Nightmares

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This chapter was a little more serious and just helps the story along. So yeahhh also still dramaa!!

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Daneiala opened the door and inside was the lady smoking her cigarette. Daniela cleared her throat " Mother I've brought her here for you. " the lady turned to meet her daughter with a smile " Thank you. " Daniela glared at you and you rolled your eyes. That was her way of telling you not to mention what she had told you earlier.

The lady gave you a confused expression and Daniela closed the door. " what was that about? " the lady said walking over to you. You looked up at her " oh, nothing. " you said sternly and walked over to her bed and sat at the end of it. You spoke coldy to her, and felt awful about it immediently afterwards. Yet she acted as though she didn't notice and sat down at her vanity.

She removed whatever makeup still remained and began to slip off her dress looking at you in the mirror to see if you were watching. But you weren't instead you looked at your hands studying your palms trying to avoid the ladies gaze. She huffed and walked in front of you. Waiting on you to untie her corset and so you did. But you didn't look up at her. You stayed looking down. She sighed and walked over to her closet and changed into a rather boring night dress. And laid down on the bed.

You went to her closet as well and changed into a button up nightgown the same as you wore another time. You laid in the bed beside her leaving room between the two of you and attempted to fall asleep.

In the Dimitrescu Daughters room-

"Sister's!!" Daniela shouted walking into the room. The other two girls looked up from their beds with a confused expression " yes Daniela? " Cassandra said annoyed. " Cassandra, Bela, I really messed up! " Daniela said falling on the ground and covered her face. The two girls appeared in front of her. " what happens Dani?" Bela said rubbing her shoulders.

" It's Y/N I accidentally told her about Lydia.. " Daniela said looking up at her sisters. Their eyes wide with shock but also fear. For they knew there would be hell to pay for such a large betrayal to their mother. But none-the-less the girls attempted to comfort her despite the huge betrayal.

Back in the Dimitrescu Chambers-

Once again you were on the bridge crossing over into the castle. This time the lady wasn't quietly crying instead she was screaming. Screaming out your name. She held you tightly in her arms. The you that was dead. You watched as her tears trailed down her cheeks her face hot with anger and also pure sadness. Then her screams stopped and her eyes met yours. - You awoke shaking and crying. The lady was still asleep next to you, you were cuddled close to her, her arm wrapped around you, but due to your quiet whimpering her eyes shot open and she looked at you confused and concerned. You turned away from her and sat up. Tears rolling down your cheeks. You didn't know what to do. You felt the ladies hands wrap around you. " I know you've been distant. And I don't know why. But I'm here. Here with you. " she said getting closer to you. You fell back into the ladies arms.

You didn't push her away you just laid there crying and shaking. You wanted these horrible dreams to go away. You didn't want to look at the lady like she was a monster. You wanted to look at her with your loving eyes. She didn't deserve this. But because of your own jealousy and pride you stayed quiet and said nothing.

You could tell it was eating at her. She wanted to know how to help. How to make everything feel better. But you no longer knew that you could trust her and you hated that feeling.

The lady let go of you but you didn't move. You still laid there your head resting on her chest. You didn't lean up you just laid there and she carresed your cheek.

You thought about it for a moment and realized how stupid you were being. Why were you treating the lady like this when she went out there to save you that cold night. Stitched your arm. Sure it could of been because you were nothing but a blood bag but at this point it was doubtful. You decided you would tell her about the dreams.

"M'lady. " you said leaning forward looking away from her. She grunted and you realized what you had done. " Sorry, Alcina? " you said instead and awaited her response. " yes dear? " she said moving her way to the edge of the bed beside you.

" I've had terrible nightmares. " you said looking up into her pitiful concerned eyes. " what about my dear? " she said beginning to rub your shoulder. " you. " you said trying to avoid the coldness that you had before. She looked at you confused. " please do explain. " she said retracting her hand.

" well... the first one was- I was walking on a bridge that led to your castle and when I opened the door you were sitting on the throne holding a girl " you left out the part where there were several dead bodies in the room " that girl was dead. And that girl was me. " you said looking away from her. You felt the atmosphere shift around you. The air felt stagnant and it made it hard to breathe.

" and the second one? " she said hesitantly. You looked down " it was almost the exact same as the one before. Except this time you were screaming out my name. And you seemed to acknowledge my presence in the dream. And then I woke up. " you said looking back at her. She seemed to not know what to say. I mean who would? What do you say to the fact your lover is having dreams where you possibly killed them or were mourning their death.

