Chapter 46

Bianca's POV

"You will stay in my apartment?" Kurt asks from the phone.

"Nope, my dad booked a hotel for us in the Time Square. Besides Ryder doesnt wanna stay with you, he said that he is not really close with you and Rachel but I'll come for an hour maybe."

"Alright, I will text you the address."

"My plane is going to take off. I need to turn off my phone. I'll call you later."

"See you, sweetie!" Kurt hung up the phone.

I place my phone in my sling bag and take my novel book. Ryder lean his head on my shoulder. Dad gave us business class tickets and booked a hotel with twin bed room. He doesnt let us to sleep in one bed when actually we usually sleep in one bed.

"You sleepy, babe?" I ask Ryder.

"Not really but I guess so."

"We will take off in 2 minutes and in less than two hours we will arrived in New York and you can sleep there."

"I just cant believe that I will spend three days holiday only with you. I mean it's like we're having a honeymoon." Ryder chuckles.

"Just pretend that we're having honeymoon." I giggle.

"But if we married. I want to have a honeymoon in Venice or Athens."

"I visited Venice once but I never visit Athens before and that's cool." I chuckle.

"I love you so much." Ryder kisses my cheek.

"It's like your daily word now." I smile at him.

"Because I dont need to hide it anymore."

"You know what? At first I though you had a crush on Marley because you both had chemistry on Grease." I chuckle.

"No. I dont like a girl who starve herself only to get a skinny body and I wont kiss a girl who has puke in her mouth." Ryder shake his head.

"But I starved myself and you kissed me after I vomit." I frown at him.

"That's different. You're not starve yourself, you just forget to have lunch because you were too focus with study. And you vomit because of sick not a something you intend to do it, baby." Ryder says to me.

"You really love me and everything I did?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Yes. I do. I dont know what I see but you're perfect in my eyes." Ryder look onto my eyes deeply.

I smile at him and cup his cheek. I push my face closer to him and kiss him softly until he kiss me back and cup my cheek.

"Are we have a honeymoon right now?" Ryder asks.

I shake my head. "Nope, because I want you here to carry me to New York because I will have a test tomorrow morning." I giggle.

"For me, it's a honeymoon."

"Whatever you said." I roll my eyes.

"I'm sleepy." Ryder says in baby voice and lean his head on my shoulder.

"You can sleep. I will wake you up when we landing in New York." I kiss his forehead.

Ryder comforting himself and still leaning his head on my shoulder. I focus with reading my novel book and looking at the blue sky. We skipped school today since it's Friday and my test will be held tomorrow.

Actually I can do the test in Lima but I dont want to beside I want to have little shopping in Time Square and kind off holiday.

2 Hours Later

We already landed in New York and now we are on the way to get into our hotel. Ryder right, this flight made us tired and I just wanna fall asleep.

We finally arrived in front of the hotel. Ryder take some money from his wallet and pay the cab. The bell boy take our luggage and open the passenger door for us.

"Thank you." I smile at him.

Ryder takes my hand and we walk to the front office table to get our room key.

"Good afternoon ma'am. Welcome to Casablanca Union Time Square Hotel. How can I help you?" A receptionist smile at us.

"Hey, my dad already booked a twin room here until this Sunday. It's for Bianca Anderson and Ryder Lynn." I smile back at her.

"Let me check the reservation first." She smile back at me and look at the computer. "A twin luxury bedroom for Ms. Anderson and Mr. Lynn. Started from today until this Sunday. The room already full paid. There are also deposit for this room so if you want to use our facilities like restaurant or lounge you can pay by room charge. This is your room key and the bell boy will carry your luggage to your room. Have a nice day." She gave us the room key and smiles at me.

"Thank you so much." I smile back at her.

"Thank you." Ryder says.

I look at the room key, it's 1408. It means that our room is on the fourteenth floor. Wow. We enter the lift and press the number 14. Such a full lift. I can guees that because it's Friday and everyone loves to have vacation on Friday.

We finally got into the fourteenth floor. We walk in the corridor until we found our room. Ryder jumps to the bed and layin his body there. Like literally, we got twin bed room. Oh God, dad.

"Your dad really worried too much." Ryder says.

"I know that." I said and look around.

This is the first thing I did everytime I got into a hotel. Check everything out in case I get something break or anything, I can tell the officer.

