Chapter 55

I'm walking in NYU college park with Larissa until I see someone is sitting down alone with his guitar. He can sing?

"Come there and meet him. He is cute." Larissa chuckles.

"You think I should have to?" I raise my eyebrows.

"You said that you wanna move on from your ex and the answer is over there. Come on, B. Beside you both can sing." Larissa says to me.

"He can sing?"

"He didnt tell you that he usually cover some songs and post it on youtube? Oh come on, Bianca. You both been went out for many times."

"He never tell me about that." I shake my head.

"Come on go get him now or you'll be regret if those slut over there get him first." Larissa smirks at me.

"Then I have to leave you?" I raise my eyebrows.

"That's fine. Because I'm gonna get into my dorm room and sleeping." Larissa grins.

I roll my eyes. "Fine! I'll go there. See you!" I wave her a goodbye and walk off.

"Good luck!" Larissa chuckle and walk off.

I sigh and walk closer where Austin is still sitting down on the grass with his guitar.

"Hey." I smile at him and sit down in front of him.

"Hey. I though you still in Ohio." He smiles back at me.

"The fact is I'm right here. What are you doing?"

"Talking to you. What do you think?" Austin chuckle.

I roll my eyes and chuckle. "I mean, I saw you were alone here and playing with your guitar."

"No class left and stay in the dorm is boring so I'm here. You were looking for me?"

"Ugh no, I was walking down with Larissa, then she went to her dorm to sleep then I saw you here so I came here." I giggle.

"You told me you ever joined glee club right? You wanna sing a song with me?" He raised his eyebrows.

"No." I shake my head.

"Alright I'm gonna go to my dorm now and crying out loud because a cute girl in front of me right now refuse to sing with me." Austin says and stands up.

I take his hand and make him sit down again. "Fine. I want to." I roll my eyes.

"So what song we are gonna sing?" Austin asks me.

"Up to you." I said to him.

He just smile at me until he start playing his guitar and singing.

Austin:I drew a broken heartRight on your window paneWaited for your replyHere in the pouring rainJust breathe against the glass

Leave me some kind of signI know the hurt won't pass, yeahJust tell me it's not the end of the lineJust tell me it's not the end of the line

Bianca:I never meant to break your heartNow I won't let this plane go downI never meant to make you cryI'll do what it takes to make this fly, oh

Austin and Bianca:You gotta hold onHold on to what you're feelingThat feeling is the best thingThe best thing, alrightI'm gonna place my bet on usI know this love is heading in the same directionThat's up

Austin:You drew a question markBut you know what I wantI wanna turn the clock, yeahRight back to where it was

Austin and Bianca:So let's build a bridge, yeahFrom your side to mineI'll be the one to cross overJust tell me it's not the end of the lineJust tell me it's not the end of the line

Bianca:I never meant to break your heartNow I won't let this plane go downI never meant to make you cryI'll do what it takes to make this fly, ohYou gotta hold onHold on to what you're feelingThat feeling is the best thingThe best thing, alrightI'm gonna place my bet on usI know this love is heading in the same directionThat's up

Austin:Girl, I know we could climb back to where we were thenFeel it here in my heartPut my heart in your hand

Austin and Bianca:Well, I hope and I pray that you do understandIf you did, all you have to say isYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah(Austin: I'm waiting for you)Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Bianca (Austin):I never meant to break your heartNow I won't let this plane go down (let this plane go down)I never meant to make you cryI'll do what it takes to make this fly, oh

Austin:You gotta hold onHold on to what you're feelingThat feeling is the best thingThe best thing, alright

Bianca:I'm gonna place my bet on usI know this love is heading in the same directionThat's up

We ended up our song with smiling shyly at each other. Glad that the others students are busy with their own things.

"I like you." Austin suddenly said to me.

"I like you too." I smile at him.

He smile back at me and kissed me softly with cupping my cheek. I put my hand around his shoulder and kiss him back. I dont know but since he came he is the only one who can make me feel better and smile.

