hugs

[ idc what anyone says but the hug in the pic above is one of the best hugs to ever exist PERIOD. NEWWIEES SMILE IS IRREPLACEABLE AND HE JUST LOOKS SO HAPPY AND FLUFFY I- yes so I drew a fanart of them oho ~

// Kekek anyways I know irl he sprained his leg before this but my delulu mind is SPARKLING MFHAHAHAH//

Oh and no smut this chapter by the way but but I hope you still enjoy reading heheh also also thankyou somuch for all the love and support so far,, it really means alot to me and I really appreciate it 💙💕 ]

3rd person's POV:

"OW- FUCK-" Tay hissed as he felt a ridiculous amount of pain shoot up his left leg.

The poor table had finally caved in from their violent harrassment. As they tumbled onto the ground, Tay instinctively twisted his body and flipped them over. They landed heavily on their shoulders, causing them to wince hard. The bottle of olive oil had shattered into smittereens as well, forming a pool of greasy, oily shards. Tay had fallen into an awkward position, causing his foot to twist into an odd angle.

New groaned as he got up. After their fall, they had rolled over slightly from the impact, making him ram into the broken table. His back stung as he swatted off the dust on him.

"..Tay?" He asked, noticing that Tay was now clutching his ankle, his face scrunched up in agony.

"Tay?? Are you hurt?? Let me see-" His eyes widened with panic and he scuttled over, shoving aside the debris around them. His pain forgotten, he quickly tended to Tay.

"Ugh- I'm fine hin- nono I'm not fine IT HURTS-" Tay grimaced as New touched it. Pain coursed through his veins as he felt needles prick his skin. He snarled at New, warning him not to do that again.

Worried, New quickly grabbed his clothes and wore them before helping Tay put his clothes on as well. He didn't know how he did it, but he managed to get Tay's jeans on without causing too much pain. After they were more or lessed dressed, New slipped his hands under Tay and hoisted him up. He grit his teeth as his thighs trembled, but the adrenaline pumping through his bloodstream gave him all the strength he needed to carry his boyfriend to the car.

...

"Hiiiiiin, it wasn't your fault.." Tay murmured. New's eyes darkened as his grip on the steering wheel tightened. Tay stared at the seemingly expressionless face that avoided his gaze. He sighed as silence answered him.

"The doctor said it'll heal in a few weeks. I'm fine really." Tay whined as New continued to glower at the road. His face was grim as he held his frown.

"Provided you get complete rest for those few weeks." New sighed. "And you know that's not possible with your schedule. Our fanmeet is also coming up. How are you going to dance?"

"I've already called my manager. He said that he would cancel my plans for the rest of the week. That's the maximum he can delay my schedule. " Tay waved off New's worries. Although afterwards, it'll be really packed. I don't think I'll have any day off for a while. But hin doesn't need to know that.

"It's all good, hin. I can finally get some rest. I haven't been sleepin- OH I-I uh mean I have been really overworked-"

"Te." New cut in.

"N-no, no really. I have been sleeping well. So well-" Tay's eyes widened as he stuttered.

"I'm sorry." New whispered softly. Tay gulped as he heard an unexpected phrase.

"I shouldn't have teased you back there. We were supposed to have a level-headed, serious conversation but I ruined it. If I didn't start it, you wouldn't have gotten hurt-" He muttered.

"No! No, hin. It wasn't your fault. I was just uh.. too... " His cheeks flushed as he struggled to find the right words. "...e-excited." Tay's ears turned red as soon as the word left his mouth. New chuckled, his lips creasing into a beautiful smile.

"I shouldn't have run away. I'm sorry. It would've been settled if we just talked about it. But I made it a bigger deal and kept avoiding you." New mumbled as guilt crept into his heart. His eyelashes lowered, casting a shadow over his eyes.

"No.. it was my fault too, hin. I jumped to conclusions... and I accused you. I didn't trust you enough even though I should have." Tay replied softly as he fiddled with his fingers.

"It's just.. we will only get more and more job offers from now on. I also hope that it will stay that way because it's good. But... we would also meet and work with more people. A lot more people. We would have lesser time to meet... and you would only make more and more friends. You would hang out with them more and then there would be even lesser time... for us." New's voice trembled as his breath turned shaky.

