Chapter 56

I've never been so happy than today. I'm dating Austin and we had a beautiful date today. He bring my life back because since I moved to New York, I've never been so happy like this.

I keep holding the love balloons he gave me and went out from the lift. Some people might think that I'm just like a little girl now but I dont mind.

I walk in the corridor until I got into my apartment door. I press the knob and I see Sam, Blaine, Rachel, and Kurt are look sad.

Rachel suddenly come to me and hug me. "Why you didnt tell me at first? Why you let yourself hurt? I cant forgive myself because of this. I'm sorry, B. I'm so sorry. You and Sam are meant to be together. I'm sorry for taking him away from you and now he is completely yours." Rachel cries.

I frown and pull her body away slowly. My balloons lost from my hand. I turn my face at Blaine and he just half-smiled at me. I dont know what to say. So they just told Rachel the truth? Or something?

"Sam told me everything and I cant forgive myself because of this. I'm just a bitch." Rachel cries.

I just let my head down and I dont know what to say. I even cant let my tears fall down. Why everything happen too late?

"Say something, B." Kurt hold my hand.

"I.....I....I'm dating with Austin now." I'm stuttering and run to my room.

I dont know what to do right now. I mean, this is too late. I already said yes to Austin and he is the one who can make me feel better. God, help me out please.

Sam's POV

"I.....I....I'm dating with Austin now." Bianca stutteting and run to her room.

I just can being quiet and look straight in front of me. Everything is too late now. She dates someone else and I'm alone. Karma does exist.

"Sam, I..I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I wont forgive myself though." Rachel says to me.

"I just wanna be alone right now." I simply said and walk to my room.

I close the door and sit down with my bag against the wall. I though that after this I dont have to hide to hold her anymore but I was wrong. I cant even claim her as mine now because she is belong to someone else.

I told Rachel everything because I cant have deal to see Bianca crying every night but now everything is too late. I dont know what to do right now.

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Bianca's POV

I look at the clock and it's already 1am and I cant even go to sleep. I've been crying overnight and regretting what happened when I shouldnt have to.

I went out from my room and walk to the kitchen to take some drinks until I see Sam is standing in the balcony holding a bottle of alcohol beer.

I've never seen him like this before. I place my glass on the table and walk to the balcony then take the bottle from his hand.

"I dont like a guy who's drinking." I said to him and take the bottle away from his hand.

"Why do you care about that?" Sam turns his face at me.

"Go to sleep, Sam." I said calmly.

"I cant sleep." Sam sighs.

"Listen, I'm so sorry. I dont mean to make you like this."

"I remember the day when I fighted with Ryder. He told me that karma does exists. At first I dont believe his words but I believe it. Totally. I stole you from Sebastian then Ryder stole you from me. I hurt you many times and now I feel what it's to be like you and I'm not as strong as you, B. You're not wrong. I'm the jerk one, I hurt you many times." Sam is crying.

"You're crying because of me?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Everytime I see you cry, I start to cry but I hide it." Sam is sobbing.

I didnt say anything and turn my face to the sky while standing next to him.

Bianca:When I look into your eyesIt's like watching the night skyOr a beautiful sunriseThere's so much they holdAnd just like them old starsI see that you've come so farTo be right where you areHow old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on usEven if the skies get roughI'm giving you all my loveI'm still looking up

And when you're needing your spaceTo do some navigatingI'll be here patiently waitingTo see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burnSome even fall to the earthWe've got a lot to learnGod knows we're worth itNo, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easilyI'm here to stay and make the difference that I can makeOur differences they do a lot to teach us how to useThe tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stakeAnd in the end

You're still my friend at least we did intendFor us to work we didn't break, we didn't burnWe had to learn how to bend without the world caving inI had to learn what I've got, and what I'm notAnd who I am

I won't give up on usEven if the skies get roughI'm giving you all my loveI'm still looking upStill looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on usEven if the skies get roughI'm giving you all my loveI'm still looking up

"I should be the one who sing that song. Not you." Sam turns his face at me.

I just smile at him and walk inside. I dont know what to do. I guess we are not more than just as roommates.

I walk into my room and fall asleep again. Dreaming and wondering if I could have amnesia right now.

