So Long

The boys are too much fun I can't /.\ they're such goof balls. I kept messing up their dances but they laughed it off since they knew I barely knew the steps. I was soo sweaty I felt gross but it didn't matter since the rest of them were sticky and smelly too ^^.

I noticed Cathy had left me several messages asking where I am, who I'm with and what I'm up to. Is she alright? She never bothers me when I'm out unless its urgent. I should call her.

Before I could even press the call button, Jungkook tapped my shoulder.

Jungkook:"Noona.. let's take a selfie :)?" How could I reject this cute maknae ^^ ? I agreed and snapped a picture with him, we did several goofy faces. Soon the rest of the guys joined in and it turned into a group picture.

Then suddenly someone picked me up bridal style, it was Jay! Jungkook immediately snapped a picture, I covered my face though I was embarrassed.

It was only 6p.m. but I had to head home, I wanted to spend some time with Cathy since I barely did and I'm a bit worried after reading her texts. I said goodbye to the boys as I headed out.

Jimin:"Bye Ally! Text me when you're home :)"

"Of course I will"

RM:"Thanks for joining us, this was fun."

Suga:"It only took you a day to learn most of our dances, I'm impressed. Feel free to stop by any time."

"Thank you Yoongi ^^"

Jin:"Hope to see you soon!"

Jungkook:"Do you have to go now :(? It's early."

"I would love to stay but I have to see what Cathy wants, it might be urgent. Besides Cathy is just as important as you guys are :)"

J-Hope:"She's right. Come on Ally I'll walk you out."

V came running towards me and bear hugged me, "Bye Ally! Today was fun! Will you be back tomorrow?"

"I'll see if I can I think I have work. But I'll try my best to stop by. If not, I'm only a phone call away :)"

He hugged me for a minute longer then released me. Jay escorted me out and helped me get into the cab.

J-Hope:"Call me later okay? See ya :)"

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I walked down the hall whipping out my keys when I notice my belongings were spreaded out in the hallway. What the hell? Why are my things out here? I tried to open up the door but my keys weren't fitting the key whole! Who changed the door knob?

"Grab your shit and get the fuck out. Sneaky bitch!" It was Cathy shouting through the door.

"CATHY!? WHAT THE FUCK? OPEN THE DOOR HAVE YOU GONE MAD?"

"Have I gone mad? Hooo I've gone more than mad I'M FURIOUS. YOU'RE A LIAR I HATE YOU.!"

Did she find out? She just called me a liar... "Cathy open the do-"

"WHEN WERE YOU PLANNING TO TELL ME YOU'VE BEEN SECRETLY HANGING OUT WITH BTS HUH? DO I LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT TO YOU? AM I NOT TRUST WORTHY? I SEE WHAT KINDA FRIEND YOU TAKE ME FOR. FUCK YOU ALLY!" My heart stopped... How'd she find out?

"Cathy-"

"NO JUST SHUT UP DON'T EVEN TRY TO EXPLAIN. GRAB YOUR THINGS AND LEAVE YOU'RE NO LONGER WELCOME HERE!"

"Just let me explain! Open the door!"

"What didn't you understand when I said to grab your shit and get the fuck out! Go!"

"Cathy. This is so immature! I pay rent too ya know! God damn it OPEN THE DOOR."

"I FUCKING BOUGHT THIS PLACE SO TECHNICALLY I HAVE A RIGHT TO KICK YOU OUT NOW LEAVE I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!"

I heard her walk away from the door and slam the door to her room. I cried like a baby while I packed my things into my traveling bag that was already stuffed with clothes. It fit most of my things but I managed to fit other things into my book bag. Where am I going to go?

I was planning on heading to Brooklyn and stay at my parents place but I'd be too far from work, and I don't want my parents to worry.

*DING*

Jay "Hey are you home yet? Call me."

Should I tell him.. I don't want to be a bother.. ugh I have no choice right now. I clicked on the call button.

"Ally! Did you get home safe? Aish V stop breathing down my neck!"

My voice was definitely going to sound shaky but I managed to speak. "Haha.. uh.. Jay, I don't mean to be a bother but.. Cathy found out about you and me.. and BTS.. she kicked me out..*sniff* do you uh.. think I can-"

"Where are you I'll pick you up."

"I'm just outside my building.. *sobs* she's never going to forgive me..."

