part 26(yong)

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5 years later.......

"Ayee ayee eat your dinner my baby"i said as i was trying to feed him his food."Yongguuu! listen baby!"i got up from my chair and went near him to catch him but guess what.he is a clever cat just like his dad,he acknowledged my presence and started running.When we both got tired from running we sat on the couch.After catching my breath i sighed and quickly held him and made him sit on my lap so that he would not run again.

"You little brat.can't you listen to mumma and eat your dinner.i promise we will go to aecha noona tomorrow."i tried to convince him.

"You lying.you said the same last week"he said making a cute pout.

"No baby.trust me we will go tomorrow promise"i said holding my pinky up so he could make the promise.

"Okie"he said and started trying to get free of my hold but I hold him even tighter.

"We will go but first finish it"i said and he nodded and started eating peacefully.

Yong is just like his father.in appearance and in personality.his facial features are just like his dad.Sometimes i feel like his dad is here with me in a baby form.The way he eats,the way he sleeps,the way he laughs,the way he smiles his gummy smile,the way he makes a cutiee face when confuse,the way he gets angry, everything.litrally everything reminds me of him.

His eyes............as if there is a different glow in them.like If someone look into his eyes, he will get lost in those eyes.those eyes can melt anyone in just a glance.....those eyes.......in which i always wanted to see myself............

And his nose.......the little cute nose i loved....... it was like if you see it you can't go anywhere without pinching it.......i always imagined the scene when he will trap me between his arms and rub his nose with mine.......but the truth is i can just imagine it................

And finally his lips........the cat like lips...better than mine.haha.i always thought how it would feel to kiss them...and i did...no matter whatever the situation was...but it did come true......but broke me afterwards.how can i forget that day........

His everything he himself was an art-"Momma"Yong said while shaking my arm to make me come out from my deep thoughts."Hm?"i said quickly as i realised I was too much in myself."I'll eat but in one condition"he said showing me his index finger."And what is it?"i said grabbing him between my arms."We will go to jimin hyung"he said cause jimin is like his bestfriend."Okey.done."i sighed before saying."Yeee!"he jumped up and down on my lap."Now.start eating"i said.After that we both did our teeth brush and went to sleep.....

Next morning.yong woke me up by shaking me cause he needed to go to the washroom.When we came back I made him fall asleep again cause it was around 4 in the morning.

"Yong eat fast or else we'll be late"i told him as he was busy watching cartoons on the television.We are going to Jia unnie as i promised yong yesterday that we'll go to her house.

He didn't listen.so i grab the remote control and off the television."Momma!plss open it"he said pouting.i wanted to just pinch his nose but I keep my face serious and said."no.finish your breakfast or else i am not going to take you to aecha noona""Open the television."he said glaring at me with his cold voice.just like his d-."If you're gonna talk to me with that tone then ok.we are not going anywhere."i said and stood up to leave."Mommaa!i love you"he said trying to butter me up.I didn't listen to him and leave him there....."Hello unnie.how are you?"i greeted Jia unnie and asked her while hugging her.while yong and aecha started to play as soon as we came inside there house."I am good as always.you tell me how are you?how's work going?oh and btw where were you these past weeks.you don't come to meet us often now"she said in a disappointed tone."I am good as well.and about the work it's going pretty good and smooth."i said as i sat up on her living room."They missed eachother so much."i said looking at aecha and yong playing while laughing and giggling."Yeah she's his favourite unnie afterall"Jia said with a duh tone."Let's call soobin over"i said."He is in Seoul for some work"she said."Oh so then what now?"i asked disappointed."Umm we can go to the park or maybe to the amusement park"she said thinking."No i don't want to go anywhere and I have to go back Seoul this weekend as well"i said."Why?"she asked."Yong was insisting to meet jimin and was not eating food so I had to promise him that we'll go there"i said."Oh and where you'll live?"she asked."I don't know maybe I'll just book a room at nearby hotels just like the other times i visited Seoul after yoongi's death"i said now looking out of the window."I expected that."she said."Let's make some snacks and have fun"i said smiling."Ok.Kids!come here we are playing games!"she called them and we all started to play......"Ok take care.unnie and oppa and plss come to our home to stay this holiday."i said to them as i was standing near the main door to go."Unnie you didn't said take care to me and didn't invite me to your home either"she said pouting."Ohh aechaa how can I forget you baby.you are my daughter and mom doesn't invites her own daughter to her own house."i said and she giggled."Yeahh i love you momma"she said jokingly and hugged me.Then we bud our goodbyes and went to our home......Next morning at work."Soobin-aa when are you coming back?you know how much work load I have"i said on the call."I am here to work babe not to enjoy.btw I'll not be there till next week or more."he said in a 'i am done'tone as this was the 5th time I have called him to ask when he is coming."Alright I'll talk to you later.gotta go"he said ."Yeah yeah"i said and hung up.'sigh''exhale'"ufff so much work.these file what is this?which company wants me to design their cloth-"i saw so many files on my desk.so many companies want my company to design their clothes and i picked a file and when I opened it it showed.