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I'm sitting down on the sofa and watching TV it's noon and I dont have any college today. Actually I'm not alone here, Sam is in his room and I dont know what he is doing inside.

Suddenly the door bells rings. I stand up from my sofa and open the door until I see a postman bring a vase of flower.

"A package for Mr. Sam Evans." The postman says to me.

I just nodded and sign the paper then take the vase flower. I close the door and look at the sender, Charlie Darling? Who the hell Charlie Darling is? Why I feel like I'm jealous with this.

"Sam..." I open his door.

"Yes? Come here, B. I found my photoshoot picture." Sam says as he look at his laptop.

"You got a package." I simply said and place the vase on his table.

"From?"

"Charlie Darling." I simply said and went out from his room.

I go back to sit down to the sofa until I see a wedding magazine near the telephone table. Whose this? I mean I never read this wedding magazine.

I open the wedding magazine until I see some sign about guys wedding dress. Wait, is this Blaine's?

Suddenly the phone is ringing. I sigh and answer the phone.

"Hello?" I answer.

"Hello, who is this? Sam's servant? Ugh can I talk to Sam, this is from Charlie Darling." The voice says.

I roll my eyes. Sam's servant? What the hell. "Sam, you got a phone call from your girlfriend Charlie." I yell.

Sam went out from his room and take the phone then sit down behind me while I keep my body facing the TV and read these wedding magazine.

"Yes, hello?....yeah got it.....she is not my servant actually...alright see you and thank you so much." Sam hung up the phone.

I really wanna scream out loud in front of his face and ask him. Who is Charlie Darling?

"She is a manager in my office." Sam says to me.

Wait, I didnt ask him and how can she knows what I'm thinking about. Ugh so now he is dating another older woman.

"And no, we are nothing. Well I guess she likes me but I dont have any feeling for her. She kissed me but I dont kiss her back I swear." Sam says again.

I dont care with that. You're not even mine, Sam Evans but what the hell with this and why I become jealous with this? I just wanna slap your face right now.

"Dont be jealous. We are nothing. Dont mad at me." Sam says.

I turn my face and frown at him. How the hell he knows everything in my mind? Is he become an oracle now? Oh no! Damn!

"Stop looking at me like that. I already know what's on your mind without you tell me. We are soulmates." Sam chuckles.

"You scared me." I simply said and turn my face back to the wedding magazine.

Sam moves his seat and sit down right behind me. "Hey what are you reading?" Sam place his chin on my shoulder.

I sigh and cover his face with the magazine I hold and move my seat further than him and rest my feet on the table. "Stay away at least two meters away from me." I said to him.

"Baby B...." Sam smirks at me.

"The only one who can call me that is only Sebastian Smythe, no one else." I said to him.

"And I'm so sick listening to Sebastian called you 'baby B'." Sam rolls his eyes.

"Then dont listen to that." I simply said.

"B, you mad at me because of Charlie Darling? She is nothing. I swear. We are nothing."

"Sam, why should I mad at you? You can date any older woman you want. You're not even mine just tell her that I'm not your servant!"

"I'm yours, B. And you are my princess not my servant." Sam says to me.

"No no no I dont wanna cheat behind Austin's back. We dated about one week." I shake my head.

"Who told you that you have to cheat with me? Without cheating I still can easily kiss you." Sam smirks at me.

"You better give Snowy food and bring her to walk around than disturb me."

"She is your puppy not mine." Sam shake his head.

"Fine!"

"Kiss me first!" Sam smirks.

"No way!"

"Fine! I will text Austin that you cheat behind his back with me." Sam takes my phone and stand up.

"Sam Evansssssss!!!!!" I groan and standing on the sofa to reach my phone.

"Not way! I'm always taller than you!" Sam throw my phone in the air.

I lift my pants and jumps to his back again with my feet crosses on his hips. "Give me back now!" I ruin his hair.

"You know what? Only you, the girl who can jump to my back like that and never fall. Well the fact that is also only you the girl who I treated like this." Sam chuckles.

"This time I'm not get distracting from you. Give me back my phone or I will get a knife and kill you!"

"If you kill me, we are not getting married." Sam chuckles and place my phone on the minibar table.

