bondage, whips or both?

[Edit: Hi so I came back and realized that the BDSM I wrote was really bad HAHAHAH but to be fair I really didn't research much about it so dont take this fic too seriously heheh,, if I do write more again in the future,, it'll definitely be more well researched and detailed :)) for now,, I hope you close one eye to this disaster HAHAHAH]

Tay Tawan's POV:

I have to admit, I did confide in Tul about being worried that I wasn't.. doing enough in bed. I was scared that hin wasn't really enjoying himself or was getting bored of it. I was worried about my inadequacies. I tried researching more about it online, but I was worried after reading so much about how it could go wrong. It was then when I noticed the belt marks on Tul's arm one day and he straight-forwardly told me that they had a little too much fun yesterday. I was REALLY embarrassed talking about my insecurities to Tul, but we were really close friends, so when he heard me out, he suggested teaching me the ropes. I couldn't believe my ears. WHAT?!

"Max and I have been thinking about adding some spice to our fun time recently anyways, ain't a foursome the best way? Its hitting two birds with a stone- you get to learn what you want to learn and we get the thrill of-" I cut Tul off before he could continue any further.

"MMM I SEE I SEE UM UM" My ears were BURNING. Is his skin made of steel?!?!? How can he talk about such embarrassing things so bluntly?!?!? "HIN MIGHT NOT EVEN...agree...??" I tried.

Tul patted my shoulder and smirked. "Don't worry, Max'll handle that." I felt my skin crawl and I gulped. I did want to learn...

"So, you in?" He held out his hand, grinning.

...embarrassment be damned. Let's do it. I felt my whole face burn as I nodded and took his hand. He burst out laughing at my awkward expression. I sighed.

...

On the day the four of us decided to get together at Max's house for dinner, I was really nervous. Tul let me choose if I wanted to be the one to ask him myself or if I would prefer them suggesting it to hin. Originally, I had planned to ask him myself... but... after a week of failed attempts, Tul took pity on me and decided to do the latter.

Before we met hin, I made it clear that if hin didn't give his consent, we would stop. Max and Tul also agreed and told me that what they would be teaching us weighed heavily on consent as well. He told me that a safeword was absolutely necessary especially for beginners as it would be easy to get carried away in the heat of the moment.

"Aow, all of you are here already?" I jumped at hin's voice. I was really anxious. What if he says no? What if he feels pressured and said yes but he really wanted to say no? What if-

*SPLASH*

The glass of water I was holding spilled all over the table. Hin was shocked and hurriedly wiped the water away. Tul gave me the look before sighing. My heart was beating a mile a minute and I felt my cheeks flush. I WASNT READY FOR THIS-

I was anxious throughout the whole meal and jumped whenever the topic seemed like it would shift. Hin looked at me suspiciously but didn't call me out about it. He instead downed his glass of milk while eyeing me quietly. Finally, Max brought it up. I gulped my water down nervously.

"New, do you want to try a foursome?" He asked with a smile.

"What?" His eyes widened. I choked on the water. "Ai Te," Hin passed me tissues and began wiping my face while sighing.

"So? How about it? Since we're already at my place." Max offered, a playful grin plastered onto his face.

Hin's cheeks immediately flushed when he realized that they were serious. He turned to Tul for help but Tul just shrugged his shoulders. He then turned to me. I felt like my blood was LAVA. My ears and cheeks were scorching. I could barely feel my face!!

He chugged down another glass of milk.

"...if Tay wants it." He replied after a while, staring straight at me with his adorable eyes. Ugh. Why is he so cute?! But, that was a yes right?! RIGHT?!

I couldn't believe my ears. But while I was in a stupor, Max and Tul began rambling excitedly about what we could do together. Hin emptied the carton of milk and sipped it as he reached for my hand amidst their animated banter. I squeezed it. My head was pulsing. Ohmygod. Ohmygod. OHMYGOD.

"Let's go then." I mumbled shyly. I did hope for hin to say yes, but now that he did and we were actually going to do it, I felt really really SHY.

...

