SECRETS-2

"Does y/n work here?" Jungkook asked, his palms sweating against the fabric of his pants as he waited for Namjoon's answer.

"She does. But she's on sick leave for now. I can help you with your order?" Namjoon's warm smile somewhere was heartwarming to others but to Jungkook it was the sharpest nail poking in his chest, reminding him that he's the man who y/n loves.

Does she really love him?

He's beautiful, tall, healthy… muscular…

Anyone would swoon for him!

I guess even men…

"No… I am good," mumbling with a low voice, he flees out of the cafe. 

Is she alright?

What was Mark trying to imply?

Did someone hurt her?

How pathetic this man was… he didn't even care about y/n!!

Dialling Jimin's number in hurry, he curses at himself for not checking on you that day. 

I am the worst…

All I see is my pain…

Why couldn't I wait and see her alright?!!!

Jimin was busy with his office meeting leading to Jungkook's call to travel to voice mails. While the panicking man doesn't stop trying this time.

2 calls

3 calls

4 calls 

8 calls

"Fck you Jimin!! Just pick up the damn phone!" He groans, kicking his feet on the pavement. While you kept occupying his mind with all the worries. 

You let me die… Jungkook!

Just the thought of you not being good scares him inside. 

'Please… no!' He mutters while his gaze blurs out. Tears brim in his tired eyes as he keeps on calling Jimin. At last, his best friend answered his call. 

"Man! I was in a meeting…" Jimin gets cut off by Jungkook's vulnerable yet intimidating voice.

"I want her address! Now… y/n's address," his breathing was unstable indicating how frightened he was. 

"Jungkook… a couple divorces and forgets their ex-spouses… but people don't," his tone still pulled his heart strings to the highest point. 

"I don't know…" Jimin gets cut off by his best friend, again. It wasn't like he didn't wish to tell Jungkook about you or your residence, he just wanted to make sure Jungkook doesn't hurt you more and this time his best friend sounded serious, desperate and vulnerable.

"JIMIN… IF I COME BACK AND YOU GET FCKED THEN DON'T DARE TO SAY… I OVERREACTED! FCKING GIVE ME HER ADDRESS RIGHT NOW!!" His loud, chilled voice somewhere calmed Jimin making him understand that maybe… maybe Jungkook deserves a second chance while his heart ached realizing if that happens, you'll never be his. 

"I am sending you… Jungkook, just don't hurt her more," Jimin's soft voice was enough to pull the lingering tears down his eyes while he bit his lips to control his sobs.

I just wish… she is alright! 

My heart is giving me vibes which are not good to feel…

He ended the call soon and by catching the nearest cab, he drove to your house. It took him just fifteen minutes but those fifteen minutes were the hardest to survive. 

Fear, anxiety, hurt, pain… everything washed over him.

'Please be safe… please, honey,'

As the cab halts, he jogs down. His swollen gaze meets the beige coloured building not having more than five floors. The entry gate was open, indicating someone just entered inside. 

Why was it so easy to run down till here but not from this point…

Please don't hate me more…

I just want to see you safe and sound baby…

Please…

With a heavy heart, he drags his feet towards the apartment. His shoes crushed the dead leaves beneath his foot as he walked slowly near the building. He wiped his sweaty palms against his tuxedo, trying to calm his nervous state. Even gulping the saliva down his throat was the hardest thing to do right now.

Would you allow him to see you?

Would you hate him more?

Four years… it's been more than four years. 

Do you still remember his features, his strengths, his weaknesses… because heck, he does!

He never forgot you… you never allowed him.

Taking a step on the staircase, he pushed his body to walk. It would have taken him less than two minutes to reach the third floor but his ceasing heart, uneasy body, and his teary gaze took him longer. 

As he reaches the floor… his eyes tug on the nameplate of your house. It showed 'Park's heaven'. He concludes you might be living in a rented apartment. 

'Please… gather the strength for her,' his heart begged him as he wiped his face, pushed his hair back and stepped near the door of your house. 

One bell… two… three… four… five…

'No answer?' His brows creased together as he opened his phone to check the address again. Correct. The address was correct. 

Where's she? Is she alright?

His body took admission in panicking mode as he pressed the doorbell a few more times. No matter how much he pressed the doorbell or knocked on the door there was no answer. And it scared him. 

Taking a step back, he studies his surroundings. There is one more apartment opposite to you. Maybe, maybe he can get to know about you from there. Without thinking much, he crushes the doorbell of your neighbours. 

"Yes?" The sweet voice of the lady in her mid-50s peeks in Jungkook's high alert ears. He turns around and his disturbing self speaks.

