Take my hand (aone direction* fanfic)

Heyyyyy .. So sad this chapter !!!

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Chapter 16

Zayn's POV.

I sat there with tears running down my face. I felt empty, broken. I couldn't be angry at her. She loved me to. She didn't want to hurt me.

She said it herself. Then she ran. She left me there. The kiss still lingered on my lips. I could tell it broke her to leave. She believed that she didn't deserve me.

I cried. I sat there for I don't know how long before heading back. I hope Abi's okay. I walked in and saw the boys sitting around eating serial. They all looked at me when I came in.

Harry rushed to me and held me.

"Hey Zayn what happened? Where's Abi?" I looked at him.

"She isn't back yet?" Liam shook his head and I broke down again.

"Liam I messed up. I messed up big time. I just couldn't help it. I needed to tell her. Its all my fault." Liam took me from Harry. He held me.

"No Zayn you didn't. Tell us what happened." So I told them everything.

Harry looked at me with sadness in his eyes.

"I'm so sorry Harry." He shook his head and sat next to me on the other side.

"Shh its not your fault. She really did love you." I nodded and checked the time. Its 09:30 am.

Where was Abi. I jumped up.

"We have to go look for her." Harry nodded and we walked outside. I may know where she went.

We split up and me and Liam walked towards the forest.

"I'm so sorry Liam." Liam looked at me.

"She loves you. She really does Zayn. I knew what she did was for the best but she was wrong. I believe you can fix her." I nodded and we walked in silence. Then I heard it.

Crying. I then stopped and gestured to Liam he must go.

"You sure?" He whispered. I nodded.

"I'll tell the boys you found her." He nodded and I walked away.

It hurt but I know she needs Liam now. More than she needs me I guess

Abi's POV

I don't know how late is it. I'm still crying. I've got one massive headache. I just wish I could die right now. I'm nothing without Zayn. Zayn. Oh god how is he keeping up?

I heard a noise and I looked up. Liam. I stood up and ran to him. I hugged him while sobbing.

"You must probably hate me right now but how else? What else could I have done. Zayn.. Oh god Zayn." I whispered my voice broke by Zayn.

He just shook his head and held me.

"You could have decided to let things be." I looked down.

"I couldn't Liam. I'm broken. I'm finished." With that I ran. I ran til I found the beech.

I saw Zayn but I ran past him. I ran till I was at the end of the peer. I stood there with tears in my eyes. I'm going to finish it now. its the cowards way out. But I'm going to do it.

I climbed the rail till I was on top. I looked down at the deep blue sea. I smiled feeling free. A sense of comfort laid there.

Then I heard the shouts.

"Abi No!" I heard Harry scream. Oh Harry. I shook my head trying to get my sense of freedom back.

I stared at the waves and smiled. Then just as I was about to jump I heard the voice.

"Tell us why? Explain to us." I heard Zayn say. I turned around and faced the 5 boys. All of them had tears running down their faces and suddenly I was furious!

How dare they think its easy!

"You wanna know why!!!! Have you any idea how it feels to be me huh ???!!! Tell me Zayn have you ever had voices telling you, your stupid, pathetic, not worth others time???!! Huh tell me have you ever loved someone so much it hurts???!!!! Have you ever felt your not worth it??? Not worth anyone's time??? Have you ever tried to put on a smile while there was a hole in your chest??? Have you ever heard your love of your life tell you through a song that your perfect but the point is your not??? Have you ever had those voices laugh??? They haunt me!!! Day and freaking night!!! And then you ask me why???? Oh I don't know how about this. Because I'm not worth your pain!! That's why." I whispered the last 2 words.

I broke down crying. I sobbed so hard my body was shaking. Zayn stood there to shocked to speak or move. They all were. I took the chance. I turned around and without a thought in my mind I jumped.

The last thing I heard was Zayn's shout of agony.

"NO!!!!!" And then I was consumed by water. I closed my eyes and felt tiredness consume me.

And blackness surrounded me. My last thought was that I'll always love Zayn.

Zayn's POV

Abi jumped and it shocked me out of my state. It felt like my heart was breaking.

"NO!!!!!!" I let out a heart wrenching scream and I fell to my knees. I sobbed. No she can't. I didn't know it was that bad.

I heard voices but I didn't know what they were saying. I just cried there on my knees. And then blackness consumed me. My heart broke.

My last thought was that I can't live without Abi.

Liam's POV.

Abi jumped. Oh my god she jumped. I was lightning fast. I pulled out my phone and called and ambulance I explained what happened in short fast sentences.

Zayn was sobbing on his knees. I was to. I didn't even know Abi felt like that. She explained it and I felt like it was me that went through it.

I couldn't even begin to imagine how it must have felt. I didn't blame her for doing it. I looked at Harry and I saw him holding his stomach. He was crying and the pain was there.

The heart wrenching pain was on his face. I dropped the phone and cried in my hands.

Harry's POV

"NO!!!!!" I heard Zayn's voice say repeating in my head. He blacked out. Lucky him. My heart was in pieces. She was gone.

She did what I feared she would do. I didn't know how much it actually hurt.

Louis POV

Oh my word! She did it! She actually jumped. I was crying because she was Harry's sister.

I loved Harry more than everything. I knew he was strait but I still loved him.

Niall POV

Nooooo! I cried. She didn't deserve it! She was my best friend! My old crush. Zayn. I looked at Zayn. I was holding him up.

He blacked out. Then I heard the sirens. I saw them jump into the sea. Looking for Abi.

I didn't know what to think. Will she still be alive or will se be gone like I feared. I heard shouting and I saw one of them with Abi.

She was laying limp in the mans arms.

"I've found a pulse, but its weak. We need to get her to the hospital now!" She was alive! We all cried in relief.

I grabbed Harry's keys. We all raced to the car and I started the car and derived like a manic. We all arrived there in an half an hour.

We rushed in.

"Abigail styles with room?" I asked half crazy. The girls eyes widened when she saw who we were.

"Uhh room 302. She's still in surgery." I smiled at her and we ran to the elevator.

We got in and another girl also came in. I recognized her. She's Danielle the one that won X-factor. She recognized us to.

She took one look at Liam and then

she whispered something to him. I didn't really care. The elevator opened and I took of. They took Zayn to a room.

We arrived by the door just when the doctor came out. He looked wary.

"What happened." Liam asked taking control again.

The doctor ran his hands through his hair.

"Who's Harry Styles?" Harry raised his arm and the doctor gestured for him to follow him. I wonder if its bad.

Harry's POV

The doctor ran his hands through his hair.

"Its bad. She had a lot of water in her lungs. She's in a coma right now. The problem is we can't help her if she won't fight.

She's not fighting. There's nothing we can do. She does say Zayn a lot. Maybe he can help her." I nod. She won't fight. Of course not. I wouldn't.

I walked back to the boys I cleared my throat.

"She's in a coma."

"She's alive?" We heard and I spun around. Zayn stood there with hope on his face. I nod and he ran to me and hugged me.

"But she won't fight Zayn. If she doesn't then she won't make it."

He let me go. Tears were forming in his eyes again.

"She's been saying your name." He smiled a little. I gestured for him to go see her.

He opened the door and then gasped. His knees buckled underneath him. Yes she looked bad. She looked so bad.

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