Chapter 10

Jay had spent the entire day with Daron. They made jokes, watched a couple of films, ate Indian takeout, and basically had the most fun possible in a psychiatric ward. Once visiting hours were over, he was sent out of the building and took a cab back to his little flat.

As he entered it, he found Siva lied down on his couch with a bag of popcorn in one hand and a remote in the other. He took a quick glimpse at Jay and said, "Oh, hey." His eyes instantly returned to the TV.

"Oh, hey. That's all you've got to say?"

After clearing his mouth of popcorn, he sat up and asked, "What do you mean is that all you've got to say?" He mimicked Jay perfectly.

"Well, I was thinking maybe you'd like to tell me where you disappeared off to this morning, and how'd you even get back in the flat?"

"I found an extra key in one of your drawers. As for why I was gone, I went back to to my hotel suite to get my things. I stupidly left my phone here with the ringer off. Oh, and I bought breakfast, but you were already gone when I got back. I figured you were with Daron since today was the only day you'd be able to visit him."

"I'm glad that's all cleared up, but do you mind telling me why you were going through my drawers?"

"I was going to borrow your clothes until I got my stuff back."

"You know the decent thing to do would've been to - I don't know -, maybe ask to borrow my clothes first and tell me where you were going just so I wouldn't have to worry."

"I know, but you were sound asleep. You looked like a baby," Siva said while grinning.

"Oh stop trying to be cute."

Siva gave a chuckle.

"Did you get your stuff from what used to be yours and Nareesha's place?"

"Erm, no. I haven't got a storage place, and I've got a ton of stuff that I'd need to rent a truck for. I was too lazy to deal with all of that, so I thought I'd just come back here and lounge around till you returned."

"I see. So, you're setting up camp here?"

"Well, yeah... if that's okay with you, of course."

"Oh no, it's perfectly fine. I just thought you'd be a bit nervous to. The paps might pop around anytime, and they might see some suspicious behavior that you may not be prepared to share with everyone."

Siva lost Jay's gaze an pondered for a moment. "Good point," he finally replied. "The press would have a field day with that.

Let's just not do any PDA, no holding hands, no hugging, no anything."

"For how long? I can't keep us a secret forever, ya know."

"You won't have to. It'll just be for a little while. I promise."

Jay nodded uneasily. "Okay."

Siva clasped his hands together and looked down at the floor. "It would be horrible if the paps found out about my breakup with Nareesha."

"Why's that?" Jay sat down beside Siva and looked at as much of the side of his face as he could see.

"Well, for starters, the fans would be devastated."

"Really? I'd imagine them being happy 'cause they're crush is finally single," Jay giggled.

"True. There'd be so many false stories about the break up, though. And, us coming out about are relationship wouldn't help the situation at all."

Jay sighed. "That's unfortunately true as well. Do you think Nareesha will come out with the news and announce to everyone exactly what happened?"

"Of course not," Siva replied as if he were offended.

"Yeah, you're right. She's not one for vengeance, nor is she lacking in sanity.

Look, just forget that I came in here asking you anything. This is all very stressful, and I don't need to constantly bring everything up."

He placed his hand on Siva's back. "Let's enjoy the alone time we have together and forget the world outside these walls. Sound good?"

Siva turned his head to the side and met Jay's piercing blue eyes. His gaze then slowly slid down Jay's face and stopped at his bright pink lips. He then propped himself up, placing one leg under him, and leaned over Jay.

He grabbed the back of his neck and eased him down on to the arm rest. Memorizing the location of the younger lad's lips, he closed his eyes, puckered up, and went in for the kill. Jay's eyes slowly fell shut, making his lashes brush against Siva's face while his head bobbed increasingly as the kiss deepened.

So this is what it's gonna be like for now on. I can definitely get used to this, Jay thought. Even with all that happened, Siva never failed to take his breath away. This has to be true love, he concluded.

After a while they finally pulled apart with huge grins. Jay couldn't help to laugh at how dorky Siva looked in that moment.

"What?" Siva asked with a laugh.

"It's nothing." Jay rose his hand to Siva's cheek and stroked it with his thumb. "I think I'll like you staying around."

"Of course you will, I'm too awesome for you not to," he replied cockily.

"Oh shut up," Jay chuckled.

Siva leaned into him again and kissed him while smiling into it. He let his hands wander around Jay's body, letting it feel every muscular inch of him. He then slid it under his shirt and rubbed on his soft skin, feeling on his hard abs and chest. He was such a tease to Jay, but Jay was the same to him.

They loved to torture each other. It was like an endless game that neither of them could win.

Siva went for the hem of Jay's shirt with both hands and pulled his tee off. He then trailed kisses down his chest and all the way down his happy trail. Jay flinched, making Siva look up at him with mischievous eyes.

"Seev," he whined.

"We're gonna do this my way, so no complaints."

Jay rolled his eyes knowing he'd have to pay him back for this.

Siva unzipped Jay's pants and pulled it down to his knees. Jay's mound shot right up under his boxer briefs, which only made Siva happier. With only intentions of further teasing him. Siva kissed up and down the length of Jay's mound while it was still under his briefs. He then rubbed it with the pad of his thumb, making Jay's body instantly tense up.

