Chapter 7

AILINN

fuck Fuck Fuck

Fuckkkkkk

How the fuck did I end up sleeping with him?!!! This was a fuçking mistake. We literally just agreed to be friends and I came over and we fucked. I turned and looked at brad. He looked dead asleep which means I have time to change and get the fuck out of here. If things were going to be slightly awkward before they are for sure going to be awkward now.

I slowly got up from the bed and I put on a hoodie of his since I didn't want to wear my dress from last night. I slipped on some shorts that he had on the floor and I quietly picked up my things and left his room closing the door quietly and almost ran down the stairs.

"Good morning sleeping beauty" I heard as I was lied toward the door and it was of course Jason.

"Shhh" I told him as I walked over to him.

"Why are you hiding from him" he asked me with an amused face because he knows damn well why.

"Stop it with that face" I told him slightly red. "You know I'm just going to head out" I told him as I walked out the door and did the walk of shame to my dorm.  This is kinda the first time I've ever done it. Good thing it was still kinda early and nobody was really out yet.  I walked into the dorm building and into my dorm. I unlocked the door and there I saw Stephanie sitting down on her desk but as soon as she heard the door open she turned.

"Oh my god where have you been" she said as she walked up to me. "I've been calling and texting you why haven't you answered " she asked me.

"I'm sorry I think my phone is dead" I told her and I started looking for my phone."fuck I don't have my phone" I said slightly panicking because that meant i left it at Brads. Fuck.

"I fucked up Stephanie" I told her as I paced up and down and she looked at me concerned.

"What did you do" she asked me concerned.

"I slept with Brad and I left my phone there" I told her and she looked at me like I was an idiot which I am.

"Fucking dumbass" she said laughing. I started laughing with her because she is so fucking right. I quickly grabbed my laptop and I texted Jason.

Me:Can you bring me my phone pls!! I left it in Brads room I think and I don't know how I feel about going back

Jason:you fucking owe me big time😂but I got you

"Okay I won't have to go back Jason is bringing it to me" i told her with a look of relief on my face for sure.

"I have to go but before I leave Jefnier came over earlier and dropped this off" she said handing me a an envelope.

He got me plane tickets to go see my mom. Fuck my heart he really didn't have to do this.

Knock

Knock

I walked over to the door and I opened it and it was Jason holding my phone.

"Thank you so much" i said to him and I hugged him. He handed me my phone and hugged me back.

"No problem I got you but you owe me because it was kinda weird sneaking in to him room while he was butt naked and pissed off"he said letting out a light laugh but I felt a little bad.

"Is it bad? Is he really angry at me" I asked him and he gave me a weak smile.

"No he's not angry at you he could never be angry at you. I think he's more angry at himself because he thinks that he fucked up any chance of a friendship that you guys could of had" Jason said and I frowned. I didn't want Brad to think like that.

"Tell him to call me later" I told Jason and he nodded and we said our goodbyes. I quickly charged my phone and as soon as it turned on. I started receiving missed call messages. They were either from Jefnier or Stephanie. I quickly texted Jefnier to thank him.

Me: hey I just charged my phone I'm sorry I didn't answer. I didn't stay the night at my dorm but I  opened the present and I want to tell you thank you so freaking much. I honestly can't thank you enough. I do hope to see you in PR so we can talk<3

Okay now that I texted him. I should probably shower because I probably smell like sex and I hate  it. I got my things I needed and I walked to the shower room so I can shower. I quickly showered and I wrapped my towel around my body and walked back to my dorm. It was only a couple of doors down from the shower room so it shouldn't really be a problem. Once i was in front of my dorm I unlocked the door and walked in. I changed and did some light makeup on my face since I kinda look like shit.

Just as I was about to start watching Netflix my phone ringed. Which it mostly likely was Jefnier or Brad and either one was going to be a very interesting conversations that I am not ready for. I checked the caller Id and it was Brad. I quickly answered the phone and placed it by my ear.

"Hey" I heard him say.

"Hi" I said not knowing what to say.

"Well yesterday got out of hand a little" he said with a chuckle and I let out a light laugh.

