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Third Person's POV

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She look down at her shaking hands, before looking up at her reflection. He is waiting outside, waiting for her to come when she's ready. But if she takes too long, he might get sick and tired of waiting and they might end up not doing it at all. This is where the big question comes. Should she just stay in there, until the sexual tension just dies down, or should she go out and continue what they started? What will happen after that? What exactly will happen to her and his relationship? Will they make it official with each other? Or will they just go separate ways? Hyungwon had taken off his clothes, leaving him only in his boxers, waiting for her. Knowing it's her first time, she must be nervous as hell.

"Valarie..." He called softly, before he slowly got up and head towards her bathroom. The door slowly opened and he step back, looking at her that was only in her undergarments. She was so small compared to his height. She look up at him with nervous eyes, she was clasping her hands together, clearly showing how nervous she was.

"I'm nervous..." She started, he leans closer, cupping her face, she gripped his arm.

"That's normal" He stated, placing his lips on hers. She instantly kissed him back, he deepens the kiss and he slipped his tongue into her parted lips. He slowly started to get aggressive with his kisses, then she gasped as he suddenly lift her up and she wrapped her legs around his slender waist. He brought her to the bed and her breathing turned shaky, as he laid her down.

"Try to relax" He said, before he leans down and place his lips back on hers. She then felt his lips traveling down and she look down at him, as his kiss arrived at her neck. She felt him nipping and sucking on her skin. He took in her scent, driving him more crazy with lust. She blushed, feeling his kiss traveling lower. She arched her back as he went to unclasp her bra. She instantly felt her heart racing like crazy, her hands shaking, as he pull the bra off her. He stopped and stared down at her, her small pink buds looking back at him. He slowly leans down and she eyes warily, as he started kissing above her chest, before his kisses traveled down.

"M-Mr. Chae..." Her voice trembled, as she felt his lips touching her bud and slowly engulf it into his hot mouth. She instantly gripped his shoulders, not expecting it to feel so sensitive. She could feel shivers running down her spine, just from him sucking and nipping on her bud. Her breathing was shaky and ragged as she bit her lips, not wanting to make a loud sound. She watched as he went to the other bud and gave the same treatment.

"Is this what you imagined?" He asked, his eyes meeting hers, as his kisses traveled downwards. The real thing felt so much better.

"Y-yes..." Her voice trembled, watching as he nip and suck on her skin while he traveled downwards. This is it, this was the big moment. Her legs wouldn't obey, as he slowly tug down her panties. She pressed her thighs together, as a reflex, feeling like she wanted to change her mind. Hyungwon, seeing this, slowly went back up and he clasped her hands on either side of her head.

"Relax, Valarie" He breathed out, she couldn't meet his eyes, feeling like a nervous wreck. She don't know what will happen if she met his eyes, so she didn't. He then kissed her forehead, making her stunned for a moment, before kissing her nose and when he was about to kiss her lips, he paused.

"If you don't want to do it, I understand" How can she turn back? It will only make things worse and awkward between them. As he went to move away from her, getting up, she instantly wrapped her arms around his neck and pull him down, before she kissed him, a kiss full of need. Taking this as a signal to go on, he continued where he left off. He look at her for confirmation, which she looks slightly confident and less nervous.

"Uh..." She could feel his manhood lining up at her entrance, as he slowly rub the tip up and down her entrance, making her wet down south.

"This is gonna hurt" He warned, before he slip his thing in, instantly shooting pain up her back and down her legs. Her knees clamped around his waist, wanting him to stop, as tears pricked her eyes and her mouth fell open, letting a silent scream escape. She breathed heavily, glancing down and seeing their connected parts, with wide, anxious eyes.

"Oh, god!" She didn't expect it to be so painful! She cried out, as he leans down and he place his lips on her parted ones. She whimpered in the kiss.

"I want to stop!" She pull away from his kiss, shaking her head as she started to cry. She wanted to push him away, but he then cupped her face, placing his lips back on hers.

"The pain will be gone. I promise" He said. She look up at him for assurance, nodding softly after seeing his confident eyes.