"Who says that I'm gonna married with you?" I ask and still hangin on his back.

"Then why you read wedding magazine?"

"Just because I read that doesnt mean I wanna get married, Sam." I roll my eyes.

"You dont wanna get married with me?" Sam asks.

"Nope." I simply said.

"Okay get the hell way from here. Your time is over now." Sam says to me.

"No way." I cross my leg tighter on his hips and cover his face with my hand.

"You have to pay after this." Sam says to me.

"How much?"

"Pay with your heart and your soul." Sam laughs.

"That's gross." I roll my eyes. "Sam?"

"Yes?"

"If I tell you that I'm jealous with Charlie Darling, does that mean I'm cheating with you?"

"Nope. So I was right you were jealous with her, huh." Sam chuckles and pinch my nose.

"I didnt." I cover his face with my hand.

"You know that we are cuter when we both not in a relationship."

"Then dont get married with me." I roll my eyes.

"Haha just kidding. Alright lets bring this baby donkey outside." Sam laughs and take the door knob.

"What if the others see us?" I ask him.

"Screw them. Save the key and your sandals." Sam says and give me the key of our apartment and my sandals.

"What if Ausin see us?"

"Why you dont wanna get off?" Sam asks.

"I dont want to." I shake my head and cross my hand around his shoulder.

"Want ice cream from the ice cream truck?"

"You pay."

"Yes of course." Sam strokes my hair.

I just chuckle and still hanging on his back. I shouldnt do this with him but I miss him. And he was right, we are cuter when we are not in a relationship. I'm sorry, Austin but I'm still in love with Sam and I cant deny it.

Austin's POV

"Hey, Austin." Artie greeted me.

"Hey, Wheelboy. How are you?" I smile at him.

"Good, man. You wanna lunch with me?" Artie asks me.

"Sure, come on." I take his wheelchair and pushes his wheelchair.

We then took our food tray and get our food until we found an empty table then we sit down there.

"I dont see Bianca around." Artie says to me.

"She got many days off these weeks so she'd rather to stay in her apartment. But I'll come after this." I said while eating my food.

"Finally she can move on from Sam and Ryder." Artie chuckles.

"Who are they?" I frown.

"Ryder is her ex, he is a senior in our high school now and their dads are friends on college, they broke up when Bianca moved to New York, that day when I told you she cant stop crying, it was because of him." Artie explains.

"And Sam?" I frown.

"Sam Evans. Her ex boyfriend also her roommates now. He is Blaine's bestfriend so that's why Blaine let him stayed with them beside Bianca and Blaine cant cook so Sam stays with them to cook dinner everyday."

"That guy is her ex? She never told me. But he dates a brunette short girl right?" I raises my eyebrows.

"They broke up a week ago because Rachel is still in love with her ex-fiancé." Artie says to me.

Wait, Bianca ever told me that her roommates was cant stop making out with his girlfriend and she went out from her apartment because of that? Because she was jealous? Oh No.

"How long Bianca and Sam dating?" I ask Artie.

"Bianca transferred to McKinley on sophomore year she was dating Sebastian Smythe from a private boarding school for boys since Blaine was transferred from that school to McKinley. Then they broke up, Sebastian put a rocksalt into Blaine's slushied and he hit Bianca and she dates Sam until about 3 months before graduation, they broke up because Sam cheated. But Sam told me that he was jealous because Bianca closer to Mike, the alumnus. Then Bianca dated Ryder until graduated." Artie explains to me.

"It's means that Sam and her was dating more than one year before?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Yeah kind of. She is so nice to us and she can make everyone in choir room likes her since she came. And she has not much attitude. She bring us to won nationals twice because of her solo." Artie says to me.

"Dont tell me you like her, wheelboy!" I chuckle.

"Haha no, the boys who dated her was the quarterback and the sexiest football player. Sam was quarterback and our glee club leader then Ryder is the sexiest football player who have much girl fans." Artie chuckle.

"And the Smythe guy?" I raise my eyebrows.

"He was the leader of The Warblers. The glee club in Dalton Academy and now I heard from Blaine, he is in London." Artie explains.

