RIGHT PERSON

Song recommendation: Memories by Conan Gray.

The sound of the door clicking close could be heard. Seungmin's hand slowly moving away from the door handle as he lean against the door of his own dorm room.. The brunette looked to his side noticing the blue head sitting with his back leaned against the leg of seungmin's bed, His head buryed between his knees which he held close to his chest.

Silence roamed around the whole dorm. The sound of the two male's loud breath could only be heard..

Jeongin kept his head down, Refusing to look up at seungmin.. Jeongin's eyes were left wide open, Tears welling up even after how many times he tried to blink them away, His heart beating rapidly against his ribs..The whole situation left the two boy's in pure pain and shock..

Seungmin furrowed his eyebrows as he stared at the blue head, His eyes also starting to tear up.. Soon the brunette male was walking closer to jeongin, His steps were heavy and fast making jeongin realise the boy was approaching him but he still kept his head hung low..

He was somewhat expecting a comforting hug or maybe even some soothing words from seungmin, like always. But he was surprised when he felt the older grabbing him by the collar of his shirt, Soon pulling the blue head up on his feet by his collar.

Jeongin still resist to look up at seungmin, Keeping his head hung down as the brunette pulled him closer to his face.

On the other hand seungmin looked angry, His eyes showed rage and pain..He himself didn't knew why he was acting this way, This wasn't the right way to handle a person who attempted suicide but the brunette couldn't think straight..

"How fucking dare you!?"

He shout at the blue head who closed his eyes shut tight. Tears left seungmin's eyes as he keep on shouting, His fingers curled up tightly across the collar's of jeongin's shirt, Keeping the blue head in place.

"How can you think of dying!? Why?? Why would you think of doing something like that because he doesn't love you back!?"

Jeongin felt himself also getting angry at hearing that last sentence.. The younger felt like his hyung was not at all understanding how much it hurts.. He felt like the brunette was seeing all of this like it's nothing.

Jeongin finally looked up, This time his face showing anger. The younger pushed the older away, Making seungmin to stumble back.. Losing his grasp around jeongin.

Seungmin stared at the boy who was breathing heavily, His breath even shaking.

"You don't understand how much this hurt, You will never understand how bad it hurts to see the person you loved the most being taken away... You don't understand how much it hurts to stand there watch and hear the person you love talking about his own love who is not you at all!"

Jeongin screamed, His eyes glowing a dark orange shade as he accidentally activated his quirk, Tears were sliding down his face just like seungmin's. The brunette couldn't help but feel his heart shatter as he realised that jeongin thinks he not at all understand him..

Jeongin bring up his own hands to wipe his tears away, His orbs going back to the normal brown one's.

"..You think this thing I have for hyunjin hyung is just a joke.."

With that said the blue head exit the room, Shutting the door close as he left. Seungmin's eyes were widen as he slowly sat down on the chair.. His head hanging down..Jeongin's words repeating inside his head like an echo.. A soft yet sad chuckle left seungmin's mouth as he whispered to himself..

"..Yeah I don't understand.. Not at all understand how it feels to have a one sided love.."

The blue head reached his own room, closing the door behind as he took a seat on his own bed. His whole body was tensed up with anger, He was not even able to think straight with that steamy and messed up head of his..

But when time passed by he started calming down, Jeongin started to realise what he just did.. He screamed at seungmin, He made the brunette cry..What if he was just worried about him.. Why did he have to scream at seungmin like that..?

"Ahhh!"

The blue head let out a groan in pure frustration, His fingers curling up around the strands of his blue hair as he pull on it, Throwing his head down as he once again started to cry.. He felt so pathetic..Cause all he could do was cry after doing all of that, After making that whole mess.. Why did he do that? why did he try to end this all?? He even had a whole responsibility to take care of the world, And he didn't even thought about that..He had people who was waiting for him, Who cared about him, who loved him. Seungmin was of one them...And now jeongin understood why seungmin acted that way..He was scared..He was scared of losing Jeongin..