"Seev-"

"My way or the highway."

"Ugh. I hate you right now."

"Love you, too," he said with a large smile.

Slowly, he pulled down Jay's underwear, coming into instant contact with his heavily endowed shaft. He pecked around it lightly and then poked the top with the tip of his tongue, giving it a slight lick. He watched as Jay squeezed his eyes shut and scrunched up his face. What Siva was doing to him was absolutely unbearable. He wasn't sure how long he could carry on with such torment.

Siva wrapped his hand around Jay's shaft and slid it up and down in a soothing but still teasing motion.

"Siva, I swear if you don't stop messing around, you will never touch my body again," Jay gritted through his teeth.

Siva gave a chuckle and decided to grant mercy on the curly haired cutie's sexually frustrated soul. He opened his mouth wide and took Jay's shaft in. He bobbed his head up and down repeatedly, getting faster each time.

Jay moaned as he combed his fingers through his hair and held on to a patch, hoping it would aid him in keeping his composure. Compared  to the two times they had an intercourse, Siva had greatly improved int hat area. His work was truly exceptional.

After a while, Siva lifted his head with a smirk and said, "My turn." He stood up on his knees and lowered his jeans and boxers. Jay then stood up on his knees as well and pecked Siva on his now plump lips. "After all you've put me through just now, you honestly expect me to return the favor?"

Siva furrowed in confusion, making Jay giggle. "It's not gonna happen. Next time, don't be such a tease." Jay got up and pulled his underwear and pants back up.

With his back towards Siva, he began to walk away until Siva pulled him back, knocking him back down on the sofa.

He climbed on top of Jay and removed whatever pieces of clothing they had on. "We're going to do this my way, alright? I'm not going to repeat myself again." The bass in his voice reverberated through Jay's body, making his heart palpitate in anticipation. Unclear about the cause in his shift of emotions, he figured it was Siva's sudden demeanor in taking charge.

Siva spat on his own shaft and rubbed it all around until it was slick. "Turn over," he ordered. Jay did just that, submitting his body to him. Siva hovered over and eased himself into Jay, his hands holding the sides of the younger one's hips. Without much thought or consideration, he thrust hard into Jay, causing him to screech with pain. He went harder and faster with each pounding, growing more heated by the second. Jay wasn't do anything, yet he couldn't seem to catch his breath.

Eventually it all became too much for Jay to handle. Extremely overwhelmed, he collapsed on the sofa, unable to hold himself up. He slid right off of Siva's shaft and panted. Between each breath he spoke saying, "Well you've... certainly... become... an animal... in the sack."

"I always am." Siva's voice was heavy and entrancing. "I like it rough." His words spun around Jay's head, only making him desire more than he could take at the moment.

"Why don't we switch positions?" Jay suggested. "I'll show you rough."

"Fine. Show me what you've got, McGuiness."

They switched almost immediately. Taking in one huge breath, Jay pressed into Siva and let all of hell loose into him. He showed no mercy, for, he had to prove a point, which he was was doing wonderfully.

"Yes," Siva moaned. "That's how I like it."

Jay was about to lose himself. He felt too good not to unload.

Knock, knock. Jay stopped, and they both looked to the door. Knock, knock. "Ye-yeah, I'm coming," Jay shouted. He quickly got off of Siva and rushed to put on his underwear. Siva gathered his things and hurried into the bathroom, preventing who ever it was at the door from being aware of his presence.

Hesitantly, Jay opened the front door. "Nathan? What are you doing here?"

"Gee nice to see you, too... in your boxer briefs." Nathan studied Jay's appearance. "Were you just..."

"What?"

"How do I say this without making this moment awkward. Let's try: Were you just getting it in, on, whichever you prefer?"

Jay's face went red.

"Oh shit," Nathan muttered to himself. "Siva's car is right outside. Nareesha was  telling the truth."

Jay's eyes shot up. "What do you mean by Nareesha telling the truth?"

"She told me everything. I can't believe you two." Nathan was completely disgusted, but not by what you'd assume, rather by their dishonesty, betrayal, and secrecy.

Jay's mouth hung open as he searched for a response.

"Go ahead and carry on with what you guys were doing. I'm going to walk away and pretend this never happened, so I can hate you both a little less right now."

Nathan rushed away. "Nath, wait!" Jay yelled, steeping halfway out his flat. He called out to him a few more times, but before he knew it, Nathan disappeared from his view.

With a scathing burn in his throat from his powerful shouts, he stepped back into his flat and dropped his bum on to the floor, placing his head against the door. Siva came from hiding and gave Jay a worried look.

Jay didn't even bother to look up at him. He couldn't. All he wanted to do was disappear and act as if he never even existed.

"What do we do?" Siva asked with a tremble in his voice.

"Put an end to all of this," he replied with torrid. "We can no longer be."

"Jay-"

"I can't do this. It was all a bad idea. She'll ruin us. It's all over."

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Sorry if this chapter seemed rushed, because it in fact was. I've got no clue if it's crap or not, so just get through it if you can hahaha. Btw, sorry about the wait. I'll try and make sure the next chapter goes up on Saturday.