Same Old Song

Simaya:

I woke up feeling fluttering of kicks in my belly. Pulling my blanket up toward my face when I turned to my other side to get more comfortable when I heard light snores, I was surprised to see Abel asleep. He stayed here all night.

Reaching toward him I kissed his cheek and got up from bed, trying to be as quiet as possible I showered and got ready while he slept.

It was almost 3pm and Abel was still sleeping, he must have been really tired. I chilled in my living room watching some Netflix while he rested.

Abel:

I woke up forgetting where I was. I sat up and saw the ultrasound pictures and remembered I was at Maya's. I checked my dying phone and it was 5pm, I slept almost the whole day and my phone was flooded with messages and calls from Valerie. I turned off my phone and walked to find Maya, she was sitting on her sofa doing homework. Her hair was in a ponytail and she was wearing glasses, I never seen her like this.

"Hey"

She jumped, I must have startled her.

"You're awake, I can have my bed back finally"

She said jokingly.

"Your bed is amazing, I haven't slept like that in a long time. But I should go so you can study"

"You don't have to go right away, give yourself some time to wake up"

"I just want to shower"

"Go ahead I'll get you some towels"

"Thanks Maya"

I followed her upstairs to her bedroom bathroom where she got me some towels and left me to shower. It's been a while since I've used her shower, she still had my men's body wash she bought me when we were together for those two months. Cleaning myself up I saw she had some of my old clothes that I left at her place on her bed. I got dressed and walked down stairs to see a guy in the living with her. She hugged him and handed him some papers.

"Thanks again Sean, you're a life saver!"

"Anything for you My"

"I already emailed Prof. Scott why I wasn't going to class and told her you will turn in my report"

I walked into the living room interrupting them.

"I'm gonna get going Maya"

By this time Maya saw me walk toward them.

"Thanks again Sean. Abel this is Sean a friend from school"

Friend...yeah of course. I nodded upward as if to say what's up.

"Well I'm leaving, My see you in class next week"

"Bye Sean"

And of course she hugged him again and closed the door.

"Do you feel better baby?

"Yeah I'm good, why did your 'friend' stop by?"

"He's in a class of mine, I have a doctors appointment to do some tests so I asked if he can turn a report that's due that same day. Why what's wrong?"

"I can't ask? Just seems weird that he will go out of his way to do you that favor without anything in return"

"What are you insinuating Abel?"

"I think it's clear what I'm trying to say"

I could see her eyebrows furrowed together, she's about to chew my ass out.

"So I would have to be fucking him in order for him to me a favor? Because your obviously saying that, right?"

"Just saying the way us niggas are"

"Whatever Abel, there's always some shit with you"

"Yeah well I'm gonna get going, I'll text you"

Walking by her I placed a kiss on her cheek and let myself out.

Driving to my place I texted Hyghly to let him know I was going to tell Valerie I was so faded and that I stood at his place last night. Walking in my door I can see her standing there with her arms crossed.

"Where the hell have you been?"

"I stood the night at Hyghly's, I was too fucked up to drive"

"I know you're lying Abel, you were probably with some hoe and you have your friends cover for your ass"

"Think what you want Val, but I just came to get some things, I have rehearsals for tomorrow nights show"

"So your leaving me here alone again? You're never home and you don't want me on tour with you because of your groupie bitches!"

"Bye Val"

This off and on relationship with Valerie was really stressing me out. I don't even know when she took it upon herself to start staying in my place. I sometimes think she stays because she thinks I can make moves for her.

~That Night~

Simaya:

A couple of hours after Abel left he started texting me. I didn't understand why he always acted like I was fucking him over. He was about to go out of town to finish his tour and wanted to come back and see me before he left. It was almost 2am when he texted me that he was at the door. I opened and he came in with a big white bag and a smaller brown bag, he kissed my cheek while entering.

"You still mad baby?"

Of course I was still upset but I wasn't in a mood to argue with him, especially with him being high.

"No, I'm okay. What's with the bags?"

"I got you something for when I'm gone"

"Abel, I don't need anything"

He placed the bags on the sofa and grabbed a box from one of the brown bag showing me what he brought.

"Is that from the gourmet cupcake bakery downtown?"

"I thought you said you didn't need anything?"

"Stop playing baby, hand them over, they're are so good!"

I pecked his lips and grabbed the box from his hands and sat near the larger bag taking bites from my cupcake.

"You want some?"

I smiled at him.

"Damn girl, you can eat. But I'm good, I got you four of them cuz I didn't know what flavor to get you"

"They're all good, you don't know what you're missing and thank you"

"Now I know what makes you happy...food"

"Exactly! don't judge me! What's this? A huge ass pillow?"

"It's a body pillow, when my cousin was pregnant her man got her this pillow when she was pregnant. I guessed it helped her sleep while he worked at night."

I unfolded the the long fluffy pillow from the bag. I stood next to it.

"It's as tall as me! Thank you baby, I appreciate these kind of things"

I wrapped my arms around his neck and and kissed him. He pulled me in closer sitting on the sofa, I straddled him not braking our kiss. His hands started to wander around my backside, his favorite area. He picked me up when I wrapped my legs around his waist when he was started to climb the stairs.

"Wait.... My pillow!"

"Fuck the pillow, I'm here right now and I can't wait"

We were in my bed naked and I could tell he was a little awkward with my belly.

"Is it okay for you to do this?"

"The doctor didn't say I couldn't"

"I won't poke the the baby or anything? I never fucked a pregnant girl before"

I bursted out laughing.

"She will be okay, let's do it from behind because you're overthinking this"

"I'll be gentle"

It's been months and all I wanted was to feel him. I placed a pillow under near my belly when I felt him near my area when he slowly slid inside of me. He grasped both sides of my hips starting the repetition of going in and out.

He wasn't just fucking me, he was making love to me passionately. I was sensitive down there that I think I climaxed in ten minutes.

We fell asleep after having sex three times, I couldn't do it anymore. While sleeping I heard a constant vibration from Abel's cell which was on the nightstand, thinking he had an alarm I went to turn it off to only see he had text messages and missed calls from Valerie. It was 9am and she was texting asking his whereabouts and why hasn't he stayed home with her. I guess Amina was right, I am a side piece.