"I'm on my way just stay there."

I nodded and hung up.

I can't believe this is happening, this is exactly what I was afraid of. I'm still wondering how she found out? I feel like shit. Cathy's like my sister, I promised myself to always always be honest but.. things happen. I don't blame her if she never speaks to me again. But she should've at least let me explain, and not thrown my things out in the hall like that.

10 minutes later a cab pulled up in front of me, Jay stepped out and immediately ran to hug me. I burried my face in his chest and cried, I hugged him tighter and tighter as I kept remembering Cathy's harsh words.

"Come on get in." He let me get in the cab first then shut the door to put my things in the trunk. After he was done he got in and put his arm around me, "Everything will be okay, are you alright? Did she hit you?"

*sniff*..."n-no.. just what she said was so.. *sobs* I never thought she'd ever speak to me like that..." I layed my head on his shoulder.

It was quiet until we arrived at the dorm.

Jay swung open the door holding my bags as Jin and Suga quickly ran to help.

I walked in quietly. My eyes were red, I showed no emotion.

Jungkook:"Noona! What's wrong? What happened?"

V:"Ally! You look so sad.."

RM:"Ally? Is everything okay?"

Jimin:"....."

Jin and Suga stared at me.

I started to cry AGAIN!

J-Hope:"Guys stop asking questions, give her some room move! Come Ally I'll take you to the guest room." He grabbed my arm and leaded me down the hall.

J-Hope:"You can stay here, it has its own bathroom so feel free to wash up and settle down. When you're ready we'll be in the living room.." he wiped my tears away.

"Jay.. i-"

J-Hope:"sshhh. Don't say anything and settle down, take your time. There's no rush."

He quietly left the room closing the door behind him. I started to unpack my things slowly, I still can't believe what had just happen. I lost my best friend and now I'm homeless u.u it all happened so fast.

I cried in the shower. I stood there letting the water rush down upon me dripping down my body, running my fingers through my hair.. hitting my head against the tiled wall.. I felt like I was in rock bottom and trapped there for eternity. I knew I should've just told Cathy, what was I thinking? How could I have thought she'd blab her mouth, she's my best friend! My other half! My sister!

I doubt she'll speak to me any time soon.. or ever actually.. I want to hate her for kicking me out but I can't, I have no reason to, I'm the one who lied. She has every right to be upset, I would be too. Her words kept repeating in my mind..

-flashback-

"Grab your shit and get the fuck out. Sneaky bitch!" It was Cathy shouting through the door.

"CATHY!? WHAT THE FUCK? OPEN THE DOOR HAVE YOU GONE MAD?"

"Have I gone mad? Hooo I've gone more than mad I'M FURIOUS. YOU'RE A LIAR I HATE YOU.!"

Did she find out? She just called me a liar... "Cathy open the do-"

"WHEN WERE YOU PLANNING TO TELL ME YOU'VE BEEN SECRETLY HANGING OUT WITH BTS HUH? DO I LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT TO YOU? AM I NOT TRUST WORTHY? I SEE WHAT KINDA FRIEND YOU TAKE ME FOR. FUCK YOU ALLY!" My heart stopped... How'd she find out?

"Cathy-"

"NO JUST SHUT UP DON'T EVEN TRY TO EXPLAIN. GRAB YOUR THINGS AND LEAVE YOU'RE NO LONGER WELCOME HERE!"

"Just let me explain! Open the door!"

"What didn't you understand when I said to grab your shit and get the fuck out! Go!"

"Cathy. This is so immature! I pay rent too ya know! God damn it OPEN THE DOOR."

"I FUCKING BOUGHT THIS PLACE SO TECHNICALLY I HAVE A RIGHT TO KICK YOU OUT NOW LEAVE I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!"

I heard her walk away from the door and slam the door to her room. I cried like a baby while I packed my things into my traveling bag that was already stuffed with clothes. It fit most of my things but I managed to fit other things into my book bag. Where am I going to go?

-flashback ended-

Uugghhhhh I hate myself so much. I got out the shower and changed into sweat shorts and an oversized white t-shirt. My towel was still rapped around my head as I made my way to the living room and sat beside Kookie.

Jungkook:"Noona.. *-* ..pft. Haha xD you look funny."

I gently smiled. "Heh. Shut up.."

V:"Are you okay now Ally?"

