The Fan Sign Event

Once again I woke up with puffy eyes, and a headache -_-. I've been crying myself to sleep the past two nights, I've gotten a bit thinner since I've been skipping meals. I look a bit pale Cathy hasn't noticed since I use make up to look normal. Cathy still hasn't spoken to me.. she even threw out the dinner I made her the other day in the garbage. Is she really THAT upset?

I switched on my phone, no messages and no calls, from anyone. Jay hasn't spoken to me since the last time we spoke, its been 2 days but feels like years. I've texted him several times and left him 2 voicemails but no answer. Its like he was ignoring me what the hell? He's a jerk! I should've known he was just another player >< ! I put my pillow over my face trying to hold in my tears, a slight sob escaped from me. My heart felt like it's been broken to pieces.

Everything he did was an act, the kiss didn't mean anything to him. Ugh I hate him!.. I layed there for a few moments and finally got up to see what the day holds for me.

The usual obviously. Bored all morning, run a few errands then head to work. Thank goodness it's Friday though, I'll probably come back home and pig out and catch up on my k-dramas.

I slowly was on my way to the kitchen when suddenly Cathy came in through the entrance holding some mail. She gave me a quick glance then continued looking through the mail. She handed me a letter then walked in her room.

I miss her.. I looked down at the letter. It was the fan sign tickets!! I had completely forgotten about them since I was too busy handling my business. I ripped open the envelope, ahh the smooth texture and fresh smell of BTS fan sign tickets. I ran into Cathy's room without hesitating attacking her on to her bed.

"WHAT THE HELL?! GET OFF ME AL!" She threw me off.

"LOOK! LOOK!" I sat on her bed swinging the tickets across her face.

"Wha- oh my gosh. OH MY GOSH! HOW'D YOU GET THESE?" She snatched them from me.

Finally she spoke to me! "I ordered them online for us to go! And.. to make up for the other night.. I don't want you to stay mad at me forever.." I looked down to the floor. She stood staring at me with a serious look, my heart beated faster and faster.

"So.." she gave me the death stare before she spoke again 0.0 "You thought buying BTS fan sign tickets were going to make up for the other night?" She didn't sound too satisfied, I swear if these tickets don't I'm giving up. I mean they're FAN SIGN TICKETS. HELLO? FAN SIGN TICKETS, YOU MEET THEM UP CLOSE!

I lightly nodded.

"Psh.. oh Al" she looked down at the tickets, oh my gosh she's going to reject me u.u .. my poor heart.

"COME HERE YOU!" She hugged me tight. I hugged her back ^^. "OF COURSE IT MAKES UP FOR EVERYTHING! OH I'M SO SORRY I'VE BEEN SUCH A BITCH TO YOU.." she started to tear up. I couldn't help it I started to tear up too and held her tighter.

"I'm so sorry baby.. I'm sorry, so so so sorry." She said rubbing my back.

"Its ok. I don't care how you treated me, we're okay now and thats all the matters" I said slightly pulling away from the hug and wiping her tears.

"Let's go out to eat breakfast and buy some baking ingredients. I'm in the mood to make cookies!" She said as she got up and put out her hand to me. I grabbed it and got up.

After I was done getting ready I looked for my keys. Damn where are my keys? I looked under my bed and there they were, I got them and got back up. I stood there. Staring down at my keys.

'Jay' the key chain...

I was tried to get rid of it but I struggled. Ugh forget it, I'll get rid of it later.

I held Cathy by her arm and we were off to the nearest restaurant to catch up with each other.

*At the restaurant*

"What an ass. So he kissed you then forgets all about you. Psh. BOYS." Cathy said taking a sip of her coffee.

"Right? I swear I never want to see him EVER again." But I did want to see him, I wanted to be in his arms, I wanted to hear his voice again. I just wanted him.

"Okay enough about this 'Jay' dude. What are we going to wear tomorrow!?" Cathy asked scrolling through her phone.

"I was thinking the black BTS crop top we customized with light blue high waisted jean shorts and for shoes.. Tom's? Well I'm wearing Tom's. I don't know about you." I said finishing up my homemade fries.

"Mm good idea, yeah I dig that. Let's get going you still got 3hours before leaving to work. I want to bake cookies!" Cathy said as she got up leaving a $3 tip.

We got up and paid as we walked out, then went on an adventure to find tools and ingredients to bake the cookies.

