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[Sorry I took so long for this chapter but I'm backk EEP

Hope you enjoy reading this mess of Tay's shameful thoughts,, I TRIED HABABABAB]

New Thitipoom's POV:

"New," his voice was soft and serious.

I stiffened. W-what did he just call me?

"this time I'm serious. I normally don't dramatize things. But let me say something this time..." he continued. I gulped, a little anxious. I didn't dare to look at him. I was afraid of his words. My heart thumped as I grew nervous. We had just patched up after all, what was he going to say? The way his words were going... it didn't seem like a good thing...

[🤡🤡🤡 sound familiar? Cougar on the prowl season 2 ep 3 (14.32) KEKEKEK you're welcome]

"I really love you." He said softly. I heaved a sigh of relief, feeling all the tension in my body vanish. I smiled. The way this man played with my feelings. He could have me on the edge with one simple word and then the next moment easily make me feel like the happiest man alive.

"You know, all my life I've had terrible luck. Heck, disaster follows me everywhere to the point where even the National Disaster Warning Centre has followed me on twitter!" His eyes widened as he gestured wildly with his hands. I chuckled, unable to believe him. He had repeated this at least a thousand times but hearing it never got old. Whoever that managed that twitter account was clearly a chaobaan and his simple act was just so comedic.

Tay smiled at my reaction, before continuing, "But there's one thing that I was lucky with, hin. I'm so lucky I met you. I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend. I'm lucky the one I'm in love with is now my boyfriend." His voice was low and deep, affection overflowing as it melted my ears. I swooned, flushing at his words. I felt butterflies in my stomach and I licked my lips shyly. They curved into a smile and I couldn't stop grinning. This man has such a good way with words.

"How sweet. The lyrics, I mean." I teased as I pulled away. Get a grip, self.

"Ai hin, how could you say that? It was a coincidence! and only one phrase was part of the lyrics! The rest are original!! Really- hin-" Tay exclaimed, flabbergasted.

"Sure." I snickered as I resumed driving.

"Ai hinnnn, I'm serious! I made it up myself!" He pouted. "Hmph, so much for my heartfelt confession. You totally ruined the mood-"

I burst out laughing as he carried on sulking. I laughed so hard my stomach hurt a little. I sighed contently before taking a deep breath.

"...I love you too, Tay." I whispered softly. I flinched when he suddenly stopped talking. I had half-expected him to not hear me and realizing that he actually had only made me blush harder. No matter how many times I have said these three words, I still felt embarrassed and got butterflies in my stomach. I shyly peeked over only to see Tay grinning from ear to ear. He leaned against the window, head tipped to the side. He tried to cover his face with his hands, but it couldn't hide his wide, shy smile. C-cute!! Looks like the three magic words also had the same effect on him. My face heated up as I felt my insides churn with the sheer amount of butterflies within.

"...and I'm also so, so lucky to have you in my life, Tay." My cheeks grew hotter as I confessed. I gripped the steering wheel and gulped, feeling ticklish and hot all over.

We are lucky to have each other.

"..mmm" he hummed shyly, his soft voice slightly high-pitched as he smiled happily. His eyes crinkled into slits as he leaned further to the window, his cheeks rosy from embarrassment.

Ah... I really love him.

...

"...Te?" I called softly, worried. Te usually never slept during car rides. In fact, he would usually chatter animatedly about anything and everything. However, he had fallen asleep and worse - he was shivering.

"Are you cold?" I asked as I turned the air vent away from him. When the cold breeze was directed elsewhere, he relaxed a little. I noticed that his cheeks were a little flushed. I raised my hand and lightly pressed it against his forehead.

"Shia!! Te!! You're burning!!" I half-whispered, half-screamed. Te peeled his eyes open slowly before looking around with tired eyes.

"I'm fine, hin." He mumbled sleepily.

"No, Te. Let's go back to the hospital." I said as I tapped the steering wheel with my fingers. I was really worried. I felt guilty as well. I had an inkling that it was my fault he was sick.

"Ai hin.. there's no need. I just need some sleep.." he mumbled, slowly drifting back to sleep.

"...okay, fine. I'll send you home then." I sighed. I didn't want to argue with him in this state. I'll just bring him to see a doctor tomorrow if his condition gets worse.

"What? No, hin, let's go to your house?" his eyes widened as he raised his voice.

"What? Why? You're sick, Te. You need rest. I'm sending you home and that's that." I replied sternly.

"Ai hin..." Te whined.

