XVI

The guys and I have undergone so much stress due to overworking ourselves. The next competition is two days from now and we got 3 songs done but one choreography done. We're behind sooooo bad. On top of that, we also have to keep up with our studies.

So imagine how fucking frustrated we all are! Yoongi has been very hard on us, he's really trying to beat GOT7 fraternity. I mean, those guys aren't stressing anything, they're partying all the time.

I can't wait until this is all over.

Hoseok: No no no! Jungkook your left foot goes first and THEN your right.

Jungkook: That's what I did!

Hoseok: I ain't blind! You didn't do that!

Jimin: Hey don't yell at him!

Namjoon: Aigoo!

Taehyung: Let's just start over again.

Hoseok: Without the music.

Jungkook: Aish -_-

My poor bros are doing the most just to get every step on point. This is all overwhelming, I sometimes wish we hadn't signed ourselves up for this shit.

Yoongi walked in with his ipad in his hands, going over his lines.

Hoseok: Ya! Where were you? Practice started over an hour ago.

Yoongi: I was in the studio producing our music, ight?

Hoseok: But I clearly stated all practices start on time. It's important.

Yoongi: Yeah and so are our songs.

Namjoon: Dude c'mon! We don't have much time left.

Yoongi: Are you guys forgetting I'm your leader?

The two looked down in shame.

Yoongi smirked and shook his head.

Yoongi: Carry on...I'll forget this happen. Jin, come with me.

"Huh? But-"

Hoseok: Just go -_-

Taehyung: From the top!

The guys began to slowly go over each step as I awkwardly followed Yoongi.

We walked into an empty break room and sat down on the couch.

Somethings up, but I don't know what

He looked at me dead in the eye, "Are you and Hana seeing each other?"

A deep wave of pressure hit my chest.

"No." I answered bluntly.

"Sure about that?"

I nod, "We're not. Why do you ask such a thing?"

He leaned back in the couch crossing his arms, "I just had a thought. My senses were telling me to question you."

I chuckled, "That's stupid. I assure you we have nothing going on. All I do is go to my classes and practice. On my spare time I work on songs, just like you ask me to do."

He took a moment to think then huffed, "I hope you're saying the truth."

"Of course."

"Hmm.."

-text message-

'From Xo: Come over, I miss you'

I smiled at the cute text.

"Who's that?" Yoongi asked.

"No one. Are we done here?" I asked.

Yoongi gave a strange look, then shrugged, "Go." He simply said.

"K..bye." I awkwardly said and escorted myself out.

I didn't bother going back to practice, instead I went straight to the girls dormitory.

Her door was unlocked so I quickly dipped inside and shut the door.

"Jin? Is that you?"

"Where are you?" I asked.

She stepped put of the bathroom just in her bath robe. "Hey." She greeted with a slight smile.

My eyes scanned her body, the things I would do to her are endless.

"What?" She bit her lip.

My eyes met hers, "Why are you such a tease?" I asked.

She giggles and pushes me up against the wall, "Because I know you like it."

"Screw you, Hana." I said bluntly.

She laughs even more wrapping her arms around me, "You can if you want," she mentioned and leaned in close to my ear, "I got 10 minutes.." she whispered.

I stared deeply into her eyes for a moment.

She winked.

Without hesitation I crashed my lips on to hers and trailed my hands down to her ass. I squeezed it a little which made her yelp but smile within each kiss.

Gasps and heavy breathing were exchanged in our intense makeout session.

Hana didn't hesitate to remove my shirt, and sure enough I didn't hesitate to remove her robe.

"Jin..oh Jin.." she moaned as her hands ran through my hair.

I threw her on the bed and soon had my way with her.

This is fucked up on so many levels.

You're probably thinking how is this possible, or why this is happening. Or how did this happen?

I can start off by admitting I lied to Yoongi and yes, I am seeing Hana. On the low...

Let's just say, there was a day I broke down, I sneaked into the woods and screamed my heart out. I was out of control.

With everything going on, I went crazy, however, Hana was there for me. She comforted me in the most pleasurable way possible.

She's like my addiction, when I'm with her I could care less about what's going on in my life and just focus on sex.

Hana is my stress reliever, as stupid as that sounds but it's the only way I can stay sane.

She's still with Jackson, but she can't even remember his name when she's with me. It's like I'm all she needs.

I plunged myself on the side of her bed and took a few seconds to catch my breath.

Hana did as well.

"That was something.." she said.

"Yeah.." I looked at her and chuckled, "You could never get enough, can you?"