Once we were home we started baking, it was crazy! We had a mini food fight. She threw flour in my face, the kitchen was a huge mess!. We were both covered in flour >< but who cares right? ^^

I helped her clean before I showered and left to work. Another cute memory with Cathy

Of course work is even more stressful and busy on Friday nights. I was so glad to be heading home, I looked down at my phone and AGAIN. No messages or calls.. from him.

Why do I even bother checking my phone? I switched off my phone and continued walking.

Ahh finally I'm home! I changed into my pajamas and immediately climbed into bed. I didn't care about checking for BTS updates, or if Cathy was asleep. I'm exhausted. Soon, I was knocked out.

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*J-Hopes POV*

Today's the day of the fan sign. Me and the members were backstage practising our english skills and preparing ourselves. I haven't gotten a chance to speak to Ally, I've been so busy with filming. Not to mention mini missions my staff put me through. And meeting important people in the music industry, it reminds me a lot about L.A. but anyways... this whole time I thought about Ally.

She did leave me 2 voicemails and some text messages but I didn't answer. Every time I checked it was super late and figured she'd be asleep or something. I wonder how shes doing, every night I replay her voicemails. Her sweet voice keeps me sane until I fall asleep.

Jimin:"woah! Guys come check this out! Look at all the cute A.R.M.Y's!" He was peeking out the curtain.

Yoongi was napping on the couch, Namjoon had his headphones on rapping. Jin was doing mini workouts, only V and Jungkook head towards Jimin.

I wonder if Ally was here.. who knows. I headed towards the members that were all peeking out the curtain saying things like 'woahh!' 'Cute!' -gasping-

I managed to peek out, slowly looking through all the fans searching for one in particular. Oh my gosh!! She's here!! ALLY IS HERE!! ^^

"Omo! Yo you see that girl over there? The one with the black BTS crop top and shorts? Her friend is dressed almost similar! Her hairs light brown and long! Do you see her?" I said pointing out Ally.

Jungkook looked at me and gave me a face as in asking if thats who he think it is. I nodded at him and blushed.

V:"Hobie.. she's gorgeous :)"

Jimin:"She's hot, just look at her abs nice and toned up.. mm.. her skin tone is hot too. Its like tan caramel and glowy, she's almost shimmering. ^^"

I stared at Ally, she looked really happy, although she appeared thinner.. maybe she's been working out a lot. I smiled like an idiot every time she smiled and giggled whispering things into her friends ear. That must be Cathy.

Jungkook:"Hyung.. won't she recognize you? 0.0"

My eyes widen. Holy crap I don't know! "I hope she doesn't.. But I don't think so I'm wearing make up and I'm dressed like a super star.." Ally had only seen my bare face and dressed like a normal person should be dressed so I doubt she'll recognize me.

It was time.

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*Ally's POV*

"AAHHHH!! BTS!! J-HOPE I LOVE YOU!! AHHH!" I screamed to the top of my lungs along with the other fans and Cathy. BTS finally appeared on stage after what felt like forever waiting.

They said their chant and some members blew kisses to the fans! ;) J-Hope winked at me! OH MY GOSH THAT DID NOT JUST HAPPEN! I was recording too so I have it saved forever and ever!!

RM:"We are very glad to see all you guys here, as you know we'll be staying in N.Y for quite a while so.. let's become super good friends!"

The crowd cheered.

J-Hope:"Yah.. I've so far spent a really great time here, my members as well. I'm very grateful to be here with you guys, thank you."

I almost teared. He was speaking english! ^^

He looked where I was. Clearly knowing I was recording and shouted, "SARANGHAEYOH! ^^"

0.0 OH MY GOSH. I can't believe be just did that. All my wishes are coming true!!

Jimin:"I'm so happy to be here! You are all beautiful" he made a cute aegyo kissy face. So cute!!

Shortly after, me and Cathy got in line to meet BTS, they were seated in random order.

Suga, Jin, Rap monster, V, Jungkook, Jimin and lastly, my baby J-Hope ! My palms got sweaty and I felt like I was going bezurk!

After about 20minutes I had shaken hands with an adorable Suga. He seemed shy and didn't say much, but he gladly joked with me.

Then I shook hands with a handsome Pink Princess, Jin ^^ his english was good and he asked me if I'm very happy they're here. Of course I'm happy! I'm more than happy!

"Hello there gorgeous. What can I do for you today :)?" Rap Monster said as he signed my paper. I can't believe this is happening ><

"Haha... I.. I love you!" I said shyly. I can't help myself!

We laughed. Then I moved on to the most beautiful living creature, V. *-*

"Hello!! My name is V, your name is?.." he looked into my eyes smiling so widely. Ahh he's like an anime character!