"No, and your leg is hurt too. Even if you weren't sick, coming up to my house would be a hassle. Plus, I have to go back to the Cafe and clean up the mess we made." I reasoned. I didn't know why Te wanted to come over to my house so much. Seriously, he needs rest!

"I can go with you to the Cafe!" He suggested, his droopy eyes twinkling. I shook my head, adamant.

"Please..? I just want to be with you, hin." He pleaded gently, placing his warm hand on mine. I felt my heart waver, but I knew better than to let him come along and risk worsening his injury. The heat from his hands reminded me of his fever and I wanted to get rid of that fever as fast as possible.

"No, I'm bringing you home." I insisted.

"No- I want to go-"

"Home. Yes, that's right you want to go-"

"No!! I want to go with you-"

"Your leg-"

"-is fine!!"

Just like that, we continued bickering all the way to his house. Obviously, because I was the one driving. I had the final say no matter how much he wanted otherwise.

"Hmph" He huffed in disapproval as I parked the car in front of his house. I shook my head in wonder, musing over where he got all that energy from. His arms were folded and he sat there pouting, refusing to take off his seatbelt and move.

An idea lit up in my head and I unfastened my seatbelt, getting out of the car. He scowled as I opened his door. I leaned forward, stretching my hand over to buckle. He held his breath as the distance between us closed. I saw him gulp as the hem of my shirt grazed his thighs. Our faces were now barely an inch away and I could feel his hot breath on my cheeks. I leaned in closer and he closed his eyes, waiting expectantly for me to kiss him. I smirked, moving closer....

*click*

His eyes opened wide as I pulled away right when the tip of our lips almost brushed each other. I rubbed his nose with mine before scrunching my nose, a big grin on my face. He scowled.

"Get off." I snickered as I tugged the seatbelt away. I didn't know why he always fastened it incorrectly this way, making it difficult to take off.

"Carry me then." He waved at me high-handedly. He stuck his chin up as he pretended to be a noble. However, I could tell that beneath his lively behaviour, he was weak and tired. I sighed with a smile and complied obediently. I stuck my arm under his thighs but he quickly stopped me.

"Let me get on your back instead." He said a little awkwardly, his cheeks a little flushed.

"Yes, your highness." I smirked as I turned around and knelt down in front of him. He huffed before getting onto my back. I held my breath as I felt his body against mine. He was really warm. Must be the fever. I thought. He wrapped his hot arms around my neck and I gulped as his warm hands grazed my cool skin. I shook away my growing... emotions, reasoning to myself that it was precisely because of said lust that resulted in Te's broken- I mean sprained foot.

I closed the car door gently before hooking my hands under his thighs and heading inside his house. Te was oddly quiet as I carried him in. I just assumed he was still sulking or that he was just sick.

Well, unfortunately, it was the latter. He was sick in the head all right!!

Clearly, two weeks and a day had done a number on us. I gulped as I felt something... hard rub against my back.

No... it couldn't be...

(Sick in the head) Tawan's POV:

Fuck... I cursed as I felt yet another uncomfortable chill. Why was it so damn cold in here?! I felt weak all over and my head felt light. I just felt unwell alright. I closed my eyes, trying my best to sleep it off.

I faintly heard hin's voice but my eyelids simply felt too heavy to lift. Then, I felt something cool touch my forehead.

"Shia!! Te!! You're burning up!!" Hin's worried voice brought me back from dreamland. I forced open my heavy eyelids and looked around with tired eyes.

"I'm fine, hin." I mumbled sleepily.

"No, Te. Let's go back to the hospital." He said. What? No! We literally just left from there!

"Ai hin.. there's no need. I just need sleep.." I mumbled, feeling myself lose to sleep. I just felt so tired....

"...okay, fine. I'll send you home then." I heard him sigh. Yes.. I just need to get some rest... at home.. wait.. MY HOME?!

"What? No, hin! Let's go to your house!" I panicked. Was my grand plan failing before it could even start?!

"What? Why? You're sick, Te. You need rest. I'm sending you home and that's that." He refused firmly.

"Ai hin..." I whined. It's not like I can't rest if I sleep over at his house... I just want to stay with him for a little while longer...

"No, and your leg is hurt too. Even if you weren't sick, coming up to my house would be a hassle. Plus, I have to go back to the Cafe and clean up the mess we made." He reasoned. Tch, why did he have to make so much sense.

"I can go with you to the Cafe!" I suggested, my droopy eyes twinkling. I frowned when he shook his head, adamant. Argh, why is he so stubborn?!

