Chapter forteen

Izzy's POV:

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I take a step back and lean against the metal rails of the side stage area as people shuffle around me, doing their jobs.

Billie and Finn are about to walk off stage and I know she will be wanting some space and time to gain her breath back.

Maggie explained to me that she also likes to go to the green room by herself to soak up the nights memories and relax a bit before people bombard her, which is completely fair enough, I would be the same way.

It's crazy to think I actually knew that already, well I guess I couldn't be 100% sure but it didn't shock me when Maggie told me, and the reason being is Billie and I used to talk about it.

When we made out in her treehouse a few times, we would watch the stars together, laying on our backs with our hands interwoven because we didn't want our time together to end yet.

We would talk about our future and voice all our far fetched dreams. Bil would tell me she either wanted to be a dancer or singer.

I said that she would be an artist in whichever craft she would choose. I told her I was going to bury myself in school work and be a Doctor. She laughed and told me that it was too much time I would have to study and not be giving my attention to her, needy ass. I explained the corny idea that she could help me study for anatomy and gave her a wink signalling my dirty little mind, which caused her to laugh wholeheartedly again and kiss me.

Whilst laying there we would imagine what it would be like to live out our dreams and that's when she told me if she was to become a singer and perform, how she wouldn't want people talking to her after having spent hours singing and entertaining her fans.

Of course, Billie being as humble as she is, told me she wouldn't go on tour let alone sell out arenas, but I would reassure her and tell her I believed she could do anything and kill it.

I am so glad I may finally have a chance to be apart of her world again.

I stand back noticing everything around me, still in complete shock that this is my life. If you told me this time last week I would be at a Billie Eilish concert I would have laughed in your face and assumed that it would be because a friend couldn't go and had a spare tickets; to which I would have politely declined only to be told there was no choice, I am a push over like that.

I would've ended up telling them I was sick the day of, and more likely than not, cried myself to sleep knowing how close she was to me.

Now, not only was I the one standing with her family side stage but we have also kissed and solidified our love by the three little words.

My mind is still trying to comprehend if I am actually living or died and this is heaven.

Smiling like a fool, I am pulled from my demanding thoughts and memories as I notice Finn giving Claudia a kiss, they are so sweet.

They walk past me about to go down the stairs as he outstretches his arm and fist bumps me.

"Awesome show" I say to him.

"Thanks Iz, glad you're finally here, we will chat later I think someone else wants your time" he walks away with his girlfriend as I turn to see Bil and Maggie.

She was taking her inhaler and sipping on water, but her eyes were burning into mine. The older brunette walked past us after telling her daughter how well she did and taking back the water and inhaler, leaving us alone.

Billie walked over to where I was leaning on the rail, my elbows on the metal bars.

"You are amazing" I told her, not moving an inch as the smile stayed plastered on my face.

She grinned and stepped impossibly closer to me so our fronts were touching, I could feel the heat radiating from her as the sweat was glistening on her forehead. Her fingertips took hold of my petite frame and our chests now touching too.

"You're here, finally" she spoke, like she was trying to tell her brain this is real.

"I always wondered what it would look like being able to come off stage and having you waiting for me" her eyes trained to mine.

I moved my arms from the rails and put them around her neck.

I joined our lips kissing her softly and slowly, taking in this moment. We melted into each other touch, as it deepened.

Slightly breathless we pulled apart allowing the air to fill our lungs again.

"I love you" I said, tears forming in my eyes.

She kissed me sweetly and ran her hands up and down my sides.

"I love you too babygirl" she replied as I blinked away my tears.

"Is this real life?" I question out loud but more to myself causing a giggle to release from Billie.

"I've been thinking the same thing for the last couple of days" she says taking my hand in hers.

"Let's get outta here" I nod at her words allowing myself to be pulled wherever she is taking us.

We walk down the halls of back stage and notice a few people in the room we were in before the show started.

Everyone chatting with each other, having a drink or eating. I thought we were going to her room but apparently not.

I go to remove my hand from Billie's, not knowing if she wants people to know about us, however this only causes her to squeeze it tighter. I smile at the gesture and get butterflies.

We walk over to her mom and dad. I haven't seen him yet but as soon as his eyes land on mine they soften tremendously.

"Izzy" Patrick says excitedly, his arms outstretched ready to engulf me in a hug.

I try to remove my hand from Billie's which takes some effort and even a look over her way before she allows my hand back.

Her dad hugs me tightly and pulls back doing the same as Maggie, checking me over to make sure I'm okay.

It warms my heart.

"We have missed you, I'm sorry I didn't see you before the show I had to make sure everything was going smoothly" he says.

"That's okay, we are here now" I reply smiling.

We all stand around talking for a little while longer, by this point Billie and I had migrated back together, we were holding hands and her head was resting on my shoulder.

"You tired baby?" I whisper to her, gently pushing the hair off her face as she nods.

Maggie notices the gesture and smiles at us. I think she also notices that Billie needs rest.

"We still have some things to take care of here, but do you girls want to go back to the hotel, you can take the car back and then the driver can come back and get us" she says making the green haired girl perk up.

"Fuck yeah" she replies.

"I'll just quickly go get changed" Maggie says a quick okay and we walk to Billie's private room.

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After about 45 minutes we find ourselves opening the large door to her hotel room.

"Fuck, this is nice" I say walking around and taking in the room.

It was a suite, with a seperate bedroom, huge bathroom and a tub overlooking New York skyline. There was a dining room, living area and a full kitchen too. It was breathtaking to be honest.

"Yeah it is" she says putting her things on the dining table.

"Is it just you in here" I ask wondering how it works.

"Yep, everyone knows how I get on tour and give me my own space" she shrugs like it's nothing but I know there is a hidden sadness there.

