingyu and found you there standing with teary eyes and with bare foot that is full of sore and blood.

Mingyu is looking at you but he didn't approach you. He didn't even move a bit after standing up. He is looking like a beautiful tall mannequin under the moonlit sky. It was dark when you were in the forest but now there's a full moon here.

Tzuyu came to you walking slowly. You suddenly found her more attractive than usual. There's nothing that you can stand her. She is so beautiful and pretty. Look at her hair. Those are beautifully placed straight on her shoulder. Those must be so silky. Maybe she is the one that hoshi calls 'Cleopatra'.

She came close to you by walking and put her one of hands on your shoulder. She puts a smile on her face and tells you

'Mingyu is so happy with me. You just saw.'

You looked at Mingyu again who was now looking at the river and the winds blowing off his beautiful hair. He is looking so young, like the mingyu when  he confessed his love to you. He was so angelic when younger.

'I'll take him with me. Isn't it interesting?'

She paused for a little while took a glance at mingyu who was still looking at the river. And she added smiling more

'I love him.'

You looked at Tzuyu again and started walking towards Mingyu. Your feet hurts too much for the sore that just made. You managed to reach mingyu and held his hand lightly. It was too cold and yes as usual of your dream he looks so pale.

You caressed his hand gently

'Are you leaving me gyu?'

You slowly asked him.

He didn't answered you but faced you turning to you. His eyes are red, he is crying continuously. You never see him cry in real life. You couldn't help it when you saw his tears. You enlarged your eyes as you felt so sad and shocked to see him like this. Your eyes got even more teary

'Why are you crying gyu? It's fine.'

You held his hands again to calm him down and console him but found something was there in his hand. He spread his palm to show you there were some flowers. He gave those flowers to you and said nothing.

Grabbing those Dandelions in your hands you were looking at the white fluffy petals. At that time Tzuyu called mingyu to go with her.

Mingyu didn't go and started talking to you for the first time looking directly into your eyes

'I love you.'

You didn't say anything as there's no answer here. he added thinking you were not believing him

'You can ask your Dandelions. I love you.'

You replied slowly while looking at somewhere else

'I don't need to ask. I know you love me.'

Tzuyu again said that they must go in the raft to cross the river.

You murmured yourself looking at a blurry gyu who were proceeding to join her

'You are leaving me gyu!'

Mingyu stood there and suddenly walked to you to hug you so tightly saying in a broken voice

'I can't leave you Fairyssi. I promised to be with you. I love you.'

You felt someone is hugging you so tightly with their whole body. You opened your eyes to invent that it was Mingyu. After a long time you are watching gyu just after your sleep, in bed.

He had no shirt on as usual. You tried to get him away from you or to remove the hug. But you made sure that he wouldn't be awake then.

Mingyu must came late yesterday night, he should sleep soundly. But you need to get up from bed and so started removing his hands from your lower chest and stomach. Why is he so strong?

When you halfway removed his hand from you, you suddenly realised that you had no dress on. It was just some towel and blanket. You remember you just went on sleeping after the crying sessions with the towels on.

That bad dream gave you the familiar headache of yours. You are feeling so weak for the dream and here this guy is holding you so tightly. You tried to cover yourself with the corners of the towel but it didn't help much for mingyu's hug.

You felt relieved for one thing that mingyu is with you though you had that dream again. Not the same dream.. but you know it was the same. You know your concerns are mixing with your crazy thoughts about mingyu so your dreams are like these. But now you are so tired to have the dream so often.

Looking at the ceiling wall you exhaled a deep breath thinking about the dream. You wanted not to remember about these dreams or about the photos that hoshi sent you last night.

You brushed mingyu's muscular arm with yours that was wrapping around your body. You need to cover yourself before he sees you half naked like this.

Ahh the mole of your chest can be seen too. You must hurry to cover but he is not removing it. You put your eyes on mingyu's face looking at your side. He placed his face in between your crook of neck. he is so close to you that his hot breath was touching your skin. His mouth was even parted that his saliva along with lips were touching tightly your skin of collar bone.

You don't know what's wrong with his sleep habits. Why in the world he sleeps like this? You found on which side he was sleeping, your that side hand was snaking around his nape and was holding his back side hair.

Though you don't like his weird sleep habits but sometimes looking at his sleeping innocent face, you can't blame him at all.

You tried removing that hand from his nape and you removed his head from you and tried to place his sleepy face in his pillow. He was still hugging you touching your bare back.

