Chapter 34

Author's Note Updates are going to be a little shaky for a while. I'm a little busy with assignments and stuff. Plus I've decided to go edit ALL my books so that's going to be a pain in the ass but I cringe at every grammar mistake I've made.

Another thing. Wattpad you suck, all my new chapters and shit were deleted. So this is basically a rewriting. To make it worse, my friend thought it would be funny to delete all  the story lines for my books, so now I have to start from scratch.

So I'm going to be semi hiatus for a while.

This whole chapter is rushed but I swear when I'm no longer on semi hiatus, I'll make it up to you guys! Plus I can't wait to finish this shitty as fanfic.

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Taehee's POV

"What are you so giggly about?" Solbi snapped with a scowl on her face.

She was somewhat annoyed with my mood today, giggly and small dreamy smiles. Solbi complained more than once about this annoying, fluffy aura that seemed to be following me around today.

Her sour mood had no affect on me and I still kept my mood up.

Despite her usual bubbly personality, she was feeling bitter. Her boyfriend had canceled yet another date of theirs at the last minute. So while I was happier than ever, she would pretty much loathe over everyone's happiness.

I squealed into my hands and lightly waved my body side to side, concealing my happiness was hard.

You can't just turn it off like a switch.

"I'm sorry Solbi, I'm in just a really good mood." I blushed and tilted my head to the side with a smile still lingering on my lips. "Oppa asked me to go on a lunch date with him, it'll be our first date since he left."

It's been a little over a month since I last saw him and everyone else. Jimin and I continued our 'daily' texting; we didn't call much, perhaps only once or twice.

Jungkook and Hoseok stayed faithful to texting me at least 4 times a day and at least 2 calls a week. I didn't blame Jimin for not texting me as often, he was a workaholic; sometimes he read my messages but didn't respond. Taehyung on the other hand spammed my phone with unusual and strange messages, complaining about how work sucked for him.

The rest of the members contacted me per usual; Seokjin sharing recipes, Namjoon asking about fixing broken objects and Yoongi, well simply being Yoongi and ranting on about how he just wants to lie down in bed and never getting back up.

Solbi looked blankly at me, her lips formed a thin line. "Good for you." She slammed her head on her desk without hesitation.

"All happy couples should just die." She muttered lowly in a dark voice.

I ignored her death plea and continued smiling.

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When I got home, I threw myself on the couch straightaway, not even taking off my shoes in the process. I turned on the television and inkigayo was on, thank god i was still early for BTS' performance.

I smiled into my pillow as I dug my face closer into it. Honey was no where to be seen and I automatically presumed she was taking a nap.

Kim Yoojin came on stage along with SHINee's Minho and, IU. I giggled to myself as I imagined Jungkook gawking at IU, he's such a fanboy for her and G Dragon. But then again nearly everyone I know is crazy about  Big Bang.

And they're the ones judging me for my obsessions with actors, I can't help but think they're hot guys who God dipped in liquid perfection.

The strong loud beat of the song snapped me out of my trance and I grinned widely as Danger began playing. When Jimin's part came on I was practically on the floor, soundlessly squealing into my pillow.

All the boys looked amazing, except Taehyung's Dora haircut. My poor brother accidentally cut his hair which resulted in him having to put a bowl on his head and cutting around it.

The choreography was great, Namjoon and Seokjin looked a little awkward but were amazing as ever.

Sadly the song ended in no time and this resumed my daily routine. Homework, dinner, shower and then time to sleep.

I flipped the small brown journal or diary open and began writing today's entry. Containing my excitement for the lunch date was an understatement.

Concealing my excitement to me was not screaming from the rooftops and knocking on doors showing strangers my boyfriend. All I was doing now was simply grinning creepily all the time.

I threw my diary perfectly on my desk and tucked myself into bed. I snuggled in to my blankets and quietly slept.

The next morning, I stretched out my limps and slid out of bed. I crawled over to my bathroom and got ready, brushing my teeth and showering. I applied light makeup on my face. Concealer, foundation, a bit of eyeliner and a lightly tinted pink blush.

I went to my closet and thanked Taehyung mentally when I remembered Taehyung organised my clothing into outfits that would match me.

Thinking about the occasion, a simple lunch date to catch up, I picked out a simple cute outfit.

It's sad to think that my own brother has better fashion sense than me. I spun around in my outfit, twirling the skirt in the wind. I nodded curtly to myself and picked out a pair of comfortable shoes. I styled my hair simply by doing light curls on the tips.

I wrote in my journal or diary if you may, quickly. A short but detailed entry. I threw it back onto my bed after feeling satisfied with that I had written.

Taking my phone, I dialled Jimin's number.

"The number you have dialled is currently unavailable. Please -"

I furrowed my eyebrows and frowned. Again, he didn't pick up, like every other time I've tried calling. And once again I told myself the exact same words as last time.

He's just busy.

Jimin's POV

I hummed a tune and twirled my keys around my finger. Jin came in the doorway and watched as I popped on my shoes.

"Jimin where are you going?"

I turned my head around and faced him, "Jinae wants to go to lunch so we're meeting up right now." I answered as I picked up my bag, "I'll be back before dark."

Jin sighed, "you should be hanging out with your girlfriend today." He scolded. Something in my mind clicked, hearing him mention Taehee but I couldn't figure out what I was forgetting so I shrugged it off.

"She's probably busy with Solbi." I argued, ready to run out the door, "oh would you look at the time I'm going to be late."

Taehee's POV

I stood by the crossing road, it was a busy day. Hundreds of dozens of cars were everywhere and it was difficult enough trying to walk through the streets.

I sighed and tried calling Jimin again.

The phone rung a few times and just as I was about to turn off my phone, a miracle happened.

"Hey Taehee what's up?"

My eyes widened and I nearly cried from hearing his voice again. I covered my mouth with my hands to prevent me from squealing in public.

"Oppa are you at the restaurant already? I'm heading there right now."

"Restaurant...?"

My eyebrows were furrowed, what was going on right now?

The light for the crossing road turned green and I began walking through the road.

That's when I heard the high pitched voice in the background. I instantly recognised it as soon as I heard it ringing through my ears.

"Jimin do you want to come over to my place again? I might even give you another kiss."

I stopped walking and all sounds turned white. My breathing slowed, almost to the point of stopping. My legs didn't move nor did any other part of my body continue working never less moving.

"Miss look out!"

I snapped my head on to the side and saw the bright flash. When I shut my eyes I was on the floor, a pool of red liquid surrounding me as I felt numb. Sounds were muffled and I could barely see my surroundings properly other than the red liquid.

My eyes could barely stay open, various memories of my childhood flashing right in front of my eyes.

I opened my mouth to speak but no words came out.

So I mouthed them instead.

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"Please don't leave me again."