Chapter 14

🍑Savannah's POV🍑I watched as Jax took one step, then two towards me. His hands clasped the sides of my face and he looked down at me. And that's when I saw it. As much as he wanted to hide it, I saw love in his eyes. With a tenderness I had never experienced before, Jax lowered his mouth to mine and kissed me on the lips. My hands went to his waist, holding on to him as tears began to flow down my cheeks. But Jax just kept kissing me. His thumbs caressing my cheeks, wiping my tears away. He pulled back and looked down at me.

"You're an amazing woman Savannah Jackson...."

I placed my finger over his lip before he could say anything else.

"Shh, just love me Jax. Show me what it's supposed to be like."

I reached up and cupped his face, dragging his lips down to me. Where Jax's kids had been tender, mine was all lust and hormones. When I bit his lip, his hand gripped my ass, lifting me off the floor. I unconsciously wrapped my legs around his waist, and seeped the kiss. One of his hands left my ass long enough to close the door before he replaced it, gripping me and grinding me into his pelvis. And then we were moving. Jax's lips left mine and began kissing and sucking on my neck just below my ear causing me to moan at the pleasure he was inducing. With my head thrown back, I moaned his name when he kissed my collarbone and found my pelvis to his once more.

Then I felt myself being put down. I stood in my bedroom. Jax reached behind him and pulled his shirt over his head with one arm, his muscles bunching and relaxing with the movement. I watched as desire courses through my veins. His jeans were riding low on his lean hips, exposing the waistband of his boxers. He toed off his Nike's and unclasped his belt. He then unbuttoned his jeans, letting them fall to the floor. Then he gripped the waistband of his boxers and let them slide down his hips as hell. There he stood in all his naked glory, ready and waiting.

When I went to start removing my clothes, she grabbed my hand, stopping me.

"No, let me" he said.

He stepped towards me and kissed me tenderly on the lips. He grabbed the hem of my shirt and gently pulled it over my head. And his his mouth was back on mine. His callused hands ran up and down my spine, leaving goosebumps. He expertly unclasped my bra and used his free hand to work it down my arms and let it fall to the floor while his other gripped the back of my head and deepened the kiss.

He took his free hand and worked the snap of my shorts and worked then and my panties to the floor. That's when she stepped back and looked at me. Feeling self conscious, I went to cover myself.

"Don't be ashamed of your body. You're magnificent." He said.

He steeped towards me once more and wrapped one arm around my back, and lifted me. My legs went around his waist once more, as he laid me down on the bed. He trailed kiss after kiss over my body. He kept telling me how beautiful I was. And then he drew one nipple into his mouth. I knew the sensation would be more intense than it had been through clothes but I hadn't expected it to feel this damn good. I wondered if I could orgasm with him just sucking my nipple. He then moved to my other nipple, showing it the same attention as the previous.

He then aligned his shaft with my entrance and ran his cock it and down my sex, costing himself in my juices. Leaning back, positioned the head of his cock at my opening and slid in inch my agonizing inch. When he had seated himself all the way to the bottom of me, he pushed just a little bit more, creating just the right amount of pleasers and pain. He then pulled just about all the way out with the same agonizingly slow pace. But it didn't take long before he sped things up. Kissing me the whole time, he pistoned himself into my opening, working both of us towards orgasm. My nails dug into back. I was on the edge and getting ready to come when Jax broke the seal of our lips and looked down at me.

"I love you Savannah Jackson."

And that was my undoing. I came, screaming his name as tears rolled down my cheeks. Jax wasn't far behind me.

We both laid there, still connected in the most intimate of way, trying to catch our breath. My brain was running a hundred miles per hour trying to process everything that had just happened. I couldnt get the look on Jax's face when he told me he loved me out of my mind. As much as I didn't think I deserved his love or anyone's for that matter, I wanted to believe it. I chose to believe it.

"I love you too" I whispered.

"Then stay. Please Savannah. Don't run. Don't leave. Stay."

"Okay."

💀 Jax's POV 💀I couldnt believe it. She was going to stay. Rolling to my back, I dragged her with me, making sure that we stayed connected. With her hands resting in my chest, she looked down at me. For the first time in I don't know how long, I felt complete. I felt as if the would had finally righted itself and I was finally able to like a normal life for me and my kids. Now, I had a woman I loved to share it with as well.

