XV

I sniffled and looked through my Polaroid pictures I had in my hands. It's pictures of Hana and I when we were together.

On Winter Break.

I'll never forget it, for it was the best break in my whole life.

I suddenly came across a picture of us kissing, it made me smile and remember that moment.

God Hana why do I still love you

You're not worth it anymore yet here I am, crying over you.

I'm such a lil' bitch. I need to stop.

I put them in my drawer then went out to the front porch. Taehyung was there sitting by the steps drinking a beer.

He noticed me, "Want one?"

I grasped the beer bottle from him and popped it open. Then sat next to him and sipped.

He sighed, "This break went by too fast." He said.

"Are you crazy? It was a month break. I had enough rest." I said and sipped.

"Mm. Guess you're right but still..I can't wait until senior year. It's so close yet so far...funny how it's like, just yesterday was our first day of college."

I smiled, "Yeah...we were so innocent."

"Totally innocent." He sipped.

I still am! Taehyung however..

"What do you think Yoongi and them have prepared for us when we get back?" He asked.

"Well...from what Jimin has texted me, they are preparing songs. And choreography with the help of Hoseok."

"Dancing is involved in this shit?" He shook his head, "Unbelievable. All over a dumb bitch."

I chuckled, "A cute one."

He giggled, "I always thought she wasn't all that, but she ight."

I shrugged and sipped.

"You know...Hoseok kinda isn't over her either. He told me it sickened him seeing her with Jackson." He said.

"Jinjja?"

"Yep! You guys need to step ya game up. What's so special about her? She played you guys." He took a big sip.

The Hana I knew was sweet and down to earth. Her presence alone was enough for you to feel loved and welcomed. She had a lot of potential and cared a lot. Then suddenly she was a whole new different person.

It's like I never knew her...

"Oh that reminds me, Yoongi said to have a song prepared for him." He chuckled.

"Excuse me?" I snapped.

"He said it needs to be dark. And mean, like a diss almost."

What the hell?

"But..my songs are-"

"I know I know. Lovey dovey. But seriously, I've read your work. Some songs have cold lyrics." He said.

"I don't know, I personally have nothing against Got7 fraternity."

He chuckled sarcastically, "Don't make me shit. You know you're mad about Hana and Jackson."

"No.." I lied.

"Mhmmm~ keep being in denial."

He's so annoying. I took a big gulp from my beer.

"Yoongi said he wants our performance to stand out, so he wants to perform 3 songs, I think it'll be epic." He said.

"Then why not just be ourselves? We don't need to diss anybody."

He smacked me.

!!

"Where's the fun in that?" He asked.

"Uhm, " I slapped him back, "Excuse you."

He shrugged, "We're beating Got7 and that's final."

"I'm not in this, I'm only helping making songs and that's it! I ain't performing, I'll supervise instead."

He chuckled, "You're so boring."

"In case you forgot, I can't dance."

"You could at least try. We'll look cool."

"You guys. Not me."

He rolled his eyes, "Whatever. Let's see what Yoongi is going to say. After all, he is our leader." He grinned.

Whatever ㄱ.ㄱ

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-Back in School-

"I'M WHAT?!" I exclaimed

Yoongi: You're going to perform with us.

Namjoon: Hey. I hate it just as much.

Taehyung: Same.

"I CAN'T DANCE!" I screeched.

Jungkook: Learn.

Jimin: I'll teach you. *winks*

I glared at Yoongi, "Dude seriously!"

Yoongi: You can't let us take all the credit.

"Take it! I don't care."

Hoseok shows up and caught up with the discussion.

Hoseok: You can do it. The choreography isn't that hard.

I sighed frustratingly, "Just kill me now."

Taehyung: Lighten up Jin, the whole school will be there. This is your shot to impress em and let em know that you're not just the nerd in this fraternity.

"Oh why thank you Tae." I frowned, "Thank you very much."

Taehyung: You're welcome ^-^!

I rolled my eyes.

Jungkook: Your parents will be here too bro.

"So?" I shrugged.

Hoseok: Show up at the park tomorrow morning and we'll get started.

"No. Forget it." I crossed my arms.

Yoongi: Ok you know what? You're going to sing AND perform with us. That's final. No final acceptions, this conversation is over.

He growled and walked away, Namjoon and Hoseok followed.

"Yoongi!" I called.

Taehyung: Damn Jin what the hell? Why are you so scared?

"Did you forget?! I am not good with big crowds."

Jimin: Hey you won't be alone up there.

Jungkook: You have us. *smiles*

"Aigoo...you guys are evil!"

They laughed.

Jimin: You'll get over it ;)

Jungkook: Face your fears hyung!

Taehyung: Don't worry man, you'll be juuuuust fine. (:

Gee. I hope so ㅜ.ㅜ

-@ The Library-

Finally some peace and quiet, also alone time. Maybe I can clear my mind from what's bound to happen soon.

Living in a fraternity house is sometimes annoying. There's no privacy whatsoever and everyone is always loud and obnoxious.