"Hello ms.min.hope you are good.we are bighit and wanted to ask you if you'll help our company designing the clothes for the most famous boy band BTS.we'll wait for your response."

I quickly closed it.I don't know much about them nowadays.from the past 5 years i never contacted them except jimin and jin.cause yong have a unbreakable bond with him even I don't know how.and jin was there with me in my hardest times when no one was.when i felt alone he was there for me.when i was broken he was there for me,to Console me.just like a Big brother.I didn't know that they were this popular even without yoongi.i don't use any social media account as I am always busy or you can say tried my hardest to keep myself busy so that I'll not think of yoongi.

I am just a workaholic single mother who dreams of everything becoming good again,who dream of her husband to come back out of nowhere and tell her he was joking,i am just a mother who loves her son and his father so much that if something happened to her son she will definitely die this time.

I was distancing myself from bighit from the place I had bad and good memories with.so i decided to reject there request.

I called my 2nd secretary."Reject the request file no.13 has sent us.i don't want to work for there company"i said."Okey mam"he said formally and cut the call.

After yoongi leaved me alone in this big world and i went to stay with Jia unnie and her family.after yong was borned i decided to start studying again cause I didn't wanted to be a burden to them.after all,how long could i stay there.i too started to feel bad and I had to become independent for myself for my child.for his future.Then i joined a university and continued my study from where i left it and after 3 years finally I got the opportunity to build my own company and i did it.i build my company in which i am the ceo now.Our company comes in the top 10 fashion companies in korea.and i am so proud of my self for that.Last year in vacation dae,haewon,and Kyung mi came to stay over for somedays and we all did enjoy so much.and now that we'll be going to seoul again I'll meet them as well.

Mrs.min too said sorry to me for her behaviour and I too apologiesed to her for kidnapping her and all that.She was happy to hear that she is a grandmother of a boy that looks exactly like her son.She wanted me to stay with her so that she can raise yong but i didn't allow.i said it'll bring bad memories for me and that i already am broken and don't wanted to go anywhere i don't feel peace.but still i often visits them.with yong.

I started my work.this file and that file...........My office door creaked open and yong came running to me and i picked him up in my lap and asked.