"Ah! No! God!" She fisted the sheets in her hands and he kissed her hard, as he slowly pushed further and further in. He pulled away as he was fully inside of her. She instantly threw her head back, he could see her chin trembling as she cried. She wiped her tears to clear her vision, before her teary eyes met his. He winced slightly, feeling her muscles clenching so tightly around him.

"Aahh!!" She cried out, as he slowly moved. He used force slightly, so that the pain will quickly be gone.

"Mr. Chae!" She gripped his shoulders, stopping him.

"Be gentle, please!" She whimpered. He instantly started kissing down her neck, leaving more love bites. Every muscle in her body was tense, as he moved.

"I know it hurts. You can't be so tense, it will only hurt more" He breathed out, from kissing her neck. She then tried to relax her body, as he slowly moved, gripping onto him tightly. She groans slightly, as he started moving at a faster pace. She could feel his manhood hitting her g-spot every time he thrusted. Her mouth fell open as harsh pants escaped her throat.

"Aaghh!!" She groans out loud in pain, as she couldn't feel her legs anymore and he quickened his pace.

"Slow down!" She cried out, squeezing his arm, but was only met with his lips on hers, cupping her face. As he pulled away, he lean his forehead on hers. She winced as she could feel him twitching inside of her, she could also feel the pressure building up at the pit of her stomach. She watched, as his hips moved up and down, and his manhood thrusting into her multiple times at a steady pace.

"I think I'm close" He said, looking into her eyes. She gripped his back, her nails digging into his back.

"Scream my name. Scream my name, Valarie" He muttered against her lips, before gripping onto her hair.

"Hyungwon" She breathed out, as he fastened his pace and the pain slowly got unbearable. She was ready to let go of the pressure, he looks like he was ready too.

"Hyungwon!! F**k!" She yelled out, as he groans at the same time, she released the pressure, her muscles convulsing and she could feel something hot exploding into her, load by load. Hyungwon grunted, feeling her nails digging deeper in his back and sliding down his back.

"Uh!" Her legs slumped and her legs trembled slightly. Hyungwon slumped against her, his forehead leaning against hers.

"I'm... tired..." She panted out, as she met his eyes, she reached up and wipe her tears dry. She did it. She wasn't a virgin anymore, she's a woman. A woman. Something she didn't think she would do before marriage.

"Mr. Chae"

"Please, call me by my name" He said, looking into her eyes.

"I can't exactly tell if you're calling me, or my father" He chuckled slightly, as he slowly rolled off her, crashing beside her. She quickly pull the covers over herself, to cover her bare body from his view. The both of them were still breathing hard.

"Hyungwon..." She started, making him look at her questioningly.

"What defines us now?" She asked. He thought for a moment.

"Us? Were there ever a 'us' to begin with?" He asked, making her look at him, appalled.

"W-what?" She asked.

"Doesn't mean I slept with you, instantly makes me and you a 'us'. We just slept with each other. That's it" He slowly got up from the bed, she gripped the covers tightly.

"But..." She couldn't believe her ears. What do they call girls like this? Easy f**k? She's like a booty call? Is she being paranoid? Can't she be paranoid? It's her first time after all.

"Mr. Chae-!"

"Hyungwon" He cut her off, as he went to put on his clothes.

"I... gave you... my first time" She said, talking lower than a whisper.

"And I'm honestly honoured. It was great. Amazing, actually. But, don't be that girl" Hurt. That was what she felt at the moment. She didn't know how exactly to react to him. That she was hurt and really thinks he's being an asshole right now. Don't be that girl? What girl?

"Do I deserve this kind of treatment from you?" Was all she could ask.

"Does it matter?" He asked.

"You can't put all the blame on me. This was what you wanted as well"

"I..." She was at a loss for words.

"I'll see you next time" Hyungwon said, before he put the last of his clothing on, wanting to leave the room.

"How cold-hearted can you be?" She asked. But, did he even hear her? Did he even reply? He heard her question perfectly clear, but he didn't want to reply, immediately exiting her room. She look at the closed door, face showing her disappointment, her sadness, but mostly her hurt.

"Do I deserve this?" She wondered to herself. Maybe she did. Maybe she didn't. But the answer, she simply couldn't come up with one.

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