Back to school

I went Ito my closet and grabbed some clothes. As I changed into them I cried. Two things were Eric's. One of his camo jacket and his dog tags. I changed into this. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?.svc=twitter&id=98210487

I walked out and wiped my eyes some more. And when my mom seen me she hugged me and cried. I hugged back and told her that I was fine when she asked how I was.

We got to school and Jeremy and I just sat in his car for a little. I took a deep breathe and nodded my head. "I'm ready". I got out if the car and Jeremy came by my side and held my hand. Half way to the door I felt people staring. When we got in the school I looked up a little to see a dozen people looking at me. " Her brother got shot." "Her brother died" "oh my god I would not be able to come back" "I feel so sorry for her" "she's so strong" is all that I heard as people were saying the stuff Jeremy would squeeze my hand. I stopped and whispered "I can't do this' I started to turn around when Jeremy pulled me back to him. He hugged me and kissed me. "Yes you can you're strong enough. I'll be with you the whole day. "