The boy let his body fall back on to the mattress, The blue head had his forearm over his eyes, Lips digging on to his lower lip until it was bleeding.. Tears never stopped leaving his eyes.. These feelings..they were so overwhelming.. So hard to understand, So hard to bare.. It felt like he was letting go of his every emotions which he kept deep inside his heart after fighting through the whole messy life steps he went through..He was finally letting him rest, Letting everything out.

Like that the exhausted boy fell in to his slumber..The only way he could stop this fucking pain for a while..

The rain hitting against the glass windows could be heard, The dorm room of hyunjin and seungmin left dark.. Seungmin laid on his bed eyes staring up at the Ceiling..All alone at the dorm as hyunjin haven't reached back home yet. It was 7 in the evening now..But no sign of hyunjin, Seungmin would had called for hyunjin in worry if this happened any other day but today he himself wasn't aware of the time..Just laying there lost in many feelings and thoughts.

The sound of the door unlocking made seungmin flinch, Following behind he heard hyunjin's voice echoing as the tall figure of the male entered the room, Turning around to remove his shoes as he let his mouth ramble the words out.

"Sorry for being late! I kinda bit Felix on the arm and he bit back and that led to a whole mess so we both got punished and had to stay there longer! And why the fuck weren't you answering the call--"

Finally as hyunjin turn around he noticed how seungmin was just laying on the bed in complete darkness and silence, And it made hard for hyunjin to even see his face. The whole aura around the room felt unusual making hyunjin to furrow his eyebrows in confusion..

"Seungmin??"

Hearing no response hyunjin though the male would be sleeping but that was until he heard a slight sniff.. The long haired male wasted no time to turn on the lights at that noice.. And as the light fall over the dark room hyunjin was met with a seungmin who laid on the bed staring up at the ceiling..

Seungmin heaved a sigh as the male finally sat up looking right at hyunjin with his red puffy eyes, Tear stains still evident on his cheeks. Hyunjin's eyes widen at the sight of seungmin..

"Seungmin..Why are you crying?"

The older asked as he walked closer to the brunette. The puppy like boy just shook his head no words coming out of his mouth but as soon as he noticed Hyunjin's hands shadowing over his own arm the male quickly warned the older before he could even leave a small touch on the younger's skin.

"Don't touch me."

The hoarse voice of seungmin reached hyunjin's ears leaving the boy taken aback. Hyunjin watched the boy shuffle out of the bed soon trying to walk away but hyunjin wasn't gonna let that happen easily.. He end up grabbing seungmin's arm, Stopping the male, Worry glimmering inside his eyes as he asked.

"What's wrong--"

"I told you to don't fucking touch me!"

Seungmin snapped turning around to look at hyunjin. Hyunjin quickly withdraw his hands, But his eyes widen in shock.. Something like hurt flashed in his eyes but the worry he had for seungmin overtook it, Quickly hiding the hurt behind it.. but it was too late as seungmin noticed it and as soon as he did he felt himself getting washed over by guilt.. Oh god! Why is he getting angry at everyone? Seungmin thought to himself.

Hyunjin watched seungmin's eyes softening.

"I-I am so sorry..I don't know why I snapped like that.."

Seungmin apologized bringing a soft smile over hyunjin's thick lips. Watching that seungmin could only get more sad for screaming at hyunjin..

"But I need some time alone Hyun.."

With that said seungmin turn around once again, Grabbing a random jacket from the closet then the boy walked out of the room, Leaving a confused and concerned hyunjin behind..

Why was seungmin also acting like jeongin? What were they hiding from hyunjin?.. the male couldn't help but think..

Seungmin rushes downstairs, Meeting eyes with the women behind the official desk who was there to give people the leaving pass to leave the dorm after the time the dorm is closed.

The boy walked closer to the desk, Watching the women who smiled politely at him.

"..I need to visit the hospital."

The male lied, But the way how red his eyes and nose looked and how tired that face looked made it believable. The women didn't question further.

"Oh okay, Wait a second sir."

The women says as she types something in to the computer then asking for his name and which room he was coming from. After all of that she handed him a small piece of paper.