We pull our lips each other and chuckle. This is the second time we kiss in a public area.

"Some people might be think 'eww get a room you two'." Austin chuckles.

"Just answer it with 'give me a room please'." I laugh.

"B..."

"Yes?"

"Do you wanna go out with me?" Austin raise his eyebrows.

"When?" I raise my eyebrows.

"This evening movie and dinner?"

"Sure, I'd love to." I smile at him.

"I'll pick you up from your apartment at 7 tonight. See you and stay beautiful." Austin smiles back at me then walk off.

Alright it's time to go back home and get ready for a date and moving on tonight. I'm ready to face everything now and I should go out from Sam Evans's zone.

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I'm look at the clock and it's already 6pm. Blaine and Sam already went home without their lover and now they are watching TV in the living room.

I open my wardrobe and looking for cute outfit for the date with Austin tonight and I dont know what should I wear.

"Blaine, this skirt with this sleeve or this dress?" I ask Blaine from the corridor.

"No one of them." Blaine simply said.

"I like that skirt one." Sam says.

"No one asking for your opinion." I glare at him and walk back to my room. I take my another outfit and show it to Blaine. "What about this one?"

"Cool one. Wait, where are you going to?" Blaine frowns at me.

"Secret!" I yell and walk into my room.

I close the door and change my clothes with black legging, black tanktops and a net white long sleeve as the outer. I dry my hair with the hairdryer because it still wet after took a bath. After it dry, I curly my hair. I put a little make up on my face then take a long necklace and a purple shawl. I take my brown boots and wear it. Yeah I'm ready to go now.

I look at the clock and it's almost 7pm. And Austin will pick me up in ten minutes. I really cant wait for that.

I put all my outfits back to my wardrobe. I take my slingbag then went out from my room and waiting for Austin.

"Wherr the hell are you going to?" Blaine frown at me.

"I'm going out for a date." I simply said.

Sam suddenly get choke right after I said I will have a date. I'm sorry, Sam but I cant stand and watching you with Rachel alone.

"With who?" Blaine asks.

"Austin Ford. Who else?" I simply said.

"Where are you both going to?" Blaine asks again.

"Movie and dinner. I bring the key, dont worry." I said to Blaine.

"I though we can have quality time tonight." Blaine sighs.

"I'm sorry but tomorrow is Friday night and we can watch movie together." I said to them. "But no Bushwick citizen."

Suddenly there is a knock on the door. I'm smiling and fix my hair then walk to the door and open it.

"Hey, you ready?" Austin smiles at me.

"Yeah, come on." I smile back at him.

"Dont go back home too late, B." Blaine says.

"We wont because I stay in dorm. See you guys!" Austin says then take my hand.

"See you!" I hold his hand then close the door.

Sam's POV

"See you!" Bianca close the door and make Snowy run to the door then barking.

I take her and place her next to me. "We lost her, Snowy."

"She just went out." Blaine rolls his eyes.

"But she dates someone else." I said without looking at Blaine.

"And you also date someone else, Sam." Blaine says.

"Why cant I hold you in the street? Why cant I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that. Why cant we be like that? Cause I'm yours." I'm singing while strokes Snowy's hairy body.

"I heard Bianca sang that song and cried." Blaine turns his face at me.

"That's our song. She is mine and I'm hers but we cant hold each other."

"She loves you. And I forced her to tell it to you but she refused it. She said that she dont wanna hurt Rachel's feelings because she knows well in Rachel's place right now." Blaine says to me.

"I cant stop loving your sister. Everyday is getting bigger. But I saw her cried every night and it really sucked me up. I hurt her too much, Blaine." I'm sobbing.

"You cried?" Blaine raises his eyebrows.

"The only one girl who can make me cry only her. Nobody else." I wipe my tears and chuckle.