Max excitedly led us down to his basement. It was a rather big room hidden behind his small storeroom. When he switched on the lights, I was surprised to see rows and rows of... whips and.. ropes?! They hung on the walls neatly. I gulped nervously. There was a large chair with many straps at the side, a bed and various bars and contraptions all around the room. It was quite a sight to behold.

I saw hin glance nervously around the room and took his hand in mine. I gave his cold hand a squeeze. He smiled shyly. His cheeks were flushed. He looked really adorable-

"Ahem." Tul coughed. We jumped.

"Before we start, let's establish a safe word. For us, it's apple." Max said, leaning against the table.

"A-apple?" I repeated. That was rather random.

"Yea, a word that spoils the mood would be better as it would be clear." Tul added.

"Hmm how about rich?" I suggested with a smirk.

"Te, no" Hin whined, "how many times have I told you, my family doesn't have that much money-"

"No, but you have-"

"No, Te, I have but you are richer-"

"No, no-"

"I can't believe you guys are bickering about even this..." Tul sighed, exasperated.

"Let's go with fish, dead fish." Hin huffed.

"Tsk, hin, why not spoiled milk then?" I rebutted.

[Referenced from their LOVELY INTERVIEW WHERE THEY BICKERED ABOUT HOW RICH THE OTHER WAS AND ANOTHER INTERVIEW WHERE THEY COMMENTED ABOUT HOW EACH OTHER'S KISS FELT ~]

"GUYS. LET'S JUST SETTLE WITH APPLE. PLEASE." Tul cut in, unable to bear it anymore.

Oops. We did it again. I didn't mean to bicker with hin but it always came naturally. We nodded obediently.

"Okay, now that that's settled. Strip." Max ordered. I felt a chill run down my spine. His voice was deep and commanding, as if he wouldn't take no for an answer. It wasn't a question but rather an order. I gulped. It was starting.

Immediately, Tul took off his shirt and began unbuckling his belt. I felt so shy just looking at them undress. Hin casually stripped his shirt off but hesitated when he reached his pants. I stared at his exposed torso and gulped. I met his eyes and nodded. I watched with an amused smirk as his trembling hands unzipped his jeans.

"What are you doing, hurry up." Max boomed. Hin jumped and hurriedly removed everything else he had on him. I was also startled, so I began to take of my shirt.

"Tay, I didn't mean you. I meant them. But I don't mind even if you do." He chuckled as he removed his shirt. My cheeks burned as I hastily zipped up my pants. AHH SO EMBARRASSINGG. I felt like a fool!!! I snuck a peek at Max and Tul and my jaw dropped. I could boast that I was rather well-built, but damn. They looked hot. Their muscles were humongous, firm and toned. They looked like.. weightlifting? or wrestling champions or something. Compared to their burly figures, I looked small and weak.

"Woo~" Max whistled as he stared at hin's body. His skin was white as snow and it glistened under the light. His pale abs and chisled chest also stood out. His hands covered his privates but did little to hide everything else. I quickly stood in front of him, jealous. I didn't like the way he stared at my hin. Tul chuckled.

"Okay before we start, I just want to make sure that both of you, especially you, New, are okay with this." Max asked, his eyes fixed sincerely at hin. I glanced at hin anxiously. Was he really okay with this??

"Yes, I'm okay. Theres a safeword if I want to stop too anyways, right?" He replied after a short while, his arm hooking over my shoulder. I breathed a sigh of relief. I gulped as I felt our skin graze against each other. Max nodded and led us over to the shelf full of different types of ropes.

"So, bondage, whips or both?" He asked, pointing to his collection of ropes and whips.

I gulped. Personally, bondage sounded less intense compared to whips. I didn't want to hurt hin and I didnt think I could bear to hit him. I glanced at hin. He was eyeing the ropes on the far left.

"Let's start with ropes then." Max said as if reading our minds. He unlatched two really long coiled ropes from the wall and handed one over to me. He walked over to a metal contraption.

"Come." He beckoned. Tul followed suit and stood in front of a horizontal metal pole hanging from the ceiling. He placed his hands over his head and let Max tie it up. My heart thumped as I watched.

"Just now, you got really turned on didn't you?" Max teased.

"Yea, a little." Tul answered with a laugh. I smiled a little at their openness.

"What are you doing just standing there? Follow me." Max ushered.