The lady looked away. " that's not all that's bothering you" she said looking away. You sighed. " your right. " you said looking at her and her eyes met yours. She looked at you like she felt awful. Awful knowing that you had been going through all of this alone. You sighed " one of your daughters said that you might replace me. " you said looking away trying to avoid her gaze.

" which one? " she said, you could tell her anger was rising. She wanted to yell at someone but you weren't going to tell her who. For you didn't want her daughters to get in trouble. " don't make me ask again. " she said even more stern. " I'm not telling you. " you said finally looking away from her. But she grabbed your throat and forced you to look at her.

" tell me. " she whined. But you shook your head no. She grunted and crossed her arms infront of her. " there's one more thing. " she said looking at you. But you gave her a confused expression. " one more thing that's bothering you. " she said finally glaring at you. But the last thing. You knew you couldn't tell her. You didn't want her to believe you were jealous. Or even worried.

Yet it was true. It was bothering you. You tried to avoid her gaze. " I know what it is. " she said finally. She stood up and walked over to her bedroom window. Staring out at it. " you know of Lydia. " she said staring out the window. You gulped and looked down. " Daniela told you. " you looked at her eyes wide. " h-how did y-" you began to say but she cut you off. " I was still listening through the door. " she admitted looking back at you.

You didn't know how to respond so you just continued to stare at the ground. " My daughters right. Your different. " the lady said finally and walked over to you. She placed her hand over yours and bent down to where she was eye level with you. " I think you've begun to doubt how much I really care for you. " she said finally. Breaking your trance between you and the floor you looked into her eyes. And they looked soft.

She gave you a warm smile filled with compassion. You could tell she was begging for you to just move on and love her despite every thing. " how many other like me and Lydia? " you said finally breaking the silence. She looked at you her eyes wide " none really. " she said looking down. You looked at her with a curious expression. "Lydia sh- " she began to say but cut herself short. " Lydia is not like you. And there's much more to it than what Daniela portrayed. Lydia was not my lover. She was a toy. " the lady said looking at you with sincere puppy dog eyes.

That reminded you that you hadn't seen Clover in a while. After this you should go and find Sarah. You closed your eyes and looked back at the lady. Dreading the question you were about to ask. " then what does that make me? " she looked at you a little confused about the question you were asking " what does that make me to you? " you said looking away from her. She widened her eyes and then smiled. " why my every thing of course. " she said with a grin.

" am I not a toy too? " you said with a smirk. " only if you want to be~ " the lady said with a soft giggle. Her beautiful eyes. Her sad beautiful puppy dog eyes. You couldn't hold back any longer you pulled at the back of her head forcing her lips to meet yours. You kissed her intensely forcing your tongue in her mouth. Your tongues danced together and when you pulled away you saw the tears forming in her eyes. " thankyou for that. " she said with a warm smile.

You could hear soft giggles come from the door and in seconds you watched as the lady rushed to the door and opened it. On the other side were her three daughters all giggling until they saw their mother in front of them.

" just what do you think your doing? " she said grabbing all three of them by their ears and forcing them into the room. They all cried out for her to stop " owe that hurts! " Daniela yelped. " i've not even started with you " the lady said glaring at her. You instantly felt guilty knowing she would be in a lot of trouble.

But Daniela just pouted sitting on the carpet floor. Cassandra just quietly watched as her sister got scolded and Bela looked at you with a smirk. You rolled your eyes and looked away from her. After the three girls were done being scolded the lady showed them out of the room and sat back down on the bed beside you. " Sh'all we get ready? " the lady said with a sigh.

You laid back on the bed and groaned. She giggled " I agree I think we could use some more cuddling! " she said giggling. She walked over to the bed and laid in it beside you. You got closer to her burying your face in her chest. "Mmm" you sounded pleased. She let out a soft chuckle and buried her face into your hair. She inhaled it quietly "mmm you smell of sweet roses! " she moaned in your ear making you giggle.

" how did you make yourself smell so irresistible? " she said wrapping her arms tightly around you. Forcing you to be buried even more in her chest. She giggled watching you being suffocated. You ignored her and laid with her. Her bed was so soft and cosy. Her blankets were some of the softest material. Fit for a queen. Or in this case a mistress. You started to think about it and realized everything for this bed had to be custom made for it was a bed made for a woman who is 9'6. She laid a hand on your head and played with your hair giggling.

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