Breaking Down Gaurded Walls

(Santana's Pov)

I watch as she goes wide eye and start shaking her head to say she's sorry but I hold it still.

"Britt, your okay. the gesture was nice. You thought I was sleep and try to take the gum out, but I can't sleep. I have a fear of heights. I hate planes. On top of that my stomach is queasy. My head kills from my ears popping and I get really dizzy but you helped 3/5 things go away so thank you. I watch her reaction and she looks like she's in trouble.

"Britt I could never be mad at you. I couldn't even if you held a gun to my head and pulled the trigger" I say and feel her go stiff. I laugh while I bury my head in the crook of her neck.

" it's a figure of speech Britt and I mean it. I spent my whole life pushing people away and then you come and sneak your way in my heart. I built up walls for years and you get in so easily that it scares the hell out of me. I haven't let anyone in, in almost 6 years" I say and feel her breath calmly. I figure she's sleep and smile. I see a two couples looking at us and one is smiling while the other looks in disgust.

"can I help you" I growl at them.

"Are you gay" the nice couple ask smiling.

"Why does it matter" I say and get glares by the rude couple.

"What's your opinion on gay people" the rude couple ask me.

" my opinion is love is love. you loving a man or women isn't my concern. I have gay best friends, I have gay family members and I love them all because they are themselves and are brave enough to come out" I say and they scoff.

"You know what you tony homo looking mother......" I feel Kurt put a hand on me and I stop and sigh harshly.

"Why do you care. enlighten me on why what somebody else does with their life bothers you" I say.

"Because its disgusting. I don't want to see them kissing" he says and I laugh.

"You know 97% of people are uncomfortable with any PDA with straight people" I say and the nice couple ask me something.

"What is your opinion on society today" they ask.

"My opinion is that if everyone was a little more open minded, then the world wouldn't be so damn stupid. I mean if you look at the generations you will see that the older they go the more close minded they are and I'm not just talking about racism, dexism, ggender equality and homophobic issues. Yeah our generation have problems but we grow up in a generation where there's at least one gay guy or girl in every rated R movie and tv 14 shows. And for the people who makes jokes about people's race and sex identity are uncomfortable so they bash and joke in fear rather than learn and get to know what people who are brave enough to come out go through. and for you, you dumb asshole. Nobody says you got to support the LGBT community but you better open that mind just a little bit more and learn to shut your mouth because nobody really cares what you got to say. By, 2045 gay will be the new thing but wait, you'll be dead" I say and smile.

"You don't even get picked on for your race, what are you Lebanese" he says.

"I'm Hispanic you ass" I scoff and just ignore them until the nice couple tap my shoulder.

"What you did was brave and we want to say thank you. You never know whose listening and for you to speak up gives other people courage to do the same" the man says holding the other mans that I cursed out hand.

"Wait so your......"

"Gay, yes" he says smiling and I feel like an ass for yelling at him. I look over to see the girls cuddled up and I smile at their little test they just gave me.

"What you just did, always keep that in your heart. I'm not going to tell you life is easy because its going to be even harder since your yourself but I'll tell you it's worth it" he says smiling at his boyfriend or husband.

"Ladies and gentlemen. Please fasten your seatbelt. We are now landing in Las Vegas. Thank you for flying with Baltimore air lines and have a safe trip" the guy on the speaker says.

"I...I'm s..so p...proud of y...you"i hear really quietly and I take a double look at brittany and cheese like an idiot.

"So you can talk" I say and she just shrugs while smiling. I look at her and see dani in the background looking sketchy. I don't know what she's planning but I don't like it.

(When exiting the plane)

I ran off the plane and laid on the ground. I laid there for a good minute while I got surrounded by everyone and I ignore them.

"This is why we drive because you act so dramatic" Quinn says while puck picks me up and throw me over his shoulder.

"I'm not dramatic and put me down Noah" I say annoyed.

"Awe no way. I like the view" I hear and then feel a hard slap on my ass.

"NOAH" I yell and he stops.

"That wasn't me Lopez, I know not to touch you like that. Your my bro, not my hoe" he says earning a slap on the head from Quinn.

"Who was it then" I say and see a pissed off brittany. I follow her line of glaring and see a smirking Dani making a kissy face at her and I see her clench her jaw. I jump off of Noah and slap Dani in the face.

"Now we're even, bitch" I say and see brittany laughing with Shane at Dani.

(Drive to the hotel)

After the drive we got to the hotel, we decided to do a buddy system so that way. It would be cheaper.

"Whose bunking with who" Quinn says and you see everyone pairing up while I just stand there. I feel a tap and get annoyed.

"Go the fuck away you......omg brittany. I'm so sorry, I though you were dani" I say to a smirking Brittany.

"What's up" I say and she looks down nervously. I smile at her shyness and laugh with catches her attention.

"You want to be buddies" I say and she nods eagerly and I laugh. There's two beds in each room but I haves feeling a lot of them are going to be using one. We get our key and decide to go out tonight as a celebration. I volunteer to take a shower first while she get make up and clothes ready and hair ready. I come out with just a towel on and Ill never forget that look of want she gave me.

"Britt is their anything I should know about when your drunk" I say while picking out my clothes. My phone goes off and it's from Britt.

When I'm drunk, I tend to be handsy and I might talk dirty and try to strip but besides that nope~britty

I look at the text and then up to her but she's already gone. I eventually come back to reality and get dress for tonight. We're all officially "21" with out ID's and want to celebrate. I put on a skin tight black dress with some all black heels and silver rhinestones on them. I curl my hair to be long and wavy and I put on black lipstick for that touch of umf. I'm putting on mascara when brittany comes in with her clothes on. Shes wearing an all black one piece jump suit with a white blazer and white pumps. she has her hair straight an in a pony tail and is wearing red lipstick. I double look to see of this is the same shy brittany I know. All I know is that she's hot and if she tries to jump my bones I'm so letting her. Easy Santana, you got to resist.

(15 minutes later)

We meet everyone in the lobby and I look at all of them and I can't believe it. We all have grown up into beautiful women and handsome men. I love these guys ad even though I don't say it enough. I feel like they already know that they mean to the world to me. I couldn't live without them because through everything, they have always been here and I love them so much and I'm scared they will........

"Santana you good" Mercedes says.

"Never been better" I say looking at brittany laughing with Shane.

"Never been better"

A/N BrittanaLove999 @brittsandbritt and @camrynesanchez constantly ask me to update so this update is for you guys and I hope you enjoy.