"Sam, I'm so sorry. I dont even know what to do." Blaine says to me. "I even wanna tell Rachel everything but Bianca warned me not to do that. She hurt herself. She knows she loves you and she let herself sees you with someone else."

"She also warned me not to tell the truth to Rachel." I sigh.

"You love Rachel?"

"Only as a close friend not a lover like Bianca."

"You and Bianca are soulmates, Sam. Nothing can separated you both. You both were made to each other. She is not your first love and you are not her first love, you cheated and she is still love you. Just wait." Blaine half-smiled at me.

"I will wait until the rest of my time." I said to Blaine.

Everything is complicated now. She start going out with someone else when actually she is mine but I cant hold her or it will hurt her more but I want her in my life and I need her. God, I need a clue please.

Bianca's POV

"Do you want popcorn?" Austin asks me.

"No because the movie is getting ready and I dont wanna miss the start." I shake my head.

"But I want popcorn." Austin says in baby voice.

"Alright then." I sigh.

"Okay what about this, you come in first then I'll be coming over there with our popcorn and cokes." Austin give me the one ticket.

"If that's what you want. Dont take so long." I said to him and walk to the theater.

I enter the theater alone and got into my seat. We choose horror movie and the movie just begin. Austin finally walks in brings popcorn and cokes. I didnt turn my face at him and focus to the movie until the movie suddenly shows a scary scene. I suddenly move my body and hide my face on Austin's chest.

"You pick the movie and you are the one who is afraid." Austin chuckles.

"Because I really want to watch it but I dont have any guts to." I chuckle. "I'm sorry anyway."

"It's okay." Austin says to me.

I cant get off of his chest during the movie. I really want to watch it but Blaine said that he already watched it with Kurt, Rachel, and Sam. And I'm alone.

The movie finally over and we went out from the theater. Next one is having dinner. I hope it will be a good night.

"I'm hungry." I chuckle.

"Me too. Let's have dinner. I already booked a table for us." Austin says to me and walk lead me.

I dont know where he is going to brough me. We keep walking until we enter an Italian Restaurant. I guess he really loves Italian food.

He says something to the greeter until she showed us our table and give us menu.

"What do you want?" Austin asks me.

"Lasagna and orange juice." I said and turn my face to the waitress.

"For me, Spaghetti Con Tonno and ice lemon tea." Austin says to the waitress.

The waitress smiles at us and take the menu then walk off. I just shrug and turn my face to Austin who sits in front of me.

"You look beautiful tonight." Austin smiles at me.

"Thank you. You look nice also." I chuckle.

"Thank you because you want to go out with me. I'm not good to bring a girl out for a date but I hope you enjoy it." Austin chuckles.

"I like it. Especially when you asked me to watch movie and I really love it. Even though I cant get out from your chest and hiding my face." I chuckle.

"You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen." Austin smiles at me.

"That's every guy's weapon to tease a girl and I already know about that but thank you." I chuckle.

"Haha no. Seriously, you are." Austin chuckle.

"You're cute." I smile at him.

"Every girls said so." Austin says proudly.

"Wow you're like my brother, over confidence." I laugh.

"Your actor brother?"

"Yeah he is." I nod and eat my food.

We just smiling at each other and eating our food. Sometimes I turn my face to the outside and it such a beautiful night.

We ended up eating our food and the bill come out. I take the bill to see the subtotal and pay but Austin take it from my hand and put his credit card and give it to the waitress.

"A gentleman always paid for the first date." Austin smirks at me.

"So you claim yourself as a gentleman huh?" I chuckle.

"Kind of." Austin giggle.

The waitress give his credit card back. I take my slingbag and stands up from my table. We then went out from the restaurant and about to go home.

Austin hold my hand as we walk together. I look at the sky and it's really a beautiful night with a full moon and stars.

"Such a beautiful night." I said.

"Especially with you." Austin smiles at me.

I just smile back at him. This guy is adorable and sweet also cute. I like him now besides he is warm.

