(Chapter Thirteen)

As I hit the right note on my guitar to start singing my heart was bursting out of my chest as I looked at the woman that inspired so many emotions in me.

--- I won't lie to you

I know he's just not right for you

And you can tell me if I'm off

But I see it on your face

When you say that he's the one that you want

And you're spending all your time

In this wrong situation

And anytime you want it to stop ----

As I hit those first verses I could see Camila's eyes start to water and that made me sing with more passion only making my voice raspier.

-- I know I can treat you better

Than he can

And any girl like you deserves a gentleman

Tell me why are we wasting time

On all on your wasted crime

When you should be with me instead

I know I can treat you better

Better than he can

I'll stop time for you

The second you say you'd like me too

I just wanna give you the loving that you're missing

Baby, just to wake up with you

Would be everything I need and this could be so different

Tell me what you want to do --

Tears started to stream down her face as I hit the last verse, Strumming my guitar louder and my notes hitting higher than ever before.

----- Cause I know I can treat you better

Than he can

And any girl like you deserves a gentleman

Tell me why are we wasting time

And all on your wasted crime

When you should be with me instead

I know I can treat you better

Better than he can

Better than he can --------

I finished the song both of us were sitting in total silence as I was regaining my breath, her tears wouldn't stop rolling down her blushed cheeks. I sat my guitar down and pulled her into a hug, her hot breath hitting my neck as I caressed her hair. We stayed like this for a few minutes until her sobs were completely gone she finally pulled back and gave me the sweetest loving peck on my lips.

"Thank you" She said touching my cheeks and looking at me like I was the most precious valuable thing in the world. "You inspire so much in me Camila, You are the reason I started to write again. You make me feel all this emotions and I just have to put them down on paper so I can come back to this words and expressions to keep relieving this moments." I said as she crashed her lips on mine once again.

"I don't know what to say Lauren, That song was beautiful and I know you can treat me better I know that but it's so complicated." She kept talking as she entwined our fingers together. "But we'll find a way i promise you, we are going to be together Lauren Jauregui, because you are the girl of my dreams and I love you." Hearing those words escaping her lips just took me to another world, another world were Shawn didn't exist, were Lucy didn't exist somewhere were we could be alone and together with nothing separating us.

I had never said those three words to anyone before, Yes I was "In love" with Lucy but I never told her I loved her because I never felt it. I liked her and I adored her with my heart but I couldn't compare that love to this. This love was more than just kisses or an attraction for the girl sitting in front of me. This love was deeper and purer, we were soulmates.

"I love you too Camz" I said back as I grabbed her from her head and pushed her into me. Our kisses gradually increasing in passion and lust.

I grabbed her by her waist and pulled her on top of me making her giggle at probably how easy it was for me to carry her, she was so light on my arms. I got up with her still on top of me, her legs wrapped around my waist as I walked us to my room closing the door behind us and throwing her on top of my bed.

"I didn't know you had this toughness in you Jauregui" She said licking her lips and taking her shirt and bra off. I couldn't resist it anymore and I got on top of her not before taking my shirt and bra off as well. Our breasts were touching and the heat radiating from our bodies were just too much. I could feel her chest rising and falling from under my body, I started to suck on her neck lightly as I felt her nails dig into my back.

"I have never done this before" she whispered in my ear sending chills all over my body. "I know, Don't worry I'll teach you" I said winking as she just smiled back. My tongue was exploring her mouth, as she sucked on it just making me arouse even more. She sucked on my tongue as I felt her moans inside my mouth, her hot moans hitting my lips as I stood up and unzipped her jeans.

She lift it her body off the bed allowing me to take off her jeans and underwear, I was staring at a naked vulnerable Camila. She instantly blushed as I couldn't take my eyes off this beautiful masterpiece.