The male entered outside the dorm, The lightening striking at the same time as it flash over his figure, The male pulled over his hoodie as he started walking to the guard with his pass, Checking on it the guard let him leave.

Jeongin blink his eyes open, Staring at the unfocused sight of the ceiling for a while before it started getting clearer once again.. The boy rub the palms of his hands against his face, Trying to wake him up more as he slowly lift his body up from the bed. The blue head felt his head slightly hurting but he ignored it as he ruffle his long fingers through his blue hair.

"Oh you are up!"

The familiar voice of his roommate resonates from the other side of the room making the boy to look over at wooyoung, Who sat on his bed with a laptop over his lap. Wooyoung's eyebrows suddenly were knitting together making jeongin to hold a confused expression. Jeongin watched the older putting the device away before getting up from the bed and walking towards jeongin who just sat there without moving.

"..You cried again.."

The older male trailed off as he look in to the boy's puffy eyes. Realisation took over jeongin as the male quickly looked down, But only to hear wooyoung say.

"There is no need to hide it anymore..I saw it."

Jeongin clenched his eyes close before opening it again and looking up at wooyoung. The older heaved a long sigh as he took a seat beside the younger.

"..We knew eachother for a long time now, Don't we?"

The older questions and jeongin hums as he nod his head a yes.

"Then tell me.. What is happening to you jeongin, Why are you always crying yourself to sleep..You need to share your pain before it eats you whole in and make you do something stupid.."

The last sentence made jeongin to quickly shoot a glance at wooyoung making the male's eyes widen.

"Don't tell me.."

The older trailed off..

"Yeah..I kinda try to do that stupid thing.."

Jeongin says making wooyoung to fall in to complete shock.

"Seungmin hyung stopped me from it though.."

Wooyoung lower his eyes as he was speechless for a moment, The room falling silent. Jeongin kept his eyes away feeling somewhat ashamed of his own action..

"What..What made you do it?"

The blond roommate ask the blue head who stiffs at that specific question thrown at him. He had no idea how to put the words together to explain what made him do it..But watching wooyoung waiting for him to open up his heart he could not resist it so he told the older roommate everything, From how he fell in love with hyunjin to where he fought with seungmin..

The rain has calm down as jeongin also finished telling wooyoung everything. The blond male was speechless at the whole story so it was pin-drop silence for a moment before the blond spoke up.

"..You did that because hyunjin doesn't likes you back?"

"I don't know if that was the exact reason...At the moment everything I felt was so overwhelming.. Thoughts were all meshed together in my head.."

Wooyoung hums as he leans his back against the wall.

"..Do you know I also had a crush like this at someone..She was a really close friend..I- I liked her alot, It was unexplainable how much I did..But then when I decided to finally confess my feelings..I got rejected..It was not even in a nice way, She laughed down at me like and told me I can't even reach near her standards..."

Wooyoung says as he stare ahead with empty eyes.. Jeongin wonder if that girl was stupid cause wooyoung, He was one of the most handsome boy seen around their school.

"..I thought I wouldn't fall for anyone after that..Just like you I thought she was the only one who could make me feel whatever those feelings were.."

A soft smile appeared over the older's lips as he continued.

"But that was until I met him.. The boy who changed my whole life around, He was a transfer student who soon became my best friend but then I was realising I was slowly falling in love with him.. I was shocked at how I fell for someone again cause I was so sure I wouldn't.. But this time I didn't had enough courage to confess, scared that he will also make fun of me like her.. Then one day he himself said he liked me.. That was the start of how I started dating san.. And till now he never once failed to make my heart flutter, He showered me with love and care than anyone did.. And that's how I realised he was the right person."

Jeongin seemed to be also smiling at hearing the story..

"From then I put on this mindset..If a person you like failed to like you back then you consider them as the wrong one for you.. There will be a day when you will confess to a heart which beats for you too and you should consider them as the right person.. I know it's hard, It would hurt to get rejected but that doesn't mean he is the last person who will ever make you feel like this.. Here..Hyunjin isn't the right person for you..I still know its hard to just push it away by saying that but you gotta try you know.. You do have to let go of him, There is no point of chasing for a heart that is already given to someone else.. Rather than that..just let it go.. and wait for your right person."