Especially when parties are thrown.

On top of that, the house is a huge mess, none of the guys care to clean. It's always me but I gave up. They always reck shit anyways.

Happily, I took out my lyric book and continued writing the last few lyrics of my song.

Due to what happened to me, it wasn't hard to pour out my feelings.

Yoongi wanted a new song so I'm giving him a sad break up song almost. I hope he likes it.

"Jin."

Omg.

Slowly I looked up and locked eyes with Hana.

"Hi." I said softly.

She smiles, "Mind if I sit with you?"

The guys would tell me to runaway or avoid her, but I don't feel like doing that. I kindly smiled back and assured her.

She gladly sat next to me and scooted closer to me. "What ya working on?" She asked looking over my shoulder.

"Nothing.." I closed my book.

"Oh come on Jin, let me see." She pleaded.

I moved my book away, "No Hana..its nothing really- ya!"

Hana snatched my book and read what I had just written.

Her smile slowly faded as she continued to read, afterwards she stopped and looked at me.

She looks so regretful, with sorrow even, I felt a pain in my chest.

"I said I was sorry.." she whispered.

I remained calm.

"Jin I loved you...I truly did."

Her words don't mean anything, they're nothing but lies. As much as I want to believe her and take her back, I can't.

1. I hate her.

And 2. I can possibly get kicked out of the fraternity I worked long and hard for.

I got up from my seat, "I'm sorry Hana, I have to go now. Excuse me."

"Jin please!" She followed behind.

Just don't look back.

She hugged me from behind right before I could leave the library.

"I'm sorry.." she whispered.

Hana...

She sniffled, "I love you.."

No you don't..

Jackson: Babe.

Hana immediately released me, both her and I faced Jackson.

Hana: *wipes her tears* Baby..hey.

Jackson: I told you to wait for me.

I glared at her.

Hana: And I was! ^-^

She goes from sad to happy in seconds. Makes me not want to believe any of her bullshit sob stories.

Jackson walked over to her and kissed her ever so passionately.

It made my pain grow stronger.

I rolled my eyes and proceeded to exit

Jackson: I can't wait to see what your fraternity got in store for us, Jin. *smirks*

I stopped and slowly turned my head to face him, he had that devious smirk on his face.

I scoffed, "You're in for a real treat."

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As days went by, Jin had undergone training and very hard practices.

Hoseoks choreography was way too difficult for most of the members. Aside from Jungkook and Jimin.

Jin just couldn't get the steps right, he had the lyrics, but his feet weren't cooperating.

Yoongi had decided on performing, No More Dream, Danger and Cypher PT. 3: Killer, a special diss he and Namjoon had prepared, along with Hoseok.

However, Yoongi noticed the choreography was too hard. But Hoseok gave them hope and uplifted their worries. He took it step by step and eventually, they learned the moves. Even Jin.

To top everything off, Yoongi had prepared a special surprise, for Jin. Yoongi read the song Jin had prepared, and he thought, why not let Jin perform it on his own?

Of course Jin wouldn't be up for it AT ALL, and that's why Yoongi is going to surprise him.

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Yoongi: Ok. Got7 is performing their gay song, Girls Girls Girls.

Jungkook: Hey! I'm still cool with Youngjae -.- it isn't bad. It's actually amazing!

Jimin: *slaps his boyfriend* This is a competition!

Jungkook: *slaps him back* don't hit me.

Jimin: *consoles his boyfriend* I'm sorry baby. *kisses his cheek*

I giggled as I let the stylist finish fixing me up.

I look so cool, so bad ass~

Taehyung: You ready?

I gasped loudly, "WHAT UP WITH YOUR HAIR?!"

BTS: WHOOAAA!

Taehyung: Orange is so my color~

Jimin: Looks good.

Namjoon: Hey this isn't a fashion show.

Taehyung: Then explain those fake tattoos you got.

Namjoon: *rolls his eyes*

Hoseok: Ok guys! It's almost Showtime ^-^! You guys got your mics?

Everyone: De.

Hoseok: Good. All hands together.

We each formed a small circle and held hands.

Yoongi: Alright, although I never expected this to happen, it's happening.

Jungkook: Is our leader nervous O.o?

"I guess so. Heh."

Yoongi: I'm a little nervous yes oh but I'm soooo ready. We are bulletproof and we aren't going to let those fags get the best of us. Ight?!

BTS: YEAH!

Namjoon: Can I get a little bit of hope?

BTS: YEAH!

"Can I go home?" I asked.

BTS: NO!

I scoffed.

Yoongi: Ight. We're ready.

Everyone scattered to get last minute touches. Meanwhile I went ahead and took a glimpse of Got7's performance.

Got7: Girls Girls Girls- they love me~

The girls seem to be loving the song, they're screaming and cheering for the fellas. Some are even crying, are ya kidding me?

Taehyung: Wait till we go up. We'll have them praising us. *smirks*

I smirked.

Got7 performed a song called A and another one called Stop Stop it, which set many girls on fire.

