EPILOGUE

EPILOGUE

***R O S É

"Chaeyoung-ah, girls your age are busy with their studies, making friends, and living the most of their lives but why are you here stuck in your room while watching these boys perform all day?" Eomma ranted like every normal day.

I pouted as I hug my exo light stick. "I am living the most of my life too Eomma."

I don't see the need to compare me to other teenagers my age. We have different lives, different perspectives, and different goals in life. We are all different people so why compare when we are all born different in the first place?

Eomma heave a deep breath. "What good will these boys bring you anyway?! It's not as if one of them will miraculously fall for you someday."

Ouch. I pouted more because of that. It's not like I am delusional! I know no one of them would even notice me.. but a girl could dream you know!

A girl like me could dream and wished even just a glance.. even just for Chanyeol Oppa to know my mere existence. That his number 1 fan exist in me.

Park Chanyeol of exo was just a dream that I once knew.

I am always used to watching and admiring him with his members from afar. I am contented as I cheer for him with all my heart.

Never in my life that I ever think that a dream of being noticed by him would come true. I always imagine what it would feel like to be close to him, to be atleast be considered as a friend to him.. and it came true.

It all came true.. to the point that I fell harder as I got closer to him. I fell and I wished of him feeling the same way.

Again, it came true.

Everything seems to be going smoothly in my life. I am an idol being loved by many. I living the dream that I once have, being able to perform with my members.. having a millions of blinks who love me. And most specially, Chanyeol Oppa, my Yoda loving me as much as I love him.

Not until that faithful day when everything that I have crumpled down into pieces.

Yes, everything.

Because Chanyeol Oppa is my everything.

My love of music and performing is fueled because I am inspired by him. I became the Rosé of Blackpink because he motivates me to be able to become a better person each day.. without even knowing it.

Park Chaeyoung love Park Chanyeol of exo so much.. to the point that Park Rosé of Blackpink still loves Park Chanyeol for who he is and not just as a fan who loves her idol. I have wake up one day that I know I love him as a woman loving a man..

I love him so much.  To the point that even if my mind forgets.. my heart still remembers him. My heart never fails to beat for him.

I slowly open my eyes only to close it again because of the blinding light. I felt someone move and I felt a hand on my arm.

"Rosé.." it was Jisoo Unnie's voice.

I half open my eyes and saw her face reflecting of worry. I gave her a small smile to reassure her that I am fine.

"We are so worried about you. You collapsed!" She said as she helped me to sit down. "Are you okay? Is your head still aching?"

I shook my head and look around. It seems like Jisoo Unnie is in charge of waiting for me to wake up. I pouted when I saw no sign of a certain giant anywhere.

He's not going to push me away again right? It's not his fault that I faint.. and it's never his fault.

I never blamed Chanyeol Oppa for all the things that has happened to me because I know.. he doesn't want that to happen either.

I look at Jisoo Unnie. "Unnie.. where is Chanyeol Oppa?"

Jisoo Unnie stared at my face and I stare at her, waiting for a response when the door suddenly open for me to meet the eye of the very person I wanted to see.

"Yoda!" I beamed.

***C H A N Y E O L

"Yoda!"

Did I heard her right?

I look at Rosé's face and saw a bright smile of hers directly at me. She even move to jump at her bed but I quickly went to her before she could even do so. I felt her arms enveloped on my neck.

"Yoda!" She beamed. "I missed you.."

I feel my knees weakening with her soft whispers on my ear. She finally remembers me.. my hand travel on her back as I hugged her tight.

"I missed you more.. chipmunk."

My breathing hitched when I heard my chipmunk's silent sobs. "I was so scared. I was really scared, Chanyeol Oppa!"

I know.. I am too. I am very afraid that you won't remember me.. that you'll wake up and ask of who I am again.. I hugged Rosé tight as I felt her tears soaking on my shirt. I am glad that she made it back to me after all that we've been through.

I am glad that she found her way back to my arms. And there's no way that I'll let her go ever again.

Because Rosé is my perfect safe-haven.

***R O S É

Everything seems to go back to its perfect place when I got all my memories back. I am happy.. that my heart never fails to recognize the person that really owns it.

My mind may forget but my heart would never.

I smiled as I enter the restaurant on the rooftop of luxurious hotel that Chanyeol Oppa has rented.

He never fails to make me feel love eversince we got back together. He became clingy and I love it. He is quite overprotective and I understand it. Chanyeol bowed to protect me and made sure that I will always be safe.

I can feel that he is still scared to lose me again.. I am scared to lose him too.

I don't know what will happen in the future ahead of us. I don't know if our fans will support us.. there are lots of Sasaengs out there. And there are lots of people who will surely judge us for being together.

But I don't care anymore.. as long as I know Chanyeol Oppa loves me, I will be brave to face all the struggles.

I believe our love for each other can conquer it.

I gasped when I open the door to see lots of lights and a beautiful ambiance. Chanyeol Oppa rented this whole romantically magical restaurant for our dinner date tonight? This is so.. beautiful.

I heard a guitar strumming into a wonderful melody that made my heart beats fast.

I look up and saw my Yoda standing in a dashing white suit and tie. His holding a guitar as his dimple shown when a small genuine smile curved into his lips when our eyes met.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpFqFWdBO2o

(Song Used: Without You covered by Exo Chanyeol)

My hand flew to my chest to feel my hearts fast beating as I made my way to him.

"No, I can't forget this eveningOr your face as you were leavingBut, I guess that's just the wayThe story goesYou always smile but in your eyesYour sorrow showsYes it shows"

His deep raspy voice is like a wonderful melody to my ears.

My Yoda is serenading me..

"No, I can't forget tomorrowWhen I think of all my sorrowWhen I had you thereBut then I let you goAnd now it's only fairThat I should let you knowWhat you should know"

I stopped walking when we are only one step apart. Chanyeol stared at my face, my eyes becoming misty because of all the feelings I can't conceal.. my love for him is overwhelming me.

"I can't liveIf living is without youI can't liveI can't give anymoreI can't liveIf living is without youI can't giveI can't give anymore"

He sang and I saw the genuine glint on his eyes as he walked closer to me. Our faces only inches apart..

"I love you Chanyeol.." I whispered that made him smile.

"I can't live.. if living is without you chipmunk." He sang.

He stopped strumming when I encircled my arms on his nape. My Yoda is tall, I giggle after he gave me a sweet feathery peck on my lips.

"I love you." Chanyeol said holding my hand as I felt something slipped on my ring finger.

"I am not a perfect human, Park Chaeyoung.. but I found my perfect place whenever I'm with you."

Chanyeol bumped his forehead lightly on mine. My cheeks heated while my heart is warmed up with his words full of sincerity.

"You are my everything.. Park Chaeyoung."

We both stared at each others eyes filled with love and passion as we shared a silent long deep kiss.

'You'll always be perfect in my eyes even with all your flaws.. Park Chanyeol.'

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(A/N: We have finally reached the ending! I feel so happy and sad at the same time because I really enjoyed writing this story despite me experiencing a writer's block.  (╥﹏╥)

I will miss this Chanyeol and Rosé. My first ever ChanRosé fanfic<3

Thank you very much for all the support and love that you've given this story. Let us all meet again to my new upcoming stories~

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