Jeongin was somewhat touched by wooyoung's words they were pretty deep which surprised jeongin as he never expected to see this side of the blond. Wooyoung let a chuckle leave his mouth as he states.

"I know this kinda sound stupid..But I don't know that's how I think it is.."

Jeongin smiled more widely as the blue head shook his head.

"It kinda do make sense.."

"You think so?"

Wooyoung asked earning a hum from jeongin.

"..You know what give your time to heal..Take a break, maybe visit your home for a while until you feel yourself okay once again.. And you gotta talk things out to seungmin as well.."

Jeongin nods, Completely agreeing with the older. It's true all he need is just some time, Some time to heal his wounds and start a new day with a healthier heart.. He should let go of hyunjin.. Like wooyoung said he may not be the right person.

"I guess I should go talk to seungmin hyung.."

Wooyoung nods his head, Giving the boy a best of luck as he watch the blue head walking to the door to exit the room but the blond saw the younger boy stopping on his track as he watch him turn around. Jeongin looks straight at wooyoung's confused face before flashing the male a true smile, Revealing his pearly white teeth and the cute dimples of his..A sight everyone longed to see after a long gap of not seeing it.

"Thank you, hyung.."

The older roommate could only smile at that as he jokes.

"Just a "Thank you" wouldn't do, Buy me food kid!"

The younger giggles at that before nodding his head and exiting the room.

With taking a deep breath in jeongin stands right infront of hyunjin and seungmin's dorm room. The boy slowly brought his fist up, Before knocking on to the door. The boy could hear the light sounds of someone shuffling around before a click erupt from the other side of the door. Jeongin moves a little back as he watch the door fully opening now revealing the long haired male..

And jeongin somewhat not at all expected the long haired male to get the door as he was always too lazy to get the door and nagged seungmin to do it..

Seeing hyunjin after all those chaos also didn't help his heart.. He felt somewhat weird to stand infront of someone who was the reason for all the chaos he did.

"Oh! Jeongin."

Hyunjin calls out, Pretty surprised seeing jeongin finally approaching their dorm room as he was refusing to come out of his own dorm for the past one week.

Jeongin felt his throat tightening as he stared up at the long haired male.. But he still tried to push all of it away to ask.

"Is seungmin hyung not here...?"

Hyunjin presses his lips together as the boy shook his head a no, then saying.

"He went outside a while ago..And he doesn't seem very happy today.. He looked all angry and sad when I reached the dorm.."

Hyunjin says making jeongin to let out a "oh". The younger already knew the reason behind the said male's behaviour.

"I guess I will come back later then.."

The blue head trails off, Keeping his eyes away from hyunjin's which tried its best to have a look in to jeongin's. As the shorter boy was about to walk away he felt a tug over the side of his shirt.. Jeongin stops on his track as he finally looked at hyunjin, Their eyes meeting. Jeongin saw some type of glint shining inside hyunjin's eyes, The grip he had around the blue head's tightening.

"..Are you guys hiding something from me??"

Jeongin's heart skips a beat at that question, Suddenly feeling nervous.

"..Not at all..Why do you think so?"

The blue head asked turning himself around to face hyunjin, Feeling hyunjin remove his hand from the side of jeongin's shirt.

"..I don't know..I feel like we are becoming distant from eachother.. And right now..I even feel like I am being avoided.. by both of you guys.. I know you guys are keeping alot from me.. I don't really know but I feel like I am becoming a no one to you guys.."

The hurt was evident inside hyunjin's eyes as he speaks.

"And why is that?.. Did I do something wron--"

Jeongin cut him off not being able to listen to those words anymore, It hurted so bad to hear those broken words coming out of his mouth.

