Chapter 7

A/N: I know you guys all want to kill me when I ended Chapter 6 like that...so here is the new chapter for you all impatient people lol

Perrie's POV

I heard the sound of door opening so I raised my head, and saw Jade standing at my door. Her eyes were puffy and red, just like mines. My eyes widen and I sprint over to her.

"Jade are you okay? Why are you crying? Did Jed hurt you? I swear I would kick his ass so hard and..." Jade stopped me by putting a finger on my lips, which sent shivers all over my body. Gosh I miss her touch. She smiled at me and slowly shook her head.

"No Perrie he didn't hurt me. I am okay...I just....I-I need to talk to you." I stared at her honey brown eyes and nodded my head. What is she going to tell me? Is she going to tell me what I have done wrong eventually? I was happy but at the same time I was scared.

She took my hand and led me to my bed. Finally I got to hold her hand again. We sat on my bed next to each other, her hand still in mine's. She sighed and looked up at me, her eyes were in tears right now.

"I-I am sorry Perrie. I know I have been ignoring you today and I am really sorry." She looked down and started sobbing. I squeezed her hand and lifted her chin up with my free hand.

"D-Do you mind...telling me why you did that?" I smiled at her and wiped the tears off her face.

"I...um...do you remember...last year...when we were at the Hardrock Cafe?" She asked me timidly. I nodded. How could I forget? It was the happiest day in my life cause we got to act like a couple for one day. But I frowned when I remembered what happened after. Jade raised her hand to smooth my furrowed eyebrows. I smiled at her and she reciprocate my gesture.

"Perrie. What I am going to tell you might shock you...but I hope you could listen to me explaining the whole thing to you. I don't want to hide anything from you anymore." She stared at me and I could see she was really nervous. I was too as I don't know what she was going to tell me, but I am willing to hear her out. I took both of her hands in mines and squeeze them. I nodded and indicated her to go on. She took a deep breath and continued.

"That day we were like a couple and acting all lovey dovey all day and I couldn't be more happier. I have been waiting to do that for so long and I finally have the chance. That was the best day of my life and I would never forget that. But..." She stopped and lowered her head. What did she said? Did she just say she was happy for us to act like a couple? Oh my god! My heart was beating so fast right now and I thought I might pass out. Seconds later she looked back up and she was in tears again. My heart dropped immediately.

"But I know it was just a joke, at least to you. But that day gave me hope. Hope on something that I thought would never be possible...I thought...maybe..maybe..." She sniffed and I pulled my hands out. She looked shocked but her face soften when I wrapped my arms around her waist. I pulled her into a hug and my hand slowly rubbing her back.

"Shh...it's okay. Just take you time. I am not going anywhere until you finished alright?" I cooed and felt her relaxed into my arms. She tilted her head and I could feel her hot breath on the crook of my neck. It sent shivers down to my spine. She tooked a deep breath and slowly raised her head, looking at me with her red and puffy eyes.

"I thought maybe...maybe you would feel the same. The truth is...I have feeling for you Perrie. It's not only in a best friend way or sisterly way....it's...it's way more than that if you know what I mean. But after that, I saw you refusing to talk about what happened on that day, and I knew I was wrong...so wrong. I was really upset because I thought maybe it could bring our relationship to the next level but unfortunately it was the totally opposite. My heart broke into pieces when I saw you avoided to talk about me and you being a couple, even if it was a joke.. I knew you felt embarrassed or even hate the idea of us being together...and that's why I acted all so distant and cold afterwards. I hope you understand why I did it. It's not like I hate you because it's far from the freaking truth. I can't fucking stand being around you knowing that you would never love me back. Every time I was around you, I wanted to be close to you and feel your touch...but then my negative thought would consume me and it wasn't healthy. I was already heartbroken and I couldn't let myself to have anymore false hope and then being shattered again. My heart couldn't take it anymore...:" Jade was bawling her eyes now and my mouth was wide open. I was in complete shock because it was just too much to take in. Did...did she just say she has feeling for me? The same way as I do? Did I hear it right? Ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod!!!!

"And..and that's why I said all those words this morning...because I knew you would hate me for having these feelings for you and you probably doesn't want to be near me anymore...P-Perrie I am sorry but I can't stop what my heart wants." She raised her hands to her face and sobbing loudly. Oh my god she think I hate her! I need to say something!

"NO JADE! I DON'T HATE YOU I LOVE YOU!" I bursted out and I put my hand to my mouth when I realized what I just said. Oh my god did I just say that three words out loud? Wow well done you. Jade put her hands out of her face and looked absolutely startled.

"You...you what?" She stuttered. My face was burning up now but I was ready to let it all out.

