Take my hand (*ne direction* fanfic)

Last chapter ... I'm so sad *:(* I'm crying actually! I loved this book. Thank you guys for reading!

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Chapter 17

Abi's POV

It was dark. Was this what death felt like. The burning sensation in my lungs? Wasn't I suppose to see a white light and everything?

Death was suppose to be easy. Not in pain. I heard a annoying beep-beep sound. It was really annoying me. I couldn't open my eyes. Its like something's holding them down.

Where's Zayn? And Harry? Where am I. I'm scared.

Zayn's POV

It was a week and still there was no reaction. The doctor's say its the same all the time. She's not fighting but she isn't giving up either. Maybe she'll push through.

I never left her side. Like in ever. I was to scared she'll wake up without me. I was at my wits ends. I wanted her to be okay! She must wake up.

I need her. I need her now! Louis told Harry that he loved him. Harry also confessed his love for Louis. And so now Harry is being comforted by Louis. Liam and Danielle seemed to hit it off.

I need Abi now then ever. I wanted. No needed her here with me! I'll never let her go. I sobbed. I was filled with rage. How dare she not fight.

I stood up throwing the chair backwards.

"Wake up!!!! Abi I need you!! Why won't you wake up!!! Can't you hear me??? WAKE UP!!!!" I screamed and then broke down sobbing harder then ever.

I rested my head on her chest. Liam came running in. He held me while I sobbed helplessly.

"She won't wake up Liam. She refuses! I hate it."

Liam nodded.

"Let's get you something to eat. You've got to leave this room. If she wakes we will be no less then a floor down. Harry can let us know. Let's go Zayn." I nod weakly.

Liam called Harry and I went to get food. I hope she wakes up.

Abi's POV

I could hear sobbing next to me. I don't know who it was. Whoever it was stood up and knocked the chair backwards I think. Then I heard the angel voice.

Filled with rage and hopelessness. Telling me to wake up. That he needed me. I was desperately looking for a way out of this darkness. I wanted to see him. To know he forgave me.

I heard Liam tell him to eat. I heard they left and then Harry was next to me. I know this because he had the same smell as always. I pushed against the dark veil.

I heard Harry speak.

"Abi fight please. I know there's no reason to but Zayn's loosing his mind! He needs you. I need you. We all do. Fight please." He sobbed and I was angry at myself.

Push Abi come on! Then I felt my senses returning. I was in control of my body again. I almost jumped up. I willed myself to be still. Harry took my hand. I squeezed it lightly.

I heard a gasp. I smiled and opened my eyes just to have them close. Wow the light was blinding.

"Shut out the light will you." My voice shouldn't sounds so hoarse.

It burned to talk. I heard Harry chuckling with relieve.

"Oh my god. Your awake! Oh Abi. Abi, Abi, Abi." I heard him mumble in my neck. I grabbed his neck and I shut my eyes.

Then we heard a sharp gasp and I snapped my eyes open and found myself staring at Zayn. He looked dead tired. Thinner and he hasn't shaved for at least a week.

I smiled and tried to get up.

"No Abi!" Harry said while shaking his head in disapproval.

I rolled my eyes.

"Can't I even hug the love of my life and beg for forgiveness on my knees. Although he deserves so much more. I put him through hell. I put you all through hell. I'm sorry. I just need to hold Zayn now. Let me up." I said softly.

Zayn then ran to me and gave me a deathly hug. I winched. He let go slightly but didn't release me. I didn't want him to.

"I'm so sorry Zayn! Oh man I'm sorry! I love you now and forever." I whispered it.

There it was out now. I said it. He looked into my eyes and in his eyes was happiness.

"I love you too Abigail styles!" I then reached out and kissed him passionately. This time I wasn't going to run.

He kissed me back and my world exploded. Then we heard clapping. I pulled away and saw all the boys standing there with big goofy smiles.

I smiled huge when I saw louises hand in Harry's and them my eyes found Liam's. I saw a gorgeous girl by his side and I smiled. I then saw Niall. He was looking at a girl next to me. She was beautiful.

He looked at her with so much love. I remembered the time I had a crush on him. Looks like everything had fallen into place.

"Liam." Was all I needed to say before his arms closed around me.

I took a deep whiff of his familiar smell. I smiled. I miss him. He pulled away and stared at me for a long time.

I kissed him on the cheek wiping the stray tear that ran down his cheek.

"No more crying. I'm so sorry for hurting you. I'm back. I'll never leave again. Ever. I thought it was the best. I was wrong. I'm so sorry." I whispered with tears running down my cheeks.

I didn't feel dead anymore. I felt alive. Liam hugged me and then they all took turns.

"We don't blame you. We can't. We didn't understand but now we do. We are the ones that are sorry."

I sighed and then smiled.

"Okay enough with the heavy. Liam who's your girlfriend?" He blushed and she also.

I smiled.

"I'm Danielle." I shook hands with her.

"Abi, Liam's best friend. And I swear if you ever hurt him I'll kick your ass you got that? His my best friend. I hurt him enough. No more."

She looked me straight in the eyes.

"I won't ever." Her eyes and her voice rang with honesty. and I smiled and hugged her.

"Then welcome to the crazy messed up family."

She smiled huge and then hugged Liam.

"She excepted me Liam. Oh my god. I get to keep you." I laughed and then saw them kiss. I smiled and then my eyes went to Harry's.

He looked down and so did Louis.

"Louis come here." I said in a deadly calm voice. I was mocking them. He stepped forward. He was shaking.

I then took hold of his neck and brought him close to me.

"Don't you dare hurt him. You do that and your dead you get that. I'm not joking." I said darkly.

He was shaking so badly now.

"Oh yeah by the way. Welcome to the messed up family." I said in a friendly voice.

His eyes almost bulged out of his eyes.

"You- you approve." He stuttered. I nodded and pulled him into a big hug. He was smiling from ear to ear.

He kissed Harry and I giggled. Zayn gave my hand a squeeze. I then turned on Niall.

"Who's this?" Niall blushed.

"I'm tanya." I nodded.

"So your dating?"

Niall nodded and her eyes widened. He then kissed her on the lips.

"Your mine woman." I almost laughed out loud. She blushed.

"Come here tanya." She walked over to me.

I looked her in the eyes. I saw confidence with a hint of uncertainty.

"You look like a clever girl. Don't you dare break him. I will not hesitate to break everyone of your bones." she shuddered and I laughed pulling her into a bear hug.

"Welcome." She then smiled and took Niall's hand. I smiled and looked around me. Everything came right at the end. I looked at Zayn and I felt my heart swell. I loved this guy so much. He looked at me.

I kissed him softly on the lips.

"I love you, I'm yours forever." He whispered.

"Your my bradford bad boy and I love you now till forever." I said back and then I knew.

He was mine and I was his. Forever.

*The end*

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