"You are so beautiful babe, I love every inch of your body" I said as I kissed her from her forehead all the way to her feet. I explored every inch of her body with my lips, marking every birthmark as if I was claiming them. She sucked on my neck as I laid on top of her, my hands grasping on her breasts as I gave them a slight squeeze making her bite on my neck, a moan escaped my mouth and I felt her hands unzipping my jeans.

I immediately got up and took the rest of my clothing off, we were both naked and I had never felt more vulnerable in my life. I had open up to Camila in every way possible and this was just another moment that would make us become even closer.

"Wow, You're stunning. I can look at you all day." She said scanning my body with her beautiful brown eyes that made me melt every time I looked at them. She sat up and grabbed my waist pulling me into her so hard I landed on top of her as she laid back. Every inch of our naked bodies was touching making my lower body ache in frustration.

"I love you Lo, I'm ready" she whispered in my ear, that's all I needed to hear to finally make the girl I loved mine. I took one last look at her beautiful face, giving her a bunch of little kisses before kissing my way down to her thighs. I stopped right in the middle of her legs, her hands were trapped on my hair as she pushed me towards her. She was so turned on I could feel the heat off her private part, I kissed the inside of her thighs as she lifted her hips, she was so ready. "Please" she said pushing me in, she was red and I could see some sweat in her flat stomach the view I had sent me almost over the edge.

I started to kiss her vagina lips softly as she let out a small sexy moan, I could feel the wetness from her part but I didn't mind. I wanted to know how every part of her tasted, I laid my tongue as flat as possible as I stroke her labia slowly. Her hands on my head pushed me more and more towards her so I let my tongue slip inside of her as I got a very loud moan from the brown eyed beauty. She kept my head pressed as I moved my tongue now inside of her gaining more momentum with every moan she let out.

She was so wet by now, she started to move her thighs syncing with my tongue movements. I could feel her close as I lifted my eyesight up and saw her free hand squeezing her breast, her thighs still moving and her hand grasping harder on my hair. I found her clitoris and started to move my tongue faster hitting the right spot, she reached her climax sending her whole body up and off the bed making her cum inside my mouth. I felt the hot liquid inside me as I swallowed it, I wasn't disgusted because I knew I was doing all the right things. I just wanted to pleasure Camila, I wanted her to feel sensations she had never felt before.

"Fuck Babe" she whispered as I removed myself from her lower part and was now face to face with the woman I loved. "I had-had never felt anything like that before, holy shit" she said embracing me in another passionate kiss. We couldn't seem to get enough of each other our tongues dancing with each other as I laid my body next to her, my hand started to wander her body. I felt her skin under my fingertips, her breathing started to get more and more intense as my hand reached her most vulnerable part again.

I took my middle and index finger and started rubbing on the outside of her vagina. She bit my lower lip as she moaned into it. "Fuck Lauren, you're going to make me cum again" her husky voice only pushed me to get her to that climax again. I pushed my two fingers inside of her as I got on top once again, her nails clawing harder on my back. "Lauren" she whispered on my neck as I moved my hand up and down inside of her, I could feel her once again getting wet.

I felt her inside caving as she came, she quivered all under my body making me want to feel what she was feeling. I took my hand from inside of her and grabbed hers putting her fingers inside me. I moaned so loud on her ear I thought I was going to make her go deaf.

"Fuck" I whispered as I felt both her fingers inside me for the very first time, she was my first and I knew I would never regret this moment. "You're so tight babe" she said as she moved her fingers slowly inside me, she knew I had never allowed anyone to do this to me. I was glad I waited, I was glad It was Camila doing this right now. "I don't know what to do" she said looking me in my eyes, her cheeks blushed.

"You-you're doing fine just keep moving your fingers like that baby" I managed to say, as I closed my eyes tight. I had never felt this before, her fingers were making me feel chills all over me and I was loving this. Why did I wait this long to feel this? I thought.