I go back to the bed and Ryder is fall asleep. Yeah we got morning flight and I guess he havent get enough sleep last night. I pull the blanket to cover his body until there is a knock on the door.

"Your suitcases, Ms. Anderson." A bell boy give me two suitcases.

"Thank you so much." I smile at him and take my suitcase.

"Breakfast tomorrow morning start from 7am until 10am in our restaurant on the second floor. Have a nice day." He smiles back at me.

"You too!" I said to him and close the door.

Two mini suitcase. A purple one and a black one which is mine and Ryder's. I open my suitcase and take my book. Last time to study before the test begin tomorrow.

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I woke up as the sun filter my room. The other bed is empty and Ryder is sleeping next to me. I look at the clock and it's already seven and I got the test at ten. I rise and groan then take my clothes and take a bath.

After take a bath I changed my clothes into a long skinny blue jeans, a tanktop and flannel shirt as the outer. I dried my hair with hair dyer. I look at the bed and Ryder is still sleeping.

I jump to the bed and layin my body ontop of him.

"Dont wake me up. I still wanna have sleep for another hours." Ryder mumble.

"You dont want to carry me to NYU? Babe, wake up."

"Give me five minutes please."

"Ryder, I already took a bath and dressed. Come on it's almost 8. Well if you still wanna sleep, I will have breakfast alone and go to NYU alone." I leave his body and wear my shoes.

"I'm awake!" Ryder sit up on the bed and still closing his eyes. I just roll my eyes sit down in front of him. I open his eyes and make him groan. "Babe....."

"Wake up, big guy!" I shout.

"I'm awake, okay. Can you be sweet to wake me up?" He rolls his eyes.

"Actually I wanna throw a basket of water to your face to wake you up but it will make our bed wet." I laugh.

Ryder just chuckle and give me a quick kiss. He then leave the bed and walk to the bathroom. I sit down on the other bed and turn on the TV.

Suddenly my phone is ringing. I look at the screen and got a call from Mike. He must be wanna ask about my test.

"You already awake? How's your preparation?" Mike asks.

"Yes, I'm ready to face everything now."

"Great. The alumni planned to come to Lima after nationals so I'll see you there. If you need something or forget something, just call me."

"I cant call you during the test, Mike." I roll my eyes.

"Haha in case you can text me and ask about the answer, you can do that. But I tell you, dont cheat." Mike says.

"I dont know how to say thanks to you. You're like a big brother for me. If I can get it, you'll be the first person I tell about this."

"I'm glad I can help. It's like build my dad's dream. Well, good luck. Call me after the test ends."

"Thank you so much, Mike. I will." I hung up the phone.

I'm ready to face everything today. I'm not afraid anymore and I can get it.

Sam's POV

"Wake up, man-whore!" Blaine takes my blanket away and open the curtain.

"Blaine, I'm sleeping with your sister now." I groan.

"Sam, you're getting crazy now. You slept in Bianca's bed and what if she know about this?" Blaine sighs.

I open my eyes and I slept in Bianca's room but without her. So cuddle with her was a dream? God, I really miss her so bad right now.

"I was dreaming, we were cuddle here." I said to Blaine.

"How can you get here?" Blaine asks.

"Wardrobe door is unlocked and I guess I'm sleep walking last night." I said to Blaine.

"Bianca might be still sleeping and cuddle with Ryder." Blaine smirks at me.

"Hell no! You know that I should be the one who she bring to New York this weekend not him." I protest.

"Who are you?" Blaine raise his eyebrows.

"Sam Evans." I frown.

"I mean, who are you to Bianca?" Blaine rolls his eyes.

"Her ex-boyfriend."

"And why should she bring her ex-boyfriend to New York when she has a new boyfriend?" Blaine raises his eyebrows.

"I dont know why.."

"Come on, get out of here before she knows that her ex-boyfriend slept in her bed and wondering that you both were cuddle." Blaine pulls my hand.

I let out a sigh and and stand up from her bed until my eyes catches something on her desk.

"Blaine, this is my wet tshirt that she cleaned." I show that shirt to Blaine and smell that this shirt is so fragrant with her parfume. "Smells her parfume." I said to Blaine.

"You know what? She really clean this shirt by herself. If our servant clean it, it must be already in our wardrobe not on her table and right this is smell her parfume." Blaine says to me.

"I just wanna hug her and kiss her right now." I place the tshirt back to the table and walk to her big barney doll. "Like this." I hug that doll and kiss it.