Over all, I had to contain myself, I was getting more nervous by the second. I had no idea how everything was going to turn out, thankfully I won't be doing this alone.

Got7 finished and headed backstage where my fraternity was waiting to perform next.

JB: Enjoyed the show babies?

Jimin: We sure did! *said in sarcasm*

Yoongi: Sit back and let the pros show you how it's done.

Jr: Pros or fools? Which is it?

Got7 laughed.

-_- they're real jerks.

Namjoon: Listen carefully to our last song, you might need some tissues. *winks*

Jackson: You don't scare me, nor do we feel threatened. Just stick to the showbiz. Ight?

Yoongi: Hm. Whatever.

Yoongi lead the way.

The minute we stepped out to the stage, it was dark. So dark I couldn't see anything!

"Guys where are you- whoa!" I yelped.

Someone had grabbed me and put me in my position.

"What the-"

-screaming-

!!

Lights, camera, action!

I was blinded by the bright light and the screaming was deafening. It's almost like we're real celebrities.

No More Dream played, and I had to get myself mentally and physically prepared.

As soon as Namjoon started, that's when it felt real to me. All of us went along and danced the choreography we had prepared for weeks.

I said my lines and everyone said theirs, I kinda messed up but I had to look fierce.

But deep inside I was screaming like a little girl.

Hoseok, Yoongi and Jungkook stood out more, they were very into it. I tried my best to do so too.

Taehyung had alllll the girls screaming, especially JIMIN.

The minute he lifted his shirt set the crowd to go wild. Girls cried, fainted, screamed. It was all too overwhelming.

Next song was Danger, we had to change outfits in 3 minutes. Shockingly we all did in a matter of time, I was stunned.

During the time we performed Danger, we were alll very into it. Most likely because we personally dedicated it to Hana. The bitch that was in the crowd not cheering for us. She was clinged on to Jackson.

I hate her so much because I still love her, as bad as that sounds. I can't help but admit it.

But overall the crowd went wild for us. More than they did for GOT7.

At last, the last song. Cypher PT. 3: Killer. I got off stage, the only ones who remained was Hoseok, Namjoon and Yoongi. They were the rapper line anyways, so what'd be the point for the rest of us to stay there?

I watched them and smiled, they performed so fiercely and passionately too. The song came out very strong and powerful. I liked it just as much as the crowd did.

The rest of the group watched in amazement with me and cheered for our elders!

However, Got7 looked pissed ^3^

The song was over and they were drenched in sweat.

Yoongi: I HAD SO MUCH FUNNN.

Hoseok: Damn I think I hurt myself, but guys that was amazing!

Namjoon: I just loved the excitement. I don't even care if we win.

Yoongi: Hey -_-, this is still a competition.

Jungkook: Are we the only fraternities participating?

"Yep, now we wait until the judges decide who wins."

Taehyung: WE HAVE TO WIN!

Jimin: I WANT TO WIN!

I giggled at their childish acts.

The host stepped out to the stage, our fraternity stood on one side, in an orderly fashion line, and Got7 on the other side.

Host: Wow those two fraternities really are passionate about pride and glory. Job well done fellas..now. the winner is....

Fingers crossed.

Host: GOT7!

\ (' ･ Д ･ ) 」 OMG.

Got7 cheered in glory as they were rewarded with silver medals.

Taehyung: That's the fucking prize?

Seems too little to be such a grand prize.

Host: Better luck next week BTS Fraternity, you'll get there.

Namjoon: Wait- next week?

Jungkook: I thought..

Wait a minute..

Host: There's three rounds to this competition.

Got7 fraternity smirked and seemed to be making fun of of dumbfounded faces.

Yoongi: Exucse..what?!

Host: You still got two chances? You'll have to win the next two rounds if you want to win.

Hoseok: Wait a minute..ok so..basically, we'll need to perform in total of 6-7 songs?!

Host: Yep! Today you did 3 soo... now you perhaps may need 4 more. *smiles*

But I worked very hard on just THREE FUCKING SONGS.

Yoongi fainted.

The host walked away.

Got7 approached us.

JB: Surprise~

Jungkook: Youngjae you didn't tell me anything..

Youngjae: We're not a team. This is a competition *smirks*

Jungkooks eyes widen.

Jr: That's showbiz. Later!

Got7 judged us as they laughed and walked off stage.

Jungkook: He fucking played me..

Jimin: We'll get em back for it babe.

"What are we gonna do?! How are we possibly going to get 4 songs and 4 dances done IN A WEEK?!"

Taehyung: Oh shit..

Hoseok: Alright everyone calm down. Ok? If you haven't forgotten I am part of showbiz. I perform on Broadway, remember? I got you. You can count on me. Let's get Yoongi back to the house then we'll take it from there.

"Argh! I'm so pissed!" I stumbled away.

BTS: Jin!

》》 TO BE CONTINUED 》》

A/N: From here on out things get dirty and savage. There are truly cruel people in the world.