I walk over to the other girl, not liking the distance between us. Without any other words our hands are on each other and are mouths are attached.

I melt into her touch as our tongues fighting for dominance, which I allow Billie to take. She pulls away looking into my eyes.

"Tell me if this is too much too soon, but after each show I have a bath drawn for me and well" she takes my hand and pulls me into the bathroom.

The lights are off and all I can see is a large circle bath with candles lit, creating a calming area.

It's beautiful, and very romantic, which I am sure Billie wasn't meaning it to be as it is usually only for her, but it was giving me some serious tingles.

*smut warning*

I decide to be bold and remove my clothes slowly, with each slow movement I am silently allowing Billie to stop me if she wanted too, however her eyes fill with lust and her bottom lip is drawn between her teeth.

I remove everything leaving me in a black matching lace set. I feel a little self conscious knowing she hasn't seen me nearly naked in years. I wrap my arms around my waist protectively.

Billie notices my hesitation now and comes up to me pushing me against the sink gently.

"You are so damn fine" she whispers to me.

Her lips are on my neck and nipping at the bruises she left earlier. I release a moan at the contact and start to take her clothes off.

My hands reach the hem of her shirt and slightly tug on it as I can't get words out.

She steps back momentarily and pulls the shirt off her head and removes her grey sweats. Making us both only have our bra and panties on.

We start kissing again as I feel my core heat up with desire. I moan at the thought of her touching me, I haven't felt this in a long time. Usually it's me touching myself at the thought of her and then tears cascade down my face afterward.

This is all new to me.

"Bil" I plead needing more

"Hmm" she hums lips now on my boobs, as her hand reaches around my back and undoes my bra allowing it to fall between us and on to the tile floor.

I throw my head back as her tongue swirls around my nipple.

"Ugh more baby" I pant out. I decide to take control and flip our positions so she is now leaning against the sink.

"I think we have waited long enough" I tell her in a low seductive tone making her shiver.

I give her one look asking for permission and she nods frantically confirming.

In a swift motion, I take her bra off, her boobs bouncing into their natural place.

My tongue slides down her body starting at her neck and drawing a line down her left breast, circling her nipple once, then continuing down her stomach reaching the top of her thong.

I hook my fingers into both sides of her panties, now face hovering over her heat as I look up keeping eye contact watching her as I slowly remove them.

Billie steps out and I throw them to the side. I tap the inside of her thigh telling her to open wider. She does as she is told and I grip her outer thighs squeezing making her moan impatiently.

I put my thumb and index finger over her lips and pull them apart, watching the wetness drip down her pussy. I take a long slow lick gathering her juices on my tongue.

We moan in unison.

That's it, I can't take it anymore. I move up to her mouth kissing her and transferring some of her taste to her own tongue. She quickly removes my underwear so we are both now completely naked.

I wrap my arms around her waist picking her up as she wraps her legs around my torso, I can feel her wetness on my stomach. I step into the warm water and place her on the wide ledge of the tub. I lean past her moving the candles she we don't hit them.

I sit in the water and open her legs wide and waste no time going back to what I started.

Her hand tangles through my hair as I take long licks through her wet folds. My tongue finding a rhythm of flicking her clit and moving inside of her deeply.

It's not long before she is screaming my name and tightening her walls.

I suck two fingers and enter her slowly, she gasps at the extra friction as I move my fingers in and out.

"Fuck fucking shit, right there" Billie starts to pant uncontrollably.

"Ugh babyyy I'm gonna cum" she drawls out baby.

Fuck, me too I think. Just listening to her makes me think I could cum from hearing her voice.

Her head is thrown back and eyes closed tightly as her mouth hangs open. Her legs start to shake and walls clench around my fingers.

Honestly if i touched myself right now, I'd be over the edge too.

"Izzy" she pants.

"Get up" I look at her, my fingers still inside her and tongue on her clit.

"What" I say, clearly confused.

I'm not sure if she has came yet to her fullest extent, but I follow instructions and stand from the water.

She puts her hands around my ass and pulls me in, removing any bubbles on my stomach and legs, attaching her lips to my pelvis kissing me.

"Hold on" she positions herself further onto the large ledge and turns me around.

I giggle finally knowing what she wants. I straddle her backwards as I move back down to where she needs me most and I hear a popping sound and look between legs as she puts her fingers inside of me, I lean back relishing in the feeling of being full.

"Fuckkkk" I moan and push myself further back closer to her face.

"More baby" I breathe out

"Put your tongue back in me then" she replies and I giggle again at her being inpatient.

I miss her taste though so quickly attach my tongue and feel her do the same at the exact moment I did to her.

We match our actions, her tongue inside me as mine in her, we suck and bite each other's clit at the same time and then put fingers where they need to be too. Our pace the same and we get close.

Miracles do happen, we end up letting a string of curse words drawl out as as both explode and hit our orgasms together.

I want to collapse but I hold myself up. I move off her Billie and pick her up as I am sure she is more tired than I am.

We finally sit completely emerged in the warm water. She has her legs wrapped around my waist as I cradle her close to my chest and kiss her forehead.

"I love you" I tell her sweetly. She pulls her head back and kisses me deeply.

"I am so in love with you Isabelle" she makes my heart skip a beat.

She makes me feel loved and safe.

"I can't believe we are here in this moment together" I gently coo.

We end up making out for way longer than intended. Billie now has her back against my front and is playing with my fingers, as we watch the view and life carry on outside these windows.

We have filled the bath so the water is hot again.

"Baby" I start, she hums a response.

"You did it, you actually sold out MSG" I say

I feel tears touch my arm as she leans her head down and wipes them on me.

"Izzy?" She says in a questioning tone.

"Yes my love?"

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A/N:

What's Bil going to ask Izzy?

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