Gathering the towel in your chest you looked at his sleepy face for a while. You know you are getting crazier for him day by day. You missed him last night so much. You wanted to scream why he did these with you! Or at least you would cry holding him. But he was not there. You felt so alone that you remembered your family too.

Now this is daylight, a starting of another good day. You think your fate is not good, that's all. You shouldn't just act like this.

You moved away from mingyu but suddenly he dragged you on him. You flinched all of a sudden and were busy holding your towel properly.

But you didn't tell him anything not even if he was awake in all time; you started thinking yourself as a ghost to him.

Your headache is getting painful too.

You tried to get up again telling slowly

'I have to go.'

But Mingyu must will take sometime talking to you after waking up from sleep, if you sleep with him. He likes to play with his Fairyssi in this time.

He tightened his hold so you couldn't get up and looked at your eyes, there were still tears in it.

You looked down and tried to tell him to leave you and you must go. But before telling it, mingyu grabbed your face putting your hair strand behind your ears

'You slept crying and now; now you get up crying too. What happened? Last night you didn't tell me too.'

'It's not important. I've to go please. I'll have my dresses on.'

Mingyu noticed that you were talking with him a bit angrily and you never talked to him like this, straightforward. You wanted to be a good girlfriend. He knows this towel is not a big deal for you, there's something else.

You wanted to remove from his hold but he more tightly held you.

'Mingyu what happened? I don't like it please.'

You screamed at him saying so. But as you talk too slowly, your screaming are not that much strong too.

'I asked you something.'

He asked you coldly not leaving you after your scream. He realized something was so wrong. Because you never just screamed at him. Maybe you get angry easily and you are so choosy at things but you act cool and calm everywhere.

'I don't think I'll have to answer it. Understand?'

You didn't want at all to talk to him right now but he is holding you in the same way. But this time he flipped you in the bed and hovered over you. You made a sound of fright at his action as he held your wrist beside your body, pinning you in between him and the bed. Mingyu sometimes can be so dangerous but aren't these too frequent for him? Even he is holding your wrist so tightly that it started hurting.

Looking at your eyes mingyu asked you with more cold voice

'You've to answer me y/n. Why did you cry last night and why are you crying now?'

You were crying in the dream and maybe that's why it seems like this. And you can't tell him about last night. You ended up telling him with teary puffy eyes

'W-why do you care?'

Mingyu's nerves got him when you answered so but he tried to keep calm. Seeing your crying face and thinking about your last night call he looked at you trying to talk to you softly

'Then who will care y/n?'

He told so while putting his face close to you. He wanted to brush his nose with you to make you assure but you moved your face at other side of the pillow and started sobbing looking at the wall.

'You must tell me y/n. You know I can solve your problems. If not I may can calm you down about your worries. Should you not tell it to your mingyu?'

You looked at him at his soft words that he tells everytime. But you don't have the little courage to tell him about last night. At least you don't want to make your mingyu guilty for his deed.

His hair is looking messy after the sleep. He maybe had a less sleep since he came dorm late night.

You ended him saying

'It hurts!'

He didn't loosened his grip from your wrist and you couldn't stand the pain.

You tried to hold your tears back but couldn't. You thought you will start a beautiful day, erasing last night story, but mingyu is messing it up.

Mingyu was thinking something deeply looking at you that he didn't hear you out. Even he looked at your necklace for some moment without blinking eyes and it made you uncomfortable because of your poor towel.

You must get up and get well dressed but.. you swallowed your saliva as a new type of fright suddenly came to your mind. Mingyu is lost; you are sure.

You called him out crying slowly

'Mingyu!'

He didn't hear that too and kept your both of your hands on your head locking them with one of his hand. His other hand made his way to your chest. And suddenly you cried out

'M-Mingyu! Please d-don't.'

Mingyu looked at your eyes when heard your voice and came to his mind realizing what was he about to do.

He got up from you and took his shirt in his hand and left your room with the jeans on. Before leaving he looked back at you who was sitting in the bed gathering the towel and blanket on you and tearing up looking at somewhere else.

He tried to put on a soft smile in his face as he felt guilty about what he was about to do with you a while ago. He didn't know how he was about to do something like this. He looked at you and felt sorry for your cornered crying state. He took a deep sigh and told with a little smile

'How can I control myself when you're inches away from me? I'm sorry Fairyssi.'

He felt bad and left the room.

You don't know what's going on with your life. Why every new days becoming a new struggle for you?

'If you loved me gyu, why are you cheating on me now?'

You ended up crying more.

Little did you know, you have much more suffocating days coming towards.

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