"You think" I said and he laughed on the other side of the phone.

"I really do hope this doesn't change us about being friends because I really do want to stay friends with you" he said with concerned tone.i know where he is coming from because I feel the same exact way.

"It doesn't it was mistake everything just got out of hand yesterday but I want to stay friends too and just friends not like friends with benefits or anything because that always ends up bad" I told him and I heard him take a deep breath.

"I agree I just really wanted to clear that up because I honestly felt like you weren't going to talk to me anymore but when Jason told me you told him to tell me to call you I felt a little concerned but a bit of relief because when you weren't in the room this morning I panicked" he said and I started feeling kinda bad for doing that.

"I know and I'm sorry for making you feel that way but I feel like if I would of stayed everything would of probably gone way worst then it did"I told him and I was being very honest with him.

"I have to go to a football meeting I'll talk to you later" he said and we said our goodbyes and he hung up. Good thing that we officially ended this in good condition because I could not bear loosing him as a friend.

Ding

Jefnier sent me a message.

Jefnier:Glad you liked your present and I really do hope I get to see you this weekend.

Me:yeah me too! did you go back to PR already?

Jefnier: Nope my flight was changed until tomorrow morning. Do you want to hang out today?

do I?

Me:Yeah I am totally down. What time can you?

Jefnier:Whenever I am free right now!

Me:okayyy ill get an uber to take me to your hotel.

Jefnier:No don't I rented a car for today so ill pick you up.Ill be there in 10 minutes

Okay so I got ten minutes to kill while he gets here. I am not lying to tell you that I feel a bit nervous even though this isn't a date I still feel like it kinda is in a way but it isn't. 

"Should I change" I asked myself out loud. I looked at myself infront of the mirror and I inspected my outfit. I was in legging and a sweater I looked cute in my opinion.  I even had my cute pair of uggs. I look good enough.

Ding

jefnier:Im outside

I quickly grabbed my things and left my dorm room. I walked down the stairs and quickly got out of the building. There I saw jefnier waiting for me in a really nice BMW. I quickly walked over to him trying not to grab anybodies attention because I did not want anybody to know I knew him because if there is any fans of him in this campus it is over for me. I opened the car door and quickly got in.

"Hi" I told him with a smile on my face which he returned.

"Hey are you ready" he asked me and I nodded. He quickly pulled away from the parking spot and started driving. "so where do you want to go"he asked me as he drove around.

"I know a place that sells really good ice cream shakes like 20 minutes away from here" I suggested and he nodded. I searched up the address on my phone and I put It on his phone in his gps app. " I put the address in the gps so its easier for you because I suck at giving direction" I told him and he nodded.

"I know"he said letting out a light laugh.  He must remember all the times I caused us to get lost when we would go to places.

"here " I heard him say and I looked out the window. We got to the place a lot quicker than I thought. I got out of the car and we walked into the diner.

"Welcome you guys can sit wherever you guys want"the lady said to us and we nodded and sat in a booth my the window.

"what do you recommend from here"Jefnier asked me as he looked through the menu.

"I really like their cheeseburgers"I told him and he nodded. We ordered our food and the lady left to place it.

"I know this is a really bad time to bring this up because everything is going good"jefnier said nervously and I looked at him slightly confused of what he was about to say because I honestly had no clue. "would you ever consider giving us another chance"he asked me but he didn't look at me in the eye. This question made my heart drop because In my heart I do I really do because I still love him but in my head I am indecisive.

"Im going to be honest with you jefnier" I told him and he looked at me with a nervous look on his face. "I still love you but I don't know if I could ever trust you again" I told him truthfully and his face dropped a little.

"What is I prove myself and  prove to you that I won't pull that shit again that I learned from my past mistakes"he said in a pleading tone and I really wanted to kiss him but I stopped myself.

"I'm willing to give you another chance jefnier but I wont let you slide that easily" I told him and he smiled like an idiot.

"Thank you and you wont regret it I promise" he said to me and I smiled.

"I wont make it easy for you"I told him with a serious look on my face and he nodded.

"Dont make it easy for me because I really do want to prove myself"he said and I nodded.

Here goes nothing.