XIV

07:56, 9 June 2016

Spring break is just around the corner~

These past months have been...lonely.

Taehyung kinda grew distant on me since I kept that stupid secret. Jungkook and Jimin have made it official and let everyone know. So they hangout like all the time.

Yoongi is a mess. Just like me. Although I don't sleep with random girls every other night like he does.

He's been trying to get over Hana.

I kinda got over it but..when I think about it, it gets to me. But still, I have too much respect for myself to sleep with random girls.

On the bright side, Hoseok and I became surprisingly close...

We're like best pals. But he's not replacing Taehyung. That's for sure.

Thankfully he officially ended things with Hana and he's doing great on his own.

Since he's the famous J-Hope, it was easy for him to get along with everyone and get popular.

Namjoon does his own thing, I think he has a girlfriend. I'm not sure.

My door opened and it was Jimin.

"Hey." I said.

He stumbled in slamming the door shut, crying. He threw himself on his bed and cried in his pillow.

"Jimin are you ok?" I put my lyric book down and went to console him.

He cried.

"Jimin what happened?"

He sniffled then lifted himself up, "Jungkookie.." his lips quivered.

"What happened with Jungkook?"

"He saw me talking to this boy..a little too close but I swear HE was hitting ON ME."

Wow. I'm not so good with dealing with Boy on Boy relationships...

"Uhm.."

Jungkook walked in.

Jungkook: So you're just gonna cry and run?!

Jimin: You hurt my feelings!

I moved out of their way and went back to my bed.

Jungkook: You hurt mine!

Jimin: I wasn't doing anything wrong!

Jungkook: He was hitting on you and you liked it!

Jimin: No I didn't!

Jungkook: Don't freaking lie to me!

Jimin: I'm not!

Jungkook: Then how come you were smiling!

"Omg are you guys seirous right now?" I asked suddenly.

They both glared at me.

I sighed, "Jungkook if you aren't going to break up with him then why make such a fuss?"

Jungkook: The boy was cuter

-_-

Jimin: What?! But I only have eyes for you! You should know!

I rolled my eyes and grabbed my lyric book, "I'm going out. Settle your problems on your own."

With that being said, I left the premises.

Walking to the park where I'm always at was quiet until I saw Hobi.

"Hey!" I waved.

He excused himself from his group and jogged towards me, "Hey Jin."

"What's up?"

"Oh I was just talking to the schools leadership team, and I think I found a fun way to raise money for charity."

"Why the hell should we care?" I asked, "Our fraternity has enough."

"Babo. So we won't look like a bunch of selfish assholes!"

"You're gonna have to talk with Yoongi on that one." I said.

"I know! Which is why I need you to help me convince him!"

"What? Uh-ah."

"Jebal? Jeebbaaall! You write great songs!"

I raised an eyebrow, "What do my songs have to do with this?"

He smiled, "If we can perform a song in front of the whole school, and WIN! We raise money and give to charity! It's for a good cause."

I scoffed, "Haven't you learned anything about me? I don't like crowds and I'm in a fraternity who could careless about charity."

Before I walked on he grabbed my arm, "Please? It'll be fun."

"Aish..don't give me those puppy eyes!"

He hugged me, "Please? Please oppa!" He was doing aegyo.

I groaned and pushed him off me, "Fine! I'll talk with Yoongi. And don't ever call me oppa again!"

He clapped, "Yay! Gamsahabnida!"

"Yeah yeah..but if we go through with it. You're in charge of choreography and everything else."

He frowned, "Mean."

I shrugged, "Have fun." I walked on.

The park was empty just how I like it, I sat down at my usual spot and continued writing my song.

Ok.. now where was I? Oh yeah..

Last Christmas..I gave you my heart..and the very next day. You gave it away..

This year, to save me from tears. I'll give it to someone special.

"Jin."

I looked and my eyes lit up once I saw Taehyung sitting across from me.

"Hey.." I mumbled.

"You think I could come home with you for spring break? My parents went on a cruise without me."

"Are you gonna continue being a dick towards me?" I asked

He giggled, "No. I'm over it. I just been busy with football season and stuff."

Oh right. I forgot he's on the team.

"K. You can come."

"Ight. What you writing there?"

"Just a song."

"Let me read."

"No- Taehyung!"

He snatched it and read.

I bit my lip.

He looked at me with a cold expression, "This is about that whore isn't it?"

"Give it back!"

"I thought you were over her!"

"I am!"

"Not entirely! Man you need to get laid."

"But-"

"Thats it. That's the goal this break, you need to get laid with a girl who is willing to give you the wildest sex you deserve!"

"Aish! No. Stop."

He gave me back my book and took out his phone. "Ok now who? I got plenty of girls. There's Ashley, Kate, Monica, oh hey! Liz from your journalism class~"

"She's too innocent."