"What happened my honey boy? didn't you go to school?"i asked in a sweet tone smiling."I did but something happened and I came here"he said pouting while looking down trying not to cry."What happened my child"i asked holding his chin up gently to make eye contact with me.and then.he broke down in tears.afterall he is a child not an adult who can control his emotions."They laughed at me*sniff*she laughed at me too*sniff*"he said with tears rolling down his cheeks."Who laughed at you?and why?"i asked getting worried for my innocent kid."My friends*sniff*"he said."But whyy yong.tell me.i'll make everything ok"i said wiping his tears off."We were playing a game named truth and dare and it was my turn so I choose the truth so one of them asked"is it true that you are a child without a father? where is your father?"and i said no it's not true.my mom is my father and mother.and they all started laughing and said you are crazy.how can a mother become a father as well and I argued with them but they started making fun of me saying"his father left him....he don't have a father.... probably he didn't loved you that's why....and my bestfriend who I like the most started laughing at me too.she said go ask your mother about your father"he said while crying and i immediately hugged him I too have tears in my eyes and i don't want him to see me like this."Stop-stop crying my child..i am here for you hmm and your father is always here for you....for me....for us.....and about that girl you like aka your bestfriend.let me tell you something,she is not your bestfriend if she was laughing at you at the moment no one was with you ok.and always remember that try to love somthing not someone ok?. it's your age to study not to like someone.just focus on your study become whatever you want I'll support you in everything cause I love you.the person who loves you will always be there for you in any situation and who doesn't will show in time.and she doesn't love you not like you if she was not with you to support you"i said and he nodded."But mumma........where is appa"he asked his eyes full of hopes.I looked in his eyes and softly smiles."He is here with us.don't worry my child.....umm do you want to eat ice cream?"i changed the topic but deep inside my heart it was killing me I was feeling suffocation here."Okey"he sniff and smiled.......We were sitting on a bench near the lake in a park."Mumma can we go to jimin uncle's home tommorow?"he asked hugging my one arm."I don't know if he is free or not....let me ask"i took out my phone and dialled his no.Ring...Ring...Ring...."Hello y/n"he said cheerfully."Hii jimin.how are you?""I am good.hiw are you and yong?""We are good too.i called you to ask if you are free tomorrow?""Umm why you are coming?"he asked with a happy tone."Yong was insisting.he wants to see his uncle jimin so badly."i said jokingly."Momma let me talk pls"yong said pulling my arms."Umm jimin yong wants to talk to you""Okey"I handed the phone to yong."Hello uncle chimmi"he said and i giggled."Ayee i am not your chimmi i am uncle jimin..and btw how are you little honey boy"he asked him."I am not a honey boy why everyone called me little honey boy? anyway I am good.and i am coming tomorrow so you better finish all of your work today so we can have fun tomorrow"he said like he is the same age as jimin."Yong talk nicely"i said glaring at him."No no it's okey y/n.we are best buddies you know"he said over the call.I took the phone from yong's hand."Don't mind him jimin.he is just a child.let me know if you have work then we can come this weekend it's okey."i said tried to convince him."No no i really don't have any work actually I am on leave this whole weekend.so if you want you can come anyday""Oh then....it's good.....then we'll come the day after tomorrow?""Okey great.i'll inform the others."Okey bye take care.""You too"And with that i hund up.

"What did he said?"yong asked."He said he is free all this week"i said smiling at him."So we are going tomorrow?"he asked."Not tomorrow but after tomorrow cause we have to do packing tomorrow"i said and he jumped up and down excitedly."Okey okey now let's go i have work at the company and you can sit there in my office and play games or study.wgatever you like"i said giggling.

Then we both went back ........Night time.Yong fell asleep early today.and i was thinking about what yong told me this morning in my office.

I miss you yoongi.so much.....i don't know for how many more years or months or days I can pretend to be okey.to be happy.I am alive just for yong.....i don't want to live without you all my life.Plss come back.....I miss you....i love you yoongi plss come back........for the sake of our child plsss......

I was thinking all of this while staring out of the window.tears rolling down my cheeks.silently.........

Flashback "You didn't tell me how I am looking?"i asked."Alright"he said turning his hand around.(🫴🏻🫳🏻)I punched him on my shoulder a little and said"yaah you are too bad .i am not talking to you"i said leaving him behind and went towards his car.

I remembered the starting of our friendship.......Suddenly someone shook me."Momma you crying?"yong asked.I quickly wiped my tears and smiled at him."No yong.something went in my eyes and i rubbed them"i said."You sure?you know you can tell me anything"he said in his cute sleepy voice."Yeah I know it babe.let's sleep.tommorow is a big day."i said as i layed down hugging him...After sometime i decided to not think of anything and just sleep...........To be continued.

It's been more than a month.haha🙂.Work caught me up....Would I get 1k votes till this story ends?🙂I know that my story is not interesting that's why it doesn't have views and votes....Kwenchana.