I like you.. but.. lets be friends

*J-Hopes POV*

I just finished showering, maybe I should call Ally and see if she'd want to meet up.

Tonight's the night I decided to confess, I'm a bit scared to be honest. I don't know how she'd react, will she be upset? Happy? What if she treats me different when she finds out I'm 'J-Hope'. Who knows really, but I don't want our friendship to end.

I know I've only known her for a week and kissed her a bit too soon but.. it all felt okay. *sigh*

Jimin:"Hoseok! I have to tell you something!"

V:"Hobie-please don't get mad at me! I did not edit the video!"

What are they talking about? What video?

Jimin:"yeah but still you filmed it!"

What's going on? I asked Jungkook who was scrolling through his phone.

Jungkook:"Our A.R.M.Y's saw the new Bangtan Bomb! And they noticed the girl picture you were looking at on your phone! They're going crazy! Saying mean things!"

Oh no.. Ally. "Was it a clearly view of the picture?"

Jimin:"no. It almost was when the camera was focusing but you switched off your phone! You have to do something!"

What am I going to do? It wasn't a clear picture. I can say it was my cousin or something. But I shouldn't make it a big deal, I'm sure it'll die out soon.

"Okay thats enough. Let's not get all worked up about something so small."

Jimin:"You can see a clear view of the outline on the face sorta not really, but you can definitely tell its a foreigner.."

Jungkook:"how are you so calm about this? Did you forget who's your 'biggest fan'?"

V: *-*

I looked at him a bit confused.. biggest fan?. *gasp* ALLY!! OH SHI-

"Duhhh! Pabo!" They shook their heads at me. Gosh I'm so dumb! She definitely saw the Bomb, and she definitely knows now. I have no choice BUT to tell her!

I called her. I wasn't sure if she was going to answer but I took my chances.

0.0

"..h-hello?.."

"Ally!. Hi.. uh.. how you been.."

"..okay. Is.. t-there something you n-needed?.."

By the sound of her voice I can tell she knew, she sounded more nervous than ever.

"Can we meet up? ... like.. Can I come over? We need to talk.."

"Uhm.. ok.. but meet me at the back of my building."

*sigh* "alright I'll be there in 20 minutes."

She hung up.

My entire body was burning like fire as I got into a cab and was on my way.

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*Back to Ally*

How could I be so oblivious? I'm such an idiot! A stupid oblivious idiot! I should've recognized it was J-Hope. Gosh what kinda fan am I?? It's J-Hope! Gosh this explains A LOT.

He didn't even try to disguise himself now that I think about it. Why didn't he tell me? Was he afraid I was going to treat him different? Forget him? Ugh. This is way too much for me right now!

*DING*

Jay "Hey I'm downstairs in the back just like you told me"

Okay. I'm about to face him for the second time today.. but it feels so much more different than the first time.

I'm scared. I feel like crying, screaming, smashing my head against the wall. He must've thought I was an idiot for not recognizing him.. >< !

I made my way to the back exit. I saw him, he wasn't facing the building, but he was standing right outside. I slowly approached him.. what do I say? Should I turn him around? Wait until he notices I'm here?.

"..h-hey.." I lightly tapped his shoulder.

He turned around. "..hey" I stood staring at him.

J-Hope:"Ally.. you probably know by now.." he took a deep breath facing the floor then looked right back up at me. "I'm J-Hope"

My heart felt like it sank to my stomach, my entire body got goosebumps. I couldn't speak, I was mute.

J-Hope:"I wanted to tell you.. but I hesitated.. then I got to know you and it got more complicated... You probably thought I was playing you by leaving you hanging but I wasn't ignoring you Ally. I honestly care about you, I thought about what you were up to everyday, what you were thinking, if you were happy or sad.. I'm sorry you had to find out this way... but I care about you"

Once again I'm paralyzed. So many thoughts scattered in my mind but no words came out. I couldn't speak as much as I tried to force myself to.

J-Hope:"... before you say anything I just want to say .. the kiss meant something to me. You. Are important to me. Everything we did, all the stories and thoughts we shared meant something to me. I know we only hanged out once but I couldn't stop thinking about you ever since I spent that whole day with you in Times Square.. what I'm trying to say is.. I think I ...like you Ally.

Is he really saying all this? Am I dreaming? I'm totally dreaming.

J-Hope:".. So.. are you going to say anything.. or?"

How am I supposed to respond. I like him too but now that I know he's J-Hope, the thought of possibly dating him scares me. I'm not only putting my life at risk but I'm putting his career at risk, and I can't do that to him.