"Please..? I just want to be with you, hin." I pleaded gently, placing my hand on his cold one. Please? Please? Please? I chanted in my head, hoping that if telepathy worked, he would be so tired of my noisy chants and just give in to me.

"No, I'm bringing you home." He insisted. No, no, no!!

"No- I want to go-" to your house!!!!!

"Home. Yes, that's right you want to go-"

"No!! I want to go with you-" to the cafe!!!!

"Your leg-"

"-is fine!!" Stupid hin!!!!

...

Shit! Shit! Shit! Things weren't going the way I wanted them to. Just a moment ago everything was going well. Everything was almost perfect. But no, this cursed leg!! And worst of all, this stupid fever!! Why did I have to fall sick now of all times!!

And this hin, he was just so stubborn!! A short trip to his house wouldn't aggravate my injury. Plus I feel fine. I'm not that sick. I thought in despair. Arguing with him had pumped adrenaline into my bloodstream, making me feel more than okay. However, now my grand plan was ruined. I sighed in frustration as he got out of the car with a triumphant smirk. I rolled my eyes as he walked over. I wanted him to stay with me. Hmmm... Technically, he could just wear my clothes... use the stuff at my house... since I'm sick as well.. hin won't just leave me, right? Maybe I can convince him to-

*Ka-Chak*

My thoughts were interrupted as hin opened the door. I scowled. Why was he in such a rush to chase me out? I just needed a bit more time to formulate grand plan B-

I held my breath instinctively as hin suddenly leaned forward. My senses were a little dulled from the fever but I could still smell the faint smell of his cologne. His sweet scent made my head spin. I felt a little woozy too... but ooh.. hin looks so good up close... I gulped as the hem of his shirt grazed my thighs. It felt ticklish. The lust that had been shocked away previously began seeping back into my bloodstream. After all, we had stopped halfway just now. However, my fever was preventing me from thinking or acting straight. Well, not that I was straight to begin with. But that's not the point.

His face was now right before mine. My eyes latched onto the adorable mole on his nose and I breathed slowly, trying my best to suppress the growing desire within me. Is he going to kiss me? But I'm sick and he shouldn't kiss me... but I guess it can't be helped if he insists....

I closed my eyes, anticipating the sweet kiss. I felt his cool breath on my skin and puckered my lips a little, waiting excitedly. It was bold to do such a thing right in front of my house where we could be caught by fans, but that made it all the more thrilling. He leaned in slowly, teasing me. I swear I could feel the tip of his lips on mine already but he was still not close enough. Just a little more...

*click*

My eyes widened as he pulled away. He rubbed his cold nose against mine before scrunching it and grinning widely. My nose tingled. I scowled. I wanted to snap at him but he looked so cute that I couldn't say anything else.

"Get off." He snickered. I rolled my eyes, annoyed. Why did he want to kick me out so quickly?! I smirked a little as he struggled to take off my seatbelt. I puffed my chest a little, proud that my bad habit was a useful hindrance.

"Carry me then." I waved at him high-handedly. I stuck his chin up as I pretended to be a noble. However, I was actually feeling too weak to walk. I felt hot yet cold and I was just too tired to move. My foot stung and it hurt badly as well. I just didn't feel like moving. He sighed with a smile and complied without a single complain. I felt my chest warm up from his sweet gesture. However, pain shot up my left ankle as he stuck his arm under my thighs, shifting my legs. I hurriedly stopped him before I winced.

"Let me get on your back instead." I said a little awkwardly, my cheeks a little flushed. It felt oddly hot now, but also really cold. I wanted to cool down my hot body but I also wanted to jump into a pool of hot water. I tensed up, trying my best not to shiver. I didn't want him to worry more.

"Yes, your highness." He smirked before turning and kneeling down in front of me. I huffed before getting onto his back. It felt cool and nice. I wrapped my arms around his neck and relaxed a little. His neck.. and his back was also cool. I felt my body cool down and I relaxed a little more, letting my arms dangle over his shoulder. A soothing sensation took over and I felt myself melting onto his strong back. I felt.. safe and sleepy...

But alas, sleep did not come to me. Lust did.

I gulped as I felt his strong back on my chest and... further down. It was sturdy and hard, like a rock. But more than that, it was his back. His scent was even stronger now that I was on top of him and oh god. Every step he took caused my groin to rub against his back and fuck did the friction feel good. My heart began thumping so loudly I wondered if hin could hear it. I swallowed the urge to groan when he hooked his hands under my thighs. Additional stimulation. How nice. I sucked in cold air as my legs heated up. Even through the fabric, his hands felt.. hot. His back was beginning to heat up and I started to sweat profusely. I felt embarrassed that he was getting drenched in my sweat but I couldn't help it. Hin was perspiring as well, probably from carrying me.

