Lifes Just Cruel

(Brittany's Pov)

"Brittany, wake up" I hear and see Quinn standing over us.

"We wanted to come and see how you were doing" she says smiling sadly at me and takes a glance at Santana.

"You look like shit" Puck says and Quinn smacks him upside the head.

"Ow" he says and pouts and I smile at him.

"Good morning everyone, I know that it has been a stressful week but I have good and bad news" Rue or whatever says as he walks in checking his board and then frowns.

"Good" Sam says but will is still staring at the clipboard.

"I'm sorry, you will have to excuse me" he says and runs out.

"She's not going to make it, so why don't we just pull the plug and go back to living life to the fullest again" she says smiling her smirk and I jump out of the bed and tackle her. I start to punch on her and get a good four punches in until I'm pulled off her.

"Fucking mute" dani says and she wipes blood from her noise and mouth and I smirk and wink at her. She walks off pissed and I walk back over to the bed and look at Santana. I know she can hear me but I don't know what to say to her. Over the past couple of days, I've been practicing talking in the hall when no ones here, just in case I have to speak but I doubt I will.

"Nice hit pierce" Puck says and all the boys cheer on for me. I just smile and laugh when all their girlfriends hit or smack them.

"Girls don't fight unless they have to but nice ass whooping Britt" Quinn says and she's like the mother of the group so I'm proud of what I did if I hear a compliment from her. don't get me wrong, I hate violence but what I was aiming for was justice.

(3 hours later)

We all went out this time to go get something to eat but I worried about Santana the whole time. And I had a reason too. When we got back, her line went dead and the doctor unit rushed into help her. It's like everything happened in slow motion. The gang got out of the way while the nurses and doctors ran in and I'm on the side crying my eyes out. I got close to her ear so only she can hear but I was crying also while they used defibrillator on her.

"Ms pierce you only may have three minutes left with your girlfriend, so please say what you need to say" he says and I look down at Santana looking so peaceful yet in so much trouble. I can barley make her out because my eyes are swollen and puffy but I grab her hand and bend down to her ear and whisper.

"Please don't go, you can't go because I haven't taken you out on a date or had our "this isn't a date" or our first moment or kiss or anything. You can't leave Santana because you are the most important person to me and without you, life has no meaning. I may not say how I feel about you and the gang but your my family and I love you guys always. You want to know the reason why I stopped talking, stay here with me. I want, no I need you to stay alive. I've never wanted someone so bad like I wanted you and you've broken my silence San, you said you would do it and you did it. I'll do whatever it takes just please don't go" I say as I start to break down again.

I just lay there in a fetal position for a good ten minutes before I hear a normal pulse again. I slowly get on my knees and look at the screen beeping normal. I frown at that in confusion but see doctors looking relieved. One doctor comes in with a laptop and talks to a couple others before coming to me and showing me his laptop.

"It seems as someone came in here and pulled Ms. Lopez plug and shooter something in her arm while you guys stepped away. Do you know her" he asks showing me the video footage and I shake my head no with a sad smile. I hope that bitch rots. She's the reason we're in here in the first place.

(A couple hours later)

We are all sitting around and chilling when doctor who or whatever comes in and sighs. I watch as he paces back and forth a little before turning us.

I have good and bad news" he says again to us but is mostly looking at me.

"Can we hear the good news first" Kurt says.

"Good news is that the swelling is down completely and she should be waking up any second now" he says and I smile my ass off while looking at San. I watch as everything gets all happy and excited but of course, Lue or whatever has to ruin it.

"Bad news is, with the recent foul play of someone pulling her plug and putting something in her arm, She suffered from oxygen loss and we don't exactly know what was shot up her arm so chances are She won't remember any of you when she wakes up" he says and I just look at him as if he was the reason I went silent.

"Come again" Blaine says.

"She's token a lot to head this whole week, I mean did you really think she would be fine with all that has gone on" he says smiling but I just growl.

"What's the percentage of her not knowing us" Quinn says.

"100%" he says sadly and apologizes before leaving.

I get up and start pacing back and forth. I'm going to kill Hanna for stabbing her and dani for everything else. This bitch has gotten away with too much and now it's time for a little revenge.

"Britt, you okay" Shane says and I immediately glare at him. i start to walk out of the door when Mike grabs my arm.

"Where are you going Britt. Everyone you need is right here" he says and I look around and don't see Emily. I shake my head nuh uh and leave to go find her. I find her crying out in the waiting area and sigh heavily. I know how it is to loose a loved one and she almost lost her sister. I know Santana's parents are dead so I decided to go comfort her. I go over to her and sit down while wrapping my arms around her and she breaks down crying. Once she stops she looks and me and laugh in a sad way.

"Perfect just perfect. my sister is going to not know who I am and everyone else in our family is dead. she's going to be here but forever not really here. life sucks, all it does is kick you down. I didn't ask for this, none of this. My parents or Brother or any of it. I wish I had a time machine, I would go back and change all of the incidents to ever happen in our life that was bad. She's the only family I have left and even now, I'm all alone" she says and starts crying again.

(3 hours later)

When I know that she's fully sleep, I pick her up and carry her bridal style back to the room and put her in Quinn's lap. I get back into bed with Santana's and hold her hand lightly.

"Are you tired britt"Shane says and I say no while burying my head in the pillow next to San.

"You should get some rest, we will be right here when Santana wakes up" they say and I say no.

"Brittany I know that she almost died but it's not hers or your fault, it's Dani's and you couldn't help what happened but your hear now" Tina says and I smile at her.

(A couple hours later)

I end up falling asleep and see that it's 6:47pm and we got until midnight. I see everyone is sprawled on top of each other. there's couch cushions everywhere and then it's them. You got Mercedes and Sam near the window. Kurt and Blaine laying on the left side of the other hospital bed we ordered. Quinn with Emily in her lap on the chair. Puck is on the end of the bed. Mike and Tina near the door. Shane and Rachel are on the other side of the bed and I smile at them. I look at Santana and she looks like perfection even in a sleep. I think back to what happened earlier and today was a hella of a day. I almost lost her today and that's never going to happen again.

"Hey San, you probably don't remember me but you almost died today and you scared the shit out of me" I say smiling while my eyes are watery.

"Your sister is a trip all up on Quinn and everyone is here to support you and we love and miss you. I will protect you always and I will never let you get hurt again" I say while turning to her and squeezing her hand. I start to cry a little and try my best to clear my voice for her.

"This is all my fault, you would've never got stabbed if it wasn't for me taunting Dani and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for all that I put you through" I say and can't hold in anymore tears. I drop my head on her and silently cry since the gang is still here.

"B, I told you once and I'll tell you again, I couldn't be mad at you even if you held a gun to my head and pulled the trigger. Of course I forgive you"

A/N: hey guys I know I have spelling errors but that's because I never have time to proof read and a side note, I admire and look up to Demi but someone has to play has to guy in my stories and I like to change things up like in other stories her and Santana are best formed etc but I hoped you enjoyed and stay tuned.