"Sam, you scared me. Come on. Folded that shirt like the first time you saw it and get out of here." Blaine walks off.

I just smiling and spray my tshirt with her parfume and folded it like the way it used to be. I know you still love me, B and I love you too.

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Bianca's POV

I went out from my test room and run to Ryder then hug him so tight. I did it. I just finished my test and it makes me happy.

"Whoaaa what's happen, baby?" Ryder giggle and rubs my back.

"My test is done and I'm free now. Just waiting for the announcement." I giggle.

"Alright where do you want to go now?" Ryder asks me.

"What about surprise someone in Bushwick apartment?"

"Sounds cool. But we will be back to our hotel after that."

"Yes, Rydie." I smile at him.

Ryder smile back at me and hold my hand as we walk together. Such a great time to spend the weekend in a sunny day like this in New York.

We went out from the NYU and get into the taxi and will go to Kurt's apartment. Next week we will have nationals in LA and I cant wait for that.

"Bushwick Apartmen please." I said to the driver.

The driver just nodded and start driving. In the next month I'll be graduate and I'll move here and living in New York and I dont want to stay in dorm room because it sucks.

One hour driving and we finally got in front of the bushwick apartment. Like really Kurt and Rachel have a cool place to stay. I pay the taxi and went out from the taxi.

I take Ryder's hand and walk lead him. "Such a cool place to stay." Ryder says.

"I know but Blaine and I wont stay here if we move. We will stay in an apartment like normal apartment." I chuckle.

"Yeah I know that." Ryder chuckles.

We finally got into Kurt's apartment. I knock the door and someone finally slide the door.

"Bianca!" Kurt smiles at me.

I smile back at him and hug him. "Hey, how are you? We'd like to visit for a while." I chuckle.

"I'm fine. Come in." Kurt takes my hand and let us in.

I take Ryder's hand and tell him to come in.

"Who's that, Kurt?" Rachel walks out from her room.

"It's Bianca and Danny Zuko." Kurt says.

"His name is Ryder." I giggle.

"I watched your Grease performance and all I remember his name is Danny Zuko." Kurt chuckles.

"Oh I see. Come, lets have a seat. I though you will stay here during your test." Rachel says to me.

"Nope. We stayed in a hotel." I smile at them and sit down on a sofa.

"Such a comfortable place." Ryder says as he look around.

"And cheap." Kurt simply says and give us drink.

"You can stay for a night here if you want." Rachel says.

"We just want to visit. Next week we have nationals in LA. You guys will come?" I ask them.

"I dont know. Maybe Mercedes is the one who will come since she stays in LA." Kurt says. "Oh you both must be havent eat lunch yet right? I'll cook you food. I remember when Blaine call me that you got into hospital, B." Kurt chuckles and walks to the kitchen.

"I just got stomachache. Why everyone is so freak out?" I chuckle.

"Alright, I'm sorry that I cant stay longer with you both because I have something to do. But Kurt is not going to anywhere. So make it feels like home. See you guys!" Rachel takes her bag and walks off.

"She has something to do on Sardi's. If you wanna watch TV just turn it on. Make it feel like home." Kurt says to us while cooking.

"If you said so, can I burn this apartment?" I laugh.

"I will kill you." Kurt laugh.

"Just kidding but thank you, Kurt." I chuckle.

Ryder and I still sitting down on the sofa. I turn on the tv and lean my head on Ryder's chest. Kurt and Rachel really have a comfortable place to stay.

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I'm arranging my locker after my biology class. Vacation to New York with Ryder was really amazing. We really had so much experience there and I wont forget that.

I look at the mini calendar in my locker door. Wait May 12th? Isnt that supposed to be Sam's birthday? God, why do I still remember his birthday?

And the worse thing is I dont have something to give him. We might be broke up and not dating anymore but he gave me many things that I still save in my room and I guess it's not a wrong thing to give him a birthday present.

I remember his tshirt that I cleaned that day. Oh damn, shall I go back to home and take it? I have no class left and I have two hours before glee club so I think I better go beside I bring my car today.

I shut my locker and walk out from McKinley. I get into my car and drive away to my house. I hope that no one notice me that I'm gone again now.

But I only give him his tshirt? Wait, he likes maccaroni arts so I guess I will give him maccaroni with the painting colour.

Glad there is no traffic jam. I can get into my house only in ten minutes. I park my car in front of my house. I press the knob and it's unlocked which mean that my servants still working.