"Haha. She begged for more."

"Hmm..oh what about McKenzie?" He asked.

"Ew no. She's Hana's friend?"

"What better way to show that bitch you don't care? By fucking her best friend!"

"Dude no." I got up and started walking.

"C'mon Jin!" He ran after me and stopped my in my tracks. "Do it."

"Taehyung I appreciate your help, but I'm not doing that. I'm not you. I'm not Yoongi, I don't sleep with random sluts!" I yelled.

Some students that were passing looked at us weird.

"Hana's the only girl you've slept with. No wonder you're so lonely!" He exclaimed

"Tae!" I slapped him, "I'm ok. I don't want sex. I'm good." I said and continued walking.

He walked beside me, "But at least party with me on the break."

"I don't party."

"Says the one that got drunk like not even a week ago."

"Omg will you drop it?"

"Listen dude, I'm being a best friend right now. Lighten up?"

I sighed, stopped walking and looked at him, "If I go to one of your trashy parties will you leave me alone afterwards?"

He flashed his cheesy smile, "Deal."

I chuckled and shook my head, "You're crazy."

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-Home-

My parents gladly welcomed Taehyung to our home and so far this break has been going smoothly.

The second day back, my family had a bbq, Taehyung had a blast.

Then the third day it was boys night out, we met up with Namjoon and I didn't get home till 6am.

The fourth day, I went sniper shooting with Taehyung. It was scary yet fun.

The 5th day, he forced me to bunjie jump with him. I never been so scared in life before.

Now that it's the 6th day, Taehyung is taking me out to a party.

It's one of those parties in movies, where it's at a small beach, kids are on boats, drinking alcohol, half naked girls being slutty and all over the place.

On the bright side, I heard the guys will be there. That means probably the whole campus will be there too

What if Hana's there...

Taehyung walked in shirtless with his black swim shorts, red bucket hat, black sunglasses and a beach ball , "Ready to go man!" He cheered

I sighed, "Do I necessarily have to go?"

"Yes! The whole campus is expecting the main dudes from BTS Fraternity to be there!"

I groaned in frustration, "But I'm just the smarty pants."

"Jin -_-. Gaja!"

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me.

I'm not gonna like this experience.

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-@ the beach party-

Just as I predicted. This party is a bust.

Taehyung and the others of course are having a GREAT time.

Jungkook and Jimin are totally showing off their affection towards each other.

Slutty girls are all over the place.

I feel naked.

Taehyung and Yoongi ripped off my tank so now I'm shirtless.

Sigh.

I need a drink.

As I made my way to the mini bar, I got stared at and checked out. I guess no one expected Seokjin to have abs.

I sat at the counter of the bar and awaited someone to assist me.

"Wooh!" Taehyung cheered and dropped into the water from the top of the boat and people cheered.

If only I can have true confidence like him.

"Jin?"

Hana..

Aigoo..so sexy. White bikini top, hair let down, booty shorts. Damn ><

She smiled, "I didn't expect you to be here. Lookin good."

This could've been yours but you decided to whore around.

I remained silent.

"Do you want something to drink?"

"No thank you." I said and got up.

"Jin.."

I stopped but I didn't turn to look at her.

"I'm sorry.." she whispered

I chuckled and shook my head as I kept walking.

She isn't sorry. She wasn't sorry when she was banging my friends behind my back? She wasn't sorry for lying to me. She wasn't sorry for shit!

I bumped into someone.

"Watch it- oh heeyyyy Jin!"

Jackson.

"Hey." I said.

"Whoa dude..them biceps..mm." he squeezed my muscle.

I didn't react nor flinch.

He gave me a thumbs up and continued walking to the bar.

I rolled my eyes and continued walking until I was pushed into the water.

-_-

When I rised to gasp for air, I noticed it was Taehyung that pushed me.

"Seriously?!" I exclaimed.

"You needed it." He said and walked on.

I crawled out and stumbled to the rest room, I hate it here.

Hana's here and I would hate to see her hook up with someone in front of me. I wonder if Yoongi has seen her.

When I turned a corner, I stopped.

Jackson is kissing Hana.

Why do I always jinx everything?

They're together?

Since when?

Why does my heart feel like shit?

Jackson broke the kiss and smiled at her, he held her hand and escorted her somewhere.

I'm not just going to stand here. I followed them.

They went near some bushes and then-

Well you should know. Hana's a whore

But I'll feel bad for Jackson when she gets bored of him and moves on to the next one.

"Stalking again?"

I turned, "Oh hey Jimin." I paused, "And Jungkook. Wow this is new."

Jungkook: Hyung do you always spy on her?

"No I-"

Jimin: You still like her...don't you?

"No."

Jungkook: Then why are you watching her have sex?

"Can we just go. Now!" I pushed them away from the site.

They both giggled

Jimin: It's ok if you like her.