"Have you seen the girl next door… I mean Y/n? I am trying to reach her but… can you tell me where is she? I am her husb… friend. Please…" he pleads, his trembling body scaring the lady. She feared he would collapse on the floor right now.

"Son… don't worry. I know where she is. She's admitted to Daegu general hospital last night. She passed at the midnight hence my husband helped her friend, Rose with hospital admission and all. They must be at the hospital right now," She informs him while her hand raises to give a comforting squeeze on his arm.

"She'll be fine…" she smiled warmly, allowing Jungkook to break again. 

What happened to you?

Did anyone harm you?

What is happening right now?

Why all his negative instincts are coming true?

He just wanted you to be safe and healthy… was that too much to ask?

"Tha… thank you. Thank you for helping her," he hugged her knuckles, caressing them and letting her know he was more than grateful.

"I haven't seen you here before… but it looks you care too much about her, take care of her from now… be with her always," she muttered, crashing Jungkook's heart even more. 

Be with her always… that's what I want but I can't have.

I can't take the only and only one joy left on her life…

She hates me from her core… And she should… I am the worst human.

Once again I proved that I don't care about anyone… 

That I don't deserve anyone…

As he hurried down the stairs, he booked the cab while this steps trip once or twice to which he paid the least attention. He would reach the hospital even if he gets limped… for him, you were the top priority.

But wasn't he the same for you? Fortune always played awfully in your love…

Both of you thought that the other one hates while one thought the other one loves someone else…

Reaching the footpath, he searches for his booked cab. And that's when he bumps his shoulder in another rock hard shoulder. 

"Ouch!" He squeaks, his palm reaching to massage his bone. 

"Nice to meet you, Jungkook," the man smirks, making Jungkook's head shoot up in surprise. 

"You? What are you doing here?" He asks, his head spinning with all the information he was reaping.

"Jungk… Jung… kook," your breathless voice occupied the quiet room while Rose stared at you mindlessly.

Jungkook. That's what she is hearing from the moment you slept after taking meds. She doesn't know much but she does know that he is your ex-husband. She never saw him in real but she did see his photos on google. Being a business tycoon brought money and fame but also brought pain and hurt. 

'See… you asked for me and I am here,'

'Kook… you… you don't know how much I missed you,'

'I know, Y/n… I know everything. But now that I am here… let me make you happy, huh?'

'Happy… you are here and that's enough for me…'

'Oh, come on… y/n, look at my daughter, Jeon Haneun… isn't she the prettiest? Look at her nose…'

"No!" Your eyes shot open, scaring Rose at the sudden shout. Her hands reach your back as she gently rubs the skin, taking care not to hurt your wounds.

"Hey… calm down, everything is good," she mutters while you look at her, realizing it was a dream.

Great.

We were supposed to meet only in dream…

"I'm sorry. Rose… you should go home. And take some rest. I am good. I will call you…" she cuts you off.

"I am not going anywhere. Get that in your head. Now go to sleep or I'll call the doctor again," she warns as you sigh. 

"Rosie… listen to me. Think in another way. If you don't get rest then we both will fall sick and then it would be more difficult, right? Go and take a rest. I will be great here. It's just about the night and there are doctors and nurses around me. Go, baby, please," you pout, your palm caressing her soft cheeks while she thinks a lot before nodding. Kissing your forehead, she grabs her belongings to leave the hospital. 

"Take care, sweetie. I'll keep calling nurses," she mutters before leaving the hospital. 

Little did she know… it was maybe the last time she was getting to see you…

"Why are you surprised to see me, Jungkook?" Mark wiggled his eyebrows, his evil smile not leaving his edges while jus tone was annoyed one. Jungkook couldn't help but feel disgusted towards him. 

He should have understood that Mark knows something…

"If I find out you are involved in any of the happenings… I'll not mind in kill…" he gets cut off by Mark's evil snorty laugh.

"Do you… do you really think you can kill me? Oh, God! Jungkook stop counting yourself as the powerful. And I'll give you free advice… leave before he gets mad and hurts her," Mark sounded serious. Jungkook's brows are crushed in unison while he thinks about the person.

He? Who? That person in the cafe?

Like I'll allow him to hurt my love…

I will kill him right there…

"I won't. I am not leaving her alone this time… let your 'he' do whatever he wants. He would be dead meat right when he thinks of hurting her…" he warns Mark, stepping closer while his sharp gaze pierces his once best friend's soul. 

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Knock!! Knock!!

Who's there?

Umm... Maybe a new character?

Maybe not?

Okay... I am sorry for this cliffhanger. But... But... Don't worry, I am not that cruel, guys. We are getting a double update today!! Wow?! Great, isn't it?

It's a treat for not posting yesterday... Enjoy reading!!

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