She locks eyes with me and smiles, "Got that right."

I leaned in a bit to kiss her softly

"Mm.." she moaned and hugs me, "I wish we can stay like this."

"That's too bad love, you got class and I got a song to finish." I said rudely and got up to start dressing.

She covered herself with the white sheets and sits up, "When will I see you again?" She asked.

"Mm..I don't know." I responded without looking at her and searched for my shirt.

"Jin..." she mumbled, "There's something I need to tell you.."

"Can it wait?" I asked, "where's my fucking shirt.." I muttered to myself.

"No I don't think it can-"

"Ah here it is!" I cheered and grabbed my shirt from the floor.

She sighed, "I-"

"I'll catch ya later, Hana."

"Jin wait!"

I went for the door, I don't care what she has to say, I'm completely done with her as much as I want her back.

"I'm breaking up with Jackson and getting you back!" She yelled.

Pause.

My hand was literally just turning the knob when she yelled that out. It stopped me from leaving, I slowly turned and met her eyes.

"What?" I said.

"You heard me," she said, "I miss you. All of this sneaking around has made me realize how fucked up and stupid I was for treating you the way I did. I know you may never forgive me for what I did to you, but please...give me another chance..I want you."

Is my dick that big to make her want me back so much?

I chuckled light heartedly, "Oh Hana, you don't know how much I yearned to hear that."

She smiled.

I chuckled a bit more then got serious at an instant, "But you're too late, I no longer value you the way I used to."

Her smile turned upside down, "What does that mean?" She asked.

"It means you're a whore." I said.

She gasped and seemed stunned.

"Aww.." I pouted, "Is someone gonna cry?"

Her eyes got a bit watery, "What happened to you?" She whispered.

I thought for a moment, "Hmmm..gee I don't know?"

Maybe a stupid girl I thought was an angel turned out to be a filthy easy-to-use bitch.

"Jin.." her voice cracked.

"You did this to me." I told her, "You made me this way."

"I'm sorry.."

"Sorry doesn't cut shit babe." I winked, "Later, keep that shit tight for next time." I said and left without letting her speak.

As much it killed me to do that, I am never going to let her hurt me again. I'll hurt her first before she does.

I'm not the innocent Jin anymore, that's for damn sure. But to the guys, I still am, and I'd like to maintain that image.

Just as I was exiting the girls dormitory, I noticed Jackson was walking in with tulips.

"Jin?" He noticed me.

I turned my head, "Oh hey Jackson." I greeted.

"What are you doing here?" He asked.

I shrugged, "Just getting some easy sex, ya know?" I said.

He seemed confused.

I smiled and patted his shoulder, "Later. Good luck on the competition."

"Uh..thanks?"

I walked off with my hands in my pockets.

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-2 Days Later-

We prepared three songs.

Attack on Bangtan

N.O

And War Of Hormone

The dances are simply, really.

I thought the guys would save all the fun exhilarating songs for the third day. We also prepared two extra songs just incase there's a tie. You never know.

I'm actually excited to perform.

Taehyung: Everybody say NO!

Jungkook: NO!

Taehyung: -_- no. You were supposed to say your line

Jimin: Don't tell him what to do -.-

Taehyung: I kinda have to? We go on in a few minutes.

Jimin: He's my boyfriend so I say again, Don't tell him what to do.

Jungkook: Yeah! You tell em babe.

Taehyung rolled his eyes and continued to practice his lines.

I smiled and did the same.

Yoongi stepped in.

Yoongi: Ok GOT7 just finished. We're up, everyone prepared?

"De."

Yoongi glanced at me but then his full attention was on me.

"What?" I said.

Yoongi closed the gap between us and stared at my neck.

I backed up, "What?" I asked in annoyance.

Yoongi: Where'd you get that hickey from?

Hickey?

What the hell is he talking about?

I went to a nearby mirror and looked at my reflection.

GASP.

"What the f-" I stopped.

Fuck.

Hana must've left me one after our intense session last night, even though I told her off the other day.

Damn her -.-

Namjoon: Well will ya look at that. Jin's getting sum~

I smirked.

Yoongi: I wonder from who..

He's on to me.

Hoseok: Ok that doesn't matter now. Everyone huddle up.

We all huddled together.

Hoseok: Win or lose we still tried our best.

Yoongi: I want to win though..

Jungkook: Yeah ain't no way ALL that hard work is going to waste.

Hoseok chuckled.

Hoseok: Let's pray we win then. I have so much faith in all of you.