"Miss Anderson, you home early?" A servant girl asks me.

"I left something in my room." I said to her and run to my room.

I look at my table and the tshirt is still there. But it's not fragrant anymore so I take my parfume and spray it. At least it's clean and fragrant now. I got an empty paper back so I take it and place his tshirt inside. Now it's time to go to walmart and buy him maccaroni.

1 hour later

Everything is done now. I'm already in McKinley and looking for Sam and I hope that Ryder dont see this because I'm afraid that he will mad or jealous.

I'm walking in the hallways and holding a paper bag. I dont have any time to pack it into a cute gift or anything but at least I will give him this.

I see Sam is standing in front of his locker. Okay I better give it to him now.

"Sam..." I'm standing next to his locker.

He turn his face at me and frown. "What?"

"Well." I take his tshirt from my paperbag. "Clean and fragrant. I'm sorry about that." I give his tshirt to him.

"Thanks. You shouldnt do this actually. It's only a cold water." He says to me.

"Cold water but you were said that your shirt was smell but now it's clean and fragrant." I roll my eyes.

"Yes, baby donkey." Sam laughs.

"Because you called me that. I will cut this shirt and throw it into the trash." I glare at him and take his shirt back.

He take his shirt back and shake his head. "This is my favorite one."

"So stop called me baby donkey or baby monkey." I pouted at him.

"Haha you're cute baby donkey." Sam laughs. "Thanks anyway." He smiles at me.

"One more thing. Happy birthday." I give my paper back to him and about to walk off.

But he suddenly catches my hand and make me stop. "You still remember my birthday?" He raise his eyebrows.

"Yes. And I'm sorry I only can give you that beside I almost forget. You gave me a cute hamster for my birthday and christmas present and I gave you nothing so just pretend that this is a feedback." I smile at him.

"I miss you." He look onto my eyes deeply.

I didnt say anything and pushes his hand slowly as he still look onto my eyes and pushes his face closer to me and about to kiss me.

"I'm sorry. I cant. I have Ryder with me." I turn my face away. "Happy birthday. You're officially 18th now." I said to him and walk off.

Ryder's POV

Where the hell Bianca is? Since that art class she is gone and she didnt text me or anything.

I keep walking in the hallways until I see Sam talking with a girl. Wait, seems like I know that girl. That's Bianca!

She gave him a tshirt? For what? Wait, they both laughing and seems like having a good conversation. What is this?

Bianca gave a paperbag she hold to Sam then walk off but suddenly Sam catches her hand and make her stop.

They are kind of have a serious talk until Sam pushes his face closer and about to kiss Bianca. No, B, you're mine and you cant kiss another guy.

Bianca turns her face away and avoid Sam to kiss him then walk away. Good, thats my girl. I can trust that she has no feeling for Sam anymore but what that's paperbag things and tshirt? I need to find out.

I hold my bag and walk away to get her. She is still walking in the hallways alone and like avoid something.

I catch her hand from behind and make her stop. "Back off, Sam. I have Ryder with me and I love him." She said without turn her face.

"I love you too." I'm smiling.

She turns her face and frown at me. "Ryder?"

"Where the hell have you been, princess?" I raise my eyebrows.

She didnt answer me but she hug me so tight and crying. "I'm sorry."

"Baby, what's wrong? Why you say sorry?" I rub her back.

"I gave Sam a birthday present but then he tried to kiss me but I swear I didnt kiss him or even let him kiss me." She is sobbing.

There you go. So that paperbag is a birthday present. But glad that Bianca told me the truth. I pull her body away and wipe her tears. I cup her cheek and kiss her. I dont care that other people might be looking at us right. I just want to tell the world that she is mine and I love her so much.

Sam's POV

"Yes. And I'm sorry I only can give you that beside I almost forget. You gave me a cute hamster for my birthday and christmas present and I gave you nothing so just pretend that this is a feedback." She smiles at me.

I cant handle it. I really miss her right now and I want her know about that.

"I miss you." I look onto her eyes deeply.

She didnt say anything and push my hand slowly and I cant take my eyes off of her beautiful eyes. I push my face closer to her and this is the right time to kiss her and get her back but she suddenly stops me.

"I'm sorry. I cant. I have Ryder with me." She turn her face away. "Happy birthday. You're officially 18th now." She said to me and walk off.