"..Ally.. hehe.. you're so cute! ^^"

V:"Thank you! Hehe. I like your hair. Can I touch it?" What? He wants to touch my hair? Haha he's so adorably weird!!

I nodded as he grabbed a small strand of hair. "Mm. So soft! Like.. bunnies. Hehehe" my hairs soft like bunnies? Never heard that one before but okay ^^

He waved goodbye and started talking to the next fan which was Cathy.

Oh-My-Goodness. I was so busy admiring V I didn't notice a very cute Maknae staring at me until I turned to him. I froze! My eyes widen.

"Hi. Nice to meet you :)" he said so sweetly and shook my hand.

"Oh my gosh Kookie! I love you!" I couldn't hold my words in hehehe.

He smiled and signed my sheet. He didn't say much but he kept glancing up at me and smirking at me as if he was attracted to me or something. He's so handsome though I couldn't keep my eyes off him.

"Chim Chim!" I yelled and smiled widely moving on to Jimin who was clapping his hands while saying hello to me.

"Do you like chocolate?" He asked me, he was reaching for something in his pocket.

"I love chocolate! Why? Do you lik-" he placed a mini Kisses chocolate on my hand. Awww!!! "Aw.. thank you Jimin. I love you!" I said holding the chocolate piece in a fist against my chest. This is amazing, they're even more handsome in person.

I moved along to J-Hope. He was already smiling at me and I forced a smile. I really felt like I was going to turn into a maniac. I have my bias right in front of me!!

"Hey! :) I'm J-Hope" I know exactly who you are! I took a deep breath, "Hi! I'm Ally, this is too unreal I love you so much! You're voice keeps me sane. Haha I love you! I'm so glad you're in New York. I never thought I'd meet you. Haha" my voice was a bit shaky but I managed to sound normal.

J-Hope:"You have a beautiful smile Ally. :)"

He just complimented me.. AAHHH!! He signed my sheet and I could not stop smiling, this is a moment I'll never ever forget.

He handed me the sheet, as I was gonna take it... he held on to it, not letting me pull away, we stared at each other for a moment. J-Hope:"Have a nice day.. Ally.. ;)" he let go of the sheet and had this mysterious smirk. But I didn't care at the time because I FINALLY SPOKE TO J-HOPE AND SHAKED HIS HAND AND GOT A COMPLIMENT!

"Thanks Hobie :) bye! I love you!" I said as I walked off the stage. As I waited for Cathy, J-Hope kept glancing at me.. like why?? Why is he doing that? *-* I'm getting nervous!

"AAHHH!! OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE WE JUST MET BTS!!" Cathy said screaming and running into my arms. I giggled.

As we were walking out I had this feeling he was still looking at me. So I decided to take one last quick look at BTS and then suddenly... my eyes met with J-Hopes. He had this expression on his face as if he missed me, like he was begging for me to come back. My heart started to beat fast again and my cheeks felt hot, why am I like this *-*? I lightly smiled at him waving. He smiled back and waved with both his hands. Gosh he's perfect ^^

I turned around again and followed the crowd of girls out. I still felt as if he was looking at me but I didn't dare look back. The crowd of girls in front of me walked SUPER SLOW since they kept looking back and snapping pictures. So I tried to push my way through but FELL -_- really? Some of my things fell out of my bag like my keys, my phone and a lip balm.

As quickly as I could I got up and grabbed my things slipping them back into my purse. As I picked up my keys... -_- I saw the key chain.. 'Jay' .. oh Jay.. you're such a jerk but I miss you so much.

"Are you alright? .. psh. Why do you still have that? He's long gone boo. Old. Its in the past. Gimme that." Cathy snatched my keys from me and broke off the key chain.

"Hey wait! What are you- noo!" She threw it away! That bitch.. not like I wanted it anymore but she didn't have to get rid of it that way!!

"Al. It's gone now. Be happy. WE JUST MET BTS THIS IS THE HAPPIEST MOMENTS OF OUR LIVES. Don't let no stupid little key chain ruin it!" She was right.. but .. I couldn't help it, I wanted to see Jay its like out of all days today just so happens to be the day I'm anxious to see Jay even though I want to forget him. As much as I tried to convince myself I hate him, I wanted to see him even more.

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*J-Hopes POV*

I watched her as she walked off stage, I got to see her again. Her smile made my heart feel warm again, her presence makes me forget about all the stress I have. And her touch, aw man her touch gives me goosebumps.