Taehyung: Even me ^-^ ?

Hoseok: Especially you~

Namjoon: Ight enough with the gay shit -.-

Jimin: Someone needs a little love~ keke come here! (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Namjoon: Get away from me !

Jungkook: Yeah don't do that -.-

Jimin: Keke someones jealous~

Taehyung: Can you please stop? I have nothing against your sexuality but please..

Jimin: Lonely people be like..

"Can we just get this over with?"

Yoongi: Yes, let's get this show on the road.

Everyone cheered and we all ran up on stage, a swarm of screaming fans stood before us. It feels like we're famous.

I spotted Hana in the crowd, she winked at me and I kept a straight face.

In seconds, we begin our awesome performance.

To be honest I don't even care if we win anymore, I've changed so much that I could honestly careless about everything.

Even my well being.

I've been screwed over before.. that I kinda got used to it. Which of course is dangerous, but not as dangerous as getting my heart broken.

What amazes me is how the fuck I ended up this way, with this attitude. This bad boy mindset.

All Hana had to do was break my heart.

And poof, bad boy Jin steps into the game.

We finished our first song, now we were performing our next.

All the girls scream too much.

Then suddenly, Jungkook forgot his lines and he was mumbling nonsense.

Yoongi: Help him!

Namjoon stepped in and took over Jungkooks rap part.

The cool thing was, it almost looked natural, as if Jungkook hadn't screwed up. Almost as if that was supposed to happen.

Which was excellent! Hopefully no one caught that.

When it was my part to sing, I swear I got more screams. Most likely because I'm so damn handsome.

So handsome I got girls doing my homework for me.

All because I'm handsome ^-^

Haha.

Finally, our last song.

I like this song because it's literally all about girls and what they make us guys feel.

Which is horny of course.

Well to some..

To me it don't matter.

As I performed, I noticed Hana was staring me down intensely. Almost like she's imagining what position we'll try next.

To be honest it sort of turned me on, but I think I'll have her wait a bit.

Everyone loved Taehyung with this song, I'll let him have his spotlight. He deserves it, Taehyung doesn't really like dancing but look at him, trying his best.

So proud.

And aside from that he can really rock that leather jacket. He looks like a total bad boy.

But of course, there was another mistake.

Jimin was singing the wrong lines.

-_-

Jungkook, being the loyal boyfriend, stepped in and saved the performance.

It amazed me how well we looked natural, I absolutely loved it. Not sure why but I just did.

The whole crowd seemed to have been loving us because honestly, my ears were shattered from all the screaming and I had my ear piece in.

And done!

*screaming insane fans*

I walked off stage sweaty as ever.

Yoongi: That was ALL FUCKED UP.

Namjoon: Damn could you cut us some slack?

Hoseok: Yeah, they did their best.

Yoongi: They FORGOT their lines.

Jungkook: I was nervous ok!

Jimin: Yeah, the girls screamed so much I couldn't even hear myself!

Taehyung: I think I'm deaf *-*

"I thought it was an amazing performance." I said.

Yoongi: ARE YOU DUMB?! WE SUCKED!

Namjoon: Chill out bro!

"I don't even care.."

Everyone looked at me.

Yoongi GLARED at me.

Yoongi: Excuse me?

I sighed, "Does it really matter if we win? I mean our fraternity IS the best, the whole campus knows that. Why are we trying to win so bad? We've already won the war."

Yoongi: We have a REPUTATION and a LEGACY, to continue what we do. What the fuck don't you understand from that?" He asked.

"Nothing." I muttered.

Yoongi grew furious.

Yoongi: You're asking to get cussed out

"I ain't scared."

Yoongi: >:0!!

Namjoon: Ok let's drop this.

Hoseok: We cannot fight right now. We're about to figure out if we won or not.

Jungkook: I'm so scared right now.

Jimin: *consoles his boyfriend*

Taehyung: Aish the anxiety is so real.

At that given moment, Got7 walked in

JB: What a performance that was.

Jr: Yeah, you guys sure know how to humiliate yourselves.

Yoongi: Can you guys go suck it?

Mark: You would know how it feels like, to suck.

Bambam: Jimin, your vocal skills hurt me.

Jimin looked down in shame.

His boyfriend didn't like that and stepped up to Bambam.

Jungkook: You're whole presence hurts the universe. *shoves Bambam*

Got7: !!

Jackson stepped in.

Jackson: You wanna get cut?

Hoseok stepped in.

Hoseok: Oooo-kayyyy. C'mon lets be adults now.

