𝐔𝐧𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐍𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 ✰

Fuck you.

I laughed at how he handed me the wrong phone. I decided I'd text my phone from his since he must have mine. I opened his phone which had no password, Idiot. And texted myself letting him know that I had his phone. I know it's bad and I shouldn't, but I noticed a new text from Kelce. I've never been the one to snoop but it caught my attention. I dropped the phone onto the bed. "No." I muttered to myself .I'm not going to snoop through his phone. We went on one date. I need to control myself.

I decided to take a shower to distract myself from going through his text with Kelce.As much as I didn't want to wash Rafes touch off, I knew he'd be all over me tomorrow.I got out of the shower and quickly dried off. I walked over to my bed and heard a notification. I picked up the phone and it was Kelce.I had to convince myself not to snoop. God why is this so hard?

The phone buzzed again and it was Rafe on my phone . He made fun of me for having such an easy password. I don't know what he's laughing for, his phone doesn't even have a passcode. I told him I'd give him his phone once I put some clothes on. I quickly pulled on a bra and some shorts before pulling a silk robe over myself.

I walked downstairs and thought about snooping some more. For some reason it was extremely hard to not do it. I opened my main door to see Rafe stood there with my phone. There was a worried look on Rafe's face. "What's up?" I asked with concern."Did you go through my phone?" He asked staring down at me."No, I was tempted to but I decided not to." I said quite confused."Oh okay good." He said with relief. That was weird but anyways.

I handed Rafe's phone back to him and he handed mine back. "I think you mixed them up so you could see me again." I said with a smile."Hm maybe I did." Rafe said with a grin. I kissed him goodnight and went back inside . I had a party tomorrow and I was nervous to be with Rafe again.

I opened the door to the kitchen to grab myself a drink only to see my mother passed out with a pill bottle and wine in front of her. "fuck mom." I muttered while taking the pills from her hand . My mother used to have an extremely bad oxy addiction while I was growing up. Even though I made us rich she would spend most the money on alcohol, pills and clothes. I've basically been feeding myself since I was young .

I sighed and poured the wine down the sink. I went back over to try and move my mom only to realise she wasn't moving. I checked her pulse and she was barely breathing. I began panicking so I took out my phone to dial 911."fuck mom, wake up." I said while shaking her. My mother didn't make any sound she just lay there, face down on the table.

A couple of minutes later the ambulance was outside, I ran out and tried explaining what she took. The EMT's began working on her and putting an IV into her arm. I stood there uncertain of what to do .As much as my mother dislikes me, I'll always love her even though I'd like to hate her for everything she's done. I just can't.

They took her in the back of the ambulance and I climbed in beside them still wearing shorts and a bra which wasn't ideal. I sat there letting the tears flow from my eyes as we drove to the hospital.

I stayed there all night waiting for them to tell me what's going on. I was exhausted and angry.Why does she have to be so fucking selfish? It's always been drugs or alcohol before me.

After a few hours of signing paperwork and talking to doctors my mother was released .

"I need a drink." My mother said while rubbing her eyes. "You're not funny." I said while walking towards the cab lane. "You shouldn't have called an ambulance, what will the neighbours think?" My mother asked."Oh yeah, my bad . I should've let you die." I said ironically.My mother scoffed while climbing into the taxi .

The drive home was quiet. I was exhausted, the idea of a party wasn't appealing to me at all.

Once I was home and in bed I fell asleep instantly.

•••

I woke up around 5 and my eyes hurt from the tears I had cried the night before. I took out my phone to text Rafe and tell him I don't think I should go tonight. I explained the situation and Rafe understood. I sighed and began scrolling through my phone.

I texted Sarah and Kie and told them what happened. They had something bigger going on though. Ward Cameron, my neighbour, Rafe's dad stole the gold. All of it is gone from the old bats house. As if this day couldn't get any worse .

Sarah told me to go to the party, it would take my mind off things so I suppose she was right. I decided I'd go and surprise Rafe.

I slid on a white corset dress and some wrap around heels. I straightened my hair and did some makeup, it helped me distract myself from what's happened.

I drove towards Kelces' house which I remembered from when we picked him up. I pulled into the large driveway, seeing drunk teens falling all over the place. I could hear the music blasting from the house all the way from the car .

As I walked through the sweaty bodies of drunken people as I made my way towards the bar. I poured myself a drink before making my way towards Rafe.

Rafe was stood outside, laughing with Topper and Kelce. The closer I got the more of their conversation I heard. "I can't believe you got her to trust you already. So tell me Rafe, have you fucked her?" Topper asked while sipping on the red solo cup in his hand.

"Not yet, but I fingered her last night. So you better get that 5k Kelce." Rafe said while laughing.

They were talking about me. Of course.

"I guarantee you she moans like those pornstars." Kelce said while laughing.

"Dude she's a model not a pornstar." Topper said while laughing.

"No she doesn't really do all that, she's quiet." Rafe said while smiling .

"Maybe you just didn't do it right. I bet I could make her moan." Topper said which earned him a glare from Rafe.

"No. She came." Rafe said while rolling his eyes.

"I gotta say, I'll give you that 5k. I'm impressed that you even got her to go out with you." Kelce said while laughing loudly.

I walked over to them and pushed Rafe harshly. "What the fuck?" I asked while tears stung at my eyes. Don't cry. Don't cry.

"What did you hear?" Rafe asked while looking down at me. He looked guilty.

"You're a real piece of shit." I spat.

"I'm a piece of shit?" He laughed.

"All I'm worth is 5k?" I asked.

