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billie raelyn and i have been dating for almost a month now.

it's pretty easy to hide that we are, but i think some of our friends are catching on.

we just tell them that we're 'literally just friends' and they leave us alone after that. they believe us so i'm guessing we're good.

i've also kind of had a bit of issues.

you know how my last relationship was. it was a living hell! i hated it and it makes me feel uncomfortable to even think about it.

sometimes i get a little anxious when raelyn doesn't answer me for a certain amount of time.

i hate it though.

i feel bad because i'm kinda insecure and i'm always clingy and annoying to her. she doesn't seem to mind, but i'm always apologizing and shit.

we also started calling each 'baby' or 'babe' or 'love' and i really like that.

calling her stupid was getting kinda boring not gonna lie. she's my stupid though and still is stupid.

what a cute name that fits her perfectly

raelyn still calls me her idiot, i like it.

earlier, she sent me a text saying her mom was being a bitch to her. i told her to come over so she can escape that, but she didn't even answer me.

like i said earlier, i'm kinda worried.

stupid <3: sorry my mom was yelling at me

me: are you okay?

stupid <3: no

me: alright i was just checking

stupid <3: bro ?

me: don't bro me tf call be baby bitch 🙄

stupid <3: sorry 🙄baby can you come over

me: no fuck u

stupid <3: please

me: yeah i'll be there soon

stupid <3: okay hurry please

me: 🖕

i sent her my last text and shoved my phone in my pocket. finneas asked where i was going when he saw me. i just told him to raelyns place and he had a dumbass smirk on his face.

i went outside and got in my car.

i got a new car scent and it smells so good in here.

it took me about fifteen minutes to get to raelyns house. her mom opened the door which startled me because it's usually maddy or her that opens it.

"your little friends here rae!" erin shouted while letting me inside. "how are you? havent seen you in three days"

"i'm doing good" i chuckled nervously. "what about you?"

"amazing" she smiled.

"that's nice" i nodded. "wheres raelyn?"

"somewhere in the other side of the house" erin told me while we walked into the living room. "why, miss her so much already you're so desperate to see her?"

"what no!" i laughed. "nah"

"billie" erin smiled and sent me a look. "i know you're dating my daughter"

"nah" i shook my head and chuckled. "we're not together"

"i have super mom senses billie" she giggled. "i know you're dating raelyn"

"and if i was?" i looked at her while fiddling with my ring.

"then you better keep my daughter happy" erin sent me a serious look. "really, i like you a lot. don't ruin that"

"i will" i gave her a small smile. "she makes me happy"

"alright" she patted my shoulder when she saw raelyn appear around the corner. "i'll let you two be"

raelyn gave me a cute little smile when her mom left us alone.

"your mom knows we're dating" i told her when she sat down next to me.

"i figured" rae giggled. "i missed you a lot though"

"i missed you too" i sighed contently while wrapping my arms around her.

we stayed in her living room and watched random things on the tv. bubba hopped up on the couch and laid on my lap.

"hi girl" i cooed while i ran my fingers through her fur. "your favorite person is here"

"shut up. she doesn't love you like that" raelyn smacked me playfully. "i really did miss you though"

"how cute" i snickered and continued petting bubba.

"it's not like this with other people" rae told me while brushing her thumb over my cheek. "i like you a lot more than other people"

"simp" was all i said and smirked.

raelyn slapped me playfully and leaned in to give me a kiss. "you're adorable" i told her while i smiled against her lips.

"ew stop" she giggled. "we're being cringey"

"you love it when i act like this though" i wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer to me. "so shut up and be soft"

"let's go to my room so we can cuddle" raelyn pulled me up with her.

the both of us walked to her room. raelyn closed the door when we entered and laid next to me. she laid her head on my chest and placed a sweet kiss on my jaw.

"you're not wearing your ring" i mumbled when i grabbed her hand. "why?"

"oh i was taking a shower earlier and i took it off" she told me while getting up to go get it.

"okay" i said quietly.

raelyn came up to me and straddled my lap. she grabbed the sides of my head and rested her forehead against mine while keeping eye contact with me.

"baby" she started and rubbed her thumbs against my cheeks. "you're with me, don't worry about the other shit the last hoe pulled on you. none of that shit runs by me. i'm gonna take care of you okay?"

i nodded my head slowly.

"i'm gonna make sure you're happy" raelyn said softly. "i'm not gonna make you feel how that other bitch made you feel, you're mine"

i nodded again and let out a small sigh.

raelyn tilted my chin up and placed a gentle kiss on my lips. i didn't let her pull away and that escalated into to us making out now.

i gripped her hips and started rocking her back and fourth against me.

i let out a small groan as she kept grinding.

raes hands were tangled in my hair while mine were gripping her ass. i sat up and turned us over so she was laying on the bed.

i detached our lips and began kissing down her neck.

raelyn let out a quiet moan when i sucked lightly on her sweet spot. she tugged at my shirt and brought it up.

i took it off and looked down at her.

i love how her cheeks are always a reddish tint whenever i kiss her or some shit. i find it very adorable that she blushes over everything i do.

i took her shirt off and rubbed her sides while i leaned back down to attach our lips again.