"Seems like I need to be careful with that Sam guy." I chuckle.

"Haha Bianca is not type of a girl who likes cheating. Well, I have a class now. See you, dude!" Artie chuckles and waves me a goodbye.

I hope so. Because I caught their glances many times and it was different. God, I just really love this girl now.

I take my phone from my pocket and dial Bianca's number but no answer. Where the hell is she? I better go to her apartment and meet her.

Wait, I should bring something. I turn my way to the florist and buy the white roses and will give it to her since my rainbow roses is going to die.

After buy the white roses I walk to the her apartment. I enter the lift and press the button five to get into the five floor. As I got there I walk to her apartment door and press the bell and waiting outside but seems like it's empty.

Suddenly I heard two people laughing at each other.

"You know that when Mike sang the part 'hold tight' I whisper to Santana, he hold a big poop." Bianca's voice laughing.

"Then you see Rachel's lips when she sang the 'forever' part? It was like she wanna screw Finn on that stage." A guy voice laughing.

I turn my face until I see Bianca and that guy named Sam together. Bianca hangin on his back and hold a cup of ice cream.

"Austin?" Bianca frowns at me.

"Babe, you okay?" I raises my eyebrows.

"Ugh sorry, your girl fell down in the bathroom and she told me that her feet is hurt everytime she walks so I lift her up like this beside Blaine havent go home yet." Sam says to me.

"God, what the hell you've been doing in the bathroom, baby?" I ask and get in with them.

Bianca's POV

"You like that ice cream?" Sam asks me.

"You want?" I ask him and feed him one spoon.

"Taste like a paradise." Sam chuckles.

"Paradise by the dashboard light." I laugh.

"That was the funniest performance ever. Sadly the underclassmen who get the solo only Blaine and Brittany." Sam chuckles.

"Let me sleep on it, baby baby. Let me sleep on it." I'm singing as we got into the lift.

"Sam, you didnt tired to lift me up like this?"

"Nope." Sam shake his head. "Praying for the end of the time so I can end my time with you." Sam's singing.

I laugh as we went out from the lift. "You know that when Mike sang the part 'hold tight' I whisper to Santana, he hold a big poop." I laugh so hard.

"Then you see Rachel's lips when she sang the 'forever' part? It was like she wanna screw Finn on that stage." Sam laughs.

We keep laughing at each other until I see Austin is standing in front of my apartment door. I wanna leave Sam's back but he hold me tighter. I know what he mean.

"Austin?" I frown at him.

"Babe, you okay?" Austin raises his eyebrows.

Sam takes the key and open the door while I'm still on his back. Save my life, Sam.

"Ugh sorry, your girl fell down in the bathroom and she told me that her feet is hurt everytime she walks so I lift her up like this beside Blaine havent go home yet." Sam says to him.

You are the freaking liar, Sam Evans. I will kill you later because you wish I was fell down in the bathroom. Sam pretend to place me on the sofa slowly and carefully when actually I'm fine.

"God, what the hell you've been doing in the bathroom, baby?" Austin get in and sit down next to me.

"I was jumping and dancing then I slide down the wet floor and I fell down." I giggle.

"Which one is the hurt?" Austin asks me.

"The left one. Blaine already warn me everyday that he havent clean the bathroom yet." I sigh.

Such a good liar, B.

"Wanna see the doctor?" Austin asks me.

I shake my head. If we see the doctor then he will know I'm lying. "No. Because I dont want to get into the hospital again."

"Here let me give a massage to your feet." Austin says to me and take my feet.

"Ouch be careful." I fake groan.

Sam turns his face at me while feeding Snowy. I know that he wanna laugh so hard but he hold it so do I.

"Baby, I'm so sorry. You already have lunch?" Austin asks me.

"Not yet. You want to cook for me? Aww sweet." I chuckle.

"Who says I wanna cook for you huh?" Austin smirks at me.

"Alright if you dont wanna cook for me." I pouted at him.

"Fine. What do you want?" Austin asks me.

"Anything you cook, I'll love it." I giggle.

"Okay baby." Austin says to me and walk to the kitchen. "You left your phone here?" Austin frowns at me and looking at the minibar table.

"Yes. You called me?" I ask back.