"No, I just need the money. You're worth more than that. You know this." He said trying to be nice.

I took out my phone and cashapped him 5k. Before throwing my drink at him. "There's 5k for you to stay the fuck away from me." I spat while walking away.

Rafe ran up and grabbed my arm.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" He shouted. We now had a small audience of people who gathered to watch this unfold.

"Me? What's wrong with you? I thought you 'liked spending time with me.' You're a fucking liar and a piece of shit." I shouted while poking my finger into his chest.

Everyone around us began whispering and laughing at Rafe. "Yeah? You wanna try finish an argument when you can't even finish a plate of food! You're pathetic." Rafe yelled.

I stood there staring at him. I began crying as my voice broke. "fuck you." I said before walking off towards the bathroom.

I tried calming myself down by breathing deeply but it didn't help.

I heard Rafe banging on the door. "I didn't mean that. I'm sorry. Please Jules." He shouted .

"Just fuck off." I muttered while wiping my tears. After a few minutes of crying I decided I need to get my shit together. I opened the door and made my way towards the bar. I poured myself shot after shot. Fuck Rafe. Fuck my mother. Fuck my father. Fuck them all. I could feel the alcohol taking effect and began dancing to the music. Maybe I had too much to drink but I don't care.

After a few hours and too many shots later I decided I had to go home. I began walking to my car which in itself was a shitty idea but I don't care. I was outside the large mansion when I saw a brown haired boy with green eyes that lingered on my body for too long.

"Can I help you?" I asked rudely."Yeah. You can." He said while walking closer to me.

I could smell the alcohol on his breath before he even reached me.

I began to back up realising his size. "Oh no. Don't be shy, I saw you dancing earlier. I know what you can do." He said while wrapping his arms around my waist. It was still painful to be touched around that area so I tried pushing him off of me but in return he just held me tighter. "Let me go." I hissed. The dark haired boy ignored me and began moving his hands up my dress, feeling my bare skin.

"I'm not fucking around. Get off of me now." I said while shoving his chest.

Again he didn't move as he towered over me. "Come on, relax I'm only joking." He said while dropping his head into the crook of my neck. His hands were gripping my thighs as he pushed me back against the car. "stop it! Seriously get off of me!" I yelled.

He once again ignored me and continued forcing his fingers into me. "You're wet for me, I know you want it." He whisper into my ear. He took out his dick and tried putting it inside me. Before I kneed him in the balls causing him to drop. Tears were now pouring down my cheeks as I sat in my car. I wasn't driving anywhere I just locked my doors as the boy from earlier pulled up his pants and ran off.

I was shaking and sobbing while trying to start my car. I heard a loud knock on my window and looked up to see Rafe. I opened my door ignoring what he said earlier and just hugged him. He was hesitant to hug me back but finally wrapped his arms around me.

"What happened?" He asked while pulling away."There was this guy and he was trying to fuck me and I kneed him and he ran off." I said between breaths and tears.

"Fuck, Jules." He said while pulling me closely. I cried in his arms while he held me.

"I'm so sorry. I'm so fucking sorry Jules." He said while holding me. I sighed and pulled away while nodding.

"It's okay. It's fine." I said while sighing. "Can you drive me home. I'm too drunk to drive right now." I said while handing my keys to him.

Rafe nodded before hopping in the driver seat. I got in the passenger seat and put my head against the window while letting tears roll down my cheek. Rafe took off his sweater since he could see I was uncomfortable. "Here. Take this." He said while putting the sweater on my lap.

I quickly put it on and was engulfed by the smell of Rafe. His cologne, his body wash all of it just made me feel safe.

Rafe dropped me off home and he awkwardly hugged me. "I'm sorry Jules. I really am." He said before pulling away. "It's fine." I muttered while wiping my eyes. "No it's not. I shouldn't have said that. You didn't deserve it." He said while shaking his head. "Rafe it's fine. I just don't think we should see each other anymore." I said before walking inside. I walked upstairs and lay down on my bed. I lay there sobbing for at least 10 minutes before I felt the urge to take a shower.

I scrubbed every inch of my body trying to get rid of his touch.

I've not been on the Obx for long but since I have, my luck has been terrible. Got shot at, met a boy, got beat up by said boys friends, my mothers abuse has been getting worse, found gold, lost gold, my mother overdosed, the boy used me as a bet, got assaulted. What's next? I don't think I've ever been this low. Tomorrow I plan on paying JJ's restitution. God everything is a mess right now.

After my shower I didn't feel much better. I pulled on a large sweater and some sweatpants and crawled into bed. I wish I could go back a few weeks knowing what I know and fix it all. Change everything, but I can't.

Considering how exhausted I am, I couldn't sleep at all. I spent hours tossing and turning then breaking out into a panic thinking the boy from earlier will know me. He will know where I live. Which deep inside I know sounds crazy but I can't help but be afraid.

I eventually fell asleep as the sun began rising. Of course that sleep didn't last long, I woke up and for those first few seconds I was blissfully oblivious to what had happened last night until it came crashing over me. I wish I didn't remember, or that I was too drunk to remember. But I remember it all. The dress I wore is still on the floor along with Rafe's hoodie. I felt sick remembering what had happened, maybe it was the alcohol . Either way I felt so nauseous.

I stood up and walked towards the bathroom to shower.

After showering and getting ready I texted JJ letting him know I'd be picking him up soon before I headed outside to my car. Of course with my luck I saw Rafe he looked at me and hopped on his bike before speeding off. I sighed and hopped in my car before driving off towards the cut.