Ch-7

Sora

I'd take my words back when I said me and Jungwon are kind of close now, we aren't, we clearly aren't.

From that day, I stopped talking to him and would only do that when it was necessary during our study session, and as expected he could less care about it, he don't bother to speak a word either.

Our study session is going well but the actual reason why it started was me wanting to get to know him so I could grow closer to him but he keeps on pushing me away, it's tiring.

I was currently in my bed after whatever that happened today. Earlier at the University when I was in the library, I ran into my ex who just happened to moved to the same university I study in.

I tried to ignore him when I saw Jungwon entering inside the library. That was when my ex approached me, if only I'd had hanni with me I wouldn't have ended up in such situation where he tried to force me because I didn't listen to him.

Jungwon had saw me when he was entering inside so I called out for him twice and I knew that he probably heard me but he didn't even spared a glance at me and before I could call him again, he left from there.

Since the classes were over on that time, no one was there in the library and to whom I could ask for help.

Though, I was still somehow able to get rid of him and ran away, I couldn't deny the ache of my heart, I felt so pathetic.

I haven't eaten anything since I returned because I don't have the appetite and I don't feel good. I was just staring on the ceiling when I heard footsteps approaching my room.

"Why is the door opened?"

I looked up to see Jungwon pointing outside where the main door was.

"I forget to lock it"

"Come out"

"I'm not feeling well"

I replied to when he told me to follow him to the living room for study.

He looked at me for 2 seconds before he slowly made his way outside to leave, he surely have never been bothered about me ever.

It was getting too much and I couldn't bear it anymore, I got up and went outside, grasping his hands gently right before he could step out of the house.

He turned to look at me but I had my gaze fixed on our hands and without meeting eyes with him, I embraced him, breaking down in tears seconds later.

"Is your heart made out of stones? You don't even bother asking anything further"

I'm going to regret this but I could less care, I just needed a hug and to vent.

I don't care if he's not going to react, it's not like he'll do if I'd want anyways, I just need to tell him everything today, then he can stay or leave if he want, atleast I'll no longer have to carry the burden of my chest.

"Why didn't y-you stopped and helped me earlier? You did heard me right? Do you know what was about to happen?"

I managed my words between my sobs, whilst he still didn't seem to react or even move.

"H-he said he have changed now and asked for a second chance, but when I refused, he forced me and-"

I cried for a good minute before I slowly let go of him, still my arms wrapped around his neck but didn't looked up.

"H-he"

I needed to have so much courage to say which I know I don't have and I won't be able to say it unfortunately.

Silence was all that was in the atmosphere for some minutes before he finally broke it.

"Does telling me now justifies anything?"

I zoned out for a minute, not expecting this response, and trying to have it all make sense.

"It doesn't but I trust you so I'm telling you, you don't have to make me feel worse than how I'm feeling, couldn't you just comfort me?"

I was no longer upset now but mad, mad at how he was still acting.

"Why do you trust me?"

"Because I like you"

Silence again, I wasn't even expecting anything this time, I just lost all the hopes but I still needed to confess.

"Since when?"

I froze when his left arm sneaked around my waist, as he slowly spun around, so now my back was facing the wall.

"Since I-I first saw you"

"Did you told me that ever until now?"

He kept me against the wall, whilst I was still processing.

"How do you expect me to treat you the way you want, when you didn't ever told me how you feel about me?"

It took me a minute to realise what does he meant, and when I did, I looked up before he picked me up.

Startling me, he locked the door before taking me to my room and placing me down on the bed.

"Do you want me to make you forget about everything that happened?"

I crawled backwards, not knowing how to react to this new side of him as he kept on coming closer and I nodded slightly.

"Then say that again what you said to me earlier"

"That I-I like you"

"Again"

He tilts his head, looking down and repeating his words, as he shifts a little.

Words were too hard to form and my throat felt dry, whilst he places a kiss on the side of my neck, waiting for my answer but when I didn't respond, he gave me a quick stare in between whatever he was doing.

"I like you"

"More, I want to hear it more"

"I like you Jungwon, I really do"

I gripped the sheets slightly, still observing his actions as a cold shiver ran down my spine.

"Don't stop, let me know how much you like me"

He whispers, his hands reaching out to rest on the side of my waist as he places another kiss below my earlobe.

He made me say it for what felt like hundreds of times and now I was completely relaxed, cuddled up against him. 

The warmth radiating from his body calmed my senses as I snuggled against him whilst he pulls the blanket on, never knew this side of Jungwon existed until now.

"Do you like me too?"

I still had my face buried in his neck as I asked him, because he didn't said it yet.

"I skipped my 4 hours of study session today, just to stay with you, isn't that obvious?"

I faced him, staring for a while who did the same before he got on top of me again.

He leaned in and connected our lips, his lips were like feather that moved gently against mine as he whispered in between the kiss.

"I own you now darling, I own you whole"

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