I Dont Want To Be Where Im Not Trusted

(Brittany's Pov)

"Leave" I say gritting my teeth.

She looks at me in confusion and concern. i watch as she backs away a little to give us distance but crosses her arms and frown.

"Why are you acting like that" she says but I just laugh at her.

"Go ask your girlfriend Ruby why" I say and start heading to turn the music off.

"She's not my girlfriend, you are" she says but I laugh.

"Ha, it surely don't seem like it" I say and make her glare at me.

"What's that's suppose to mean" she says annoyed.

"Nothing, just I wouldn't sit on her lap next time your trying to be secretive about you and your girlfriend" I say walking back downstairs to her. I try to walk past her but she grabs me.

"Your my girlfriend for the last time and stop being like that" she says extremely annoyed, walking away.

"No, Im suppose to be the one frustrated, your flirting with that Australian chick in front of everyone" I say and she stops in her tracks. I smile knowing I caught her. she walks up to me charging and then stops. she raises her hand at me with a gritted teeth but stops herself.

"Rubys my sister" is all I heard and then she's gone.

(Hospital)

"You fucked up didn't you" shane says while I pack.

"Yeah, Ruby is Santana's sister" I say and shane laughs.

"Duh, what do you think I was trying to tell you. Ruby is there sister by having the same dad. Their mom actually took her in, seeing that the dad wanted nothing to do with her because she's a lesbian" she says eating frozen yogurt.

"Shit, I fucked up big time, didn't i" I say to myself.

"You surely did. I mean i don't think I ever seen Santana this pissed before. You got to do something about this" he says.

"What can I do, she hates me. Ruby is a..."

"Bitch, I know I get that a lot. Now why don't you get off your ass and win Santana back. She's a mess and I hate seeing her like this, I mean my flirting isn't even cheering her up" Ruby says walking in and jumping in a hospital bed.

"She doesn't want to speak with me" I say continuing to pack.

"Actually buttercup, your the only one she waits to see. she locked everyone else out of her room" she says falling on the bed and just looking at the ceiling.

"This is your chance brittany, go get her" shane says slapping my ass.

"It's not that simple in life" I say and Ruby laughs at me.

"I don't get girls, you know your wrong and you know that your portrayed a second chance free of charge and you still don't take it" she says and I sigh and say here goes nothing.

"You think it will be that easy" shane says to Ruby.

"Hell no, Santana is not like other girls" she says smiling while shane looks constipated.

(Knock, knock)

"Go away" I hear in a broken voice and I sigh.

"San it's me" I say and here the door unlock.

I walk into the destroyed room and see a broken Santana also. there's glass shattered and ripped stuff everywhere and I know that I hurt her badly

"Hi" I say quietly.

"Hey" she says laughing in bitterness.

"Look Santana Im sorry, I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions like I did. I was in the wrong and Im so sorry" I say to a destroyed Santana. I try to reach out to her but she jerks away.

"What didn't piss me off was the fact that you left the way you did but why you did. Brittany I would never cheat on you. Even if I wasn't interested I would have the balls to break up with you first" she says and I sigh in sadness and try to clean up a little.

"Just leave it" she says but I ignore her.

"I said leave it, stop trying to help, just go already" she says yelling and Im shocked.

"I'm not going anywhere" I say and see her looked pissed she gets up and charges at me and I stand my ground.

"Get out and leave, were through" she says and I laugh. I start walking forward making her back up as I speak.

"I'm not going anywhere. I worked my ass off to have you and now that I do, Im not stupid enough to ever let you go" I say as her back hit the wall.

"I don't want to be in a relationship where Im not trusted" she whispers with her eyes closed.

I get closer to the point were up against each other. I feel her breath hitch at contact but ignore it and I whisper "I don't trust Ruby with a damn rock but I trust you with my life"

I pull away and look into her eyes. they say your eyes are the window to the soul. all I see is a inner conflict on if she should give me a chance or not. I look at her lips for a slight second but get caught. I put my hands on her waist and she instantly goes stiff. I ignore it and put my forehead on hers and feel her sigh. I brush my nose against hers and see her bite her lip.

"Britt, I want you but what you did was wrong and you know it" she says trying to pull away but I won't have it.

"Yeah but if another girl was sitting on my lap, would you be happy about that, not knowing who they are at all" I say and she shakes her head no.

"I want you Santana" I say and see her look up into my eyes for any doubt. I see her starts to lean in and I start to lean in also. I watch her hesitate but continue and I smile at that reaction. Im almost there, almost when interrupted.

"Looks like a fucking tornado came up in here"