"Sorry." I whispered as I tried to wipe off sweat that dripped down from his forehead.

"It's okay, I like it hot and sweaty." He teased, giving me a playful wink. I blushed at his bold words, bumping his head with mine. OW- okay, I shouldn't have done that. I regretted it immediately as I saw the world spin. However, dizzy as I was, I was still a sweating mess and... terribly, terribly aroused.

I closed my eyes as I tried my best to breathe slower in hopes of calming down. It didn't help that I was getting more excited with each step he took. My heartbeat echoed loudly in my ear as my organ worked harder to feed oxygen to my muscles. I squirmed a little uncomfortably as I tried to count numbers to keep my growing erection at bay. Simple math, Tay, simple math.

3 + 3 = 63 + 6 = 96 + 9 = 69-

Wait-

"...Te?" Hin's voice snapped me back to reality. I glanced around and realized that we were already inside my bedroom. Embarrassed, I tried to get off him but my sudden movement caused me to press and rub my manhood against his back instead.

"Ngh-" I let out a groan in reflex and immediately regretted it. FUCK- FUCK- FUCK- WHAT DID I JUST- ARGHHHH- My head was already hot enough, but my cheeks caught fire.

"Ehem-" he coughed awkwardly before turning around and sitting us both onto the bed. His ears were red and his cheeks were dyed pink. I bit my lip. CUTE-

"Y-you should take a quick shower and rest..." huh? for some reason, his voice seemed to get softer and softer...

*thud*

I saw rather than felt myself hit the bed. My body felt numb and weak. It was an odd experience really. Seeing black spots cover your vision and hearing a dull ringing in your ears. It was uncomfortable to say the least.

"Te?!" His voice was suddenly loud again, making my head spin. It took me all I could to blink a few times and keep my eyes open. The black spots gradually dissipated but all I could see was the ceiling. But after a while, I let my heavy eyes close, unable to muster enough strength to keep it open. I heard hin panicking as he called me a few times but I was just too tired to reply him. After a short while, I felt him get up.

...

...did he leave? I thought in dismay.

No, no. Hin wouldn't be this heartless. I tried to reassure myself.

Or would he? I mean, he already sent me home. He could've gone back to the Cafe already. Disappointment began to consume me as the emptiness around stifled me. My body was resting now, but my brain was still very much awake for some reason. Must be the leftover adrenaline, I thought. I tried falling asleep, but to no avail. I waited for sleep to come to me in silence, deciding against counting sheep.

Should I count hins instead?

*dak*

Oh? He hasn't left!! Hin's still here!! I thought excitedly. I felt the mattress sink and my heart fluttered as I confirmed his scent.

Was he going to stay with me tonight? I hoped he would. The numbness had began to fade and I could feel again. I felt a little cold. I actually wanted to cuddle now. That was a sure-fire way to lull me to sleep. It would warm me up too. I began to send telepathic messages to hin to sleep with me.

For a moment, I almost believed that it had actually worked, as I felt his hands on me. However, I think he may have gotten the... wrong message.

I meant sleep sleep!! Although, I didn't mind this sleep as well.

Through the pitch-black darkness, I could feel hin doing things to my body. More specifically - he was undressing me. This man. He always claimed that I'm the horny one. But look at him now, taking advantage of a sick old man like me- wait- WHAT IF HE ACTUALLY TAKES ADVANTAGE OF ME?! I mean, I wouldn't mind taking him inside because I love him, but still. I would prefer if he at least asked me about it first before simply doing it to me. Consent is important you know, even if you know it'll be a guaranteed yes, you should still ask. It's polite. D-does it hurt though? I mean, I think the first time always hurts. Would I be able to take him? He's fucking huge too. Actually, how the hell does he fit me? His hole is so small. Hmmm, no wonder it feels so good, it's really tight. Oh god, I want to fuck him. But I can't move. I wish he would ride me. Would he ride me? Oh, but if he is planning to use me, I want to be awake awake though- oooh it's cold. Oh? He left my underwear on. Wait, actually, can I even get hard in this state? I can barely move a muscle. Would that muscle move-

My brain froze as I felt him hold my right hand. His cold hand was... wet(?) and he lifted my arm gently.

...oh.