"Honestly, I never been so happy like today." Austin says to me.

"Why?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Because you bring my life back. I've been sad for too long until you came and changed everything." Austin smiles at me.

"Because we've been hurt." I half-smiled at him. "Alright, it's arrived in front of my apartment and I guess you should back to your dorm in hurry."

"Thanks for the date and bright my days." Austin smiles at me.

"You're welcome." I smile back at him.

"One more thing..." Austin says to me.

I just raises my eyebrows until he put his hand around my waist and he kisses me softly. I put my hand around his shoulder and kissed him back.

"Good night." I smile at him.

"Sweet dreams. I'll see you tomorrow." Austin smiles back at him and walk off.

I just smile and take my key then unlock my apartment. I open the door and I see Sam is sleeping on the sofa with TV is still turning on and potato chips on the table also cokes. He's been waiting for me? No. Impossible.

I lock the door and open my shoes. I close the balcony door and clean the table from potato chips and cokes. I walk to my room and change my clothes into a pajama then walk back to the living room.

"Sam, wake up. Move to your room. It's freezing here." I wake him up slowly.

He still fall asleep. I rubs his hair and his forehead but I feel something wrong. He got fever. God, he is sick. I broke my promises to his little sister to protect him.

"Sam, come on. It's cold here or your fever will getting worse." I rub his cheek.

"You already home? I was waiting for you." Sam says weakly.

"Yeah I'm home. Come on move to your room, it's cold and you got fever. I cant lift you up." I pull his hand slowly until he stands up and walk to his room slowly.

I take a bowl of cold water and some ice cube also a face towel. I walk enter his room and he go back to fall asleep. I close his window so no cold wind coming. After that I place the cold towel on his forehead.

"How could you got fever like this huh." I stroke his hair.

He just sleeping. I pull the blanket to cover his body so he wont be freezing. I sit down on a sofa near the window and looking at him. I never seen Sam sick like this before except the day when he got bruise.

Sam's POV

I woke up as I feel my sore throat. I sit up and about to take my water from my side table but something fall down from my forehead. A cold face towel?

I turn my face until I see Bianca is fall asleep on the sofa near my window.

I know that my body doesnt feel good now and she must be worried because I'm sick. I take another blanket and put the blanket to cover her body. I know she is protecting me until she forget to protect herself.

"I love you so much, B. I love you." I kissed her forehead and go back to sleeping.

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Bianca's POV

I'm sitting down on the mini bar and eating my cereals while watching some morning cartoons on the tv.

Blaine already went to college since he said that he dont wanna get into trouble anymore. And Sam is still sleeping. I know he is sick so I dont wanna wake him up.

I stand up from my chair and washes the dirty dishes Blaine been used and I used until suddenly Sam shocked me by sitting down on the mini bar.

"You scared me. You want some egg or cereals?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Where is Blaine?" Sam asks.

"Blaine already went out since one hour ago he said that he dont want to get into trouble anymore. You feeling better?"

"After looking at you everything is fine now." Sam smirks at me.

"Your teasing is not work in me. You better take a bath and I will make you breakfast." I said to him.

"Aye-aye captain." Sam kisses my forehead and walks off.

I just chuckle and make toast bread then make an omelette for him. This is one food that I can cook besides Mac N Cheese. I got day off today but I already promise to meet Austin today.

After that I place the egg on a plate also the toast bread and a glass of fresh milk. Since I moved here, I made breakfast by myself so I have to wake up early.

"B, you see my brown flannel shirt?" Sam yells.

"Wait..." I yell back and walk to the laundry room.

I remember that yesterday when the laundry came, I havent divided our clothes and place it into their wardrobe. I look at these clean clothes and find it.

"Here." I give flannel shirt to him. "I havent divided the clean clothes." I said to him.