I moved my hips with Camila's rhythm only exciting me more she started to finger me faster as I pushed my two fingers inside her as well making her moan loudly. As I sped up she sped up inside me we were in sync with our lust both of us moaning into each others necks as both of our bodies shivered in pleasure we had reached the most passionate feeling together. I took my fingers out of her and laid my body next to her.

"Holy shit" I whispered as I covered us with my blanket. "That was amazing Lauren" she said giving me a kiss on my cheek. "I know, I'm so glad I decided to wait. I wouldn't want it to be anybody else but you" I said looking at Camila. "Thank you, thank you for allowing me to be your first. Thank you for everything Lauren. Honestly I love you so much" she said kissing my lips. She laid her head on my chest as we tried to compose ourselves.

"Did you like it?" I asked obviously knowing the answer but I wanted to hear it from her. "Of course I did, I had never felt anything like that before, you're amazing. You really know what you're doing babe" she said, making me blush. "I'm glad" I said giving her a quick kiss on her head. I didn't want to leave this blissful moment, but we eventually had to.

The next morning was perfect I woke up next to the love of my life, we were laying down together still naked from our passionate night. I couldn't help but stare at her and admire Camila's features. All of a sudden I heard my door burst open.

"HOLY SHIT, I TOLD YOU" I heard the familiar voice yell, waking Camila up. "What the fuck Dinah, Go away" she said throwing a pillow at the Polynesian girl. I saw Normani ran inside as well, their smirks were huge and I knew they would flip about this. "You guys really did it" Normani said laughing.

"Go, Away!" I yelled sort of laughing too, I was too happy to even get mad. Camila was so red by now it was endearing how beautiful she looked doing the simplest things. "Are you guys getting married now? I'm all up for Camren" Dinah kept talking taking a seat on my bed. "Dinah! We are naked. Can we at least get dressed first" I said covering myself with my blanket.

"No, I want to know what's gonna happen now." She insisted, I looked at Camila who was lost in thought. "We don't know Dinah, We have three weeks to talk about it so don't worry you'll be the first to know about our plans" I said as Dinah nodded with a huge smile on her face, she grabbed Normani's hand and walked out my room closing the door behind them.

"Why won't they tell us they're dating already?" Camila asked smiling, I gave her a kiss on her lips before getting up and walking in to my bathroom. We took a shower, brushed our teeth and got dressed, Camila was starving so we ordered some pizza and were waiting for our order in the living room with Dinah and Normani.

"Sooo" I said looking at Camila, we had talked about asking them about their dating status but I was so nervous. What if they got mad, why if were being delusional?

"Yes?" Dinah asked eyeing me suspiciously. I gulped loudly and was ready to ask when the doorbell rang. Camila ran to the door to get our pizza order and immediately ran back to the couch so we could continue our conversation. We each got a piece of pizza and sat in total awkwardness.

"So are you going to say something or just sit there looking dumb" Dinah said as she took a bite off her pizza. Well, here goes nothing I thought. "Are you and Normani dating or not?" I asked bluntly, Camila choked on her slice, Normani and Dinah just looked at each other with huge smirks on their faces.

They looked back at us and then they gave each other a peck on the lips. "Anything else?" Normani asked lifting an eyebrow as Dinah laughed at mine and Camila's surprised expressions. "Uh, Nah you made it clear. Why wouldn't you guys tell us?" I asked surprised that Normani hadn't trust me enough to let me know she was dating Dinah.

"Same reason you guys didn't say anything about Camren being official" Dinah smirked grabbing more pizza. "Touché" I heard Camila say accompanied by a giggle. "So are you guys going to date in secret forever or what?" Normani asked me and Camila.

We hadn't talked about our current situation we just wanted to enjoy our days together but it was a subject we couldn't avoid forever. "We just want to live in this moment" Camila answered before I could say anything.

"I getchu Mila, Hey you have a few weeks to figure it out. Meanwhile we have to enjoy all of this happiness. We should go on a double date" Dinah shouted loudly. "Norminah and Camren date" Camila yelled right after Dinah, Both girls got up and started jumping up and down like 5 year old girls who had just gotten candy.