I mentally dug myself a imaginary hole and hid a hologram of myself there. My lips trembled as I tried my best to pretend like I was still asleep. At this very moment, I was so ashamed of my thoughts I wanted to die right there and then. I was lucky I had only said it in the confines of my brain, because hin was simply wiping me clean with a goddamn towel !!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!! WHY DID HE HAVE TO DO SUCH MISLEADING THINGS?! NO, WHY IS MY BRAIN THIS DIRTY?!?!?!? I mentally hollered at myself. I felt my face grow even hotter from the sheer embarrassment. I felt even more ashamed when I couldn't help but admit that the tiniest part of me was... disappointed... asjsjwkdjwkdkkwdjjs-

"Shia, Te?! You're heating up even more-" I heard hin panic as his cool hands touched my face. No... please... stop... it's not the fever... god... I want to kill myself... I had never felt like crying more than this instant. It felt like a walk through the hell of shame. Why did I do this to myself? I wondered as I felt tears well in my eyes.

With swift movements, he wiped my chest down with the warm towel. I exhaled slowly and I felt myself relax as my body began to cool down. He rubbed the wet and sticky feeling off my skin, replacing it with a cool and comfortable feeling of cleanliness that soothed me. I felt myself calm down... until he began venturing lower and lower.

I gulped.

Maybe I should've just tried harder to sleep. I cursed silently as I clenched my tired jaw, trying my utmost best to keep my blood from rushing down there. His touch was like sweet torture. I tensed as he pulled down my underwear. I felt a cold breeze and shivered.

Then, I felt the warm, wet fabric make its way down my navel... to my v-line... I held my breath in anticipation, but he skipped over the area that needed the most attention. Instead, he focused on wiping my inner thigh. I shuddered. It felt... good.

I relaxed as he wrapped the towel around my leg and rubbed it down my calf. The cool sensation that followed the warm heat felt nice. I gulped as he moved on to my other leg.

I inhaled sharply as he made his way up slowly. The warm, moist towel sent sparks flying on my skin. I felt a low ache grow in my stomach as he skimmed my inner thigh... higher... I held my breath as he stopped right before my shaft.

"Hah.." I heard him sigh. I swallowed nervously. W-why did he stop? I felt him get on top of me, the tip of his clothes grazing my naked skin. I gulped, feeling myself get more aroused. I felt him lean down, closing the distance between us, but still leaving a gap. The space between us was suffocating yet... arousing. It made me more aware of him. It heightened my senses. I could hear his bated breath, smell his sweet scent, feel the ghost of his touch on my skin. It made me imagine him, crave him, yearn him. It was driving me crazy.

I felt cold with the surrounding air caressing my sun-kissed skin. I desired his touch, his tongue, his heat. I felt exposed without anything covering me. But the shame only added to the arousal. And with arousal came the burgeoning lust. I didn't need to see to check, nor feel to confirm. I was hard alright. My member was, without a doubt, standing tall right now, raring to go. As ashamed as I was, I couldn't help but feel excitement and anticipation rise within me. Shyness be damned.

Maybe... just maybe...

"Tay.." He whispered, his hot breath tingling my ears, making it scorch. His voice was low and husky, sending chills down my spine. I twitched at the sound of him calling my name, feeling a deeper blush creep down my neck. The side of my face burned as I felt him barely a hair's breadth away from me. My heart pounded loudly in my ear, pulsing hard in my throat.

"...I know you're awake."

Oh... fuck.

[OHMYGOD GUYS I HAD AN EPIPHANY - PETE + TAY = PETETAY = P'TAY ?!?!?!? IS THIS SECRETLY WHY TAY IS WEAK TO P'TAY AS IT CALLS OUT HIS INNER PETE THAT'S SO HORNY, WHIPPED AND HELLA WEAK TO KAO/NEW?!?! OHOOOOO ~

// also I've been in a dilemma ever since I reached this wonderful epiphany because I've been wanting New to call Tay 'Daddy' sometime during sex (b-because the D word is seriously such a turn on oml I have a daddy kink shut up) but I don't know if I should break the 'P'Tay' bedroom exclusive name. HMMM what do yall think? Stick to P'Tay or try adding 'Daddy' once? //

Here are some pics of Tay lookin like a total Daddy HSHSHSHSH

TAY LOOKS SO FREAKING HOT IN UNIFORM ANDJWKDKKEKDKEKS

HIS BICEPS... OHMYLORD-

WKWKWKWK shamelessly plugging my fanart here as well HABABABA

Thanks for reading and supporting !! I really appreciate it heheh,, as always,, stay happy and safe kay ~ ]