Jungkook: I mean, you gave her everything.

Jimin: Like your virginity.

"Omg shut up!"

Jungkook: Have a beer.

"You can't drink! Gimme that!" I snatched it from him.

Jungkook: Bae said I can.

Jimin smirked.

"Oh whatever." I pushed them out of my way and went back where everyone else was.

Since when is Jackson seeing Hana? Besides, I thought he knew what she did? Almost everyone knows what she did to my fraternity.

"Hana is such a whore." Yoongi muttered and sat next to me.

"Tell me about it." I took a sip from my beer bottle.

"Yet I can't get over her."

"I'm trying." I said.

"Yeah? How's that going for ya? She's with Jackson now." He said.

"He'll eventually see how she is."

"I heard they've been together for 2 months."

My heart burned as I watched Hana smile and laugh with Jackson.

"Look at her, whoring around and shit. Ugh, what was I thinking?" He said while staring at her.

I didn't say anything.

Taehyung and Namjoon came.

Taehyung: What are you doing here? Let's go play beer pong!

"No."

Yoongi: I have a beer right here.

Namjoon: You guys drewling over Hana? Get the hell over it. Mark told me her and Jackson gettin seirous.

I laughed, "They've only been together for 2 months. That shit isn't serious."

Jr: Is too.

( O - O ')

We all noticed Jr nearby.

Taehyung: I thought you were passed out somewhere.

Jr: Jackson has liked Hana since the day he layed eyes on her.

Namjoon: So? We did too.

Jr: *chuckles* yeah but he was the first one to actually hook up with her.

Yoongi: I thought it was Jimin.

Jimin: Me what?

He came near us holding Jungkooks hand.

Jr gave a disgusted face at the couple.

Yoongi: Weren't you the first one to hook up with Hana?

Jimin: Yeah..

Jr: No he wasn't. Jackson was, in fact, Hana pulled the first move.

Jungkook: Babe I don't want to hear this-

Jimin: Sshhh.

Jimin glared at Jr.

Jr: They had their fun then that's when Jimin stepped in. So Jackson backed off, now...nothing is getting in the way of his relationship.

Yoongi: She's a cheater. He needs to watch out.

JB: Oh he is. Don't you worry.

Where all these dudes coming from -_-?

Bambam: Jackson got her on watch.

Jr: So don't even think about stealing her back.

He glared at me.

I scoffed, "As if I'll ever want her."

Yugyeom: Eventually you will. I mean, you gave your virginity to her. You were fresh meat.

They all laughed besides my friends and I.

Namjoon: Well it doesn't matter now, Jackson can have her.

Taehyung: There are more girls out in the world who are educated and have hearts, unlike her.

JB: Is that so?

Yoongi: Damn right. How dare you threaten us.

Jr: We aren't scared of you.

Namjoon: Neither are we.

Jungkook: You guys are seriously fighting over a girl -_-

JB: Shut up, faggot.

Jimin: Watch your fucking mouth.

Taehyung and I got in between the two before they hit each other.

Yugyeom and Bambam held back JB.

JB: What's the matter? Did I hurt your feelings?

Jimin: You know? You're just jealous you don't have love. You lonely fuck.

Jungkook: You tell em babe!

"Guys, that's enough."

Jr: Ugh. You guys are weird. You have a gay couple in your fraternity.

JB: You guys are supposed to be brothers, what kinda sick policy do you have?

Yoongi stepped up to JB.

Yoongi: A. Fucking. UNIQUE. One. Who says being Gay is wrong?

JB: *shaking his head*

Bambam: Let's just get out of here.

Yugyeom: Yeah, I was cool with Jungkook. But now that you're gay.. psh. Forget it.

Jungkook: I never needed you guys anyways.

Namjoon: Why are you all still here -_-?

They all left glaring at us.

Jimin: Can I fuck them up -_-?

Yoongi chuckled.

Yoongi: No. But they just crossed line, we gotta beat em at everything.

Hoseok soon appeared along with Mark, from Got7 fraternity.

Hoseok: Hey guys!

Mark: Sup.

We all glared at Mark.

Hoseok: Mark and I just came up with the BEST idea!

"No, Hoseok-"

Mark: No you guys gotta listen, ok so every year the school has some kinda talent competition.

Taehyung: So?

Hoseok: Sooo~ How about our fraternities team up and beat the rest to win, we split the money half/half and then our fraternity can give money to charity!

Yoongi: Ew.

Mark: It's a cool idea right?

Jimin: Wrong.

.-.

Marks smile faded as soon as he heard how cold Jimin replied to him.

Hoseok seemed confused.

Mark: What?

Yoongi: We'll do the competition.

Hoseok: Yay!

Yoongi: But we're not teaming with you guys, and we're taking all the money. For ourselves.

Hoseok: What?!

Mark: I don't understand.