Jin:"yeah you looked really upset.. need a hug?" He spread his arms out to me.

I gave him a quick hug as he rubbed my back. Then Rap Monster and Suga made their way to the living room and sat down across from Jin, Jungkook and me. Jimin came in with V, they both sat on the floor.

Jimin:"Ally. I don't like it when you cry.. don't cry anymore or else I'm going to track down who made you cry."

RM:"Seriously though.. a girl as gorgeous as you should never cry."

Suga:"That's a dumb thing to say -_- a girl is a girl, just like a human is human. We all have feelings and sometimes humans break down. Its okay that you cried Ally, letting it all out is sometimes all you need to feel better."

J-Hope:"I agree... Ally.. you don't need to tell us now, we can wait until you're actually ready. Just forget about it for now. Who's up for a movie?"

"Aaiisshhh no!" "I want pizza!" "No no ice cream!" "I'm sleepy u.u" They were talking all at once.

"Guys!" I shouted making 7 beautiful pair of eyes glare at me. "Thank you for letting me stay here for the night ..even though most of you aren't sure why. But I greatly appreciate you're comfort.. I'm going to be in my room for a bit."

Jungkook:"Can I join you!"

RM:"I think she wants to be alone maknae"

Jimin:"What idiot doesn't realize that -_-?"

V:"Ally. Do you want V Jr. For comfort?"

Suga:"Shut up guys."

Jin:" :| "

".... you guys are something.. haha.." I chuckled as I got up from the couch and headed to my room. "Oh.. and I'm sorry if I'm a bother... I don't mean to be."

J-Hope:"Tsk! Ally you're never a bother we're happy to help. Right guys?"

They all smiled at me and nodded. I gave one last wave and headed into the room. I unraveled the towel off my head and threw it on a chair. I walked out to the balcony and stared at the view. New York City.. such a beautiful place, especially at night with all the lights litted up. I wonder what Cathy is doing.. let me check my phone even though I doubt she messaged me.

I pulled it out of my pocket, no messages or calls. *sigh* its 9:30p.m. a bit early to go to sleep. I continued admiring the view when suddenly someone hugged me from behind.

He rested his head on my shoulder, it was Jay. "You okay?" Holding me in this position was not helping me *-* but I like it...

"She'll never forgive me. I don't even know how she found out.. I'm such a terrible person."

He turned me around instantly and held me by my arms, gripping them tightly staring into my eyes. *-* .

"You're not a terrible person okay? You're,loving, smart, adventurous, you've got it all. Don't let anyone tell you any different."

I felt chills go down my spine, I don't know why.. I haven't had him this close to me since we kissed for the first time...

"Jay.. you're hurting me >

He let go of me. "Sorry.. but don't be so hard on yourself Ally, Cathy's just really upset. But I'm sure everything will be okay.. and if she decides to not be your best friend anymore.. even after all you've too gone through, then she never exactly was your best friend. Best friends stick by each others side through the good and the bad."

He was right. I nodded and gently placed me head on his shoulder as he placed his arm around me.

We both stared into the bright lights of the large busy city of New York. His presence alone makes me feel like I'm on cloud 9. Throughout the past 2 months my feelings for Jay only grew, he's so funny, caring, and such a gentleman.

"Jay... I'm so glad I met you." I looked up at him.

He looked back at me, slowly turning me to face him as he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me close to him. "I'm glad I met you too Ally..." his face got closer and closer, looking down at my lips and back up to my eyes.

I stared at his lips and slowly leaned in as well. Our lips touched, it felt as if it was the first time kissing again. So passionate and gentle, we pulled away, I kept my eyes on his lips. He picked me up bridal style and walked into the room gently placing me down on the bed.

He climbed over me, my arms around him as he started kissing my jaw line down to my neck. This feels so right but I can't do this.

"Jay.. wait. Let's stop.."

.............

He pulled himself up, supporting himself on his forearms. "I understand Ally. :)"

He stared into my eyes once more leaned in close and lightly kissed me. Then layed down by my side hugging me tightly. I hugged him back and placed a kiss on his cheek.

We layed in bed, peace and quiet, I just want to stay like this forever. Laying here with him made all my pain go away, I could care less about all the problems in the world, all the stress. Everything. After a few moments we fell asleep, holding on to each other.

>To be continued..