"Hobie! Hi! I'm Cathy ^^ I love you you're rapping skills are awesome." It was her best friend. I shaked her hand and smiled at her than signed her sheet. I noticed Ally waiting for her so I couldn't help it but ti glance at her a few times.

"Here you go. Have a nice day! Love you too!!^^" I blew her a kiss and she screamed and ran away haha. She ran to hug Ally.

I watched her walk away. She looked back.. why is she looking back. Did she notice? *.* lemme just stay calm and smile at her.

Oh Ally I miss you so much. I'm sorry I haven't spoken to you. She must think I played her or something, damn if only she knew. Oh my gosh she fell! Is she ok?

I glanced at her each minute as I greeted the fans, I wanted to make sure she was okay. Why is she just standing there? What is she holding?

"Thank you Hobie! I love you!" A fan said. I smiled at her and waved. I looked back at Ally. Cathy just threw something?? What did she throw? Looks like it belonged to Ally.. hm. I'll go check later to see if I can find whatever it is she threw.

The fan signing was over and I headed back stage with the members. We got a plate of food that was waiting for us and headed to a private room just for us to settle down before heading to the dorm.

I sat down on the couch after I ate and checked my phone, I looked through my gallery and pulled up Allys picture. I stared at it as I remember the last words she said to me earlier.

-flashback-

"Thanks Hobie :) bye! I love you!"

-end of flashback-

I sighed. I kept staring at it for a few more moments. Then I heard V giggling. I turned around and saw that he held a camera, he was recording me!. I switched off my phone and ran to him. He was making a new Bangtan Bomb so I played along as other members joined in.

V:"Hobie who was that ^^?"

Jungkook noticed I was a little uneasy and immediately changed the subject. "Dance battle!!" He started dancing, completely distracting V, thank goodness. I joined Jungkook.

V:" OH! yeah! Yeah! Go J-Hope! Yeah! Haha!" Of course he cheered for me I'm the one and only J-Hope 8)

V wandered off to annoy other members while I sat back down on the couch and decided to take a nap. Ally was all I could think of, then I remembered, Cathy threw away something!

I headed out to the exit and tried looking for it. But what was I looking for?.

Jungkook:"Hobie. What are you doing? Did you drop something here?"

I briefly explained what I saw earlier and he offered to help. I still didn't know what I was looking for.. until.

Jungkook:"yah! Hobie look.. its a key chain of an M&Ms character."

I went towards him as he handed it to me... yo.. it's the key chain I gave to Ally as a symbol of our friendship. I took out mine that said 'Ally' and put them together.

Jungkook:"ahhh you had one too? They're cute why didn't you get me one!"

Why did she throw this away? Is she mad at me? Does Cathy hate me? Does she disapprove of our friendship? Is she perhaps.. forgetting about me? Aish if only she knew that I'm NOT ignoring her... uurrgghhhhh. -____- I have to tell her I don't know how.

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*Back to Ally*

Ahh I'm finally home! After the fan sign event me and Cathy went to eat at Dallas BBQ. Then Bryan came and well.. I decided to leave them alone so I went home on my own. I headed straight to my room and decided to search the web.

I went on YouTube first. Let's see if BTS updated anything.. *gasp!* they did! A new Bangtan Bomb! Another V cam? Oh my gosh I must watch.

-video starting-

V:"hey army's! I'll be your personal tour guide for today's Bomb. We are backstage here and I don't see any of my members..."

He roamed around backstage until he found J-Hope and hid himself before J-Hope could see him.

V:"army's.. we've come across a wild J-horse.. we need to walk towards it slowly.. and quietly.."

He zoomed in a bit to J-Hope who was staring at his phone deep in thought. He was looking at a picture of a girl.

V:"is that a girl? Hm. Lemme try and close up.." he zoomed into the phone J-Hope held. The camera got blurry and tried to focus until the phone was switched off and J-Hope was walking towards V.

-video pause-

........................... lemme replay that part again.. *-*

I looked closely and paused right at the moment V zoomed into J-Hopes phone.

.......................... what the FUCK!?!

THAT'S ME! I RECOGNIZE THAT PICTURE!! THAT'S ME! ITS BLURRY BUT THAT'S ME! I KNOW IT'S ME BECAUSE JAY-

Wait.. Jay?.. JAY!! OH MY GOODNESS!. okay hold up lemme take a few breaths and think.

If Jay took that picture.. with HIS phone.. what?? No wait.. if J-Hope has that picture in HIS phone then that only means that Jay is actually....

NO FUCKING WAY.

> To be continued..