Chapter 9: what really happened back then

Beomgyu's POV

Yeonjun: Food is ready.

I can smell the aroma here in the living room of the Bibimbap that Yeonjun cooked and it smell so good. I bet it's delicious because the smell says so.

I walked into the kitchen and prepared myself in the table.

I became so happy as Yeonjun placed the food on the table and it looks and smell really good.

Beomgyu: Thank you for the food! I'll eat well!

I gave Yeonjun a very bright smile and he did the same.

Yeonjun grabbed his spoon and chopsticks and I also grab mine then we began eating our food.

Beomgyu: Arghhhhh! It's tastes really good! You're an amazing cook, Yeonjun!

Yeonjun seems so focused at his food. I guess he doesn't really like talking while eating so I just continued eating my food.

Third Person POV

The two is almost done eating but Yeonjun is starting to feel uneasy. He started to feel sudden headache so he slightly massaged his temple part then the pain immediately disappear. Beomgyu noticed that there is something wrong with Yeonjun and he asked him if he's okay.

Yeonjun: I'm fine.

Beomgyu: You sure?

Yeonjun nodded but Beomgyu still feel so worried towards him.

Beomgyu: Here drink some water. Maybe you'll feel better.

Yeonjun: No need, Beomgyu. I'm fine.

Beomgyu is still worried.

Yeonjun stood up and he's about to clean the table but suddenly Beomgyu initiated to do everything including the dishes. Yeonjun keeps insisting that he'll be the one to do everything but Beomgyu still continued what he is doing without hesitation.

Beomgyu's POV

9:30 PM

After washing the dishes, I laid myself on the sofa and sighed. Yeonjun is also on the sofa and is busy with his phone.

Beomgyu: Yeonjun. Are we just not gonna do something?

Yeonjun: What do you mean?

Beomgyu: I mean, it's too boring right now.

Yeonjun: What do you want to do?

Beomgyu: I want to a watch movie! Do you have one?

He answered a nod.

Beomgyu: Great! Let's watch movies!

Yeonjun's POV

The movie isn't even in the half part of it yet Beomgyu is already asleep. He's sleeping on my shoulder again like last time on the bus. He even didn't know he was leaning on me that time, how cute.

I turned off the TV. I sat in front of Beomgyu. I placed his arms around my neck and I held both of his thighs then I carried him onto my bedroom.

As we enter the room, I carefully placed him on my bed. I fixed his sleeping position so that he can sleep comfortably.

I sat beside him and deeply stared at him.

Damn, those visuals.

His face is really making me do something that I must not be doing. Especially his lips, I'm super attracted to them.

If I could just kiss you, Beomgyu, I have done it a million times... or even more.

I walked out of the room and gently closed the door. I can't sleep with him. I can't control myself if I'm that near to him. So I decided to sleep on the sofa.

flashback (August 21,2019 9:10PM)

I walked out of my house. I can't handle the situation of my parents anymore. They are so loud and violent. Everytime I came back home, my parents would be fighting towards each other.

I decided to go outside of the house because I'm so done with everything right now. The rumors, my parents fighting, me being alone everytime. I'm so done with all of that. I want to be loved.

My head is facing down while walking on the streets. I didn't even notice I'm already bumping other people's shoulder.

I heard my stomach growling. I'm starving. I looked for a restaurant nearby and I saw one. Mcdonald's. I was about to enter the fastfood restaurant until I saw someone familiar. It was the girl who spread those rumors. The girl I hated today.

I know the reason why she is doing this. I caught her stealing in a shop yesterday and she saw me that time. I also caught her stealing on a pawnshop the other day and she saw me also. She even threatened me to be quiet. But I didn't tell to someone. For real. Then earlier, my classmates are busy chatting with each other. And I heard it's a rumor about me.

"Yeonjun had a sex back on middle school? And it's a teacher? That's insane?!"

"Really? Woah, Yeonjun is on a different level."

"Shhh! Be quiet. Yeonjun is here."

"LOL. Did he do it for his grades. I mean he's smart enough to get high grades."

"I can't believe smart people can be horny too."

First of all, I'm homeschooled on my middle school days. Why would I ask for a sex with my Homeschool teacher when Mom is around and looking at us.

I found out that the girl I saw yesterday is the one who spread the rumors when she smiled at me. That smile, it didn't even suit her. She look awful with that face. I pity her.

Good thing I have her number and texted her.

Yeonjun: I know it's you. I'm now on my way to the police because I think I should be telling them about something. Don't worry, I'll mention your full name including your whole information.

I saw her grabbed her phone. I smirked when I saw her expression. That's what you deserve.

Later on, I headed back to my home. I ate at Subway and I even bring some extra food. Then I saw someone infront of my house. It was just my classmate so I walked onto him. He greeted me but I didn't greet back.

Beomgyu: I think I have to tell you something...

The scenario in the restaurant came across my mind. That's when I realized it was him which the girl is talking to. I knew something is off. Did that girl just think she can fool me?

Yeonjun: Is it you?

He looked surprise and... worried. I knew it. That girl, I hated her more this time.

Beomgyu: Yeah! I did it.

I'm pissed so I just entered my house and closed the door. Why would he even agree to that girl? Is he dumb? Is he stupid?

The next day, I grabbed that girl's hand and brought her on a place where nobody is around.

I talked to her and she confessed that she did it because she and the person last night had a deal. It was to stop bullying his friend and in exchange, he'll be the one to commit what this girl just did.

I stopped for a moment. I haven't experience something like that, a friend that will sacrifice his self for a friend. That made me curious about him, I want to know him. I want to be his friend.

I made that girl transfer to another school and she agreed to it. In exchange of not going to jail.

Until then, I followed him everywhere. I looked at him everytime while he isn't looking. He even caught me looking at him. That made me attracted to him. I started to gain feelings for him.

I guess my actions and curiosity towards you made me into you, Choi Beomgyu.