*sigh* "Jay- I mean J-Hope. Wait no.. Hoseo-"

J-Hope:"just call me Jay.."

"..Jay. First thing I want to say is I'm glad I met you.. I mean, you're J-Hope haha.. that's. Uh.. really something. Uhm.. honestly I was trying to forget you because I really thought you played me. Now that I know the truth I don't know what to think. I'm sorry for not recognizing you.. I feel really bad that I put you in an awkward position."

J-Hope:"it's okay, I put myself in it. It was never your fault. Don't be sorry."

"But I'm sorry either way.... I understand now why you never replied to me. So you don't have to be sorry about that.."

J-Hope:".. but-"

"Jay. It's okay.."

J-Hope:"so.. do you like me by any chance?"

Wow. What a straight forward question.

"Honestly... I do like you. A lot actually, and it's not because I found out you're J-Hope, I've liked you since the day we met.." He smiled lightly, oh how I missed his smile. "And ever since then you're all I think about, 24/7.. But I think we should stay as friends.. at least to get to know each other more.. I'm not the type to rush. Besides I-"

Jay hugged me. He hugged me so tight I had no choice but to hug him back. His warm body against mine, his sweet scent, I embraced this moment. I don't care if he's J-Hope anymore, all that really matters is that we'll no longer keep secrets from each other and continue being friends.

He pulled away from the hug and smiled at me again. Then he reached into his pocket, "Put your hand out and close your eyes." I did as he said. He placed something on my hand, "Open."

I opened my eyes and saw the key chain.

'Jay'

"...oh my.. how'd you-"

J-Hope:"I saw your friend throw it away.. ha.. it wasn't too hard too find. Jungkook found it."

"What do you mean he found it? Does he know?"

J-Hope:"Yeah, all my members know about my situation .. and you. Jungkook helped me look for it."

No wonder Jungkook gave me those looks.. oh my gosh no wonder they were all extremely nice to me. I smiled at him and took out my keys to attach the chain back on. It was kinda broken but it attached on nicely.

J-Hope:"promise me you won't lose it again haha.. remember. Its a sign of our friendship, as long as you have it I'll always be by your side."

I hugged him once more. He yelped but immediately hugged me back.

He walked me to the door. "When will I see you?"

J-Hope:"mm. Tomorrow's my day off, we can spend the whole day together again :)"

I nodded. "Okay, tomorrow then. Goodnight Jay." Before I could turn around he gave me a small peck on the cheek.

My eyes widen as I turned to him startled "..Wuh.. Jay.. we agreed to be friends" I covered my cheek, I felt myself blushing hard.

J-Hope:"hehe. It was just a small peck. Goodnight Ally"

As soon I closed the door I couldn't help but jump around and do a little dance. I am friends with A K-POP IDOL! The fact he's my bias makes it even more unbelievable.

I can't wait to tell Cath-.. Wait. I don't think I should tell her. I know her too well, she won't keep her mouth shut. She's a bigger BTS fan than I am... I'll wait till time is right. Yeah. Everything should be okay.

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It's been 2months so far. Me and J-Hope have gotten even more close. I saw him more often than I expected, we went shopping a lot. I'm surprised every time we were around busy streets, no one seems to recognize him. I liked it that way.

2weeks after I discovered that Jay was actually J-Hope, he introduced me to BTS. I'll never forget it ^^.

-flashback-

J-Hope:"Come on, don't be shy they're all expecting you."

"No! This was a bad idea! How do I know you're not lying? If anything I might startle them and make it awkward.."

J-Hope:"I would never lie to you Ally.. just trust me :)" he grabbed my hand.

I felt even more nervous as he opened the door and pulled me inside. They were all in the living room, as soon as they heard the door close shut they all turned around. Eyes widening, jaws dropping, I think I heard someone gasp. But I can feel the shocked feeling...

J-Hope:"Hey guys! This is Ally. Ally I proudly introduce you to my team. BTS."

One by one they greeted me with a light bow and flashed a smile.

Jin:"oh I remember you. ^^"

Suga:"Mm. So you're Ally. Nice to meet you, again. I've heard a lot about you."

RM:"Hi gorgeous :). We meet again."

Jimin:"What's up! Do you want more chocolate? ^^"

Jungkook:"... heh. Hello Ally, I like your red vans, I like anything red :)"

V:"Ally! Aayyyyyyy!!" He hugged me 0.0 but I hugged him back anyways. I mean it's V!!