I take the clean clothes and divided it. Which one is mine, Blaine's, and Sam's. This is my job desk in this house include cleaning the living room. Cleaning the bathroom is Blaine's job desk and kitchen is Sam's responsibility.

"You have college today?" Sam asks me.

"Nope but I already promise to Austin to accompany him to meet his friend in Brooklyn." I said while washing my hand.

"Remember you're mine, B." Sam simply said.

I didnt say anything but keep washing my hand. After that I hold my hand to hide my tears fall down. He always told me that but everytime I saw him with Rachel it kills me slowly.

"You okay?" Sam turns his face at me.

"I'm fine." I smile at him.

"I never knew you can make a delicious omlette like this." Sam chuckles.

I just smile at him until someone open the door. "Sammy, I miss you!" Rachel walks in and suddenly hug Sam from behind.

Sam turn his face at me and I take his empty plate and glass. "You already have breakfast, Rach?" I ask while washing the dishes.

"Yes, Kurt made me an egg this morning." Rachel says.

I place the plate and glass to the clean dishes rack. After that I walk into my room. I look at the clock and I change my clothes because Austin will pick me up in ten minutes.

I change my clothes into a mini red flare skirt and a tanktop also a cardigan as the outer. I put little make up on my face. Dont cry, Bianca. You to deal with it everyday and now you have someone you can dependent on.

If you have to deal see Sam with Rachel everyday and now Sam have to deal to see you with Austin. It's fair enough.

Suddenly I heard the door bells is ringing. I take my slingbag and wear my mini boots then went out from my room. I see Austin is sitting down on the sofa.

"Hey sorry for making you wait." I smile at him.

"It's okay. Come on." Austin shows me his hand.

"Dont go back home too late or Blaine cant stop yell." Sam simply said.

"She wont. See you guys." Austin chuckles and went out.

He suddenly take my hand and hold me as we walk together. I turn my face at him and smile at him and he did the same things to me.

"We are just like a couple now." I chuckle.

"Arent we?" Austin smirks at me.

"Since when?" I raise my eyebrows.

"I have something for you actually." Austin says to me then he standing behind me and cover my eyes with his hand. "Keep walking okay."

"Wait arent we supposed to be go to Brooklyn now?" I ask him.

"I lied to you. I have something for you. Just follow my lead." Austin says to me.

I just chuckle and I dont know exactly where is he going to bring me. Until he stops his way so do I.

"Where are we?" I ask him.

Austin's hand leave my eyes. "Open your eyes." He says to me.

I open my eyes and gasped with what I see. There are love balloons in front of me and every balloons wrote something.

"This is sweet." I smile at him.

Austin just smile at me and take my hand. Glad that this is not a central park so not really crowded. He keep walking lead me until we are closer to these balloons.

"Bianca, since the first time I saw you I never knew that we could be so close like this. You bright my days and you bring my life back. I know that your past wasnt good but I promise you, I never want to hurt you because nobody gonna love you like I do. You're amazing, you're like a gift from God for me so..." Austin takes the balloons and give it to me one by one. "Will..you..be..my..girlfriend?"

I look at these balloons that he gave me and it wrotes what he said. I just can smiling until he hold two another balloons and it wrotes 'yes' and 'no'.

"What should I do to answer?" I ask him.

"Take one of these balloons I hold." Austin smiles at me.

I walk closer to him until I'm standing in front of him while holding all these love balloons he gave me. He raises his eyebrows then close his eyes. He hold those two balloons with one hand. I take one and let the other one fly away.

He open his eyes and I show the balloons I took from his hand and smiling at him.

"Is that a yes?" Austin gasps.

I nod and smiling at him. "Yes."

He suddenly jump happily and hug me so tight. I need to move on from Sam. I dont care if after this he will mad at me or not. It's so hurt to see him with Rachel everyday.

We pull our body each other and smiling at each other until he kisses me in the middle of this park and I kiss him back. Nobody ask me to be his girlfriend with this cute and sweet things before except him.

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