Chapter 35

Author's NoteHey! Please don't hate on Jimin in this fanfic, same goes for Jungkook in My Little Secret. I purposely make them super annoying and mean so that as the story progresses there is maturity growth! All the characters are in their teen years which means they're still learning :)

I feel absolutely horrible for taking so long to update, but I'll try my best!Oh and new cover. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Jimin's POV

"You asshole, I'll kill you!" I held my sore cheek as Jungkook, J-Hope and Rap Monster grabbed a hold of V who was trying to lunge me.

Doctors and nurses were frantically running in and out of the critical emergency room, there was so much blood staining their clothing. Their crisp white coats were coated in the thick red liquid.

I could feel my stomach churning as I knew what was happening inside. I looked down to the ground and buried my face in my hands. A unexplainable expression spawned on my face, all the muscles on my face twisted in agony as I couldn't stop the feelings of negativity clotting in my body.

Feelings were overflowing and I could feel my whole body shutting down.

It's my fault.

I messed up.

How did someone like Taehee fall for me?

I don't deserve her.

The scratchy feeling in my throat was getting worse, I could barely breath. I covered my mouth and tried breathing but it was like I forgot how to do the simple gesture in an instant.

Jin widened his eyes and ran over to me, "V stop! He's having a panic attack." He began patting my back and telling me to breath slowly through my nose. I grabbed my chest and puffed up and down. Flashbacks of various memories just flashing through my head never ending.

I couldn't remember, not even how long I've been in the hospital.

Clutching onto my shirt for dear life, my ears couldn't pick up any more sounds. My eyes peered up from its half lids, everything was frantic. V looked furious, Jungkook bewildered, J-Hope looked like he was on the verge of spilling out his tears for his best friend but one thing all the members were stressed. Solbi and Eunha were there as well, Solbi was just glaring daggers at me while Eunha was clutching onto her knees while silently crying.

"Jimin breathe." I continued having a hard time to breath as a voice made its way to my ears. A hand laid on my back, patting it gently.

My eyes trailed up to look at the pale male. "Yoongi hyung..." I breathed out his real name. He ruffled my hair and smacked me across the head.

"Calm down. Taehee needs you the most right now."

It was odd, I was able to breath once again as her name spilled out his mouth. I let go of my now wrinkled shirt and noticed V was also calmer than before since Rap Monster had a talk with him.

V looked at me coldly before throwing a small book at my face. I clammed my eyes shut as the book impacted on my face.

The look on V's face was so familiar, it was one I've seen since we first met. It was a mixture of cold and empty - a rather bitter and void-less look. "Read it." He spoke briefly as he sat by J-Hope as a reassurance that his sister was going to be fine and alright.

I flickered one of the pages open randomly and gaped as I recognised the neat handwriting.

xx/xx/2014Bangtan comeback day! Danger came out today. I watched the music video right when it came out and began screaming as the song went on (my neighbours nearly called the police because they thought I was being murdered), everything was really cool. When Jimin started singing, oh dear lord I nearly died from blood loss - he was just so damn hot...

I laughed silently as the goofy and dorky side of Taehee was coming out in the entry. Flipping through the pages, I realised all the pages were filled with thoughts of me and her loneliness.

As days passed I realised her entries were slowly getting happier because of our lunch plans that I had forgotten about.

xx/xx/2014Surprise visits The dork squad broke into my house, okay no I'm exaggerating. But they did manage to eat all my snacks. Jimin didn't come once again, it's alright I guess. Hanging out with friends is just as important as spending time with his girlfriend. Anyway, Taehyung managed to somehow glue my study desk on the roof (not that I have any idea how) so now I have no snacks and no place to study.

A smile began slipping off my face, I flipped the pages to the latest date that was dated today, this morning exactly.

xx/xx/2014HappinessI get that I might not be the one Jimin marries, but whoever that girl is damn lucky. He deserves to be happy along with everyone else in the world, even Hani. Being with Jimin is just enough for me, dating him is just a privilege. I know I'm not the prettiest girl in the world but Jimin calling me beautiful even once makes me feel like the happiness thing alive. There's a chance that we'll break up one day, but I know it will be him breaking up with me because I sincerely love you Jimin.

Be happy.

I hitched a breath and felt my lips quiver. I moved intently, nearly dropping the journal on the floor.

