Boring HBU

 I woke up the next morning to a light thud on the mattress and then a scream of frustration. I lifted my head to see Jimmy looking at the ceiling, just looking angry. "Darling, what's wrong?"

"You know what I have wanted for years?"

"A cat?" I joked, which caused him to smile a bit before the angry face crept back.

"No, I always wished to touch a girl and not have her be afraid of me, or my hands. Now I find that girl and I can't even touch her to move a piece of hair from her face!" He was now screaming in rage.

 I shifted myself onto the bed next to him, and just wrapped my arms around his neck, while he cried from anger.

"I have to go love." I finally whispered, tangling my hand in his hair.

"Why, don't know how to handle your handless boyfriend?" He snapped

"No, I need to go to work, that way if the police stop by it doesn't look suspicious. Eve and Elsa told me they would watch you will I'm gone." I said, pulling my uniform on, I packed it in my bag, along with work and show clothes, incase I was called to preform.

"It's already suspicious Lecia. I don't..."

"I don't need them snooping around and finding you which then would probably cause them to haul both our asses to jail and make it so I never see you again." I yelled, "Now I have to go, Dess is picking me up at 9 from work and said she will drive me right back here to you. I'll tell ya all about my day, then listen to your day, and then maybe I will move the beds together so I can sleep next to my amazing boyfriend. Sound like a plan?"

"I love you." He whispered

"I love you more Darling."

"So how is Darling?" Maria asked during our lunch break

"I don't know, after the whole no hands think I lost interest. I broke up with him."

"Oh well I guess we both lost love."

"Dandy..."

"left me for someone else." She wiped a tear from her eye

"Probably for the best, he seemed..."

"Off." she finished my statement and for the rest of the hour was silent.

 At nine I left with a burger and fries combo in one hand, and a shake in the other, Paul's truck waiting for me. As I climbed in he said, "Dess sent me, said she had to take care of some stuff."

"Ok, just take me to the barn Paul."

"How you holding up love?"

"Well I mean work is good, much rather be with you guys..."

"I meant with everything that happened?"

"Well he is taking it hard, pain, anger, tears, I love him to death and hate seeing him like this but if I'm not strong for the two of us, then I'm scared I might lose him."

"You can do this darling." Paul said.

 After that we talked about random things until we pulled up to the lit up barn. "Oh by the way, Jimmy had Eve move in a new bed, said you looked uncomfortable sleeping sitting last night."

"Thanks." I kissed his cheek before exiting the truck, which sped off back towards the show, I pushed against the door and shouted, "I bought dinner, and a chocolate shake for ya."

"And how do I eat it with no hands?" He said frustrated

"You still got your digestive system right Darling?" I sarcastically asked

"I do. But..."

"Well then you can eat it." I said placing the food next to him as a crawled into bed, "Now what do you want first, I got you a burger, with all the fixings, fries with ketchup, and the chocolate shake with extra chocolate syrup in it."

"Lecia this is..."

"Just pick something Jimmy."

"Fine the burger."

 I held the burger in front of his face, when he wanted a fry or the shake he would ask and I would just hold it for him. After about an half hour of that he leaned back against the bed, his wrist resting on his legs, "Now was that so bad?" I asked, leaning my head on his shoulder as I munched on his left over fries.

"I guess, lot better then the soup they fed me today." He whispered into my hair.

"Well at least they fed ya right?" I laughed as I wrapped my hand around his stump, which he quickly pulled away.

"Sorry, I forgot it probably still hurts." I apologized

"No it didn't." He said

"Then what's wrong?"

 "I can't hold yours back now, We can't hold hands like we did, I can't lift you up, I can't move the chairs, I can't juggle, can't hold the mic, can't do shit."

"I don't care about that right now, and I probably never will, as long as I have you I'm happy." I lifted one of his limbs and snuggled under it, placing one hand on his sternum

"You really aren't scared of the fact I have no hands?"

"You're an idiot sometimes Darling."

"Well yea, but why this time?"

"If I wasn't scared of your hands, then why would I be scared by the absence of hands?"

"I don't know..."

"Good now shut up and go to sleep."

"I thought we were suppose to talk about our days?" He joked

"Mine was slow, work slow, how about yours?"

"Boring."

"There we talked now sleep?"

"Ok Lecia."