Chapter 42

*Payton's POV*"Hey.. Um well since you probably don't remember, I'm Sean.. Your brother.." The two guys from before walked back into the room.

"Oh.. I don't remember my own brother?" I said looking at the ground. That's horrible..

"No, it's okay it's not your fault," he said, hugging me. I felt like I remembered him, but there was a wall between remembering him and being complete strangers in my brain.

"Please tell me about.. Me. I don't know anything about myself, and it scares the shit out of me," I laugh half-heartedly.

He looks over at the other boy in the room.

"And you are?" I ask careful not to sound rude, I just don't know who he is.

"Kaden Messi," he says with a hopeful smile that I'd remember him, and I give him a sigh instead, as his expression drops to the ground.

"Well? Your name is Payton Amarixe Foster, our dad is Ben Foster, and he's a famous footballer. Our mom's Amber Foster, and she works majorly in fashion. Um, you play football too, and you're like better than all of us at it, seriously.. You model and stuff, oh and your VS fashion show is next week, and you were gonna go on tour with Magcon, a group of famous internet people, which by the way you make YouTube videos as well," he explained to me.

"Well I keep busy, huh," I laughed. "Can I go home now? Or wherever I was going before someone almost killed me?" I asked, desperate to get out of this room. The beeping is literally making me go insane!

"Uh, I've talked to mom and dad, and they said that you can still go on tour with Magcon, but come back home whenever you feel up to it," Sean explained.

"I guess I'll go on tour, probably for a week or two though, but I'll see how I feel about it," I sighed.

"Well then I guess we're off to the airport, everyone else already caught their flights, and we have later ones now, so I'm sure we'll make it in time," Sean said helping me up. I was still in the same clothes from before, seeing as I didn't think there was a reason to undress me and put me in a gown since the injury was to my head.

Sean and I went to the airport, and Kaden went and stayed behind to go help some other guy get there too.

We were waiting for our driver to come pick us up outside of the hospital. There was a nice warm breeze flowing through my hair, and I closed my eyes for a bit to breathe in the floral scent lingering in the air.

"Do you really not remember anything?" Sean asked.

"No, I mean I kind of do, but there's this wall in my mind that's keeping me from remembering.. I don't know how to break it down. You have no idea how absolutely terrifying it is not knowing your own name," I explained, looking over at him.

"I wouldn't know, but I can only imagine.. Don't worry, it'll all come back to you," he smiled as the uber car pulled up in front of us and took us to the airport. Once at the airport, Sean boards the flight back to London, and I board a separate plane to my next tour stop. I take my seat, and shuffle through my carryon to try and find lip balm.

"Payton? What're you doing here?" An extremely attractive guy came up to me.

"Um..." I say, trying to think of a way to phrase what happened without sounding insane. "I kind of got in a minor car accident, and I hit my head and don't remember you, or well anything.. I'm sorry don't take it personally or anything.... A few hours ago I didn't even know my own name," I laughed trying to lighten the mood.

"Oh, I'm sorry.. well that's not too bad, I mean we've only met for a few hours, so we can still catch up to what we've missed." The boy, says and looks down at the plane ticket in his hand, "and looks like I'm sitting next to you," he smirked.

"So I'm Ethan Dolan, and I'm constantly late to things, which includes planes, leading me to this moment right now. But for once, I don't mind," he smirked at me, and I laughed.

"So tell me about yourself," I smiled, "I would talk about myself.. But I honestly don't remember much.." I laughed.

"Well, I make vines with my twin brother Grayson, I'm 16 years old, I like soccer and used to be into wrestling, and um.. I think you're very cute," he winked at me, and I giggled a little at him squeezing that into his sentence.

"Why thank you," I smile. "Care to watch some Netflix? It's not that long of a flight, but we can manage to get a few episodes in," I offered up, getting my headphones and untangling them.

"Sure," he smiled. I got out my MacBook Air and set it out onto the middle seat's foldout table. People were still boarding the plane, and a familiar face came through the crowd, taking their seats.

"Hey.... Kaden," I smiled, despite that fact that I had to dig through my memory to find his name.

"Hey, how're you feeling?" He asked me.

"Alright, just a little lightheaded at times, but I'll be fine," I explained as he sat down next to Ethan. I had the window seat, Ethan had the middle, and Kaden had the aisle.

I logged into Netflix, and picked a movie instead of watching episodes of something. Handing Ethan an earbud, I leaned my head on his shoulder to get a better view of the screen, since it was on Ethan's table in the middle.

Kaden looked a little irritated.. Wonder what's up with him. I shook it off and continued watching She's the Man as we took off.~~~~~~~"Payton.. Wake up...." Someone's voice whispered in my ear. I opened my eyes and found myself on Ethan's shoulder.

"Sorry, must've been tired.. Even considering that I had a 4 hour involuntary nap today," I laughed at my precious unconscious state.

"That's okay, I didn't mind," he smirked. Why you gotta ruin it Fuckboy?! "We're landing," he explained as I put my MacBook and headphones back into my carryon.

We landed safely, and we're all packing out of the plane orderly. A driver then took me, Ethan and Kaden to our hotel, where everyone was staying at. We checked in to the nearly 5 star hotel, and made our way up to our reserved floor. Again, for security purposes. Making small talk on the way to our room, and catching up on things that I clearly didn't remember, I got to my assigned room, which I was going to be sharing with all guys, since the only other girl on the tour was someone named Mahogany Lox. Kaden made sure I got to my room safely, and set all of my bags down for me near my bed, along with Ethan who had his bags with him too.

"Thanks Kaden," I smiled hugging him. He's really helped me through this, and remembering basic stuff that I should've known about myself, but didn't. He must've been my best friend for a long time to know so much about me.

"No problem," he smiled. "Let's go see where everyone else is," he said and we knocked on every room until one guy opened a door, containing almost everyone inside.

"Payton!" Everyone yelled running up and hugging me. I felt so bad because I didn't know who any of these people were. I looked to Kaden for help, and he joined me by my side.

"Um, after the.. Accident.. Payton and Brooklyn both lost memory of, well everything. You shouldn't push memories on her or try and make her remember, it'll come back to her in time.... Hopefully.." He explained and everyone stood there with shocked expressions on their faces.

"Awh, Pay, it's okay, you'll remember soon," a guy with brown hair styled in a quiff and a bandana on said to me, pulling me into a hug. It felt good, like I never wanted to leave his arms, when it just came to me.

"Taylor," I whispered, hoping I didn't just say a random name that came to me. But I knew it wasn't, I just had a feeling.

"You remember?" He asked, taken back a bit, but looking hopeful.

"Not much, just your name I guess.. It'll get better," I smiled.

I had a feeling that this was where I was supposed to be. And things were slowly and surely coming back to my memories. Some were named that I matched with faces, and some were just random and completely irrelevant.. At least I thought it was irrelevant.

And this number... 5454.

Just keeps popping up in my head and I don't know what to do with it. Is it my house number maybe? Part of my phone number? It was just curling and curling in my brain, almost giving me a headache.

5454.~~~~~~~Hey guys, I hope you're enjoying the book, and I just wanted to say that I really appreciate all of the sweet comments and votes❤️ I never expected to get almost 5k reads by now, it's crazy! I love you all, and keep voting and commenting! Even if the comment's stupid, irrelevant, or doesn't make sense I usually reply to or read all comments😜 xxo-Madi