15. Kendall's story

KENDALL

He left her. Dad left her. He left her after she told him she was pregnant with her second child. I saw their fight, and I saw her begging him to stay. He just said that he never wanted a second child. My mom told him that it wasn't her fault. But he still left. I guess I was four years old when it happened. 

And after the nine moths, Kylie was born. I have no idea who our dad is, I just remembered their fight. And my mom doesn't know that I saw it. But my mom doesn't even remember me or Kylie, so it's not surprising. 

When he left, she got so depressed. I had to take care of Kylie, and I was only four years older than her. Mom took care of us when Kylie was an infant, but then she just stopped taking care of us when Kylie was like four. I had to take care of her, which resulted a girl who never stays sober and is always on parties and is never on school. And she is only seventeen now.

When mom stopped taking care of us, she was just sleeping all day. For every day, she forgot something. And after some years, she forgot me and Kylie. She didn't know who we were. She just yelled at us for being in her house, and she said she would call the cops. We were terrified and ran away. Now she lives somewhere else, but sometimes I visit her. She doesn't know that I am her daughter, but I can at least see her. 

The doctors told us she was trying to forget everything because she was so depressed. And that what was she did. She forgot about everything. And before she forgot us, she never told me about dad.

When we ran away from mom, we didn't know where to go. So we went to the hospital and told them everything. They took care about us a little bit, but not that long. And soon, I was 18. I had to take care of Kylie for real now. Kylie was only 14, but she was very mature. But I wasn't really ready yet to tell her everything about mom and dad. She knew that mom had forgotten us and that stuff, but nothing more. 

I tried to get a job, but it didn't really work. So we ate what we got, which was very often nothing. I got eating disorders, and it was horrible. I thought I was gonna die.

Kylie and I went to school, and it went pretty well. Sometimes, my friends (A girl) gave me some of her food on the lunch so I could survive the day. But both me and Kylie were doing great at school.

Then Kylie turned 15, and I told her about mom and dad. She got depressed too. So she didn't care about school anymore, she started to drink and being with all these boys. She looked so ruined. But when she actually was sober, she was kind. I always told her to focus on school, but her bad company made my words to nothing. 

When Kylie started to become depressed, I started to get cold on the nights. I had eating disorders, and I was freezing on the nights. It was a really hard time. The cold night caused cold after cold, and I had to be home from school a while. My grades decreased, but I still was one of the best. But the cold nights were one of the hardest periods in my life along with the eating disorders.

Then I met this guy. He was really nice and I fell in love with him. He fell in love with me too. We became a couple and I moved into his apartment. I asked Kylie if she wanted to live with us, but she said that she already lived with another guy. Of course.

When I moved in with him, my eating disorders disappeared at the end, and I could sleep well on the nights again. I wasn't as cold as before.

I lived with Harry all that time, until he cheated on me. He was the one who had saved me from my miserable life, and then he threw me back. But that's not the end.

I met Cara. The most beautiful human alive with the biggest heart on earth. She helped me survive from my broken heart. And then I started to have feelings for her. But one day, she started to act really bitchy to me. She kicked me out of her apartment, and now I heard she's in London. 

I got so sad. I actually loved her. I don't even know how I loved her, as a friend or something more, but I did truly love her. 

So basically, this is my life: Mom was pregnant with Kylie, dad left her. Mom got depressed and repressed all her memories. I had to take Kylie and take care of her. I got eating disorders and coldness during nights, but it got fixed when I moved in with Harry. Kylie was still being a partygirl. Harry was cheating on me, and I met Cara. Cara left me. I have nothing left anymore.

So you know what I did? I went back to him.

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