I jumped and awkwardly walked over with hin. He held his hands over his head and I began to clumsily tie it to the pole beside Tul with the rope as well.

"Make sure you don't tie it too tightly, but not too loose as well." Max instructed as he slowed down for me to follow step by step. My hands trembled. As exciting as it was, I was a nervous wreck. My throat dried as I fumbled around with the ropes.

"Ngh" Hin shuddered as I looped the cold rope around his chest. Now that his hands were bound, I was learning to bind his chest.

"Oh?" I smirked. Contrary to my worries, hin was already half hard. Now that his hands could no longer cover his privates, his entire body was exposed. His ears and neck was dyed an alluring shade of pink as his eyes shifted from the ropes to the floor and back to me.  C-CUTE.

"Aow, Tay, I don't think it's supposed to-" Hin whined as the rope intertwined at way too many places.

"Shh!! I know what I'm doing, ja." I hushed him as I continued trying to follow Max's steps. Keyword: Trying.

"Ai Tayy" he clicked his tongue as knots suddenly formed on the rope.

"I did it intentionally." I said, to calm him down. No.. I did not, but he didn't have to know.

"Tay, I think you should untie that knot and then-" he began to whine again.

"I don't wanna hear it from someone who can't tie ropes as well." I cut him off.

"That was different, Tay, now Max is showing you step by step, but he clearly only has 5 knots so far. You have TEN." He said, exasperated.

[Reference to School Rangers Boy Scouts Ep where New couldn't TIE THE ROPE HAHAHAH]

"So? Doesn't more knots make it more secure?" I tried to weasle my way out.

"Yeah but-"

"Enough guys, seriously, I know bickering is your way of showing love but this process is, you know, supposed to be arousing not.. whatever this is." Max cut in.

"No, but Tay-" hin tried to justify himself but Max cut him off firmly.

"New, its a learning process. Let him do it. He's following me step by step, how wrong can it go?" He was firm and let out an intimidating aura. I gulped as I felt his pressure. He certainly had the dominance of a top.. how I wish I could become more like him.. then hin would be obedient and listen to me more.. maybe we would even stop bickering.. because I'm always right..

...so anyways, we shut up and hin let me do whatever I wanted with a sigh. When I finally finished tying a haphazard turtleshell bondage on hin, it was my first attempt okay, Max picked up a box from the floor and set it in between us. Opening it, I saw different types of.. eye masks and ball gags. I was stumped. He took a black eye mask out and threw it at me. I caught it with both hands.

"Sensory deprivation works wonders." He winked. I blinked furiously as the words sank into my head.

Slowly, I placed the eyemask over hin's adorable puppy eyes. There was.. fear and excitement present in his gaze. I gulped. I took a step back and allowed my eyes to feast on the sight before me.

"Tayy, I feel awkward. Do something, don't just stand there." He commanded, his voice trembling a little. I guess he was nervous, but I didn't like that he was telling me what to do. He was the one being bound.

Then, something from the box caught my eye. I picked it up and smirked. Max saw what I was holding and snickered. "Well, that's one way to make sure you don't bicker anymore."

"W-what are you doing, Tay- mmph" His words were cut off as I shoved the ball gag in his mouth. I tied it tightly so that it wouldn't fall out during our.. training. I smirked. Finally. He's quiet now. How cute.

Now that he was bound, blind and mute, he looked unbelievably.. hot. The messy ropes made his nipples pop out and he looked... defenceless. So defenceless and.. weak. I gulped. I felt something inside me stir, but I didn't know what. All I knew right now, was that seeing him in that state was turning me on so much.

I leaned in. Hin held his breath as I let my hand hover beside his ears, then over his shoulders... slowly down to his chest... By the the time my hands hovered over his erection, he was already fully hard. I smirked as he squirmed in the ropes. It must've been unsettling and scary, not knowing where I was going to touch him, not knowing what I was going to do to him, not being able to see what I was doing and only being able to feel. I grinned, bending forward...

[Sorry for the lack of smut this chapter whoops,, its because this chapter is more of an introduction as I felt like it was necessary to prepare for.. what comes next.. ahem.. well.. LOOK FORWARD TO IT ~]