Damn! Always Ryder! I shut my locker and about to get her. I dont know what to say but this is make me wanna hug her and kiss her.

I stop my way as I see someone hug her tight and that person is Ryder. He pulls her body away and kisses her. Yeah I'm nothing now and one thing I can do is waiting for her.

I turn my way and trying to hide my tears. Today is my birthday and she remember it when I dont even remember that today is my birthday. I open the paper bag she gave me and what is this? Five bags of macaroni and paining colour? She even remember about my macaroni arts.

"Sam, you okay?" Blaine shocked me.

"Your sister gave me macaroni and painting colour as my birthday present. I want to kiss her but she ran away until I see other guy kissed her." I half-smile at Blaine.

"We have glee club now." Blaine takes my hand and walks lead me.

Why I cant find any other sweet girl like her? She is not my first love, I can say that she is my fourth ex-girlfriend but she is different and there is nothing can stop my feeling for her.

"Happy birthday to our leader!" The others smiling at me and Tina hold a birthday cake.

"Wow this is surprise for me?" I chuckle.

"Make a wish first." Tina smiles at me and show me the cake with light candle.

I smile at the others until my eyes land on someone who is the first one remember this, Bianca. I close my eyes and I just want her back into my life. That's it, because I'm lost without her. I open my eyes and blow the candle with the others give me an applause.

"Happy birthday, Sam." Blaine hug me.

"Thanks, Blaine." I smile at him.

"We have special present for you." Tina smirks at me.

I just frown at her until Jake pushes Artie's wheelchair closer to me and he gave me a guitar.

"We only can give you this." Artie says.

"Thank you guys so much! This is more than what I expected." I smile at them.

"Since today is your special day. You can sing a song with this guitar. You are our leader and you inspired us with many things, Sam." Marley says to me.

"Alright, I'll try." I smile at them and about to play the guitar.

"Wait, the C key doesnt lock hardly. It can make your string break." Someone stops me.

I turn my face to that voice until I realize that the one who says that is Bianca.

"How could you know that, B?" Blaine frowns at her.

"Remember the guitar you gave me? The C key wasnt lock hardly and the string broke when I tried to play it and I dont have any guitar string so I change the string with my violin string." She giggle.

Idiot. I really wanna laugh so hard but I hide it. I look at my new guitar and she is right, it wasnt lock hardly so I fix it and playing it.

Sam:Who'd have thought that I'd be here by myself?Who'd have thought that you'd be bad for my health?Now I know, now I know I'm just a man on a wireWho'd have thought about the cause and effect?Yesterday's love is not tomorrow's regretNow I know, now I know I'm just a man on a wire

No, I can't look downI'm trying to fight the feelingI will fall to the groundIf I ever see you'Cause I feel like I'm walkin' on a tightrope

My heart is in my throatI'm counting on high hopes to get me over youAnd I've got my eyes closedAs long as the wind blowsI'm counting on high hopes to get me over you, you

'Cause I'm a man on a wire, on a wireI'm a man on a wire, on a wire

Who'd have thought I'd see you with someone else?Who'd have thought that I'd be in such a mess?Now you know, now you know I'm just a man on a wire

But I walk that lineI try to keep my sensesMake it to the other sideI know the consequencesand I feel like I'm walkin' on a tightrope

My heart is in my throatI'm counting on high hopes to get me over youAnd I've got my eyes closedAs long as the wind blowsI'm counting on high hopes to get me over you, you

'Cause I'm a man on a wire, on a wireI'm a man on a wire, on a wire'Cause I'm a man on a wire, on a wire'Cause I'm a man on a wire, on a wire

The higher I getThe more I miss the groundNo safety netsNow you're not aroundI have to keep walkingTo keep me from falling downFeels like I'm walkin' on a tightrope

My heart is in my throatI'm counting on high hopes to get me over youAnd I've got my eyes closedAs long as the wind blowsI'm counting on high hopes to get me over you, you

'Cause I'm a man on a wire, on a wireI'm a man on a wire, on a wire'Cause I'm a man on a wire, on a wire'Cause I'm a man on a wire, on a wire

I cant stop starring at Bianca while singing this song. I know, she knows, we both know that this is our favorite song. We usually sing this song together, I would play the guitar and we sing this.

Now just look at her. She half-smile at me and tried not to sing this song because she really loves this song. I know you miss me, B and I miss you too, so bad.

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