"Yeah but no answer." Austin simply says.

I didnt say anything and turn my face at Sam and he just smirks at me. Stupid, idiotic Sam Evans who make me get into this. Austin still cooking for my food and I go back reading the wedding magazine.

"Blaine must be really wanna get married and he will leave me alone then my choice is go back to Lima or move to LA with Cooper." I mumbled.

"Blaine told me he was looking for guys wedding dress for Cooper not for him." Sam turn his face at me.

"Oh no. It's worse. I wont let any woman have my disney prince. Never! But Dr. Piper is really nice to me and my parents like her. If she is married with Cooper and she will take the control of dad's hospital since she is older than me. No way. Dad will give it to his only one daughter but what if she wanna marry Cooper just because want my dad's hospital? I wont let that happen." I said.

"Too much watching drama." Sam rolls his eyes.

"Haha stop it, baby. You better eat. I made chicken soup for you." Austin chuckles and bring a bowl to the sofa. "Let me feed you." Austin says and sit down next to me.

"Come on, Snowy lets take a nap together." Sam lift Snowy up and bring her to his room.

Austin feed me with his chicken soup that he made for me. I feel like I'm really sick right now when actually I'm not. I'm sorry for lying but this is for the best.

He keep feeding me until it's nothing left to eat. He gave me a glass of water and I drink it. He then walk to the kitchen to place the dishes on the sink.

"Leave it. It's Sam's job to clean it." I said to Austin.

Austin didnt say anything but washes his hand then walk back to the sofa and sit down next to me.

"Next time you should be careful. Since the first time I know you, I already know you are a careless girl." Austin says to me.

"I'm sorry and dont be second Blaine please." I said to him.

"Tomorrow if you still cant walk just call me. I will bring you a wheelchair." Austin rubs my hair.

"Thanks for the lunch." I smile at him.

"It's okay, baby. Well I have to go back to college, there is football practice and if I miss it, I'll be off the team." Austin says to me and take his bag.

"I still want you to be here actually."

"I will call you, tonight. Take care. If you still cant walk tomorrow, tell me. I love you." Austin kissed me.

"Love you too. Thanks for the lunch and flowers." I half-smiled at him.

"See you. I'll call you tonight." Austin smiles at me and walk off.

I look around but nothing of his stuff is left so I walk to the door and lock it.

"Sam Evansss!!!!" I shout and walk to his room.

Sam is pretend like he is sleeping so I jump to his top and sit down on his belly. "B, you're getting fatter now." Sam groaned.

"You are such a big liar!" I yell at him.

"Hey I did that for the best what if I told him like 'your girlfriend doesnt wanna leave my back. She cheating with me now' then he would like okay this is the end." Sam raises his eyebrows.

I sigh and groaned then layin my body next to him. "I just know that you're such a big liar."

"You too." Sam simply said.

"Whatever with that, I wanna fall asleep. Goodnight." I simply said and make aslant backing him.

"It's not even night yet, baby." Sam hugging me from behind.

"Sam, I dont wanna cheat." I push his hand away.

"Sam, I dont wanna cheat. But you kissed me first then spoilt at me, got jealous with Charlie, and here next to me now. You make me as your secret now but I dont know why he is not make me insecure. The only one guy who can make me insecure is Ryder." Sam says.

I turn my body and turn my face at him. "You dont jealous with me and Austin?" I raise my eyebrows.

"At first yes but now, not. He is just like Sebastian for me. Maybe because I know that you dont love him." Sam says to me.

"You dont love Rachel but I cried a lot because of you both especially after carried you to the barber shop and the homecoming party when you danced and kissed her." I glare at him.

"You think that I wasnt jealous when you and Austin cooked together? Then when we have lunch together in a restaurant and he gave you his handkerchief? Then he sent you flowers?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.

"Okay stop talking. I'm so sleepy." I close my eyes and make aslant facing him then close his mouth.

I could feel that Sam pushes my hand away from his mouth and place it on his neck until he make aslant facing me and put his hand around my back and kisses my forehead.

I really cant deny that I love him now and I'm really cheating behind Austin's back with him and I feel guilty with that. Ugh God this is confuse me.

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