"No hyung, You didn't do anything wrong.. I am so sorry that we even made you feel like that..Like do you know..In my whole life if there was someone who I trusted and valued the most then it would be you, Seungmin hyung and mom.. And you saying that I am seeing you as a no one just hurts so bad.. I am sure it's the same with seungmin hyung.. We never meant to keep all of this away from you but...The situation was like that.."

Jeongin trails off, Stoping him from slipping something which hyunjin should not hear. No matter what.. he wasn't going to let the older knew that he liked him..

"What situation?"

At that question jeongin was speechless but he decided to somehow explain this without spilling the part where he loved hyunjin. The blue head looked to his left and right to see if there was anyone around but then Hyunjin spoke watching jeongin looking around like that.

"Let's go in first.."

With that said hyunjin pulled the blue head inside his dorm room, Locking the door as the both boys took their seats on seungmin's bed. Jeongin inhale a sharp breath in, fidgeting with his fingers, Heart throbbing behind his ribs.. He had no idea how he was going to explain this to hyunjin..

"Me and seungmin hyung fought earlier.."

"For what?"

Hyunjin questions as he shuffles around on the bed. Jeongin kept his eyes fixed straight on to the wall as he gulp a lump down.

"...These past days I haven't been feeling good.. Maybe the stress of school and the stress beacuse of the villains and stuffs will be the reason for it.. I was in a very bad condition, Locked up in a dark room.. And it was so hard to get out of the room.. That was the reason why I was acting like that all along.. And soon enough those feelings got the best of me.. It took control of me..And-- I-- tried to kill myself..."

At the last few words hyunjin felt his eyes widening, Shock rush through his whole body as the male stiff in his position. Even after noticing hyunjin's state jeongin just decided to continue.

"But at that same time seungmin hyung got there and saved me.."

Like that he told hyunjin the whole story. The older listened to all of it calmly and after a while jeongin presses his lips together, All finished with telling hyunjin everything... or maybe not everything... He still hid the fact that how hyunjin was somewhat the reason behind all of this.

Jeongin stared at the floor, Afraid to look up at hyunjin's face and also scared that hyunjin will also get angry at him like seungmin but no words left the older's mouth. The older just stared at the blue head with those eyes which slowly started filling up with tears.

A soft gasp left jeongin's mouth as he felt himself getting pulled in to a warm embrace. His chin was kept over hyunjin's shoulder as hyunjin buried his face in to the younger's neck, Tears slipped out of the older's eyes and soon jeongin came to know that the long haired boy was crying.

"Please never do that again... please never think of leaving us like that.. Please jeongin.. Please.."

Hyunjin chockes out in between his cry, Holding the smaller boy closer to him.. it felt like he was afraid to let go of the younger... the sudden fear of losing jeongin got the best of him. The blue head meant a lot to him and losing him would just hurt him more than anything.

Tears welled up inside Jeongin's eyes as well as he hugged the older back.

"I won't hyung.. I am sorry."

The younger apologizes as he close his eyes shut. Like that the boys sat there holding eachother until they both could calm down.

Meanwhile at this time seungmin was wandering around the random streets of Seoul, He hung his head down as he walked past the crowd of people who surrounded him. The cold air brush against him making his hood come down revealing the brunette head.

Seungmin heaved a sigh then suddenly something got his attention, He heard the voice of someone laughing making him look up and spot three boys walking together from the opposite side. They were talking and laughing with eachother, A happy friends of three and it didn't took any seconds for seungmin to be reminded of his own friend group after seeing that.. The memories of them three hanging around like this flashed through his mind..

But now it feels like it's been forever since they have hanged around like that..

The sudden thought that they might be breaking apart scared seungmin, He hated the idea of it.. He could never imagine those two becoming nothing but strangers to him.. They were his family, The two people who you could consider as home.. And losing them is like losing his own home.

Seungmin stops on his track making the people around him to share a few glances at him.

"..I need to fix this..I can't let it get any worse.."

The boy whispered under his breath before turning on his heels to get back to the dorm.

The sound of students talking filled the room. Jeongin and hyunjin was sitting at the dorm cafeteria, Eating their dinner together.