Yoongi: I am not going to stand here and let them mock us. There's just no damn way that's happening. You want to fight? Lets go then, swing!

Jr: Come at us then!

Namjoon: What the hell did I just say?! Drop it!

I rolled my eyes.

Jackson: Getting tired of us, Jin?

I slowly met his gaze and forced a smile, "No. Why don't you ask your girlfriend, that same question. See if she's getting tired of you."

Jackson seemed a bit confused.

Yoongi got suspicious.

Jackson scoffed and laughed.

Jackson: You wish you had her.

He wishes she gave him what she gives me almost every night.

I shrugged, "eh. I hit it first."

Everyone: ohhh..

Jackson: Like I said. You wish you had her.

I already did. Wtf?

I ignored him, his ignorance bores me.

The host of the show finally called us out to announce the winner.

Yoongi: Alright, big smiles everyone!

JB: Remember to point and laugh boys. Just point and laugh.

Jungkook: Why are they gonna point and laugh?

"Just ignore them." I said and walked up to the stage.

It was a long wait, but I can't wait to just win and THAT'S IT ITS OVER.

Host: Wow. Those two groups were amazing weren't they?

Crowd: *intense screaming*

Host: Good, I will now announce the winner of this years 2015 Talent show.

Silence.

Host: Ahem. BUT, let's here from the fans ^-^

-_-

Yoongi: You gotta be fucking kidding me..

JB: Afraid we'll get more screams? *smirks* Wanna hold my hand?

Yoongi: Fag..

Jr: Says the one that has a gay couple in his sorority..

Jimin: I'm sorry, what was that?

Mark: What? Are you ashamed to be called gay?

Jungkook: There's nothing to be ashamed about, asshole.

Yugyeom: Keke clearly there is if you're offended.

Jimin: There's a difference between offended and defending. So shut the fuck up.

Bambam: How about you shut the fuck up.

Hoseok: How about we all shut the fuck up..

Host: Lets hear it for GOT7!

The crowd screamed but not as intensely, or cheerful, Hana simply clapped.

Host: Ok, lets hear it for BTS!

All of us took a step back at the intense, roaring/cheerful cheer. A smile hit my face when I saw Hana cheering for us as well, it made me remember her when she was sweet.

Host: Well that's the answer, congratulations BTS! YOU WIN THE SECOND ROUND!

GOT7: WHAT?!

Yoongi: YYYEESS!! IN YOUR FACE FAGS!! AHAAAA!! YYEESS! *hugs Namjoon*

Hoseok clapped and shook hands with GOT7, only him because he's respectful, none of us really cared, or bothered.

Jungkook: Babe we won!

Jimin: Keke i know~ *tries to kiss Jungkook but gets pushed away*

Jungkook: Not here..

Taehyung: JIN WE WON THE SECOND ROUND!

He said and bear hugged me.

I laughed as I hugged him back and looked at Hana.

I gestured her to call me tonight.

The host gave us bronze medals for winning the second round, although I feel great that we won....I still feel meh.

This only means we'll have to battle one more time, It's a two way tie. Got7 won the first time, now we won the second time. The final round will determine who in fact is the winner in all of this. To be honest, I think we got pretty lucky.

GOT7'S performance was rather more appealing than ours....we hardly had time to even work on anything. For sure they overworked themselves... meanwhile we gave a last min kind of thing. It's like we won based on popularity...

Jackson looked pissed, especially Jr.

Yoongi kept teasing them as we walked off stage, I haven't really said anything.

Hoseok: Aahhhh~ this is such an achievement, I'm very proud of all of you.

Yoongi: Thank you!

Taehyung: It feels good to earn an award.

Did we really deserve it though?

Namjoon: *nods*

Jungkook: I say we celebrate!

Jimin: Yeah!

Our fraternity leader got all serious at an instant.

Yoongi: No.

All: No?

Yoongi: Not until we win the entire thing, tomorrow's the final round. It's all or nothing, I say we head back to the studio and work.

Namjoon: But-

Yoongi: I don't want to hear it.

Hoseok: Hey, win or lose we at least won something..

Yoongi: I don't give a shit.

"Could you give us a fucking break?"

Yoongi glared at me.

Yoongi: You dare speak to me-

"I don't give a fuck!" I exclaimed, "You're taking this whole thing a bit too far, It's just a fucking talent show, not an award show. It doesn't mean anything."

Silence.

Yoongi remained serious.

Oh shit..

I think I just pissed him off really bad..

Jungkook covered his eyes.

*PUNCH*

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