-end of flashback-

So much has happened since then. I've became close with the rest of the members too, there's times where they come over to my place to chill or watch movies. Only when Cathy isn't around, I still haven't told her yet. Every time I went out with Jay or visited BTS at their dorm I'd tell her I'm working over time or run an errand. I felt terrible having to lie to her every time, but I still wasn't ready to confess.

*DING*

Jay "Ally! What are you up to? Are you free right now? I want you to come with me and the boys to the dance studio. It's going to be fun I promise :)"

"I'll be on my way to your place asap!"

This is my first time I'm going to see them practice IN REAL LIFE O-M-G.

I put on a red tank top with some regular short shorts and a pair of black Jordan's. Tied my hair into a high pony tail, grabbed my mini book bag and headed out.

Making my way down the hall to the elevator I saw Cathy coming straight towards me. *-*

"Al? Hey.. where are you headed to? You usually spend your days off in bed." She chuckled.

"I know.. I'm .. uh. Going to go meet my mom! She's in the city and I haven't seen her in a while so .." I'm such a bad liar when I'm nervous.

"Oh. Well ok then. I was gonna ask if you wanted to go get a manicure with me but never mind. Have fun! Tell mom I said hi."

I nodded and walked into the elevator. Damn what the hell? Now I bought my mom into this? Damn Ally get a hold of yourself. Whatever. I'm going to spend the whole day with BTS in a dance practice studio! How exciting ^^.

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I got to their dorm just in time they were about to get in the van. I hopped in and sat in between Jimin and Jungkook.

Jimin:"Ha! Sorry Hobie but I guess we beat you to the best seat in the car." He put his arm around me.

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Jungkook:"Jimin! Don't be rude get your hands off her. Are you okay Ally :)?"

"Hehe. I'm fine, its okay I was just caught off gaurd."

J-Hope:"Guys can you not? -_-"

RM:"You know what would be fun? If Ally practices with us!"

The rest of the members agreed and tried to convince me after I kept shaking my head no.

V:"Ally come on. It'd be fun. I can teach you!"

Jimin:"No you'll break her. You suck. Ally I can teach you ;)"

Jungkook:"Both of you back off, I can teach her, after all they don't call me the golden maknae for nothing ^^"

V&Jimin:"yah shut up!" "Who cares about the maknae?"

Suga:"So what do you say Ally?"

RM:"It won't be as much of an intense practice, we don't really have to go hard, we're doing it just for fun."

I looked at Jay who looked back at me. He smiled and nodded as in signaling me to just give in.

"..Fine. this should be fun :)"

Jin:"Yay!"

V:"If you fall. I'll fall with you :)"

Jungkook:"If you fall I'll hurt V :)"

Jimin:"psh. Ally if you fall, I'll be sure to catch you before you even trip."

Suga:"Guys -_- . Stop telling she'll fall."

I couldn't quit laughing, the way they argue is too ridiculous but yet adorable.

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*Cathy's POV*

Hm. What should I do? Oh! Lemme call Bryan, I miss him.

"Yo!"

"Hey baby, you doing anything today? I miss you.."

"I miss you too doll face but I actually made plans."

Who could he have made plans with? "Plans? Plans with who?"

"An old friend. Don't worry about it."

"Don't worry about it? What do you mean? What old friend? Is it a guy?"

"Babe it doesn't matter what gender they are.. I gotta go bye."

"Babe!-" he hung up.

Ugh! Why couldnt he just tell me? He's definitely hiding something. I don't even want to go get my nails done anymore, I'd rather stay home and watch K-pop videos.

I walked into Ally's room to looked for her laptop, as I grabbed it I saw a picture on top of her dresser. I looked closely at it. She's with some hot asian dude and the yellow M&Ms dude. Hm. When was this?

Ohhhh probably when she met Jay. Why does she still have it? *gasp* she's not secretly seeing him behind my back right? Noo Ally wouldn't do such a shady thing.

I ignored it as I went back to the living and sat down at the couch, I opened up her laptop. Her gallery popped up, seems like she didn't turn it off. Why's there so many pictures? Who are these guys?

................... :O

No way... thats not.. is that J-Hope? *gasp* ok I know I'm not blind but thats DEFINITELY V!! I kept scrolling through her gallery, picture after picture. When did this happen? Holy crap thats J-Hope shirtless. How does she have a bunch of selfies with each BTS member??

Oh.. she captioned this one. 'My beloved Jay

Jay?? But thats J-Hope....... 0.0

This little sneaky bitch.

> To be continued..