A young woman resembling Taehee came running towards us. She closely resembled Taehee except her hair was a darker shade of brown, her skin clearly paler and her figure a little more frail.

"Taehyung! Is she out yet?"

V gave the lady one look before standing up and hugging her. "She's still in surgery Mum."

That's when it happened, the door opened one last time and a doctor came out, his coat stained from head to toe. The look on his face was full of relief and a clipboard was present in his hand.

"Mrs Kim?" V's mum jogged up to the doctor with V. "Yes? Is my daughter alright?"

"She made it through surgery. She miraculously only broke her arm but she still lost a lot of blood and had blood force trauma. However she is expected to make a fully recovery but she may have temporary amnesia depending on the situation. Let us just hope for the best. She'll be awake in a few hours or so, you are allowed to see her, just keep the noise down to a minimum."

The tension was lifted from our shoulders and now all that remained was a heavy Boulder weighing down that carried the consequence of being forgotten by Taehee.

Amnesia, this is getting cliche as hell. I know Taehee's a Song Joong Ki and K-Drama fanatic but please don't make my life in to a K-Drama. It's hard enough being an idol and senior high school student.

The next few hours were lighter than before, we all sat in Taehee's room waiting for her to wake up. She was wrapped in bandages and a cast was on her left arm.

We made small conversations with each other and V's mum was actually really positive despite her daughter being run over by a car earlier today. The sun had set a while ago and we had called our manager who reluctantly agreed in telling PD-nim to cancel the rest of our schedules.

The journal was still in my lap as I held Taehee's hand. I drew circles on her hand and kissed her fingers delicately. I just kept waiting for the moment her eyes would flutter open.

"Are you perhaps Tae's boyfriend?" I looked up at the twin's mother and widened my eyes as I recognised the situation.

This was not how I wanted to meet her mother.

"Yes I am dating your daughter Mrs Kim. I apologise for meeting under these circumstances, this is all my fault." I bowed but didn't let go of Taehee's hand. "I'm willing to help in anyway I can."

"Jimin you can raise your head." A hand pat my head, ruffling my strands of brown hair, "I know you didn't mean for this to happen and I'm sure Tae would feel the same way; I know you're a good boy, of course you didn't mean for any of this to happen. Oh and I would prefer if you refer to me as Park Dasom."

A few more words were passed by with us before it was decided that everyone should go home. Ms Park went back to Taehee's house and V thought it would be best if he stayed back with Taehee to see if anything happened. He barely spoke to me and politely bud me farewell.

I wanted to stay back by thought it would be best to just head back.

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I opened the journal again, the dim light lightened up the room.

Rereading the same entries that I've already read twice. I was beginning to doze off and the book slipped from my fingers, falling to the side and opening up to the back of the journal. My eyebrows furrowed in curiosity as a small message was written in the back.

xx/xx/2014 LiesI lied, I don't want Jimin to be with anyone else. For once in my life I want to be selfish and say I don't want Jimin to end up with Jinae. She's been bullying me ever since Taetae went back to his group promotions. I don't hate her, I just don't like her as well. I lied to everyone by saying I'm alright but I'm not. The feeling of jealousy is so ugly, these feelings are hurting. Make them stop.

I bit my lower and once again, read the small block of writing. Sighing, I put down the journal and on cue, my phone began ringing. I couldn't be bothered checking the caller ID and took the chance of taking to some crazy stalker.

"OI GET DOWN HERE SHE'S AWAKE." V's voice rang through my ear louder then anything. He hung up on me and I ran to get my coat.

Waking up everyone else, we all got into a car and drove down to the hospital. Somehow Solbi had come at the same time as us and explained Taehyung had called her as well as Eunha who was currently on a train to Busan for some reason. A nurse looked bewildered at the buzz are sight of 6 males and a female running into a hospital at the dead of night.

"Can we go to Kim Taehee's room? We're family." We weren't technically family but the nurse decided to just let us off or I like to presume she was too tired to even realise we weren't a blood family.

We headed up to the room and instantly bursted in to the room. There sat V and Mrs Park with the girl laying in the bed with her eyes open.

J-Hope ran up to her first only to stop with a single question that shattered everything and cut the strings that connected us together.

"Who are you?"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Author's Note

Yes this is going to get cliche, Taehee's going to have a personality change so be prepared for that. Say goodbye to sweet, innocent Taehee who can be badass once in a while.