"What are we gonna do with this two?" Normani asked me laughing as we looked at our girlfriends who wouldn't stop jumping up and down the living room.

"So what should we do?" Dinah asked settling back next to Normani. "Well you know there's a concert coming up" I said with a huge smile on my face. "Oh god no" Normani gasped as she knew who I was talking about. "Who's concert" Camila asked furrowing her eyebrows.

"The one and only, Selena Gomez" I shouted. "Here we go" Normani rolled her eyes playfully. She knew I had an obsession with the artist ever since wizards of Waverly place, She was going to be here next week and I was dying to go but Normani wouldn't agree on going so I thought this double date would be the perfect opportunity to persuade her on going.

"Selena Gomez eh? I didn't know you liked her" Camila asked sounding a little jealous, that only made me laugh on how adorable she looked. "Someone sounds jealous, I am so down to go. She's hot" Dinah said as Normani gave her a light slap on her shoulder.

"She's a goddess" I said immediately blushing on how infatuated I was being about the artist. Camila was getting upset so I decided to not over fan girl anymore. "So you guys down?" I asked once again looking at the other three girls. "You know I actually know someone that's gonna be working at the venue maybe he can get us backstage" Dinah said, I jumped off the couch and threw myself at Dinah.

"NO FUCKING WAY! Would you ask him? Please Dinah!!!" I was yelling so loud even I got scared, I got off of her realizing how crazy I was being. Normani and Dinah were laughing at how enthusiastic I was, Camila didn't look too happy. "Yeah I'll ask him right now" She said taking her phone out.

A few hours later we were all settled down watching a movie. Turns out Dinah's friend knew Selena's manager and he got us backstage passes and meet and greets. I was with my favorite girl and was also going to meet one of my favorite artists. With all of this excitement I had forgotten the arrangement I had made with Lucy.

We were all sitting on the couch, I was holding Camila's hand, Normani and Dinah were having a cute make out session as we watched The Notebook for the millionth time thanks to Camila, When the doorbell rang.

"What the fuck?" Dinah asked annoyed. It was about one am and it was weird to have someone outside our door at this time. I had made an arrangement with Lucy for a sleepover but with everything going on I had forgotten.

I laughed and got off the couch, I opened the door and sure enough Lucy was standing there with a backpack on one hand. "Hey babe" She said embracing me in a tight hug. Shit I thought looking back at the other three girls sitting on the couch.

"Uhm, guys. I forgot I had told Lucy we could have a sleepover" I said walking hand in hand with my girlfriend towards the couch. "Oh, Well we were going to sleep anyways. Right babe?" Dinah asked Normani who nodded her head and got up from the couch and both girls went inside Normani's room leaving my girlfriend, my soulmate and me all by ourselves.

"Uh you remember Camila right?" I asked Lucy who nodded her head. "How could I forget such a beautiful name" she said sarcastically. We stood in awkward silence for a few seconds before Camila spoke up. "I should go" she said almost running out the door.

"No no, stay. We can do an all nighter" I said giving her my puppy eye look. "No I don't want to get in between your time with your girlfriend, I'll see you later" and just like that she was out the house and driving away.

"Finally, Alone time" Lucy said hugging me from behind. My heart broke when I looked at Camila she had that hurt sad look I couldn't handle. I hate making her feel sad, I hate making her think I didn't love her because I did, more than anything or anyone in this world and now I had probably fucked all that up.---------Omg so who's excited for the VMA's tomorrow night? Ready to watch our girls take home 2 moon mans? Cus i am. I can't wait to see them walk the red carpet.

Beyonce & Rihanna are gonna be there too what if they take a picture with them? It's gonne be a good Sunday y'all! Also, Thanks for reading guys! I appreciate each and every one of you 🌹

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