"Say it again" I said.

"I'll stay."

"No, the other thing."

"I love you."

Her words hit me like a Mach truck. I can't decided the happiness I felt when she said those words. It was unlike anything I had ever felt before. Even after the love tara and I shared, this somehow felt different. Maybe it was because we were both survivors. Maybe it was because all the bad shit that had happened to each of us had happened because we were meant to be together.

"I love you too." I said.

"I do need to go back to Georgia for a little while though to handle Poppa's estate. You know that right?"

"Yes, and I'll be coming with you. You shouldn't have to do that alone."

"Thank you but I'll be fine."

"You're really gonna argue with me about this while my dick is still inside you."

To prove my point, I rolled my hips and hit a split inside her that caused her eyes to roll back in her head.

"No, I guess I'm not."

"Good."

I pulled her down to me then, placing a kiss on her lips. One kiss turned into two and next thing I knew, we were sweaty and panting for breath once again. Glancing at the clock on bedside table, I saw it was nearing 2:00.

"I've got to pick the boys up in a few. Do you want to come with me?"

"Sure. I need to shower first though."

"Ok, I'll join you."

After a quickie in the shower, I put the clothes on I had been wearing while she got dressed in denim shorts and a tye-dyed halter top. Her hair was in a messy bun on top of her head and her face clean of any makeup. She was as beautiful as I had ever saw her even though her eyes were puffy from all the crying she had done. I couldn't believe she had actually decided to stay. I knew she needed to take care of things in Georgia and maybe I was being selfish by saying I would go with her, but I was scared that if I didn't go, she wouldn't come back. There was still a chance that if she went, she wouldn't come back even if I was with her. But at least if I was with her, I could try my best to convince her that she needed to come back with me. But I'd fight that battle when we got there. Right now, I just wanted to show her how it really felt to be loved by some one.

"You ready?" She asked.

"Yep. Let's go get the boys."

We locked up at her place and walked hand in hand over to mine to get the Tahoe. I walked around to the passenger side and opened the door for her, helping her inside. I then placed a kiss on her lips and shut the door before walking around to the drivers side and climbing in.

On the drive over, we chatted about little things, learning new things about each other. I learned that her favorite color is yellow, her favorite band was Metallica even though she listened to all types of music, her middle name was Madison, and when she was little, she wanted to be a school teacher.

"Why did you become an accountant of you wanted to be a teacher?" I asked as we pulled into Abel's school.

"Well, accounting was easier to do when I was partying like I was. I figured no parent would want someone like me as their child's teacher so I switched to accounting."

"I get that. But you do know anyone would be lucky to have you as a teacher right?"

"You're biased. You're opinion doesn't count."

"Sure it does."

I leaned over and placed a kiss on her lips, my hand caressing her face. I couldn't get enough of her kisses.

"Whatever Jax."

We both climbed out of the SUV and walked towards the school, hand in hand. As we waited for Abel, we stood and talked about Chibs upcoming wedding.

"You know, you snuck out without meeting Chibs."

"I figured it was safer for me to leave while you were occupied."

"How'd that work out for ya?"

"No complaints here Teller. No complaints at all."

"Good because I intend to keep things that way. Anyway, he asked me to be his best man."

"Really? That's awesome Jax."

"Yeah, I think so too. Now I just gotta write a damn speech before Saturday."

"I can help if you want me too. I don't know him at all but maybe I can help with how you word things if nothing else."

"Thanks. The rehearsal dinner is tomorrow night by the way. Do you want to come with me? It's nothing fancy. We're gathering at the club house so you won't need to buy a dress or anything."

"Sure. I'd love to come."

"You can come with me to the rehearsal and then I'll make you come afterwards because I can." I said as I leaned in and wispered in her ear. She blushed at the comment but I could tell she as didn't mind the idea at all. She did change the subject however.

"Speaking of dresses, I still haven't found one for Saturday."

"Then we'll stop at some places after we pick Thomas up. Maybe grab some dinner while we're out."

"If you think your buying the dress Jax, your wrong."

"Never even crosses my mind."

I did plan on buying her a necklace and matching earrings to go whatever she picked out though. She just didn't know it yet.