"I have feeling for you too Jade. So so much....more than you could imagine. I am really sorry if I made you think I hate the idea of us being together. I want nothing more than calling you mine. Never in a million times I think you would love me back. That's why I was telling myself it would be the best to let everything back to normal and pretend that didn't happen. If I talked about it, it would build my hope up and I may have confessed my feeling to you. And at that time I thought I would lose you if I did that...But it turned out it's the other way around. I am such an idiot!" I hit my head for being so stupid, but Jade put her hand on mine's stopping me.

"I am an idiot too. I should've never jumped into conclusion and should've talked things out with you...We are silly Billys aren't we?" She let out a cute giggle and I laughed.

"So...are we cool?" I asked timidly.

"Ouch! I think we are more than cool." Jade put her hand on her chest and pretended to be hurt by my words.

"Aw I am sorry Jadey. We are great. No! We are amazing!" I beamed and she returned the gesture. Then something came to my mind and my face dropped.

"But what about Jed? You two are dating right?" I frowned. Jade's eyes widened and shook her head frantically.

"NO! Perrie No we are not dating! Those days when I tried to keep my distance from you, I hung out with Jed a lot and I told him how I felt about you. The paps took pictures of us together and sent rumor of us dating. That's why I told you we were dating. I thought I could just pretend my feeling for you to be on him, so I could start acting normal around you again, and it did help for awhile. I was meeting Jed today cause I felt bad to ignore you again, so I need to talk to him about it cause he is the only one knows my feeling for you. He encouraged me to tell you everything so here I am." She explained.

"Wow I should thank him then. I feel so stupid now when I got jealous knowing that you were with him." I shook my head laughing.

"Aw little Pez is jealous?" Jade smirked.

"Oi you are the little one missy" I retorted and pulled her closer to me. Our face was just inches apart and our eyes were locked. We stared in each other's eyes for what seems like hours and I eventually averted my eyes, and my gaze stopped at her lips. .

"Do you know I would have kissed you if you didn't pull away that day." I muttered, eyes still locking on her lips.

"Do you know I had to use all my willpower to force myself to pull away from you?" She whispered and my eyes was watching every movement of her lips.

"Why you did that anyway?" I asked and wet my lips with my tongue. Her lips look so tempting right now.

"Um...I thought you would hate me if I did that..." She murmured and looked down. I raised my hand to lift her chin up and stared into her eyes. I moved my hand up so it's now cupping her cheek.

"Would you hate me if I kiss you now?" I whispered. A blush flared on her cheek and she shook her head feverishly. My lips curved up and I slowly leaned in so our forehead was now touching, I could feel her hot breath on my lips. I looked up to see if there's any hesitation in her eyes. When I see none, I continued to lean in and closed the gap.

*Ring*

The doorbell rang before our lips could touch, we jumped and pulled away. I growled at disappointment. Jade chuckled at me and I pouted.

"Maybe later?" She winked at me and my face lit up. I nodded frantically and she laughed. I got up and reached out my hand to her. She grabbed my hand and I pulled her up. I interlocked our fingers and we both smile sheepishly at each other. I led her downstairs and walked to the front door. I opened the door with my free hand and saw my Chinese had arrived. So I just missed my first kiss with Jade because of a delivery guy? Damn it!

I paid the guy and took the food, not forgetting to send him some death glare. He looked scared when he met my gaze and quickly left the house.

"Poor guy..." Jade giggled, my face softened and I smiled. We walked to the living room and sat down on the couch.

"Are you hungry Jade? We could share the food."

"Yes but I don't think it's enough for the both of us because you know...you eat a lot." Jade chuckled and I pouted.

"I just love food." I murmured and she giggled.

"We missed our shopping today so why don't we go out and shop for food when you finished? I could buy something to eat on the way back." She said and I nodded. I unpacked the food and started stuffing my face. I didn't realize I was this hungry until I had food in my stomach. Jade kept giggling and it's like music to my ears. I finished the food in no time and I didn't feel like I was full at all.

"I think I need more food..." I murmured shyly and rubbing my stomach. Jade bursted out into laughters and I put my hands up to hide my face. Her laughter finally died down minutes after and she looked at me with tears in her eyes. She tried to stifle her laugh but failed miserably. She barked out a laugh and started laughing again.

"I hate you." I whimpered and pulled out my bottom lip.

"Nah you love me." She said in between her laughers and slowly calming down. You are damn right. She kissed my cheek and my pout immediately disappeared. My cheek heated up and I smiled shyly.

"Now you get ready and I would wait here okay?" She asked and I nodded. I went upstairs and walked into my bedroom to get changed. I couldn't get the smile off my face. Wow what a day it is. I had been feeling so down earlier and now I am on cloud nine. Finally. Finally I don't have to hide my feeling anymore.

A/N: Happy jerrie is back! I have to say I hate writing sad stuffs cause I want them to be happy all the times=D