"It's been a while since I have last ate with you.. I missed it."

Hyunjin says as he chews on his food looking down at the bowl of rice before him. Hearing that jeongin felt a sudden shot of guilt passing through him, He roll his eyes to the side to see hyunjin as he spoke.

"I missed it too and I am sorry that I acted that way to both of you.. It must have hurt.."

"Alot.."

Hyunjin completes it for jeongin making the boy to only lower his eyes.

"But it's okay, Now you are slowly coming back to your real self so soon or later you will be all back to our normal and bratty jeongin!"

Hyunjin states with a wide smile across his face.

"Yah! I am not bratty!!"

"Yeah yeah sure you are not."

At that jeongin slaps across hyunjin's arm making the older to let out a dramatic scream. Jeongin laughs at this, And hyunjin felt his heart softening at hearing that familar voice of the younger's laugh.. Oh god he missed hearing it. Hyunjin smiles softly as he watches the sight of the blue head laughing.

After eating, The both boys decided to head back to their own dorm room and reaching hyunjin's room the older stopped on his track then turning around to bid his bye to jeongin.

"So I will be off to sleep, And when seungmin comes back talk to him calmly okay?"

Jeongin nods at that with a sweet smile over his face.

"Good night."

Hyunjin says as he tries to walk away but jeongin stops him by saying.

"Thank you hyung.."

The older looked at the younger in confusion at hearing that.

"For what?"

"You somewhat helped me to get back to my normal self with your lame ass jokes."

Hyunjin was somewhat shocked at hearing that as he says.

"I don't know if I should be flattered or offended at hearing that."

Jeongin just giggles at that.

"Well good night..I love you."

"Woah that's so new of you to say stuffs like that!"

Hyunjin says with a surprised voice, Jeongin just laughs at it making hyunjin to smile and then respond to the younger.

"I love you too.. Now go sleep kid you already look like a dead zombie without any sleep."

With that said hyunjin walks inside his room closing the door behind. The blue head stares at the closed door as he thinks to himself..

Its sure that hyunjin loves him but not in the way jeongin did and that just proved how hyunjin isn't the right person for jeongin..

"And I don't wanna date someone who makes that bad of a jokes..."

The younger whispers to himself as he turns around to walk away but as he walks away he thinks to himself again..

Then who must be my right person?...

"Jeongin!"

The familar voice echoed throughout the hallway making jeongin's heart to skip a beat. The blue head turns around, eyes landing on the familar brunette who rushed closer to the younger boy.

"Jeongin i--"

Before seungmin could say anything further the younger boy quickly moves forwards to hug the brunette, Seungmin felt his eyes go wide at that as he stands stiff with a Jeongin who's arms were wrapped around him. The older could feel Jeongin's beating heart against his own chest at how tight the boy hugged him.

"I am sorry hyung.."

He whisperes out surprising seungmin even more.

"I should had realised you were just scared when you yelled at me.. I am so sorry for hurting you."

Seungmin felt the ends of his lips slightly raising upwards to form a soft smile as he slowly brings his own arms to wrap it around the blue head's body.

"I am also sorry for snapping at you like that.. That should not have been the right way to treat someone who was at that state."

They broke the hug soon staring in to eachother's eyes. Jeongin didn't knew why but at that moment his heart was beating crazily but he just choose to ignore it as he smiles at the older.

"..it feels like alot happened when I was gone..?"

Seungmin says in a questioning way making jeongin to nod his head.

"But before I tell you about that.. can I ask you something else?.."

"Yeah, what is it?"

Seungmin asks feeling somewhat calm and happier at seeing how jeongin suddenly looked quite normal.

"..Can you go with me to my hometown, I wanna have a small break from everything for a while and Its okay if you don't want to come along--"

"I would love to come along."

Seungmin cuts the boy out making jeongin's face to lit up a little bit more at hearing that.

To be continued~

Yes yes I am not dead or am I?-- Well I been so busy with school and like that it was so hard to work on this so I am so sorry for making y'all wait for this long!