"If you can't even trust me enough to think that I cheated on you behind your back, how are we going to stay... together? Such fights would happen often and I hate these kind of fights, Tay. I really hate it. I love bickering with you but I really hate big fights. I hate you accusing me. I hate feeling wronged. But more than that, I hate having you away from me. I hate being away from you. I can't stand it. *sniff* I missed you so much. It hurt so much. I cried so- *hic* much.." New choked up. Tears began to fill his eyes and threatened to fall as his vision blurred. But, he quickly blinked away his tears, deciding to focus on the road instead. His chest rose and ebbed as he took shaky breaths to calm himself down.

Cried... hin... cried..? He.. he cried that much? Because of me? I.. I made him cry so much? Tay thought in despair. He felt a stinging in his heart and he couldn't breathe properly. It hurt just thinking about it. He recalled the image of hin crying at the door and his heart ripped into shreds.

He was rendered speechless. There were so many things he wanted to say. He wanted to refute it, apologize, comfort him, reassure him... but he realized that he himself felt the same way. He also had worries about the same thing. That they would have lesser and lesser time for each other. That the spark between them might die down once they stopped seeing each other as much. That they might drift apart. He also hated such fights with hin. He also hated staying apart from hin. He hated it so, so, so much. But most of all.. he missed him. Throughout the week, he was in so much... agony. He felt empty, lost, guilty and simply fear. He was so scared of losing his hin. In fact, he was scared that he had already lost hin.

"...hin. I love you." After a long pause, that was all he could blurt out. New's eyes widened in surprise at the sudden confession. He blushed furiously, his ears turning red as well. A shy smile formed on his lips as the sea of emotions within him began to whip up a storm.

New pulled over to the side of the small, quiet road. After stopping the car, Tay reached for his hands and held them. He stared into New's round, teary eyes and gave his hands a squeeze.

"I love you, hin. Which is why no matter how many friends I have and how many more I'll make in the future, no matter how busy our schedule gets, I will always, always, always have time for you. I will make time for you if I don't have any and I will spend it all with you the moment I have any." He gently raised New's hands and planted a soft kiss on the back of his hand.

"Again, I'm so sorry I wronged you. I can't promise that I won't misunderstand anymore in the future, but I can promise that I will always ask you about it first. I promise to communicate more instead of overthinking and jumping to ridiculous conclusions. I can't promise that we won't have such fights in the future, but I will try my very best to prevent it from happening. From now on, it will be us agains't the problem. We'll go through it together." He said resolutely, his sincere eyes gazing lovingly at hin.

Tears spilled out of his eyes as New started to sniff. He squeezed Tay's hands before leaning forward and burying his head in Tay's shoulder. Tay let go of New's hands, wrapping them around him instead. New returned the gesture and they embraced each other just like that. Warmth spead through their bodies as their body heat intertwined. The hug stirred his feelings even further and New began to feel his emotions rise to an unbearable extent. So... he let them out.

"Stupid Tay! *sniff* STUPID! How could you... *hic* stupid..." New cried as he lightly pounded Tay's back with his small fists. Tay silently accepted his outrage and patted his back slowly, calming him down.

"I *sniff* missed you so much. You stupid Tay. *hic* I was looking forward t-to meeting you and then you *sniff* you a-ate all my cake." He mumbled sadly, his hands now fisting the fabric of Tay's shirt. Tay couldn't help but smile in spite of himself. Hin was being way too cute right now.

"Y-you better *sniff* buy me cake, Te." New pouted as he hugged tighter. Tay chuckled. Even now, his number one priority was still- remuneration for cake.

"I bought you cake. Ice cream as well." He answered smugly. The day right after their fight, Tay had arrived at his empty house with boxes full of treats. He knew better than to go empty-handed. Now, he was so glad that he did. New lifted his head immediately, his eyes were big and bright as they sparkled with delight.

"Really?" He asked excitedly. Tay sighed with a smile. Really.. all it took was cake.

"I even bought scones from your favourite shop." He replied as he lightly kissed his forehead. When Tay pulled away, a big grin was now plastered onto New's face.

