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Lisa woke up to the familiar purring near to her face. "Why do you wake me up so early everyday, baby?" She said to the little kitty. She walked to her kitchen and gave some milk for her cats before heading to the bathroom.

Lisa got down from her vehicle at the underground car park of Hybe building. This is the safest and non-paparazzi entrance to the building. "Oppa, I'll call you when to pick me" she told to the driver and pull her hoodie over her cap as she walk to the lift. Then she took her phone and dialled a number."Yeoboseyo, oppa... ani.. sunbae, good morning! I'm coming to entrance now. yeah.. kamsamnida!" she hung up and sighed. She has been working with many different people in this industry now, but she didn't remember being this nervous to meet a person in their 5th meeting. The nervousness for Lisa was due to her confusion about Min Yoon Gi. 'He is a really difficult person to understand. Every time I walk in he act like I'm some uninvited person, but he says the other way.' Work wise, apart from first few days, it was really easy to work with him. But something of him made her feel restless and nervous. It was like making her work harder yearning for his small gesture of appreciation.

As she walk near to the reception, she could see the man of question standing there. 'Wearing white today' she thought. His face looked much paler because of the t shirt, she noted.

"Hello oppa.. ani.. sunbae! I'm sorry"

"Hello Lisa, You don't have to say sunbae always. We are not much of a sunbaes, really."

"Neh.. kamsamnida oppa"

'Oppa!' Yoongi hide the smile.

"Taeyang hyung also coming today. He'll be here any minute now. Is it okay if we wait bit here?"

"Sure, no problem oppa" And followed by the awkward silence.

Yoongi drummed his fingers as he and Lisa sat in lounge area. Though they are not much near to each other or in closed room, he can still identify her perfume. 'I really should stop sniffing people like this' he thought. He looked around to brush of his 'weird thoughts'. Yoongi can see some staff were looking their way as they pass by. Though Lisa did her best job in hiding behind mask and hoodie, Yoongi could see her physique shout 'celebrity'. May be he shouldn't have kept her here. What if anyone identify her? Or worse, what if any members come today? 'Fuck, may be we should leave now' he thought and about to get up, when Lisa's phone rang.

"Taeyang oppa" she let him know before answering the phone.

"Good morning oppa. No, I already came. We are waiting for you in lobby. Yeah... sure" Then she turned to Yoongi, "Taeyang oppa said he will come within two minutes" to which Yoongi nodded.

"Wah... Suga!! That rap is much much better than earlier one. Ani, it is better than best. Definitely, only Suga can turn the deepest feelings to a rap. You talented brat. Isn't it Lisa? Yah, Lisa.. Gwenchana? Are you okay?" Taeyang stopped talking as he saw Lisa.

Lisa pulled her cap lower and cleared her throat before answering. "Neh oppa, I'm okay. Yoongi oppa, I still don't understand some words, but it is really really good one." She said honestly to Yoongi.

Yoongi did the worst mistake. He looked at her way. He could see her eyes glistening under her cap, and Yoongi felt his knees giving up. Luckily he was sitting. Sitting by his desk. 'Did she cry?' he thought.

"No it is nothing, but kamsamnida, hyung and Lisa.. For being this kind."

"Finally it's done." Taeyang stretched in his chair.

"Yeah hyung"

"So is it my last day in Hybe?"

"Aniyo, Hyung definitely have to come again, may be for video or another project.. We never know" Yoongi joked. For some reason he wished the day did not finish. He got an idea. "Hyung, what do you think if we go for dinner today? Do you have any other work?"

"Ani.. It's good idea."

"Good. But I'm buying hyung, don't try even. And what about you Lisa?  Are you free tonight?"

Lisa was surprised. 'Does he really want me to come?'

"Me?? Oppa, do you want ME to come?"

"Of course. It's our project together." Yoongi offered.

"Umm.. sure oppa, I can come"

"Alright then, we'll go in my vehicle to there."

They reached the restaurant, which was highend one. It had first class VIP rooms that ensure exquisite private atmosphere.

Taeyang and Lisa sat on one side while Yoongi sat across them.

"So Lisa, what words did you not understand in the song? If you are part of this you should have the proper idea about it."

"Wait I have the lyrics and rap everything in the phone." Yoongi browsed the lyrics and gave it to her.

Lisa looked at the lyrics, it was in both korean and romanized version, just like the copy she got for recording.

"Can you explain the rap, oppa? mianhae, I'm asking too much" she looked at Yoongi timidly.

"Ani, that's nothing" Then he started to explain.

"As you know, the song is about how thoughts are changing and regret of decisions. These people were very close friends earlier, but one person fell in love with other and confessed. But this other person did not take it well and they ended their friendship. The song is about regret of both of them, confusion in understanding their own thoughts and yearning for eachothers' company. It is actually a song in their mind. I will explain the lyrics too in general" Then he continued until he gave the direct meaning of the song lyrics.

"Wow!" Both Taeyang and Lisa was in awe.

"You know Suga, this song is going to be a hit. It is not just because of this unexpected combo," he pointed to three of them "but because of this song, and this is not the type any of us will do normally"

"That's true oppa, This is very different to us too."

"But this is the reason, it is kind of risky and I'm worried. Some people may not like it. Because I feel like I did too many experiments in this song."

"That's true Suga, but we have to try these at some point. We have to take the risk. Honestly I don't care if it become a bighit or not. I achieved so many things because of this song. That's more than enough for me."

"Me too oppa"

On his way home, Yoongi could feel her perfume in the vehicle. "Michoso, michoso." it slipped through lips as he mess his hair.

"I'm sorry, what it is?" The driver asked him.

"No, just nothing." He tried to hide his slip of tongue.

Next day, Rose' entered Lisa's apartment. Lisa was in the couch, her cats were curling next to her and near her feet.

"Mwoya, did you wake up now?" Rose' asked.

"No, while ago."

"Yah, why do you look like that? Were you crying?" Rose' sat next to Lisa, looking concerned.

"Aniyo, chaeyoung onnie. I was thinking about the song. We finished the full song recording yesterday, onnie that lyrics are too sad. Oppa explained to me, since that time my heart is in pain."

"Yah, did you cry because of a lyrics?"

"Kind of. "

"Is Suga that good in writing songs?"

"Yeah onnie. I can't wait to let you all listen to the song. Rap is the saddest."

"Really? What else his hands are good at?" Rose' joked.

"Yah, onnie.. you are very dirty minded." Lisa slapped rose's hand and laughed for the first time of her day.

"Wae? I just asked. I thought he showed you everything. I mean, his finger skills." she winked at Lisa.

"Ahh, too dirty, I can't listen to you anymore. " Lisa covered her ears jokingly.