"you're perfect raelyn" i whispered against her skin. "i hope you know that"

she let out a small giggle and wrapped her arms around me. she took the rest of her clothes off and i did too.

my eyes ran up and down her body and met her eyes.

she gave me a shy smiled and pulled me down. "kiss me" raelyn giggled while grabbing my jaw.

i pressed my lips against hers and began making out. one of raelyns hands traveled down and began rubbing me through my boxers.

"you're so hard" she giggled and squeezed me.

"bro stop" i laughed and tried smacking her hand away but she shoved it inside my boxers.

i felt her thumb rub and circle around my tip which caused me to throw my head back and let out a sigh.

"damn shawty you already wet for me" raelyn snorted out.

i bursted out laughing and accidentally fell on top of her. "why would you say that!" i cackled and playfully smacked her chest. "fuck you dude"

"come here" rae grabbed my face and leaned in.

we began making out slowly with our hands roaming up and down our bodies. i felt her wrap her hand around my dick and begin stroking it.

"fuck" i breathed out when i pulled away and looked down.

i pushed on raelyns shoulders so she can lean back and lay down again.

i sat up and looked at her.

"you're okay with this?" i asked her when i kissed down her neck.

"yeah" she nodded.

i kissed down her chest and stomach and made my way lower. i spread her legs open and stared at her glistening pussy for a moment until i spit on it.

i ran my finger up her slit which caused her to let out a quiet moan.

i then got on my stomach and licked up to her clit. raelyns back arched as i suddenly started sucking on her bud.

she tugged at my hair while my tongue flicked up and down on her clit.

i ate her out for a few minutes and edged her a few times. i grabbed her ankles and pulled towards the edge of the bed.

"you ready?" i asked her while i grabbed my dick and slid it in between her folds.

"mhm" raelyn nodded and gasped when i stuck my tip in.

i slowly put in my full length and started going in and out. raelyns mouth was wide open with her back arching off the bed and eyes rolled back from the pleasure.

i fastened my pace and put my hands on each side of her head. i hovered over her for a couple seconds and leaned down to kiss her.

she was struggling to kiss me back as i kept pumping in and out.

her nails were digging into my back.

"shh baby" i whispered in her ear. "don't be so loud right now"

raelyn just looked into my eyes and nodded while she quietly whimpered.

i pressed myself up against her and started doing deep and slow strokes. her legs wrapped around my waist and stayed there.

"fuck" raelyn moaned quietly when i went in harder.

i let out small grunts and groans next to her ear. i kissed her shoulder and made my way up to her jaw.

"i'm close" rae told me while her hands tangled in my hair.

"tell me you love me" i panted out as i kept going in and out of her.

"i love you" raelyn moaned while i felt her clench around me. "fuck, i love you!"

"i love you too" i moaned and felt myself come close so i pulled out and released on her.

i cleaned the both of us up and let myself collapse next to her on her bed. raelyn turned to me and brought her hand up to my face.

"i love you" she told me quietly while brushing her thumb over my cheek.

i smiled and rolled over so i was laying on top of her.

"i love you too" i mumbled against her skin.

"that's the first time we've told each other" raelyn giggled while her nails ran up and down my back.

"yeah" i sighed contently. "kiss me"

she placed a gentle kiss on my forehead and cheek and then the side of my lips. "thank you" i blushed and looked up at her. "raelyn?"

"what's up billie?" she hummed out.

"i'm in love with you" i told her quietly while tightening my arms around her. "like really"

"me too" she said with a smile on her face. "i'm in love with you too, like really"

"please don't break my heart" i whispered.

"i will never" raelyn whispered back. "i can promise you that, i won't break your heart"

"i cant go through another heart break raelyn" i told her. "please don't break my heart"

"i won't baby" she hugged me tighter. "i told you i'm not gonna pull the shit the other hoe pulled. i'm with you and you're with me. i'm going to take care of you okay?"

"okay" i nodded and kissed her neck. "i'm sorry i-"

"be quiet" raelyn cut me off and placed a kiss on the side of my head. "you have nothing to be sorry about. like i said, i'm gonna make sure you're okay and take care of you"

i nodded and nuzzled my face deeper into her neck.

"i love you bil" rae told me softly. "i really do. i don't plan on breaking your heart. not now, not ever"

"i love you too" i whispered. "i won't break yours"

a/n: where do you think this is gonna go?