"You can check for yourself. We can head to your place first." Tay suggested. But behind his seemingly innocent words, Tay was actually scheming. He planned to later whine that he couldn't move about and needed help, and then secretly hint hin to stay with him at his house to take care of him. Of course, to do that, he would need to pack his clothes, his scripts and everything necessary. If he simply sent Tay home, he would most likely leave afterwards. Especially now that New's house had desserts, Tay was certain that New would take the bait and stop by his house first. Tay smirked as he silently complimented himself. What should he do? He was just too smart.

New nodded his head, a foolish grin on his face. Seeing his smile was enough to make Tay's heart burst. T-this much radiance after a week without exposure to hin's cuteness was too much. Tay thought blissfully as he felt his brain heat up. His heart seemed to stop functioning already from beating so hard. He held his breath, expecting New to pull away and resume driving. However, New simply nuzzled his head back into the crook of his shoulder, rubbing his hair on his neck. He gulped, as the ticklish sensation on his neck sent shivers down his spine. The good kind, of course. He sat in pleasant surprise for a little while before feeling a fuzzy feeling take over his heart.

"...I missed you, Tay." He whispered softly. His voice was sweeter than honey and music to his ears. Tay felt his face grow hot. His ears tingled at hin's adorable words and his heart combusted. His cheeks were beginning to hurt from smiling so widely and he couldn't help but hug him tighter. AH SERIOUSLY, WHY IS HE SO CUTE?!?!

Warm. The hug was a loving one filled with warmth. Happiness overwhelmed them as they stayed glued to each other, spreading their warmth, love and joy. At that instant, the long, heartfelt hug seemed to have made up for all the lost time, made up for their arguments, their mistakes... the long hug conveyed how much they missed each other and... how much they loved each other.

Ah.. I love him.

They thought in unison.

[ I NEED TO SAY THIS BUT THEIR HUGS ARE SO FREAKING SWEET- LIKE EVERYTIME THEY HUG NEWWIEE DOES THIS REALLY CUTE SMILE AS IF HES THE HAPPIEST MAN ALIVE AND HE TILTS HIS HEAD TO NUZZLE ONTO TAY'S SHOULDER FFF EVERYTIME I SEE IT I MELT A LITTLE ON THE INSIDE AAA

// SOMETIMES JUST HUGS ARE NICE KAY WELL THAT WRAPS UP THIS SNIPPET... CAN'T WAIT TO WRITE THE NEXT ONE OHOO ~ //

ERR BUT APOLOGIES BECAUSE TAY'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP SO I WANT TO FINISH MY FANART OF HIM HEHEH I ALSO HAVE ALOT OF ASSIGNMENTS DUE (AGAIN SOBS) SO THE NEXT UPDATE WON'T BE ANYTIME SOON BUT I PROMISE ONCE I FINISH ALL MY WORK N FANART I'LL UPDATE MANY MORE CHAPTERS HEHEH

// ANYWAYS,, NEWWIEE'S IG STORY TODAY... I'LL JUST LET YOU SEE FOR YOURSELF IN CASE YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY-

... HIS HAND. HIS. H-HIS FREAKING HAND IS.. IS.. IS WHERE?!?!?!? DID HE JUST LIKE YOU KNOW UHM DO THE VERY THING MY DELULU MIND WROTE THAT HE HAD A FREAKING KINK ABOUT- I- I CAN'T DO THIS MANZ AAA MY HEART IS ALSO COMBUSTING I'VE BEEN SCREAMING ABOUT THIS TO MY FRIENDS AND I'M STILL NOT OVER IT NOPE NEVER WILL BE- EEP OKAYZ BUT ALL IN ALL THIS PICTURE SPURRED ME TO QUICKLY FINISH THIS CHAPTER SO THAT I CAN START WRITING SMUT AGAIN HAHAHAH 🌚🌚🌚 //

EDIT: HI SO I SAW A COMPILATION OF TAYNEW HUGS TODAY AND HERE IT ISSSSS

https://www.instagram.com/p/CCqD4MsAqLg/?igshid=10ol3v0tu5vki

OKAYZ MY RANT WAS PROBABLY AS LONG AS HALF THE CHAPTER HAHAHAH WHOOPS,, ANYWAYS STAY HAPPY AND HELLA THIRSTY YALLZ ~ ]